things on my mind
hmm.....Happy Birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday....to.....me...happy birthday to me! let`s see...well, i`m 18 now...yippee...i think? Am i supposed to feel any different? hah i dunno...but last year..when someone asked, "how old are you?" after my birthday...i`d say 16! and then..go wait..wait..i`m 17..*haha* so i guess...i`ll still be like that this year too.."how old are you selene?" "i`m 17!" guess it just doens`t make much of a difference..except that i can buy lotto 6/49 now..haha wouldn`t it be the best if i`d actually won the first time i played?? damn, that`d be great....but *sigh*i am after all, another year older....in the last year of high school..

hmm..i still remember the first day i walked into rci...as a raider (we`re all "raiders" at rci)...i didn`t expect the school to have a/c..walked in there w/ lil shorts..and froze...it was so cold..*haha* now within in 10 months... i`ll be walking out....i can`t believe high school is over...i can`t believe it`s already been almost 5 years....i know all these years have truly been memorable...whether the memories have been good or not...they`re something i know..i`ll never forget...

Here i`ve learned who my true friends are....and whom i`ve mistakenly trusted....how i can handle pressure...how i can handle exams!! *hhaha*... and how to feel loved...fall in love...how to feel so much pain in my heart....and actually learn that i can get on with life...and fall in love all over again..*haha*....and...most of all...who, of all the people i`ve met here...that i will still be talkin to when i`m so ancient..*haha*...yup yup..these years have been great after all..and now all i hope...is that this last year here..will be the best ever...
So many more memories to make, photos to take.... :)

My Sweet Little Cousins