things on my mind
hmm.....Happy Birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday....to.....me...happy birthday to me! let's see...well, i'm 18 now...yippee...i think? Am i supposed to feel any different? hah i dunno...but last year..when someone asked, "how old are you?" after my birthday...i'd say 16! and then..go wait..wait..i'm 17..*haha* so i guess...i'll still be like that this year too.."how old are you selene?" "i'm 17!" guess it just doens't make much of a difference..except that i can buy lotto 6/49 now..haha wouldn't it be the best if i'd actually won the first time i played?? damn, that'd be great....but *sigh* i am after all, another year older....in the last year of high school..

hmm..i still remember the first day i walked into rci...as a raider (we're all "raiders" at rci)...i didn't expect the school to have a/c..walked in there w/ lil shorts..and froze...it was so cold..*haha* now within in 10 months... i'll be walking out....i can't believe high school is over...i can't believe it's already been almost 5 years....i know all these years have truly been memorable... whether the memories have been good or not...they're something i know..i'll never forget...

Here i've learned who my true friends are....and whom i've mistakenly trusted....how i can handle pressure...how i can handle exams!! *hhaha*... and how to feel loved...fall in love... how to feel so much pain in my heart....and actually learn that i can get on with life...and fall in love all over again..*haha*....and...most of all...who, of all the people i've met here... that i will still be talkin to when i'm so ancient..*haha*...yup yup..these years have been great after all..and now all i hope...is that this last year here..will be the best ever...
So many more memories to make, photos to take.... :)

My Sweet Little Cousins