Why God?

It’s hard to watch someone dieing
Especially someone you love so dearly
Each day that passes, each year that flies by
You see the progression of a downward slide

I never really told you Dad how much I love you
You mean the universe to me, the entire solar system
My love for you is infinite, even though I may not show it
I just push you aside, because your fate cannot lie

It hurts me dearly to see your pain, to see you fall
My heart is half gone, cause the other is dieing with you
Please don’t leave me; I need you more than ever
I need a Dad; I need you to walk beside me

All that’s left of me is a puddle of tears
I’m drenched in them, drenched in my own blood
Emptiness fills my room, as the words forms on this sheet
You’re dieing and there’s nothing I can do, but to only ask why
..Why God?!?!

12-18-03 Ashley Lauer

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