I Cry Tears Of Memories

Every time I seem to glance behind
Every time the sun begins to shine
A rain cloud seems to stop on by
Even in my eyes I cry

These rivers that flow from my face
Never seem to cease or halt
Left and right lay lifeless bodies
Sharmelia lays, and now it’s you

I curl into my lifeless state
I cry tears of memories as I shake and shake
I lie in my mournful state
I cry tears of memories as I shake and shake

My tears for Sharmy are still here
I cry double, two are hard to get over
I’m already drenched in black
My heart had not recovered

The first blow was hard enough
The second punch knocked me down
I already died, so don’t try and revive me
It’s easier to give up, please let me go

These tears of memories washes me
Stripping me of cheers and laughter
It hasn’t been a month now
And now you vanished too

Matt: I remember the times during hour lunches when I’d bring my boom box. You’d always tried to introduce me to better music. Katie and I would always go on this wild tantrum as we attempt to relax to one of your songs, it was impossible for us. Ha-ha…emo bands huh? Their good for something though. I’ll miss you. I probably won’t ever sit by that orange bench; I’d only cry tears of memories of you. I’ll miss seeing you wearing your brown dickies and your light pink button up shirt. Geez…and I thought life was just beginning, but instead, it just ended. R.I.P

12-31-03 Ashley Lauer

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