::sigh:: how can it have happened?

how can he be gone?

if you were like me, you put down the book for a minute and just stared into oblivion. It's not fair, damnit! Harry never got that much time to spend with him, it just isn't fair! How can Sirius Black be dead?

::another sigh:: why the hell does everybody have to die?

...

okay well ignore that last question... but still, why'd it have to be him? allright, it would have been just as bad if it had been anyone else; we all know how attached we get. and yes, this is mindless greiving. nyah.

you know what? i think that's all i can manage right now... the greif is still pretty fresh.

::runs off to cry::

::i solemnly swear that i'm up to no good::

::mischeif managed::