TOO MUCH AND BEYOND
Only when it slows down
then words are found
but then too late
nothing waits
I don't understand its need
gaps increase its speed
I'm the dumb one
struck dumb for someone
they say i'm unwise and uncool
yeah, just a natural fool
All I can do
is just be true
good and bad
and just be glad
that someone lives
And just accept
that all that's left
is just to be
and beyond me
and never ask
what I already know
assume it's low
assume the worse
my self-made curse
All I can do
is just be true
good and bad
and just be glad
that someone lives
there's too much
to even touch
the surface
all beyond purpose
grateful for the surplus
pathetically pleased
bless myself on my knees
with my own hand
for I understand
that will never come
from that someone
All I can do
is just be true
good and bad
and just be glad
that someone lives
PAST LIES
Some were trite
small and white
easily overlooked
but stupid me
failed to see
the big ones that you cooked
gave you all
forgave you all
but it's ok I know
I take responsibility
for my stupidity
all those years ago
And now you come
and say I'm the one
you're regretfull-you realise it now
but it's not the behaviour
it's your very nature
that doesn't sit somehow
You want me to be mad?
Or happy? Or sad?
how can you expect it?
when you murdered puss
you murdered us
it's over, just respect it
You say you won't hurt me like before?
your spoon doesn't fit my mouth anymore.
Now I don't have to wonder about meeting you anymore -
you're past to me -more than ever before.
IN-FLIGHT SERVICE
Hang up the phone and grab my coat
Mr.Betrayal wants to gloat
"Can you forgive me baby, cause I don't want to leave
if what we threw can be retrieved"
Of course I can, lets enjoy our dinner
after all, aren't we all sinners?
you'd feed me food, and feed me lines
we'd reminisce about old times
you'd leave out the parts with your Italian rage
and smugly play god, yeah you're setting the stage
your over-confidence, once such bait
now so vile I can barely wait
Oh yes sir, I know I'm lucky to be here
but it's you who's out of luck I fear
your blood is thicker than the wine
my blade is quicker than your mind
you shouldn't be shocked, there's no need
you needn't be anything - you should just bleed
not enough blood, push it in deeper
well didn't you say I was your hearts keeper?
hot and thick, a sticky mess
aw, poor baby, any last requests?
cat got your tongue? you bet she has
now its lying days are in the past
my red fingers all nice and wet
just dessert - the sweetest yet
will she wait for you? will you miss your flight?
you're going nowhere fast tonight
cut one more time, just to remind you
your flying days
like your lying days
are truly behind you
