Lost My Way

I keep losing my way from you
and constantly losing my faith in you.
When the road gets tough
my dependence run on other things,
sinful things.

I don't deserve your love,
nor do I deserve your time.
I should be punished
and excommunicated;
Never to be heard of again.

But you forgave me,
no matter the reason, no matter the cause.

I can't promise you this won't happen again.
I wish I could, but promise are meant to be kept
not broken.

I wish I was perfect just like you.
But that would be impossible,
due to my lineage,
from Adam and Eve.

I can promise you this.
I'll try my very best, to be just like you.
And when I lose my way,
I'll desperately attempt to
find that path again.

10-4-03 Ashley Lauer

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