Mood:
Today has gone good for me so far.
Paul went to the city on friday to pick up Douglas(my stepson)so right now they are playing crash on the playstation. It's so cute,Douglas is telling his dad what way to go,and he's only three.
Anyway a little about what has been goin on the past little while since Paul wrote... BTW...I think he picked a good name for the blog,since both our ex's Joe#1(my ex) and Joe#2(what we call his ex) are so cruel. We call his ex that cause she is just like my ex Joe, to a T. You will learn alot about them as Paul and I write.
Anyway...Paul and I have started goin to a marriage counceller. I have or should I say we both have a problem with comunication. He is used to handling things on his own. He says he has always been independant and used to taking care of things on his own when it comes to relationships,and that he has not been in a relationship where there was any real comunication,until me. As for myself...I feel very strongly about communication...and I used to alot. Let me guess,your wondering what happened?
My ex Joe is what happened...alot of the time when he didn't like what my kids or I had to say...we would get put down,yelled at, and he would make us feel like crap,or something he would do alot of,hit us.
And I have just started dealing with the abuse from him. So I have a hard time with communication,not all the time,just most of the time.LOL
Paul and I have, like he says"been through hell and back together." I have been his rock and he has been mine. I was given a second chance at life,and at love. So in a way,a very big way, Paul is like my first love..And for him...he says that untill me he has only been in love with and loved so deeply one other person, and she was his high school sweetheart/fiance.(God rest her soul).
So for me,it's an honor twice over to have him in my life.
Peace Out All
Dana