Lust

My life seems full of rhyme and short of time now that i'm engaged with you
My heart feared of rejection, My mind can't think straight

Should I concieve this child? or will the bearing be undurable
Cause I'm so paranoid on what to do when I'm with you

Like a chemical reaction my head splurged into a notion, that was so uncontrolling
So confusing, yet unexplainable, on how the clouds dispersed into thin air

Like running a race, my heart paced
To a beat that was faster than the speed of light

Afraid of my iggnorance, that it could be lust
With hormones racing and energy bursting
You will never know, You will never find
True love that might be born from lust

3-25-03 Ashley Lauer

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