It’s not even love, it’s just mere liking. Questionable time and time again, but you know it won’t last. A chance is already crushed, I should have stopped before matters got worse, but I continued, continued to fall into his spell until I ran into a broken block which plastered me like wallpaper against the course grain. The course grain of mere liking, liking that destroyed me. The cloud of confusion between you and me; I should have stopped while my heart was intact. But liking got in the way and now I’m just torn cause us will never be. Our fate may just be friends, but maybe I like you as a friend anyways, I have no idea, because I’m lost in a circle of confusion.Back Home 1-9-04 Ashley Lauer
