Its amazing how you can be overly happy, yet in a split second be sad. It's amazing how you can make promises time and time again, but continue to fail them. No matter which side you're on, the other side is just around the corner. It's ready to tear down the wall of happiness and broken promises, ready to knock on your door. Sadness follows with happiness, broken promises follow with forgiveness. You can't change what happened, but you can change the present. Many people give up by allowing the past to drain their life, casting an overcast on the future. But history is unchangeable, and the future lies in your own hands. Suicide is the coward's answer. I guess that's why cowards don't live long. I wonder if they ever live at all.Back Home 10-19-03 Ashley Lauer