I have come to understand that I am a mother to the world. In order to fulfill this role, I have had to learn many lessons and undergo many tests; some things I am still being tested on, but I am doing well.
The presence known as “Melchizedek” by many, has been with me since childhood, but I didn’t recognize it as such until approximately 1996. There was simply this beautiful, warm, and loving presence that would envelope me whenever I had reached a moment of ultimate crisis. I would be transported from the jaws of chaos and despair to internal bliss and freedom immediately; the worries and concerns evaporated as if they never existed.
When I work with people, this energy is shared so that they too may experience the peace and freedom of such Unconditional Love.
I began my journey into Conscious Awareness in 1987. It was triggered by the movie “Out On a Limb” starring Shirley McClain. Many years later, I learned that 1987 was the year of the Harmonic Convergence.
I ended a physically abusive relationship, and began a relationship with myself. Several months later, I began an emotionally abusive relationship with a man which lasted several years. He was incarcerated for most of the relationship; this allowed me the opportunity to continue my relationship with myself while still being in a romantic relationship with him.
I moved from city to city, and state to state, during the 7 years of that relationship. While living in Augusta, Georgia in 1992 I received my first invitation into the Mystery School.
It came in the form of a dream; yet, I was fully aware … I knew that my body was asleep on the bed while some other part of me was having this experience.
In the “dream” I was in a large stone room, there was a female student writing something on a yellow legal pad. I looked and saw that she was writing what looked like symbols and geometrical shapes.
I was told that she had decided to quit the Mystery School because she missed her earthly way of life, and so an opening was available for me if I would like to accept it. I understood that I did not have to leave this earth to participate, but that the requirements of such study would make an impact on my earthly way of life … leaving me little time for such things as relationships etc.
I told them how much I appreciated the invitation, but that my boyfriend would soon be released from prison and that I wanted to be there for him when it happened. I asked if I could accept the invitation at another time … I didn’t receive an answer, and shortly drifted into sleep.
At that time, I had not heard of the term “Mystery School”, the experience was enough to nudge me into researching the occult, metaphysic, and esoteric schools of thought. My schooling had begun, and I hadn’t even realized it.
At the end of that year, I’d had enough of the turmoil that my romantic relationship was causing me; the lies, the drugs, the other women, all became to much for me and I pleaded to be accepted into the Mystery School.
