OTHER WRITINGS: This truth we must not deny

OTHER WRITINGS: II Corinthians 5:18-20

Bad Religion Lacks Christian Wisdom

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Table of Contents

 AUTHOR'S FOREWORD and PROLOGUE both have personal remarks. And there is an INTRODUCTION to the chapters.

 CHAPTER 1, entitled BY THEIR FRUIT YOU WILL RECOGNIZE THEM is the assertion I make about the great value found for obtaining wisdom to recognize good from bad when all of our faculties of awareness are working together.

 CHAPTER 2, entitled THE HOLY BIBLE is the assertion I make about the principle of chapter 1 for obtaining wisdom applied to the contents of the Bible.

 CHAPTER 3, entitled GOD HAS THE INITIATIVE, AND IT IS ONLY THRU HIS CONTROL OF THE CONDUIT OF OTHER HUMAN BEINGS is the assertion I make about the wisdom of the blessings for a human being initiated by God thru the only avenue He has made available - the conduit of other human beings. This is a very important assertion I wanted to express - the assertion that blessings are God's initiative, not the individual's and that this initiative comes to the individual only thru God's control of the conduit of others' good stewardship. This is mentioned throughout the document but elaborated upon within the chapter using a variety of topics including responsibility, faith, the church, prayer, self-assertiveness, obedience, and worldly philosophy.

 CHAPTER 4, entitled THE ONLY POWER ABLE TO STOP SIN WITHIN US IS GOD'S GRACE is the assertion I make about the wisdom of God forgiving human beings of sin to utterly destroy sin in us.

 CHAPTER 5, entitled REPENTANCE AND UNFORGIVABLE SIN are the assertions I make about the wisdom found from a greater elaboration of chapters 1, 2, 3 and 4 using the topics of repentance and unforgivable sin.

 CHAPTER 6, entitled DETERRENCE, REBUKE AND MORE ABOUT REPENTANCE are the assertions I make about the wisdom found from a greater elaboration of chapters 1, 2, 3 and 4 using the topics of deterrence, rebuke and more about repentance.

 CHAPTER 7, entitled THE NATURE OF CHOICE AND FREE WILL, THE FEAR (JOY) OF GOD RATHER THAN THE ANXIETY OF GOD AND CONCLUSIONS ON HELL are the assertions I make about the wisdom found from a greater elaboration of chapters 1, 2, 3 and 4 using the topics of the nature of choice & free will, fear (joy) rather than anxiety and hell.

 CHAPTER 8, entitled SUFFERING AND SACRIFICIAL LOVE are the assertions I make about the wisdom found from a greater elaboration of chapters 1, 2, 3 and 4 using the topics of suffering and sacrificial love.

 CHAPTER 9, I believe, is a succinct and vital credo that helps make clearer the thoughts and perspective set forth throughout this document which is based on a cablecast video I made in May 1993.

 APPENDIX has a poem I wrote called DILIGENCE TO DETAIL.

 EPILOGUE has personal remarks and a continued elaboration and reiteration of the perspectives set forth throughout this document.

AUTHOR'S FOREWORD

Thankfully, our standard of living has increased with the help of a wide variety of endeavors and livelihoods. One example is the individuals dedicated to the top rate management of manufacturing and administrative concerns. Thankfully also, we have individuals dedicated to the top rate management of human spirituality. For these people help to increase our standard of living in ways people in no other profession can. Spouses, parents, friends, teachers, community leaders and religious leaders are some good examples of these dedicated individuals. I wrote this document to help primarily this area of endeavor.

I wanted to reflect in writing one specific perspective on this subject. I believe that this perspective goes from a realistic way of conduct to an idealistic force of positive change. I believe that this perspective ought to be asserted but rarely is strongly enough into practical living and therefore it is a perspective important enough to write about. I've done this, ultimately for the comfort and edification of us all. This perspective has an emphasis for the healing and growth of demoralized and devastated victims of bad religion.

I did not intend to write this document in some satirical or other humorous style. I do not recall if some entertainer once expressed that performing death is easy but performing humor is hard. I'd like to also express that "dying" at humor is easy too! It is a special way to write. I chose the language and poetry to be basic sermonizing in the belief that eventually the greatest beneficial impact will be made this way, to any endeavor and to any style of writing. The style of this document reflects to a degree the way the perspective first dawned on me.

PROLOGUE

I have written this material so that as it becomes widely read, reflected and acted upon, its value to me increases with the extent it has been increased for everyone else.

People have always been political creatures. Sometimes it is politically expedient to have very little public record of one's thoughts and convictions. But people must not be afraid to achieve openness and understanding with one another. The best power is thoughts and convictions. And the most powerful society is a pluralistic one - pluralistic as far as that the reality of a diverse set of thoughts and convictions tests and discovers what is universally true for human society.

I have written in consideration for some level of "political correctness". However, I don't think this is the best term to describe the effort I have made. To me, "political correctness" is akin to being considerate of human feelings and providing dignity to human emotion with gentle and ever consistent encouragement with the objective to uplift the human spirit. What I think this term should not mean is that it is automatically illegal to offend human feelings with human expression. For this would go against Article 1 in additions to and amendments of the Constitution of the United States of America not to abridge the freedom of speech or press.

I considered how extensively I would write this document to cross over to other disciplines. I want very much that the many discipline and endeavors (each with their own unique vocabulary) would show the great principles I've asserted thru the vocabulary of this theological and religious discipline. However I trust that this can be continued in some other way at some other time.

This document represents my first joyous desire to write. I trust that writing will continue in some other way at some other time.

INTRODUCTION

We are prone to strong emotional awareness from time to time. We experience anything from joy to grief, peace to anxiety, satisfaction to hopelessness, love to hate and all the others. And we experience them combined in a variety of ways. It is possible to ask why we feel the way we do. Hopefully, I have provided a sober-minded answer for us.

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CHAPTER 1: BY THEIR FRUIT YOU WILL RECOGNIZE THEM

"Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves. By their fruit you will recognize them. Do people pick grapes from thornbushes or figs from thistles? Likewise every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit. Thus, by their fruit you will recognize them."

I get the title for this chapter from Matthew 7:16 & 20, the New International Version of the Bible.

What is the great principle Jesus informs us of in this section of Matthew chapter 7? What does Jesus mean when He mentions the word "fruit?" I assert that "fruit" means the quality of one's life stemming from the quality of one's emotional state of being stemming from one's spiritual condition.

Our emotions are also wonderful God-given servants to us in that they provide us with essential information that our intellect cannot. If our intellect acknowledges this revelation about our emotions then we are well on our way to that level of well-being with God, which He has designed us to have.

Sober-mindedness is not a blocking out or suppression of our emotions but recognition of the information our emotions provide us. Consider the wonderful revelation about our emotions and lives set forth in Galatians 5:22-23, "The fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control." Consider how these qualities of life are integrated with our emotions. We are able to feel these things and so recognize our spiritual condition.

The fruit of God's Spirit (our well-being with Him) clearly informs us of the contrary distinction from evil destructive forms of emotion that we all suffer from. Such emotions include anxiety, guilt, grief, envy and all other temptations.

If we acknowledge the assertion that the fruit of the Spirit at any time does not include the bad fruit of destructive emotions then I believe we are arriving at that level of well-being with God that He has designed us to have. Stated another way, if we acknowledge that anxiety, guilt, grief, envy and all other temptations are NOT of God then I believe we are arriving at that level of well-being with God that He has designed us to have. Stated in yet another way, if we acknowledge that the emotional conditions of love which are joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control CAN ONLY BE PRODUCED BY GOD because they are the fruit of God's Holy Spirit and the emotional conditions of evil such as anxiety, guilt, grief, envy and all other temptations CANNOT BE PRODUCED BY GOD because they are not of God's Holy Spirit, then I believe we are arriving at that level of well-being with God that He has designed us to have! God is sovereign and directs everything, including evil. But evil is not of God. We must not become confused on this point because Jesus says, "A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit." And God's Holy Spirit thru Christ is the good tree. His sovereign control of evil is simply a tool for the holiness of His spirit. For the Holy Spirit is most special. Evil is just a contrast to what is good - contributing to our recognition between the two. In fully experiencing joy, one can know the lack of it.

A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit.

James 1:16-18 says, "Don't be deceived, my dear brothers. Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows. He chose to give us birth through the word of truth, that we might be a kind of firstfruits of all he created."

Only God can create the condition of us having the fruit of His spirit. Only God can do away with the emotions and conditions of evil. We must not be deceived. Every good and perfect gift is from God and God alone! God is the source of our emotional well-being and without Him being that source, we have no emotional well-being. For God has the initiative.

So what then is the great principle Jesus informs us of in Matthew 7:15-20?

Our emotions are wonderful God-given servants to us for they provide us with essential information that our intellect cannot. If our intellect acknowledges this revelation about our emotions then we are well on our way to that level of well-being with God which can no longer be harmed by unfortunate teachings coming from words and deeds (the "yeast" mentioned in Matthew 16:1-12) we all produce as influential leaders from time to time. Because, in this section of Matthew chapter 7, Jesus is also informing us how we recognize when others are or are not being good for our personal well-being with God.

The recognition of the information emotions provide us and how this is extremely useful in relation to other people in our environment is the very, very important starting point for this document. I will refer to this point often.

Consider again the wonderful revelation about our emotions and lives set forth in Galatians 5:22-23, "The fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control." Consider how these qualities of life are integrated with our emotions. We are able to feel these things and so recognize when others are or are not currently influencing our spirits for the good.

People who teach us things that when put into practice does not bear emotional well-being for us are false prophets. We recognize false prophets by our feelings. They are "bad trees" because they "bear bad fruit". People who teach us things that when put into practice bears emotional well-being for us are God's true prophets. We recognize God's prophets by our feelings. They are "good trees" because they "bear good fruit". I give examples of what I believe to be some true and false teachings later throughout this document. These can be recognized to be true or false by the fruit yielded when put into practice.

I assert that the principle of rational and empirical scientific research is what Jesus is teaching in Matthew 7:15-20. The hypothesis of whether a particular teaching is good or bad can be rationally tested in the laboratory of practical application. The empirical results are our feelings and so a particular theory of what is good can be recognized as fact or not.

To recognize when others are or are not being good for our personal well-being with God, we apply the fruit test to their teachings and also examine how they are treating us. We are able to recognize with our feelings when others are treating us correctly or not. Making a determination about whether we are being treated correctly or not is also a part of the principle of rational and empirical scientific research.

Unfortunately, we tend not to believe this about our recognition from feelings. For instance, we are quick to say that it does not feel good to be rebuked by another yet rebuke is good for us. This is only an excuse for us to be careless and cruel to people who will not be improperly treated by us. I shall concentrate more elaborately on the topic and some concepts about rebuke in chapter 6 of this document but for now let me assert that we can recognize the difference when others are building up our good character from when they are just claiming to.

Once again I refer back to the starting point of this document. It is the first thing we need to know. I am both reiterating and enhancing it: With both mind AND HEART are we able to recognize when others are or are not being good for our personal well-being with God. With both mind AND HEART are we able to recognize when we have embraced false doctrines of faith in God. With both mind AND HEART are we able to recognize when our lives begin to go contrary to God's good will for our lives.

We are much greater than intelligent creatures. We as human beings have both intellect and emotion.

It is God's good will that we be sober-minded human beings who do not suppress our emotions. Because sober-mindedness is not a blocking out or suppression of our emotions but recognition of the information our emotions provide us.

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CHAPTER 2: THE HOLY BIBLE

Is the Bible with the New Testament the authentic word of God about Christianity?

I assert that the best starting assumption we can have about the Bible when demoralized and devastated from bad religion is, that with more information, we are more able to assert what the Bible is.

I have some good information on what the Bible is in a latter chapter of this document called A Succinct and Vital Message. A review of that now reveals that the original manuscripts of the vast majority of literature written from about 500 BC - 200 AD no longer exists. And even though we do not have the original manuscripts of the New Testament, there is a greater abundance of existing copies made closer in time to the originals than there are for any other works of literature written from about 500 BC - 200 AD. This archeology of writing shows the New Testament we have now to be a highly reliable and accurate document of the original writings. So the New Testament has been well established - this perhaps by God thru His use of the human conduit.

History sets forth that the Christian writers as well as their non-Christian counterparts testified that the believers promised never to falsify their word or to be untrustworthy, even though they were making some outrageous claims - such as resurrection from death. And when literary analysis sheds light to the form by which the New Testament originated and was written down, perhaps it is shedding light on the way God directed it to be. Perhaps the New Testament is according to God's sovereign will thru His use of the human conduit.

With this issue aside for now, let us consider some of what the Bible actually says. For this will greatly help us ascertain the value of it.

A passage of scripture which unfortunately has traditionally been twisted by us to everyone's detriment is II Peter 1:20-21, "Above all, you must understand that no prophecy of Scripture came about by the prophet's own interpretation. For prophecy never had its origin in the will of man, but men spoke from God as they were carried along by the Holy Spirit." It is and incorrect premise, basic doctrine and practice that the Bible is not subject to man's interpretation. We have heard it said before, "The Bible doesn't need to be interpreted. It needs to be obeyed." The problem with this is that interpretation is an active human trait and it cannot be separated from any other aspect about us.

From this passage about scripture we are told that God inspires the Bible. When literary analysis sheds light to the form by which the scripture originated and was written down, it is shedding light on the way God directed it to be and further showing that the scripture is according to His sovereign will thru His use of the human conduit. For II Peter 1:20-21 shows that God is the origin of scripture. It reveals that when the form by which the scripture originated and was written down involved human interpretation, it was done according to God's sovereign will.

So the Bible does not merely contain God's word as autonomously interpreted by the prophets, but is God's word - so when we read it, it is God speaking to us.

I am setting forth in this chapter the assertion that the Bible with the New Testament is God's word about Christianity in the belief that this will serve to help when demoralized and devastated from bad religion.

Some of the reasoning to this can be explained with an analogy about a geologist's search for petroleum. If the geologist incorrectly assumes that a given region of rock strata has a low likelihood of deposits, it might allow a valuable deposit to be entirely missed.

In reaction to being demoralized and devastated from bad religion, we might assume incorrectly that God does not have sovereign authorship of the Bible thru His use of His control of the human conduit. But then we might miss something valuable in the Bible.

I have come to believe that the Bible with the New Testament is the authentic word of God about Christianity. But this has happened as much in part to the effort of carefully considering and examining what the Bible says from what the Bible is.

Consider that II Peter 1:20-21 does not teach that scripture is not subject to man's interpretation. Even though the Bible does not merely contain God's word as autonomously interpreted by the prophets, but is God's word, the Bible itself is subject to man's interpretation. And it is God's will and revelation that it is subject to man's interpretation, not man's will and revelation. For Mark 4:23-24 says, "If any one has ears to hear, let him hear. Consider carefully what you hear. With the measure you use, it will be measured to you - and even more." And Hebrews 2:1 says, "We must pay more careful attention, therefore, to what we have heard, so that we do not drift away."

Jesus teaches and commands us that we are to consider carefully what we hear (read) when God speaks. We are to measure our considerations and examinations (interpretations) in order to recognize if our interpretations are good for us or not. The measure to use is the felt fruit of the Spirit that our practiced interpretations bear, which reassures us that they are what God has willed them to be.

Simply opening up our concordances and teaching our intellects every verse of scripture on any particular subject does not give us the reliable measure to know if they all have been properly interpreted.

The hypothesis of whether a particular interpretation is good or evil can be rationally tested in the laboratory of practical application. The empirical results are our feelings and so a particular theory of what is good can be recognized as fact or not.

Unfortunately we claim that the heart deceives us and its emotions are unreliable for understanding good or evil. We badly twist Jeremiah 17:9, "The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it?"

This passage of scripture does not say that the heart deceives above all things. It also does not ask who can understand what is good or evil by it. The devil is the one who deceives above all things. The devil's affliction to the heart of a victim is beyond the victim's own ability to cure but not beyond God's ability to cure thru the form of other human good stewards. No one can understand the heart better than God but what emotes from the heart is completely reliable to be measured by the fruit of the Spirit. For Psalm 49:3b says, "the utterance from my heart will give understanding."

Once again I reiterate that we are to measure our considerations and examinations (interpretations) in order to recognize if our interpretations are good for us or not. The measure to use is the felt fruit of the Spirit that our practiced interpretations bear, which reassures us that they are what God has willed them to be. We discover in Matthew 7:15-20 with Mark 4:23-24 that God teaches and commands us to do this.

I believe that God endorses this principle of rational and empirical scientific research. For with it, we learn about Him and about the universe and about His will.

Throughout this document I will show what I believe to be some ways that we can practice this principle by the interpretation of certain passages of scripture that produce the fruit of the Spirit, which is different from interpretation, we have too often unfortunately embraced.

During our Bible studies, we must apply principle and not let evil happen by believing evil doctrine from any unfortunate false prophecies. Instead, we must expose evil doctrines using this principle.

We should urge one another to never neglect reading the Bible and filling up the intellect. But we should also urge one another to never neglect the formulation of practiced interpretation that produces the fruit of the Spirit.

Philippians 3:15b says, "And if on some point you think differently, that too God will make clear to you." If we find our interpretations differ, we can be cognizant of each other's feelings in knowing the reasons about the specific differences.

Those of us who demoralize and devastate us with bad religion carelessly and sometimes maliciously mishandle the authority of the Bible. But as seen from this chapter, we all can assert the authority of the Bible so that everyone may benefit. Those of us who are demoralized and devastated as well as those of us who have demoralized and devastated must utilize the Bible carefully.

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CHAPTER 3: GOD HAS THE INITIATIVE, AND IT IS ONLY THRU HIS CONTROL OF THE CONDUIT OF OTHER HUMAN BEINGS

If we acknowledge that the emotional conditions of love which are joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control CAN ONLY BE PRODUCED BY GOD because they are the fruit of God's Holy Spirit and the emotional conditions of evil such as anxiety, guilt, grief, envy and all other temptations CANNOT BE PRODUCED BY GOD because they are not of God's Holy Spirit, then I believe we are arriving at that level of well-being with God that He has designed us to have! God is sovereign and directs everything, including evil. But evil is not of God. We must not become confused on this point because Jesus says, "A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit." And God's Holy Spirit thru Christ is the good tree. His sovereign control of evil is simply a tool for the holiness of His Spirit. For the Holy Spirit is most special. Evil is just a contrast to what is good - contributing to our recognition between the two. In fully experiencing joy, one can know the lack of it.

A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit.

James 1:16-18 says, "Don't be deceived, my dear brothers. Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows. He chose to give us birth through the word of truth, that we might be a kind of firstfruits of all he created."

Only God can create the condition of us having the fruit of His Spirit. Only God can do away with the emotions and conditions of evil. We must not be deceived. Every good and perfect gift is from God and God alone! God is the source of our emotional well-being and without Him being that source, we have no emotional well-being. For God has the initiative.

BUT HOW DOES GOD HAVE THE INITIATIVE AS THE SOURCE OF OUR SPIRITUAL/EMOTIONAL WELL-BEING?!

God has the initiative as the source of our emotional well-being ONLY thru the form of other human beings! This is revealed from Genesis 1:26-28, Matthew 24:45 & 25:14-30 and Luke 12:35-48. For since God rules heaven and earth and since He created and commanded man to subdue it (bring it under subjection), if we keep His command to serve well in wise management (good stewardship) then humankind indeed is the culmination of God's ever present creativity and providence. For God rules heaven and He rules the earth thru His control of the human conduit. This is His design.

It has been suggested to me that God is the source of our well-being thru many things other than only the human conduit - such as the sun and the rain. But I assert that even good weather does not benefit when one is mistreated by others. And in bad or even good weather, there is no well-being when one is neglected by others. So God is the source only thru His control of the human conduit.

Now, everyone every day is primarily dependent on and vulnerable to God thru other human beings for emotional well-being. The primary responsibility for and control over our emotional well-being always belongs to God thru other human beings and never to us. It is the condition our entire lives. Even in adulthood, we are never primarily responsible for our sense of well-being. This responsibility still belongs to God thru other human beings. And the primary responsibility for the emotional well-being of other human beings still belongs to God thru us. God has the initiative, and it is only thru His control of the human conduit.

Conventional thought has the notion that a person is adult when he or she successfully and autonomously becomes the primary human that God works thru in achieving his or her own emotional well-being. This is a popular idea. But it is a foolish idea. What we conventionally think of as a successful and autonomous adult is nothing more than that the individual is blessed by God, able to live his or her secondary responsibility to emotional well-being because God, by initiating and continuing the fulfillment of His primary responsibility thru other human beings, has already blessed him or her. God, thru other human beings has the primary responsibility and we have the secondary responsibility towards our well-being. The secondary responsibility is subordinate and inferior to God's primary responsibility.

One of the fruits of God's Spirit is self-control. Look at this. The ability to autonomously control one's well-being is a blessing from God. It does not originate from the self. It is help from God. It is not self-help. Without God's Spirit, there is no self-control. And without the good stewardship of others, there is no Spirit of God. Yet God has the initiative, and it is only thru His control of the good stewardship of others. For even I Clement 38:2 says to recognize that one's self-control is a gift from another.

I assert that we are a world of dependent and vulnerable individuals. This would be an agonizing truth to hold to if not also for the truth that God, thru the form of other human beings, meets our dependencies and protects our vulnerabilities. God has the initiative, and it is only thru His control of the human conduit.

Unfortunately, these truths become obscured by apparent contradictions in scripture. Such passages are Psalm 118:8 which reads, "It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in man." And Isaiah 2:22 which reads, "Stop trusting in man, who has but a breath in his nostrils. Of what account is he?" and Hebrews 10:38a, which reads, "But my righteous one will live by faith."

Now I agree that we must have faith that God, not human beings, is the source of our spiritual/emotional well-being. But how is God the source?! AND HOW IS FAITH PRODUCED?!

Romans 10:14, 15 & 17 raises several vital questions and asserts a very profound answer. In light of this I now raise those same questions and answer about us: How, then, can we call on the one we have not believed in? And how can we believe in the one of whom we have not heard? And how can we hear without someone preaching to us? And how can we preach unless we are sent? As it is quoted from Isaiah 52:7, "How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news!" Consequently, faith comes from hearing the message, and the message is heard thru the word of Christ.

I assert that "the word of Christ" refers to the goodness of God thru the form of other human beings. And I assert that God produces faith thru the human conduit. Faith is a gift of God. It is given as He meets His primary responsibility for our well-being thru other human beings. Faith is not an achievement of any individual. Faith, like grace and all other blessings (even obedience to God), is a gift from the initiative of God. Ephesians 2:8, Romans 1:5 and John 15:5c reveals this.

All of us can recall painful personal experiences where we have suffered the negative feelings of sin aching inside us as the result of being mistreated and wrongly spoken to. And this coming from someone we were depending on to treat us in a proper and dignified fashion! And this coming from someone we were relying on to tell us something positive and attractive about ourselves! Well, "the word of Christ" - the message - the good news is recognizable in the actions we treat one another with and in the words we say towards one another. That is why Jesus promises in Matthew 12:36 that "will men have to give account on the day of judgment for every careless word they have spoken."

This is also why Jesus instructs us in Matthew 18:1-4 as follows: "At that time the disciples came to Jesus and asked, "Who is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven?" He called a little child and had him stand among them. And he said: "I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Therefore, whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven." A person has to be very humbled to admit that like a little child, his or her dependencies and vulnerabilities are primarily out of his or her control.

Jesus continues to instruct in Matthew 18:5-7, "And whoever welcomes a little child like this in my name welcomes me. But if anyone causes one of these little ones who believe in me to sin, it would be better for him to have a large millstone hung around his neck and to be drowned in the depths of the sea. Woe to the world because of the things that cause people to sin! Such things must come, but woe to the man through whom they come!" We see that Jesus has a most severe statement for people who cause others to sin and experience its accompanying emotional suffering. It is just like the cruel and/or careless parent who exasperates the child in training, which Ephesians 6:4 commands against.

Jesus continues to instruct in Matthew 18:8-9. He is instructing humbled people who acknowledge that their dependencies and vulnerabilities are just like a little child's among big grown men. Jesus instructs, "If your hand or your foot causes you to sin, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to enter life maimed or crippled than to have two hands or two feet and be thrown into eternal fire. And if your eye causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to enter life with one eye than to have two eyes and be thrown into the fire of hell."

Unfortunately, we all sin because of the evil thru others. And others sin because of the evil thru us. Matthew 18:5-7 reveals this. In humility and vulnerability, we are to choose to be temporarily disabled from the trauma of cutting and gouging the people out of our lives who are causing sin in our lives because of the evil thru them. Often there is loneliness and isolation. Yet it will pass away. For we shall gain (not the earning of but the increasing in) new and great faith, self-assertiveness and self-confidence as God ministers the words and deeds of Christ in the form of other human beings - new people - who are ministers both of Christ Jesus and Christ the church. We would remain disabled if not for these other people who are ministers of Christ. Thankfully God is faithful thru the human conduit to His primary responsibility and control for the well-being of the disabled. God has the initiative and it is only thru His control of the good stewardship of others.

The church is the goodness and kindness of God in human form. And it is how God meets our dependencies and protects our vulnerabilities. When people humbly and vulnerably acknowledge that their emotional well-being is like a little child's among big grown men, other individuals in the church become essential for their emotional well-being because God has connected His invisible heavenly realm to earth thru human form. Matthew 18 is the chapter I have just begun to share. It is where Jesus teaches His disciples that to be great in the kingdom of God one must be as humble as a little child among big grown men. In this context, starting with verse 15, Jesus continues to instruct, "If your brother sins against you, go and show him his fault, just between the two of you. If he listens to you, you have won your brother over." Jesus instructs that we are to take action against the failure of other human beings at being good stewards of God's responsibility to our emotional well-being. God has connected this responsibility towards us thru them. We as humble little children are as innocent as doves but we must also - by God's will and initiative - be as shrewd as snakes (Matthew 10:16b). We should show others these faults towards us. This document is to help us formulate the concept of spiritual well-being so that, in part, we can better show others the lack of good stewardship towards our emotional well-being and so that, in part, they can better show us the lack of good stewardship towards their emotional well-being. For this self-assertiveness is a gift from the initiative of God.

Continuing in Matthew 18:16-20 Jesus says, "But if he will not listen, take one or two others along, so that 'every matter may be established by the testimony of two or three witnesses.' If he refuses to listen to them, tell it to the church; and if he refuses to listen even to the church, treat him as you would a pagan or a tax collector. "I tell you the truth, whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.”Again, I tell you that if two of you on earth agree about anything you ask for, it will be done for you by my Father in heaven. For where two or three come together in my name, there am I with them." In Matthew chapter 18, Jesus sets forth for humble and vulnerable people the two extreme points of a continuum; if a person will not cooperate in the forgiving love of God at the local church, he is a loathsome creature - not to be associated with and if the local church will not cooperate in the forgiving love of God with a person, that local church is a loathsome assembly to be cut off and gouged out by that person. It is of maximum importance that there be fair terms to joint and collective human ventures otherwise we "tie God's hands" in His goodness towards us. Yet God has the initiative of all goodness, and it is only thru His control of the human conduit.

I John 4:12 says, "No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and His love is made complete in us." John 20:23 says, "If you forgive anyone his sins, they are forgiven; if you do not forgive them, they are not forgiven." Yet God has the initiative of forgiveness for all, and it is only thru His control of the human conduit.

We all know that the world of human beings we live in can be a very unsafe place. Unfortunately we too often wrongly make deterrence the god of our salvation from this dangerous world. I have written on the topic and some concepts about deterrence in chapter 6 of this document but for now I shall state this: Once we hold fast to the truths asserted about our dependencies/vulnerabilities and that God, only thru the form of other human beings is the source of our well-being, then we will eagerly desire to hold other people to treat us with the very highest standards of goodness. We hold others to high standards of treatment - by God's will and initiative - with the persistent assertion of our needs. Read Luke 11:1-13 and 18:1-8a. Once these truths are held fast, others will want to treat us the way they know they thoroughly need to be treated and we too will want to treat others the way we know we thoroughly need to be treated. Then the world will be safer with God's truer presence. For self-assertiveness is a gift from the initiative of God.

This is what Luke 11:1-13 and 18:1-8a says, "One day Jesus was praying in a certain place. When he finished, one of his disciples said to him, "Lord, teach us to pray, just as John taught his disciples." He said to them, "When you pray, say: "'Father, hallowed be your name, your kingdom come. May your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us each day our daily bread. Forgive us our sins, for we also forgive everyone who sins against us. And lead us not into temptation.'" Then he said to them, "Suppose one of you has a friend, and he goes to him at midnight and says, 'Friend, lend me three loaves of bread, because a friend of mine on a journey has come to me, and I have nothing to set before him.' "Then the one inside answers, 'Don't bother me. The door is already locked, and my children are with me in bed. I can't get up and give you anything.' I tell you, though he will not get up and give him the bread because he is his friend, yet because of the man's boldness and persistence he will get up and give him as much as he needs. "So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened. "Which of you fathers, if your son asks for a fish, will give him a snake instead? Or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion? If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!" "Then Jesus told his disciples a parable to show them that they should always pray and not give up. He said: "In a certain town there was a judge who neither feared God nor cared about men. And there was a widow in that town who kept coming to him with the plea, 'Grant me justice against my adversary.' "For some time he refused. But finally he said to himself, 'Even though I don't fear God or care about men, yet because this widow keeps bothering me, I will see that she gets justice, so that she won't eventually wear me out with her coming!'" And the Lord said, "Listen to what the unjust judge says. And will not God bring about justice for his chosen ones, who cry out to him day and night? Will he keep putting them off? I tell you, he will see that they get justice, and quickly."

Often, we pray to the invisible God. It does have important therapeutic value to us. But it easily becomes a misplaced emphasis to what the full measure of prayer is. The discourse I've been making from Matthew chapter 18 touches on the subject of self-assertiveness, which is the broader reality of prayer. To paraphrase; "If even just two of us agree about anything asked for, it will be done by our Father in heaven." In additional related passages to the accounts from Luke 11 & 18 of the Lord's Prayer and teaching on prayer, Matthew 6:7-8 with 18:18-19 helps reveal that our prayers do not babble on as though God hears us because of many words. For we know God is near to us when, as we ask of Him thru others, He answers thru them. Nehemiah's prayer to God thru the emperor and God's answer to Nehemiah thru that emperor is a good example of real practical prayer. And I am referring to the first 2 chapters of the book of Nehemiah.

There is an analogy about the difference between a heavenly society and a hellish one which sheds even more proper light on what I am asserting: There is a big pot of food. Around this are all the people. Instead of hands, everyone has a very long spoon on each arm. Each individual vainly attempts to feed himself because it is the conventional belief that it is the individual's function to do so. And so they are starving. Those who recognize that the individual is designed to feed the food to others and not to self will be fed when they find one another.

The famous twenty-third Psalm verses 1-3 say, "The Lord is my shepherd, I shall lack nothing. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul. He guides me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake." How does God lead us beside the quiet waters of emotional well-being? Hosea 11:4 says, "I led them with cords of human kindness, with ties of love."

"With cords of human kindness I led them,
with ties of love.
Hosea 11:4 is the precedent to know what is
or is not from above."

This is an excerpt from a poem I wrote. APPENDIX contains the entire poem.

We are not realizing that only thru the form of other human beings does God lead us beside the quiet waters of emotional well-being. We are not repenting of the sin of not realizing how God is the source of emotional well-being. We sin the sin of the descendants of Ephraim. Ephraim was not Joseph's first born yet Israel favored him. Look at what Hosea 11:3-5 says, "It was I who taught Ephraim to walk, taking them by the arms; but they did not realize it was I who healed them. I led them with cords of human kindness, with ties of love; I lifted the yoke from their neck and bent down to feed them. "Will they not return to Egypt and will not Assyria rule over them because they refuse to repent?"

I quoted from Galatians 5:22-23 in chapter 1 of this document about the fruit of the Spirit. Unfortunately, we are quick to say that in reality, human emotional well-being comes thru the Holy Spirit and not thru human beings. But this is a falsehood. Emotional well-being comes from the Holy Spirit of God the Father only thru the form of other human beings. John 14:25-27 asserts this truth, "All this I have spoken while still with you. But the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you. Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid." Jesus asserts that the father sends the Holy Spirit to us in Christ's name. This sets forth that God imparts the Holy Spirit to us only thru the form of other human beings because once again, I assert that CHRIST refers to the goodness of God thru the form of other human beings. Reread Psalm 23:2-3, Hosea 11:4 and Matthew 18:20. For CHRIST'S NAME SAKE God leads us with His kindness only thru the form of other human beings. Peace, one of the fruits of the Spirit, is what Jesus Christ gave His disciples and gives to us thru the form of other humans being His ministers.

All of us will better know of God's glory when we can more readily recognize and realize good from evil. I devoted chapter 1 of this document to the subject of recognition. Here in chapter 3 of this document I have been asserting a truth I believe our recognition and realization must acknowledge. I John 4:2 asserts it this way: "This is how you can recognize the Spirit of God: Every spirit that acknowledges that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God." God is the source of our spiritual/emotional well-being only thru "the flesh" - thru other human beings, which is by His control. Our recognition and realization must acknowledge this!

Jesus says in John 14:6, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." No one comes to God except thru other human beings that are being Christ-like.

I Corinthians 3:11 asserts, "For no one can lay any foundation other than the one already laid, which is Jesus Christ." Psalm 118:22-24 and Philippians 2:5-8 reveals to us that the foundation stone of the message of the cross is that Christ is God thru the form of other human beings.

Let us not reject the foundation stone. THIS DAY LET US REJOICE AND BE GLAD AS MINISTERS OF CHRIST FOR ONE ANOTHER!

I recall an acquaintance of mine that was groping for a reason to why his wife had left him. He told me that God took his wife away so that he would rely on God directly and not thru any human being. But I assert that God took his wife away so they both would rely on God thru the whole church and not only thru each other. Look at what Jesus says in Luke 20:34-35, "The people of this age marry and are given in marriage. But those who are considered worthy of taking part in that age and in the resurrection from the dead will neither marry nor be given in marriage." Saying this, Jesus helps to reveal that one relies on God only thru the whole church and never thru just one other individual. Only in the environment of ever increasing aggregate and synergistic loving, does any two individuals recognize if and when to marry - a joy. God's design is that the whole world of human beings be His church, His body. All of us in the world can come, two or more, together in Christ's name.

Unfortunately, marriages are not always in Christ's name. The two become one, but not always in Christ's name. For the two to become one in Christ's name, the two must be interdependent also with the rest of the church.

Let us look some more at the church, Christ's body. In the next chapter of this document I will write on the topic and some concepts about putting sin to death with God's grace. In reference to this, Romans 7:4a says, "My brothers, you died to the law through the body of Christ." And Hebrews 10:10b says, "We have been made holy through the sacrifice of the body of Jesus Christ once for all." Now this chapter asserts that only thru the human conduit is God the source of well-being. What is the "one body" mentioned in Ephesians 4:4? In reference to the just quoted Romans 7:4a and Hebrews 10:10b, Ephesians 2:15-16 reveals that Jesus Christ abolishes the law in His flesh, reconciling in this one body. And Colossians 1:22 & 24 reveals that in this reconciling by Christ's physical body, apostle Paul fills in his flesh what is still lacking in regards to Christ's afflictions for the sake of His body which is the church. And Ephesians 5:31-32 reveals that Christ and the church is one flesh. And Colossians 2:17-19 with I Corinthians 11:29 reveals that one has lost connection with the Head when puffed up with idle notions about reality instead of recognizing the body of the Lord connected to the Head by its supporting ligaments and sinews. And Ephesians 4:15-16 with Hosea 11:4 reveals that one instead grows into Christ the Head joined and held together by every supporting ligament of the whole body; the cords of human kindness; the ties of love.

Therefore only thru the human conduit is God the source of well-being, of all the fruit of His Spirit. "For His intent was that now, thru the church, the manifold wisdom of God should be made known", Ephesians 3:10a.

Jesus states it this way in John 15:5, 8, 10-12 & 17, "I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. This is to my Father's glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples. If you obey my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have obeyed my Father's commands and remain in his love. I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete. My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you. This is my command: Love each other." Jesus’ point is that the only way to be in Him, the loving vine, is to obey His command to love each other.

God, in His initiative and with His control of the human conduit, shall more and more bless us all with obedience to His command to love - up to the end of this age and into the everlasting age to come. For the result will be complete joy.

Matthew 4:19 states, "Come, follow me," Jesus said, "and I will make you fishers of men." God fished the first followers thru Jesus. God fished more people thru them. And God cannot fish for others thru us until He has first fished us thru those whom are already disciples.

Hebrews 9:14 reveals that Jesus always had the eternal Spirit offering Himself unblemished to God so that the Holy Spirit would now offer Himself thru all cleansed disciples of service. And Luke 9:23 states, "Then he said to them all: "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me."

It is the Holy Spirit of God, which makes a disciple unblemished, not the cross taken up by him or her. And if the redemptive blessings which fish all humanity, started by God thru Jesus, are to come after Him, then the Holy Spirit must offer Himself unblemished thru cross bearing disciples of sacrifice. For God has the initiative, and it is only thru His control of the conduit of other human beings - it is the work of the church.

Chapters 8 and 9 of this document continue to explain this more elaborately. Also II Corinthians 5:18-20 states all this in another wonderful way by saying, "All this is from God, who reconciled us to himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation: that God was reconciling the world to himself in Christ, not counting men's sins against them. And he committed to us the message of reconciliation. We are therefore Christ's ambassadors, as though God were making his appeal through us. We implore you on Christ's behalf: Be reconciled to God."

Unfortunately, there are contrary opinions to what I am asserting in this chapter. We tend to believe that I am substituting faith in God with faith in man. I am not doing that! Let us consider two verses in the book of Hebrews and reconsider I John 4:12. Hebrews 11:1 says, "Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." God is unseen to us but thru other human beings, we are sure and certain that God and His goodness exist. I John 4:12 says, "No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and His love is made complete in us." Hebrews 11:6 says, "And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him." We come to God thru the good stewardship of other human beings. And God exists only thru the good stewardship of other human beings. And so we can believe that God exists and earnestly seek Him. For God has the initiative, and it is only thru His control of the human conduit.

Unfortunately, we twist this faith from Hebrews 11:6 into a misplaced emphasis to have faith in an invisible God who is not revealed thru other human beings. We twist and then have an excuse to be careless and cruel to humble people who are rightly depending and being vulnerable on God's goodness thru the form of other human beings.

We try to take away what was set forth in chapters 1 and 2 of this document about what Jesus teaches from Matthew 7:15-20 that we recognize when other people are being good or evil to us by how we feel from their treatment and from practicing what they teach. We do this by believing the falsehood that a lack of emotional well-being is an indication that one is failing in his or her responsibility to have faith in the invisible God. By this falsehood, God is limited from being revealed to us thru other human beings.

Therefore, in reality, the lack of emotional well-being is not an indication of any failure in one's responsibility to have faith in God but the result of our unfortunate limits to God in meeting His responsibility for our spiritual/emotional well-being. This relates to what Jesus rebukes us about as He did concerning the Pharisees in Matthew 23:4 & 13: "They tie up heavy loads and put them on men's shoulders, but they themselves are not willing to lift a finger to move them. Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You shut the kingdom of heaven in men's faces. You yourselves do not enter, nor will you let those enter who are trying to."

We must not chide each other for having a weak faith. For the primary responsibility of having faith belongs to God and God alone! And faith in the invisible God comes only thru the visible God! And God fulfills His responsibility as the visible God thru Christ, which for us are other humans being ministers of Christ Jesus. Recall what I wrote earlier from Romans 10:14, 15 & 17 on how God produces faith. We must understand that faith is a gift of God's love (Ephesians 2:8). The hour of weakening faith is the hour of need. When, in this hour of need, we first feel loved by God thru others, it becomes the same hour in which we then start loving ourselves again, not a moment sooner. God has the initiative, and it is only thru His control of the conduit of other human beings.

Consider this from what I assert in one aspect of the worldly self-help philosophy we have embraced. I call it the bank loan application analogy. The only way to get the bank to lend money to you is to demonstrate to the bank that you don't need the money. This is a small part of the very sick notion that love should be given only to people who merit it based on a visible, outward indication that they have worth.

All human beings have worth solely because of being created by God. I believe all human beings want to be loved with forgiveness even when they do not show that they do. Remember that Hebrews 11:1 says; "Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." Another good consideration of this passage is that the giving of love reaps ever-increasing glory and worth in all human beings regardless of whether there is initial visible indication of worth. Love is merited solely because it is required! The giving of love is that part of the creative act making humankind that which causes God's creation to be "very good"! (Genesis 1:25-26 with 31a)

In John 13:12-17 Jesus washes His disciples' feet and says to them, "I have set you an example that you should do as I have done for you. I tell you the truth, no servant is greater than his master, nor is a messenger greater than the one who sent him. Now that you know these things, you will be blessed if you do them."

No man is greater in emotional well-being than the example he is treated with! A person does not rise up to a level of behavior greater than to the level of treatment given to him by God thru other human beings. Yet God, in His initiative, thru His control of the human conduit, shall lift everyone to the highest level.

We traditionally have twisted this account of Jesus washing His disciples' feet solely into the issue of: "What have we done for other people lately?" This misplaced issue is nothing more than our unfortunate effort to unfairly control others.

Here in John chapter 13, Jesus sets the real precedent into motion: "This is what God has done for us thru the form of a human being!" God initiated His greatest grace thru human form as Jesus Christ for His disciples. Then He continued this thru them for others and then thru others for us. We must not hinder this process of God's grace for ourselves with twisted, misplaced issues. Otherwise it would not be possible for God to continue His grace and goodness for others thru us nor would it be fair for us to suppose so. Yet God has the initiative, and it is only thru His control of the human conduit.

"I have set you an example that you should do as I have done for you. I tell you the truth, no servant is greater than his master, nor is a messenger greater than the one who sent him. Now that you know these things, you will be blessed if you do them."

No man is greater in emotional well-being than the example he is treated with! A person does not rise up to a level of behavior greater than to the level of treatment given to him by God thru other human beings. This truth is more powerful than our wills and decision-making capabilities. In chapter 7 of this document, I have written further about what we have unfortunately said about the individual's so-called "free will". I believe in the blessing of self-control, for it is of the fruit of the Spirit. It is Christ living in me (Galatians 2:20.) But I don't believe in free will, not having been dead in my sins (Ephesians 2:1) nor having died with Christ (Colossians 2:20.) For I am thankful in being granted the benefit of this gift of undergoing the process of being set free from sin, becoming a slave to God and under the control of righteousness (Romans 6:17-22.) For now I assert that the ideas the world has for the power of faith, prayer and its broader reality of self-assertiveness, positive thinking, self-esteem, good behavior and even obedience to God are not choices to be practiced in order to receive emotional well-being from God but are choices that are practiced because of receiving emotional well-being from God thru the form of other human beings. God has the initiative, and it is only thru His control of the conduit of other human beings.

God is good! I assert this! "For Christ's love compels us", II Corinthians 5:14a. This means God's love in human form leaves us no other choice than to respond in happiness, goodness and kindness. Let us live the happiness, goodness and kindness of God in our treatment of one another. For God, thru us and us alone has primary control over the emotional well-being of other human beings just as God; thru other human beings and other human beings alone has primary control over our emotional well-being. God has the initiative, and it is only thru His control of the human conduit.

We must understand the proper order of God's love for as I Corinthians 14:33a says, "God is not a God of disorder." I John 4:19 says, "We love because he first loved us." We also must understand the proper conduit of God's love: I John 4:12 says, "No one has ever seen God; but if we love each other, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us." And look once again at what John 20:21-23 says about forgiveness: "Again Jesus said, "Peace be with you! As the Father has sent me, I am sending you." And with that he breathed on them and said, "Receive the Holy Spirit. If you forgive anyone his sins, they are forgiven; if you do not forgive the, they are not forgiven."

God's forgiving love to us is only thru other human beings! Forgiveness does not always exist in this age but by the end of this age, it always will.

I believe in the blessing of self-control, for it is of the fruit of the Spirit. It is Christ living in me (Galatians 2:20.) But I don't believe in free will, not having been dead in my sins (Ephesians 2:1) nor having died with Christ (Colossians 2:20.) For I am thankful in being granted the benefit of this gift of undergoing the process of being set free from sin, becoming a slave to God and under the control of righteousness (Romans 6:17-22.) I wish to once again assert that the ideas the world has for the power of faith, prayer and its broader reality of self-assertiveness, positive thinking, good behavior and even obedience to God are simply our responses in secondary responsibility to personal well-being. This is because God took the initiative as Jesus Christ and continues the initiative thru other ministers of Christ in His primary responsibility to our well-being. Recall what was said earlier about secondary responsibility being subordinate and inferior to God's primary responsibility. God has the initiative, and it is only thru His control of the human conduit.

Unfortunately, we tend to claim that my assertions rob a person of the pride and joy that comes from achieving good behavior with one's self. On the contrary, I am asserting the very way we are able to get this pride and joy. The pride and joy that one gets from achieving good behavior with one's self comes from the blessings of God received by the individual thru the form of other human beings. Remember that self-control is one of the fruits of God's Spirit. And His Spirit comes thru the conduit of other human beings.

I am recalling something an acquaintance of mine has told me. He said not to act from one's feelings but to act correctly and one's feelings will follow. But in Matthew 23:25, 28 & 26 Jesus says, "Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You clean the outside of the cup and dish, but inside they are full of greed and self-indulgence. In the same way, on the outside you appear to people as righteous but on the inside you are full of hypocrisy and wickedness. Blind Pharisee! First clean the inside of the cup and dish, and then the outside also will be clean." It is very unfortunate that we tend to tell each other that the individual has to clean up his act before goodness will come into him. But Jesus states that the individual's heart must be clean. Then outward actions and behaviors will be correct. The individual cannot clean his own heart. God must clean it. And He does this only thru the conduit of other human beings. Within this cleansing way of the church, one is more willing to act correctly and have more of one's feelings follow.

Richard Adams wrote a novel entitled, Maia. The protagonist has a special friend named Occula. Near the conclusion of this happy-ending story, Occula has been updating Maia about awful recent events, which almost cost her life. Here are some excerpts from the one hundred fifth chapter, "'Go Maia, as her friend fell silent. Occula's tale had affected her so deeply that she felt almost as though she herself had been carried into that other world of terror, and now also needed help to recover diurnal reality and mundane things. She wanted - she longed desperately - to hear and chat about living people and their affairs and fortunes. And Occula must need that, too. 'Tell me about Bekla. Tell me everything that's happened since I left with Zenka and Anda-Nokomis.'" Occula, in response to Maia's request, displayed her familiar personality. And I quote, "'Homesick, eh?' To all appearances she had resumed her old self, her terrible story cast aside like a black cloak from a brightly-coloured robe. But certainly Maia - who if not she? - could sense that this was partly acting; nevertheless it was acting which, given the right response, would soon become reality."

We might try to act correctly, but unless we receive the right response, our feelings will not follow. We are at the start of being helped with the acknowledgment that God took the initiative thru human form as Jesus Christ. But we can complete being helped only when other human beings continue God's initiative by being Christ-like towards us. And they shall, for God has the initiative and it is only thru His control of the good stewardship of others.

Yes, I admit that what I am asserting is foolishness from a conventional, worldly point of view. But I Corinthians 1:25 declares that "the foolishness of God is wiser than man's wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than man's strength."

Unfortunately, we take emotional well-being for granted. We tend to boast over good behavior and good personality. We do this instead of rightly being thankful for the blessing of mental and emotional health. Our bad attitudes can be seen everywhere, even on television advertisements for corporate products.

Here is an example of the kind of "slice of life" television advertisement some of us might remember: An adolescent boy comes to breakfast for a morning cup of coffee with his mom and dad. He is in an unusually good mood and is behaving nicely around his parents. His parents are enthusiastically taking pride in the adult they are seeing when out from a book slips a picture of the young man's new girlfriend. Having a new girlfriend is cause for any young man to be in a good mood and to behave nicely. But instead of being joyous for their son, the parents reveal disappointment and an end to their enthusiasm.

These parents of the television ad did not recognize and realize the fact that the only reason anyone ever feels and behaves nicely is because of the blessings of God received by the individual thru the form of other human beings.

It is different when parents show concern to ascertain whether or not the child recognizes and realizes the fact that the only reason anyone ever feels and behaves nicely is because of the blessings of God received by the individual thru the form of other human beings. But if the parents do not recognize this fact, then disappointment towards the child demonstrates a bad attitude.

One acquaintance of mine insists that God does not work His well-being in the individual only thru the human conduit, that sometimes He works directly in the individual miraculously.

I ask myself if there is any greater miracle than the world of human beings?! We are that which makes God's creation "very good" (Genesis 1:25-26 with 31a).

This acquaintance of mine cites I Samuel 30:3-6 as an example of how God works well-being in the individual directly while the human conduit is definitely not being used by God. "When David and his men came to Ziklag, they found it destroyed by fire and their wives and sons and daughters taken captive. So David and his men wept aloud until they had no strength left to weep. David's two wives had been captured - Ahinoam of Jezreel and Abigail, the widow of Nabal of Carmel. David was greatly distressed because the men were talking of stoning him; each one was bitter in spirit because of his sons and daughters. But David found strength in the Lord his God."

It is easy to see distress on David thru those around him. For they were bitter in spirit because of their sons and daughters. But David found strength in the Lord his God because he was remembering his wife Abigail.

I Samuel chapter 25 reveals that she was an intelligent and beautiful woman who knew David and his men should have been helped and not treated meanly by her husband Nabal. She brought to David and his men a lot of much needed food as a gift.

Look at what Abigail says in I Samuel 25:23-29a & 31b, "When Abigail saw David, she quickly got down off her donkey and bowed down before David with her face to the ground. She fell at his feet and said: "My lord, let the blame be on me alone. Please let your servant speak to you; hear what your servant has to say. May my lord pay no attention to that wicked man Nabal. He is just like his name - his name is Fool, and folly goes with him. But as for me, your servant, I did not see the men my master sent. Now since the Lord has kept you, my master, from bloodshed and from avenging yourself with your own hands, as surely as the Lord lives and as you live, may your enemies and all who intend to harm my master be like Nabal. And let this gift, which your servant has brought to my master, be given to the men who follow you. Please forgive your servant's offense, for the Lord will certainly make a lasting dynasty for my master, because he fights the Lord's battles. Let no wrongdoing be found in you as long as you live. Even though someone is pursuing you to take your life, the life of my master will be bound securely in the bundle of the living by the Lord your God. And when the Lord has brought my master success, remember your servant."

The rest of I Samuel chapter 25 shows that thru Abigail (with her words and deeds to David and shortly after with her words to Nabal) the Lord gave David success by striking Nabal with death and giving Abigail and Ahinoam of Jezreel to David to be his wives along with all that was theirs before becoming David's wives.

Chapter 30 of I Samuel verse 6b reveals that David found strength in the Lord his God. For just as He provided thru Abigail, David knew that his well-being would be bound securely in the bundle of the living by the Lord our God!

So only thru other human beings is God the source of our well-being.

Jack Perkins once did an essay on the McNeil/Leaherer News Hour about the residents of the islands off Maine. It was called Island People. While at Rachel Field's honeymoon house on Sutton Island, Mr. Perkins quoted her poem, If Once You Have Slept on an Island. Then he went and showed that the stereotype of the islanders as fiercely independent is wrong and that they are interdependent - community dependent. Jack said, "Be on one of the islands in winter during a northeaster. And you'll want to be dependent." Then he ended by showing a picture of the whole planet earth from space and reminding us that we all live on an island.

This essay helps to reveal that we must not be foolish by thinking that the individual is independent from others, or more precisely, does not need others to be dependent upon God. We must live within the resources of God thru our interdependent community. This is a universal truth for all of us - the whole world of human beings.

Here are some of the lyrics of an outstanding song by Tim Finn called Crescendo. It helps to express what I am asserting about God's initiative being only thru His control of the human conduit:

Help me to reach my own conclusion.
Show me the face of what could be.
Walking beside you I want for nothing.
Under a half-moon we're all in rags and chains.
Only your soothing caress can stop me
making the same mistakes again and again and again.
When you learn how to trust your feelings
then you'll know how to recognize it.
The part of you that needs no healing
is like a swollen river rising.
So choke me with a violent passion.
And drown me in a deep emotion.
You've got to help me build this feeling.
I'm swimming in a stagnant ocean.
Been blinded by smoke and mirrors.
And crippled by a fear of tomorrow.
If you don't help me shake this feeling
then I'll be marking time in Limbo.
Bring me,
bring me.
Bring me to Crescendo. (1) See footnote

Here is something I wrote while thinking of just how profoundly people (even just two people) can effect each other. It also helps to express what I am asserting about God's initiative being only thru His control of the human conduit.

SOMETIMES; NOT OFTEN, THANKFULLY

I gasp for belonging.
(not belonging to but belonging with)
I'm exasperated!
I get an overwhelming craving for community to partake in.

What I'm saying is that I'm active in life, engaged in rewarding interests and adding to society. Yet all's not well at times. Sometimes all I sense is an ever swirling downward chasm of terrible self-condemnation and self-devaluation done to myself by myself. I yearn for uplifting knowledge about myself, but there is inertia to this spiral once set into motion that I can't stop by myself. Effects of it linger on for miserable spans of time.

Small spans now; not often, thankfully. . .

What I'm saying is that I'm well adjusted in life. I function just fine until I get the spirit of a captured and tortured self-esteem.

So please!
Set me free.
Encourage me.

Show me you're pleased with me when I'm upset with myself. Calm me with calmness. Help me not to focus in on what I imagine is wrong with me. Give me a break when I don't. Validate me when I can't. Remind me of whom I really am.

It won't take long, thankfully.

A new inertia starts up in me: a heartfelt self-esteemed uplifted perspective and imagination. So I say encourage me more. I become satisfied once again with what I'm all about, what I've done and what I'm about to do.

Tell me just how I'm great.

The more clearly I see
how lovely I be,
shall my spirit then ring more happily . . .
and sweetly.

Now encourage me to attend at where it would both ease and please you in the thoughts of your mind, the feelings of your heart and the sensations of your body.

May I know if I have initiated anything towards you that left you wanting more? I'm asking you to ask of me.

It comes full circle . . .

thankfully.

Once again, the hour of weakening faith is the hour of need. When, in this hour of need, we first feel loved by God thru others, it becomes the same hour in which we then start loving ourselves again, not a moment sooner. God has the initiative, and it is only thru His control of the conduit of other human beings.

 
Footnote:
1
from Tim Finn on Capital Records, Inc. copyrighted 1989

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CHAPTER 4: THE ONLY POWER ABLE TO STOP SIN WITHIN US IS GOD'S GRACE

"If anybody does sin, we have one who speaks to the Father in our defense - Jesus Christ, the Righteous One. He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness." These are excerpts of scripture found in I John chapters 1 & 2.

We need not avoid confessing our sins, for along with this personal recognition can be the great unburdening recognition that God does not let sin continue to harm the well-being and abundance of our lives. As a matter of fact, God destroys sin in our lives with His grace!!!

Romans 6:1-2a is a passage of scripture worth noting at this time; "What shall we say, then? Shall we go on sinning so that grace may increase? By no means!" We might give lip service to the truth that God's grace is the gospel but when faced with the prospect of having to practice this principle, unfortunately we often quote this very passage of scripture as if the apostle Paul was scoffing at the notion that God's grace alone has the power to stop us from sinning.

In consideration of this passage of scripture, one interpretation could be that Paul was simply encouraging the anxious cry of one who has become worried and burdened again because of a weakening faith in the ability of the power of God's grace to stop sin.

He writes further in verse 2 of Romans chapter 6, "By no means! We died to sin; how can we live in it any longer?"

There is extensive scripture for us to know what happens to us when we die to sin. Based on careful consideration of scripture, I now write about this concept. Let us judge for ourselves if what I write is good and sound doctrine if, upon putting it into practice towards one another, we feel the fruit of the Spirit.

I wish to establish immediately that dying to sin is equivalent to putting sin itself to death. Romans 6:6-7 reveals that our old self was crucified with Christ Jesus so that the body of sin might be rendered powerless, that we should no longer be slaves to sin - because anyone who has died has been freed from sin. Romans 7:2-3 shows us by analogous example the principle that if sin dies, then we are released (freed) from it. Galatians 5:24 tells us that those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified (put to death) the sinful nature. In Colossians 3:5 & 8 with Galatians 5:19-21 & 24 we are commanded by God to put the sinful nature to death.

Therefore, in understanding what our lives are like to be dead to sin we need to focus on how we put sin to death. This is the principle of a good offense being the best defense.

Colossians 2:13c-14 with Romans 7:6 reveals that the grace of God went and canceled the law by forgiving our sins. God canceled it. He took it away, nailing it to the cross. Romans 7:8b asserts that apart from law, sin is dead. Romans 6:14 says, "For sin shall not be your master, because you are not under law, but under grace." We put sin to death in our lives by letting God take the law away from our lives. That is why I John 2:1a says, "My dear children, I write this to you so that you will not sin." That is also why I John 3:9 says, "No one who is born of God will continue to sin, because God's seed remains in him; he cannot go on sinning, because he has been born of God."

Without God's grace we would be obligated to be under the law in order to live abundantly and in well-being with God. Galatians 3:12 and Leviticus 18:4-5 with Romans 7:10a & 12-13a help reveal this fact. Let us look closely at what happens when obligated to be under the law.

Galatians 3:10 states, "All who rely on observing the law are under a curse, for it is written: "Cursed is everyone who does not continue to do everything written in the Book of the Law." This curse is fulfilled because of what Romans 7:9-10 reveals; "Once I was alive apart from law; but when the commandment came, sin sprang to life and I died. I found that the very commandment that was intended to bring life actually brought death."

Romans 7:7-8 shows what this all means in practical terms, "What shall we say, then? Is the law sin? Certainly not! Indeed I would not have known what sin was except through the law. For I would not have known what it was to covet if the law had not said, "Do not covet." But sin, seizing the opportunity afforded by the commandment, produced in me every kind of covetous desire. For apart from law, sin is dead."

Again this is set forth in Romans 7:11-13, "For sin, seizing the opportunity afforded by the commandment, deceived me, and through the commandment put me to death. So then, the law is holy, and the commandment is holy, righteous and good. Did that which is good, then, become death to me? By no means! But in order that sin might be recognized as sin, it produced death in me through what was good, so that through the commandment sin might become utterly sinful."

Sin is recognized as sin by the fact that it produces feelings of death through what is good.

We all know how we begin to feel the longer we remain unforgiving to each other. We all recognize ourselves becoming part of this sinful condition. This sinful condition is evident in that we begin to feel more and more guilty, anxious and in grief over our transgressions but also in that we begin to feel more and more tempted to commit the very transgressions over which we are feeling the guilt, anxiety and grief! We also feel more and more unforgiving to each other. This terrible spiraling condition is due to the fact that we obligate ourselves to be under the law and not under grace.

We are greatly deceived about this because we do not deal with the fact that no matter how successful a person is at appearing to be without some particular sin, it cannot be concluded that he or she is certainly without that sin. I John 1:8 helps reveal this truth.

In chapter 3 of this document, I touched on the issue of acting and behaving in ways different from how one feels like acting and behaving. I shared Jesus’ revelation to first clean the inside of the cup. I am addressing this issue here again.

A person deceives himself by claiming that God's power to stop sin is made available to him by undergoing the suffering of outwardly resisting the inner temptation of sin. We suffer through the appearance of putting sin to death but refuse to do that which is necessary to actually put sin to death. We fail to see sin for what it is - the lack of being under grace. We also fail to recognize that the very presence of temptation (what we suffer resistance to) is evidence that sin is alive and well in our lives. Here is what James 1:13-14 says, "When tempted, no one should say, "God is tempting me." For God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does he tempt anyone; but each one is tempted when, by his own evil desire, he is dragged away and enticed."

Temptation indicates evil desires. Evil desires are sinful desires. Evil desires are conceived by sin and it gives birth to the outward phase of sin, which can then start breeding death. Temptation is evidence of sin being alive. Temptation is not a test to determine if we are without sin or not. Temptation is proof that we are with sin.

We are greatly deceive about this because we do not deal with the fact that no matter how successful a person is at appearing to be without some particular sin, it cannot be concluded that he is certainly without that sin. I John 1:8 helps reveal this truth. A person can be certain that he is without sin only from the absence of temptation.

Unfortunately, we tend to insist that temptation is merely a test to determine if someone will remain without sin or not. We incorrectly cite the example of Jesus’ temptation.

We fail to recognize that the very presence of temptation (what we suffer resistance to) is evidence that sin is alive and well in our lives. Here is what James 1:13-14 says, "When tempted, no one should say, "God is tempting me." For God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does he tempt anyone; but each one is tempted when, by his own evil desire, he is dragged away and enticed."

Temptation indicates evil desires. Evil desires are sinful desires. Evil desires are conceived by sin and it gives birth to the outward phase of sin, which can then start breeding death. Temptation is evidence of sin being alive. Temptation is not a test to determine if we are without sin or not. Temptation is proof that we are with sin.

Hebrews 2:17-18 says, "For this reason he had to be made like his brothers in every way, in order that he might become a merciful and faithful high priest in service to God, and that he might make atonement for the sins of the people. Because he himself suffered when he was tempted, he is able to help those who are being tempted." Hebrews 4:14-16 says, "Therefore, since we have a great high priest who has gone through the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold firmly to the faith we profess. For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are - yet was without sin. Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need."

Now James reveals that God cannot be tempted by evil. Only man is tempted by evil. Jesus Christ is both the Son of God and the Son of Man. This gives Him knowledge how we as mere humans suffer from temptation without actually having sin living within Him. He is fully divine and fully human yet the divine is dominant and the human, recessive - much like brown eyes manifests from the union of brown and blue eye genes.

This in no way teaches that if we resist temptation, then we are putting sin to death for temptation to us as mere human beings is indication that we are already sinning.

Jesus Christ did not suffer when tempted in order to remain without sin. Jesus Christ suffered when tempted because He is without sin, in order to provide us with God's grace. How else could He make atonement for our sins?! It requires the sinless and unblemished suffering sacrifice to make atonement. I Peter 1:19b reveals that Christ is the lamb without blemish of defect. Hebrews 9:14 informs us that Jesus always had the eternal Spirit offering Himself unblemished to God! And this is what has been revealed when He was scrutinized.

We suffer temptation because we are with sin. This is why we can approach the throne of grace and mercy in our need to put sin to death, which ends our temptation, delivering us from evil.

There are more issues of Jesus’ temptation in chapter 8 of this document under the topic and some concepts of suffering and sacrificial love. Also, chapter 9 of this document succinctly asserts the truths about this issue.

Some say that temptation is natural - that it is normal to have temptations. But I assert that temptation is an unfortunate reality of the human condition.

Sin has a temptation phase and an outward phase. But it is still sin and when sin wells up in any one of us - causing temptation to the outward actions and inactions of that sin, the individual becomes distressed with the feelings of guilt and anxiety. The distress is due to the anticipated consequences, which are the acts of punishment justly administered.

I Corinthians 10:13 reads, "No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it." It is NOT true that God might let us suffer THE OUTWARD RESISTANCE TO THE INNER TEMPTATION OF SIN up to the point that we give in to it. What is true is that He never lets us suffer with sin seizing us (the way it does through the law) and living in us any longer than we are willing to bear because we now know that temptation is simply evidence that sin is still living. We feel good knowing that the "out" is God's grace. His grace is like a blank check.

We need to have an abortion - to abort and kill that developing sin at the temptation phase by exposing it to the outside before it is ready to be born as the outward phase where it would start breeding death.

While elaborated on in chapter 6 of this document, here is the practical way to claim God's grace (Do we not feel the fruit of the Spirit when we practice it towards one another?): If an individual is tempted in some particular sin, recognize that this indicates sin living in the individual. If this individual is distressed with the feelings of guilt and anxiety, then over and over again remind this individual that he or she "is not under law, but under grace" - that the just administration of punishment against him or her is replaced with the up-building and uplifting administration of forgiveness for him or her. Do not let this individual believe that he or she will be OK as long as he or she does not follow through with the sin. Instead help this individual believe that as he or she follows through with the sin, he or she shall be OK by God's forgiveness given thru one another. We are to assert to the individual that we forgive him or her by taking no actions against him or her for the wrong he or she does against us. We do this by sincerely offering (without approving of sin) to allow him or her any sinful actions against us he or she is tempted with while inviting him or her to also act in any righteous way he or she desires towards us. We are to let God put sin to death in the individual and to let God provide the fruit of the Spirit in the individual by continually taking no action against that individual and by continually asking the individual for the actions of the Spirit.

I assert the words 'we' and 'us' to show that this is a collective practice. Sin is put to death more readily when more good stewards are doing it together. For God has the initiative, and it is only thru His control of the conduit of human stewardship. Matthew 5:38-39 & 42 shows what our attitude and actions are to be towards the person feeling the guilty and anxious suffering of sin's temptation: "You have heard that it was said, 'Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.' But I tell you, Do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you."

Unfortunately, we tend to attempt to deter the outward actions of wickedness rather than to put sin to death in the individual sinner by the comfort of indulgences forgiven.

Also, unfortunately, we will only condemn and isolate a person if he chooses to be in fellowship with God's grace in this practical way. We claim that this practice that I have just now outlined changes "the grace of our God into a license for immorality" (Jude: 4b). But I do not deny Jesus Christ and He does not promote sin. On the contrary, He promotes forgiveness of sin! Look at what Galatians 2:17 & 21 says, "If, while we seek to be justified in Christ, it becomes evident that we ourselves are sinners, does that mean that Christ promotes sin? Absolutely not! I do not set aside the grace of God, for if righteousness could be gained through the law, Christ died for nothing!"

I admit that this practice to claim God's grace is foolishness from a worldly point of view. It appears irresponsible, reckless and foolhardy. It would seem that this outline only "plays into the hands of the sinful nature". For, since I assert that to have health and well-being of life one must always - by God's will - do exactly what one needs wants to do, how can this assertion be true if what one desires to do is to sin in some particular way? It would seem that if a person desires to sin, he should be deterred form doing so.

But all the deterrence in the world will not stop temptation. In chapter 6 of this document, I will elaborate on the fact that deterrence can at best, only avert the outward action of the inner temptation of sin. And in fact, even all the deterrence in the world does not always prevent sinful acts and inactions. "First clean the inside of the cup and dish, and then the outside also will be clean." (Matthew 23:26b)

We need to have an abortion - to abort and kill that developing sin at the temptation phase by exposing it to the outside before it is ready to be born as the outward phase where it would start breeding death.

For now I admit that the practice I have outlined is foolishness to the world. I also admit that what was asserted in chapter 3 of this document - that God has constrained Himself, to bless solely thru the conduit of other human beings is foolishness to the world. But the wisdom of God IS foolishness to the world. I strongly suggest reading I Corinthians chapter 1 through the end of chapter 3 with this consideration in mind. Here are a few of those verses from I Corinthians: chapter 1:18-25 says, "For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God. For it is written: "I will destroy the wisdom of the wise; the intelligence of the intelligent I will frustrate." Where is the wise man? Where is the scholar? Where is the philosopher of this age? Has not God made foolish the wisdom of the world? For since in the wisdom of God the world through its wisdom did not know him, God was pleased through the foolishness of what was preached to save those who believe. Jews demand miraculous signs and Greeks look for wisdom, but we preach Christ crucified: a stumbling block to Jews and foolishness to Gentiles, but to those whom God has called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God and the wisdom of God. For the foolishness of God is wiser than man's wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than man's strength." Chapter 3:18-20 says, "Do not deceive yourselves. If any one of you thinks he is wise by the standards of this age, he should become a "fool" so that he may become wise. For the wisdom of this world is foolishness in God's sight. As it is written: "He catches the wise in their craftiness"; and again, "The Lord knows that the thoughts of the wise are futile."

What is really going on here is that we do not put the Christian faith into practice and we can only see this practice to claim God's grace as evil foolishness. The book of James nobly addresses this. Chapter 1:5-8 says, "If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord; he is a double-minded man, unstable in all he does." We must not doubt the wisdom of God on how we are supposed to put sin to death. Verse 22 says, "Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says." Verse 25 says, "But the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it - he will be blessed in what he does." We shall be blessed with freedom from sin if we practice God's grace.

Let us look at the example that James uses. Chapter 2:20-24 states, "You foolish man, do you want evidence that faith without deeds is useless? Was not our ancestor Abraham considered righteous for what he did when he offered his son Isaac on the altar? You see that his faith and his actions were working together, and his faith was made complete by what he did. And the scripture was fulfilled that says, "Abraham believed God, and it was credited to him as righteousness," and he was called God's friend. You see that a person is justified by what he does and not by faith alone."

From Hebrews 11:17-19 it is set forth that God had promised Abraham that thru Isaac he would be the father of a great nation. Yet Abraham intended to be irresponsible, reckless and foolhardy. For God commanded him to kill Isaac, thereby wiping out the object of God's promise. But God's command did not wipe God out. Nor is God wiped out by His command that we permit Him to allow sin to live at the outward phase, which would wipe out His promise that sin will die entirely at both the outward and temptation phases. God in fact followed through with His promise to Abraham and He follows through with His promise to us! Sin does die, as He has promised! God is the living god. We receive God's promise back from its death for He can raise the dead, even His Christ - of whom it was promised would not be abandoned to the grave nor see decay and would live forever. (Psalm 16:10, Acts 2:27, Isaiah 57:15, Psalm 110:4 and Hebrews 7:24-25)

"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." (Hebrews 11:1)

While elaborated on in chapter 6 of this document, here is the practical way to claim God's grace (Do we not feel the fruit of the Spirit when we practice it towards one another?): If an individual is tempted in some particular sin, recognize that this indicates sin living in the individual. If this individual is distressed with the feelings of guilt and anxiety, then over and over again remind this individual that he or she "is not under law, but under grace" - that the just administration of punishment against him or her is replaced with the up-building and uplifting administration of forgiveness for him or her. Do not let this individual believe that he or she will be OK as long as he or she does not follow through with the sin. Instead help this individual believe that as he or she follows through with the sin, he or she shall be OK by God's forgiveness given thru one another. We are to assert to the individual that we forgive him or her by taking no actions against him or her for the wrong he or she does against us. We do this by sincerely offering (without approving of sin) to allow him or her any sinful actions against us he or she is tempted with while inviting him or her to also act in any righteous way he or she desires towards us. We are to let God put sin to death in the individual and to let God provide the fruit of the Spirit in the individual by continually taking no action against that individual and by continually asking the individual for the actions of the Spirit.

I assert the words 'we' and 'us' to show that this is a collective practice. Sin is put to death more readily when more good stewards are doing it together. For God has the initiative, and it is only thru His control of the conduit of human stewardship. Matthew 5:38-39 & 42 shows what our attitude and actions are to be towards the person feeling the guilty and anxious suffering of sin's temptation: "You have heard that it was said, 'Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.' But I tell you, Do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you."

Unfortunately, we tend to attempt to deter the outward actions of wickedness rather than to put sin to death in the individual sinner by the comfort of indulgences forgiven.

Gandalf had great and foolish faith that Sauron would be destroyed. . .

I am referring to fictional characters by the writer J.R.R. Tolkien. So great was Sauron's evil power of terror that it was a foolish hope he would be destroyed. Even at Sauron's end - at the very moment his power was removed by the awful fire which forged it, he appeared to the defenders as if he was about to win the war of middle earth with his black menace. Here are some excerpts form The Field of Cormallen chapter in The Return of the King of The Lord of the Rings, "'The realm of Sauron is ended!' said Gandalf. 'The Ring-bearer has fulfilled his Quest.' And as the Captains gazed south to the Land of Mordor, it seemed to them that, black against the pall of cloud, there rose a huge shape of shadow, impenetrable, lightning-crowned, filling all the sky. Enormous it reared above the world, and stretched out towards them a vast threatening hand, terrible but impotent: for even as it leaned over them, a great wind took it, and it was all blown away, and passed; and then a hush fell."

The defeated Sauron seemed terrible to them. But he was impotent! Gandalf had faith that Sauron would be destroyed and was the first to announce the fulfillment of that faith.

While elaborated on in chapter 6 of this document, here is the practical way to claim God's grace (Do we not feel the fruit of the Spirit when we practice it towards one another?): If an individual is tempted in some particular sin, recognize that this indicates sin living in the individual. If this individual is distressed with the feelings of guilt and anxiety, then over and over again remind this individual that he or she "is not under law, but under grace" - that the just administration of punishment against him or her is replaced with the up-building and uplifting administration of forgiveness for him or her. Do not let this individual believe that he or she will be OK as long as he or she does not follow through with the sin. Instead help this individual believe that as he or she follows through with the sin, he or she shall be OK by God's forgiveness given thru one another. We are to assert to the individual that we forgive him or her by taking no actions against him or her for the wrong he or she does against us. We do this by sincerely offering (without approving of sin) to allow him or her any sinful actions against us he or she is tempted with while inviting him or her to also act in any righteous way he or she desires towards us. We are to let God put sin to death in the individual and to let God provide the fruit of the Spirit in the individual by continually taking no action against that individual and by continually asking the individual for the actions of the Spirit.

I assert the words 'we' and 'us' to show that this is a collective practice. Sin is put to death more readily when more good stewards are doing it together. For God has the initiative, and it is only thru His control of the conduit of human stewardship. Matthew 5:38-39 & 42 shows what our attitude and actions are to be towards the person feeling the guilty and anxious suffering of sin's temptation: "You have heard that it was said, 'Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.' But I tell you, Do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you."

Unfortunately, we tend to attempt to deter the outward actions of wickedness rather than to put sin to death in the individual sinner by the comfort of indulgences forgiven.

Let us have faith and hope. Let us be honest. We are not experiencing the fruit of the Spirit either while living in sin or while merely appearing to abstain from sin because both life-styles continue to keep sin alive. We can have our faith alive and strong again with action. We can put sin to death, by God's initiative - and this only thru His control of the human conduit.

We are cheapening God's grace. We are "watering down" what the Bible teaches about God's grace. Therefore we have corrupted our faith and produce a corrupted faith in everyone that we influence.

Let us not continue to do this harm to ourselves, Lord willing - by His initiative and control!

Here is an essay I have written. It expresses much of what I have asserted, in this chapter and in the previous chapters of this document. I want to share it now.

CHEAPENED GRACE

I remember what was taught in class one Sunday morning. The topic was a verse in a song by Billy Joel, which says, "I love you just the way you are." The class was taught that God loved them but wanted them to change.

Oh! Stop! Listen to that song again. It says, "Don't go changing, to try to please me."

I hear dear God singing the same thing to me. It lets me know that He is already perfectly pleased. He loves and appreciates the real me.

With this in mind, I want to share something very wonderful. I know that I sin. I let myself sin outwardly and I'm still OK - period!

I'm not as afraid as I used to be. I more easily renounce and repent of that uneasy uncertain feeling that somehow I'm not OK to just sin; I do just sin, and let it go at that. Oh! I've wished . . . wished that I stood above indictment. Good thing I stand free from it! You know why? The evil one's indictment carries no weight.

I am thankful for those who have ministered to me. They have helped me to relax and always be myself. I stop trying to do something about my sinning yet even though I give in to the outward phase of sin, I don't keep on sinning. I cease from the sins not because I'm feeling guilty (as some would expect) but because sin has no permanent place in me. Sin cannot make a home in me . . . no need to fight it as if it can. Therefore I find that I no longer feel any guilt or pressure to perform for God, I perform like God! It happens naturally, at my very own prerogative. It is God's encouraging promise coming true: "If you love me, you will keep my commands. Don't worry; my commands will be kept by you. Please, do not worry."

I hear the evil one say, "This writing advocates 'Cheap Grace' and 'Deliberate Disobedience'". . ."It insults the Spirit of grace and waters down scripture."

I say, "What deception against humankind you make, evil one!"

True insult to grace is when we deliberately attempt not to sin because we are anxiously avoiding having to be confident in God, as if He could not ever always accept us the way we are. No one has ever seen God, yet we're expecting the worst of Him. Couldn't this be due to the ways we've mistreated each other? Deliberate disobedience is only incidental to being really human in this life. It simply comes to pass from time to time. Let us not cruelly dwell on the kinds of sins committed or how often (particularly in comparison to others). Just as we all are individuals, so are the manifestations of sin when they come to each of us. Why are we not more kind in our attitudes and actions? Let the Lamb of God handle any disobedience. That's His department. Don't trample over Him in a panic to "get right with God". Don't cheapen something this precious and holy.

I've been honest with myself. I see that what I am renouncing is evil. Who God is and what I'm made of is far more powerful and beautiful than I've ever imagined before. I am greatly and wonderfully made. I am the right stuff.

I know now what was really being taught and watered down.

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CHAPTER 5: REPENTANCE AND UNFORGIVABLE SIN

Now I shall concentrate more elaborately on the topics and some concepts about repentance and unforgivable sin.

God's grace is like a blank check given to us. The understandable wonder of this is that once we do something about it and try it out, we will never abuse it the way our anxious, guilty and accusatory attitudes tell us otherwise!

Unfortunately, we hear ourselves say, "God does not give us a blank check. He commands instead that we must repent." I assert that the very essence of repentance is accepting God's grace. So I say yes, we must repent from the evil attitudes about God's grace. We must repent by trying out God's blank check.

Unfortunately we claim that any transgression that we become aware of, yet is continued in, is unforgivable sin. We incorrectly cite Hebrews 10:26, "If we deliberately keep on sinning after we have received the knowledge of the truth, no sacrifice for sins is left."

I shall refer to Hebrews 10:26 several more times in this chapter. But essentially, this passage of scripture addresses the issue that deliberate sin is to deliberately keep on denying God's grace - His living presence in our lives thru others. And while we are not repenting of this, God cannot apply His forgiveness. God cannot reach us with His forgiveness until we accept His forgiveness. Yet God shall cause us all to accept His forgiveness. For God has the initiative, and it is only thru His control of the human conduit.

In the next chapter of this document, I will elaborate on recognizing the need for forgiveness. But for now, I assert that everyone will accept God's offering of forgiveness when the need is recognized! And by the end of this age, by God's initiative and thru His control of the human conduit of good stewardship, all shall recognize the need for forgiveness and recognize that God is always offering it. Forgiveness is a blank check. This is what God's grace is.

In Matthew 6:12, Jesus teaches us to pray to our Father in heaven to forgive our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors. Then in verses 14-15 He states, "For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins." The issue is not about God being willing to forgive us unless we forgive one another. The issue is that God forgives us as we live the goodness of God (forgiveness) towards one another. For the grace of God comes only thru the form of other human beings. God has connected His invisible heavenly realm to earth thru human form! Look at what John 20:21-23 says about forgiveness: "Again Jesus said, "Peace be with you! As the Father has sent me, I am sending you." And with that he breathed on them and said, "Receive the Holy Spirit. If you forgive anyone his sins, they are forgiven; if you do not forgive them, they are not forgiven." Yet God has forgiveness for all. It is His initiative and it is only thru His control of the human conduit.

If we do not exercise good stewardship of God's grace, then there is no grace of God and we will not be putting sin to death in each others' lives, as I set forth in chapters 3 and 4 of this document. Yet God has the initiative and control of forgiveness for all, and it is only thru the human conduit.

When other human beings accept the good stewardship of God's primary responsibility for our emotional well-being and when we accept the good stewardship of God's primary responsibility for the emotional well-being of other human beings, then God's grace becomes boundless and acceptance of God's boundless grace by human beings will happen for all. And God will cause this to happen by the end of this age. For God has the initiative, and it is only thru His control of the human conduit.

Unfortunately, we tend to twist the concept of repentance in ways that water down God's grace. We twist passages of scripture like the one from Hebrews 10:26 and another one from Luke 13:1-5 which reads, "Now there were some present at that time who told Jesus about the Galileans whose blood Pilate had mixed with their sacrifices. Jesus answered, "Do you think that these Galileans were worse sinners than all the other Galileans because they suffered this way? I tell you, no! But unless you repent, you too will all perish. Or those eighteen who died when the tower in Siloam fell on them - do you think they were more guilty than all the others living in Jerusalem? I tell you, no! But unless you repent, you too will all perish."

I assert that the fundamental meaning Jesus conveys here in Luke is that unless we obey and claim the Father's grace thru Christ (which for us refers to grace thru Christ Jesus and thru the form of other humans being Christ-like), we will all suffer as sinners. Continuing on in verse 6 of Luke 13, Jesus tells a parable of a fig tree that, I assert, had not been grafted into the true vine. This tree (branch) would be cut down unless it bears fruit but in order to bear fruit it must 'take' to the gardener's effort to dig, fertilize and graft it in. We must not reject but 'take' to the good host into whom we are being transplanted. We must take to God's grace. We can look forward to taking to God's grace when other human beings accept the good stewardship of God's primary responsibility for our emotional well-being. Others can look forward to taking to God's grace when we accept the same. And God will cause this to happen by the end of this age. For God has the initiative, and it is only thru His control of the human conduit.

The "deliberate sinning" from Hebrews 10:26 shows that everyone is to no longer have anxious, guilty and/or disbelieving attitudes over the fact that God promises to faithfully forgive us of ANY sin we feel anxious, guilty and tempted from, including anxiety and guilt over the temptations of the repeated, deliberate and premeditated actions of sin!

God cannot forgive a heart hardened in disbelief that His grace alone shall end the temptations of the repeated, deliberate and premeditated actions of sin because God cannot touch this heart with His Spirit and bear the fruit in this heart of lost faith. Even though God wills it so, it cannot be done. Therefore God shall soften all hearts. For as God draws close to us with His cords of human kindness, we in His presence receive the knowledge of the truth about His grace. It is the make up of both God and humans that in this way, we are able to repent of our anxiety. With God presiding over us, we are enabled to draw back close to Him - obeying His good will for us: "Let Me forgive you all, all of the time - first and foremost!" If we never let Him forgive us, then we are doomed to the anxiety of doubt about the forgiveness of deliberate sin but God can and willingly shall help us LET Him forgive us thru His cords of human kindness, which will be by the end of this age.

If because of the not yet perfected church during this age, an individual dies feeling partially or totally unforgiven, he will feel completely forgiven in the next age of the perfected church. If because of the not yet perfected church during this age, an individual dies partially or totally a slave to sin, he will be completely free in the next age of the perfected church.

Hebrews 10:26 is a passage of scripture badly twisted by us. I will quote it once again, "If we deliberately keep on sinning after we have received the knowledge of the truth, no sacrifice for sins is left." But verse 22a says, "Let us draw near to God with a sincere heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled to cleanse us from a guilty conscience." The book of Hebrews reveals that the sacrifice of Christ Jesus and His church is what now perfectly reconciles man back to God. God initiated His grace thru Jesus Christ. In chapter 3 of this document, I asserted that for us, Christ refers to the goodness of God thru the form of other human beings. The forgiveness of God thru other human beings figuratively sprinkles our hearts clean from a guilty conscience with the blood of Jesus Christ.

How can someone draw near to God with a conscience cleansed from guilt if other human beings burden him or her down in guilt with sins (real or invented) that are placed on him or her? How can someone be encouraged with forgiveness and so spurred on towards love unless human beings are doing the forgiving? But we neglect to encourage. So there is no grace of God. There is no forgiveness of God while His forgiveness is not thru human form. Yet God has the initiative and control of forgiveness for all, and it is only thru the human conduit.

There is the principle of unforgivable sin, the one against the Holy Spirit that Jesus talks about in scriptures such as Matthew 12:31-32. "And so I tell you, every sin and blasphemy will be forgiven men, but the blasphemy against the Spirit will not be forgiven. Anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but anyone who speaks against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven, either in this age or the age to come." Jesus said this when it was asserted that Beelzebub, the prince of demons is God. Now this fallen angel, Satan and the demon hosts of Satan claim to be God and His kingdom. But only God is sovereign.

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CHAPTER 6: DETERRENCE, REBUKE AND MORE ABOUT REPENTANCE

Now I shall concentrate more elaborately on the topics and some concepts about deterrence, rebuke and more about repentance.

For the sake of an outward appearance of law and order, we all practice what I call "deterrence" in one form or another. Instead of living righteously because we want to, we modify our behavior into patterns of righteousness only from the motivations coming from the feelings of anxiety, guilt and grief.

We are a world of sinners cowed from but not cured of sin. I assert that deterrence can never change a person on the inside for the good. Deterrence comes from the Latin for frighten away. Deterrence suppresses sinful outward actions towards one another but it never puts sin itself to death in one another. The temptation to act sinfully remains in spite of the presence of deterrence. In fact, sometimes no amount of deterrence will stop sinful outward actions towards one another.

The physical world of humankind in which we live enforces its own laws to prevent chaos. But the universe, which God created, is more than the physical. He created the spiritual to be the foundation of the physical. So there are laws against spiritual chaos to obey first. Then we can be in harmony with each other in the physical world.

Colossians 2:20-23 helps to reveal that deterrence has the appearance of wisdom but lacks any value in restraining and destroying sin. Deterrence serves the deceitful appearance of order and righteousness. It is what Jeremiah 6:14 refers to when it states, "They dress the wound of my people as though it were not serious.’Peace, peace,' they say, when there is no peace." When we replace grace with deterrence, we are "playing into the hands" of the sinful nature.

When we teach that the fear of punishment will motivate a person to do good rather than teach that the joy of forgiveness will motivate a person to do good, we are "playing into the hands" of the sinful nature. For instance, when a thief murders in order no to get caught stealing, it is because fear of the punishment of theft motivated the person to murder. It did not motivate the thief to stop stealing.

If the thief within all of us felt more likely to be forgiven by timely pardon and financial relief, we would be motivated to steal even less and produce income even more while relying on and supporting one another.

Unfortunately, we tend to attempt to deter the outward actions of wickedness rather than to put sin to death in the individual sinner by the comfort of indulgences forgiven.

I am again recalling something an acquaintance of mine has told me. He said not to act from one's feelings but to act correctly and one's feelings will follow. But, as I first mentioned in chapter 3 of this document and touched upon twice in chapter 4, in Matthew 23:25, 28 & 26 Jesus says, "Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You clean the outside of the cup and dish, but inside they are full of greed and self-indulgence. In the same way, on the outside you appear to people as righteous but on the inside you are full of hypocrisy and wickedness. Blind Pharisee! First clean the inside of the cup and dish, and then the outside also will be clean." It is very unfortunate that we tend to tell each other that the individual has to clean up his act before goodness will come into him. But Jesus states that the individual's heart must be clean. And then outward actions and behaviors will be correct. The individual cannot clean his own heart. God must clean it. And He does this only thru the conduit of other human beings. Within this cleansing way of the church, one is more willing to act correctly and have more of one's feelings follow.

Yes, I admit that what I am asserting is foolishness from a conventional, worldly point of view. But remember, as I mentioned in chapter 3 and 4 of this document, I Corinthians 1:25 declares that "the foolishness of God is wiser than man's wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than man's strength."

Now I shall concentrate more elaborately on the topics and some concepts about rebuke and repentance, which I began to write about respectively in chapters 1, 4 and 5 of this document.

Unfortunately, we claim that the practice of rebuking someone for a transgression does that person good because it causes that person to do well. If the person does not do well as the result of rebuke, then that person is a wicked person. We incorrectly cite Proverbs 9:7-8, "Whoever corrects a mocker brings on insult; whoever rebukes a wicked man incurs abuse. Do not rebuke a mocker or he will hate you; rebuke a wise man and he will love you."

I assert that we cannot tell if a person is wicked or is wise by the negative feelings and behavior he or she has as the result of rebuke. For a person is wise within the positive feelings and behavior he or she has as the result of FORGIVENESS.

Just two verses later in Proverbs 9 it says in verse 10, "The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, and knowledge of the Holy One is understanding." Psalm 130:3-4 sets forth, "If you, Oh Lord, kept a record of sins, Oh Lord, who could stand? But with you there is forgiveness; therefore you are feared."

Rebuke does no one, even the wise any good. It does only evil. Rebuke causes no one, even the wise, to do well. It causes only evil. God's grace, which is forgiveness thru the human conduit, is that which does a person good. For it causes a person to do well and respond positively. Blessings are God's initiative, and the only thru His control of the conduit of other human beings.

Here are some passages of scripture; Psalms 38:1, 4, 6, 8, 11-12 & 15-19, 40:11-16, 41:4-9 and 51:1-2, 6, 8, 10-12 & 17. "Oh Lord, do not rebuke me in your anger or discipline me in your wrath. My guilt has overwhelmed me like a burden too heavy to bear. I am bowed down and brought very low; all day long I go about mourning. I am feeble and utterly crushed; I groan in anguish of heart. My friends and companions avoid me because of my wounds; my neighbors stay far away. Those who seek my life set their traps, those who would harm me talk of my ruin; all day long they plot deception. I wait for you, Oh Lord; you will answer, Oh Lord my God. For I said, "Do not let them gloat or exalt themselves over me when my foot slips." For I am about to fall, and my pain is ever with me. I confess my iniquity; I am troubled by my sin. Many are those who are my vigorous enemies; those who hate me without reason are numerous. Do not withhold your mercy from me, Oh Lord; may your love and your truth always protect me. For troubles without number surround me; my sins have overtaken me, and I cannot see. They are more than the hairs of my head, and my heart fails within me. Be pleased, Oh Lord, to save me; Oh Lord, come quickly to help me. May all who seek to take my life be put to shame and confusion; may all who desire my ruin be turned back in disgrace. May those who say to me, "Aha! Aha!" be appalled at their own shame. But may all who seek you rejoice and be glad in you; may those who love your salvation always say, "The Lord be exalted!" I said, "Oh Lord, have mercy on me; heal me, for I have sinned against you." My enemies say of me in malice, "When will he die and his name perish?" Whenever one comes to see me, he speaks falsely, while his heart gathers slander; then he goes out and spreads it abroad. All my enemies whisper together against me; they imagine the worst for me, saying, "A vile disease has beset him; he will never get up from the place where he lies." Even my close friend, whom I trusted, he who shared my bread, has lifted up his heel against me. Have mercy on me, Oh God, according to your unfailing love; according to your great compassion blot out my transgressions. Wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin. Surely you desire truth in the inner parts; you teach me wisdom in the inmost place. Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones you have crushed rejoice. Create in me a pure heart, Oh God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, Oh God, you will not despise."

I assert that God rebukes so that we would recognize the "truth in the inner parts" about our need for God's grace, which is only thru others. "Wisdom in the inmost place" is our mind in recognition with regards to our heartfelt spiritual condition.

If someone is not recognizing their need of forgiveness, it is necessary for them to experience the lack of forgiveness at the proper time. So it is necessary to rebuke one another. For there is a season for everything under heaven.

But not everything under heaven is good, like rebuke. When disciplining parents hurt as much as their children it is because rebuking, at the time it becomes necessary, becomes an evil time.

This document in part is a rebuke to us. But this document also asserts God's grace so that no one will be harmed. As Ecclesiastes 3:1 says, "There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven." There is a time for rebuke, including the rebuke in this document. But the time of rebuke must always end when the time of grace is in season.

I now want to refer to Luke 17:3b. It says, "If your brother sins, rebuke him, and if he repents, forgive him." The context of this passage can be better understood from Matthew 18, which is about mutual fair treatment and self-assertiveness in the church. I first shared Matthew 18 in chapter 3 of this document.

I wish, at this point, to relate repentance to the issue from chapter 4 of this document about the practical way we claim God's grace and about sinful indulgence.

When someone humiliated enough into recognizing his or her need for forgiveness and bravely asks to be indulged with the objective to put sin to death which includes its inner desire to indulge, it might seem to us that this sinner could unfairly manipulate and unethically control others. Although I believe it is rarer than we generally assume, if the objective is to indulge for its sake only and not to put sin to death, it will not help the sinner for others to allow the indulgence and I believe it will be the others' wasted sacrifice. When the objective is to put sin to death, which includes its inner desire to indulge, then it will be put to death in the sinner when others allow the indulgence. To claim manipulation (in the situation where the sinner recognizes his or her need for forgiveness and has the objective to put sin to death) is just another way we phrase Cain's destructive attitude that we are not our brothers' keepers as revealed in Genesis 4:8-10. Remember what Matthew 5:39a says, "I tell you, Do not resist an evil person."

Repenting, in this Luke 17:3 passage of scripture, I believe when properly interpreted using the fruit test of God's Spirit, can only mean a sinner recognizing his need for forgiveness by his feelings going from ignorance and indifference to guilt and grief. Repenting does not mean stopping the outward actions of sin while ignoring the fact that sin is still alive as evidenced by its inner temptation. Repentance means recognition that forgiveness is needed to end the guilt and grief coming from the rebuke AND is needed to end the temptation of sin causing the action, which incurred the rebuke in the first place.

Rebuking a person can never really cause that person to stop the particular sin he or she was rebuked for. It is intended so that the sinner will recognize his sinful condition and not remain ignorant and indifferent. Rebuke is intended to motivate the sinner to receive forgiveness and not to try to struggle against the outward actions of sin. Rebuking can never cause a person to truly stop sin, for even if the outward phase is halted for a little while, the temptation phase remains in spite of the guilt and grief rebuke causes. Only forgiveness can truly stop sin and that only when the person recognizes his need.

In conclusion, we see what rebuke is for. And here repentance, I believe, has to mean recognition.

Now we all want our own and each other's outward actions to be good. Once we have repented, which is the recognition of our needs (wisdom in the inmost place) then when we receive forgiveness towards the outward actions of our inner temptation of sin, this destroys sin and changes our outward actions into good ones. Romans 2:4b reveals that God's kindness leads us toward repentance. It is not kind of God to supposedly forgive only after we are no longer acting sinfully. Let us all consider our heartfelt knowledge of the revelation of God's grace thru the historical person of Jesus Christ "While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” Romans 5:8b. Grace is not intended to be only historical but also always now and forever. For God has the initiative, and it is only thru His control of the conduit of other human beings.

Once recognition of the need for forgiveness occurs, rebuke is NOT needed again - ONLY always forgiveness. This is all closely related to the practical way we claim God's grace, which I asserted in Chapter 4 of this document.

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CHAPTER 7: THE NATURE OF CHOICE AND FREE WILL, THE FEAR (JOY) OF GOD RATHER THAN THE ANXIETY OF GOD AND CONCLUSIONS ON HELL

Now I shall concentrate more elaborately on the topics and some concepts about the nature of choice and free will, the fear (joy) of God rather than the anxiety of God and conclusions on hell.

We do not have free will in the sense that God does. God makes His decisions autonomously, free from all influence and control. Now the scriptures show Him choosing in relationship to human beings but God always has sovereign choice, free from all influence and control. Proverbs 16:9 & 33 help reveal that we as human beings have the decision-making capacity but this capacity is never free from influence and control because we are always in subjection to God. To believe otherwise is for us to be vainly trying to be God. For if we are looking at the individual's choices instead of looking at God's sovereignty then we have either a boastful admiration or a contempt and condemnation for people instead of continuing reverence for God! Look at what James 4:13-16 says, "Now listen, you who say, "Today or tomorrow we will go to this or that city, spend a year there, carry on business and make money." Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes. Instead, you ought to say, "If it is the Lord's will, we will live and do this or that." As it is, you boast and brag. All such boasting is evil."

Ecclesiastes 9:1-2 reveals that a person is, whether good or bad, and what he or she does is in God's hands - not in the hands of that individual.

"Free" will does not exist for a human being. Even one's hopes and the dreams of accomplishment that one has cannot be willed by the individual into existence without the gift of self-confidence granted by God thru others and manifested also as the constraints of time, planning or practice. Furthermore, all of us often unknowingly and knowingly choose wrong and the trouble and pain resulting from those choices. So we see that even ignorance and sin can influence our decision-making capacity. And as we are mastered this way, so our wills are mastered supremely by our dear Lord God. For John 15:16 says, "You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit - fruit that will last. Then the Father will give you whatever you ask in my name." And John 6:44 says, "No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws him, and I will raise him up at the last day." God has preeminent choice and initiative, and it is only thru His control of the human conduit.

Human choice and initiative are constrained by the contents of the human heart. And God controls the contents of the human heart. This is closely related to the difference between primary and secondary responsibility, which I brought out in chapter 3 of this document. So we cannot "take credit" for our right choices although God shares His glory with us. Nor are we "responsible" for our wrong choices although the unfortunate necessity for the sake of recognizing grace is, at times, to experience the evil consequences and ramifications of our wrong choices.

We are always in subjection to God. God chooses who knows Him and that He is known only thru the human conduit (This principle is revealed from the example found in Exodus 5:2 with 1:8.) And He chooses who is hardened to Him during this age and who receives mercy from Him during this age (Romans 9:15-23.)

Many might ask that if God is responsible for everything, why does He permit evil and seemingly blame us for it. Yet as I mentioned in chapter 1 of this document and repeated again at the beginning of chapter 3 of this document; Yes! God is sovereign and directs everything, including evil. But evil is not of God. We must not become confused on this point because Jesus says, "A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit." And God's Holy Spirit thru Christ (His control of the human conduit) is the good tree. His sovereign control of evil is simply a tool for the holiness of His spirit. For the Holy Spirit is most special. Evil is just a contrast to what is good - contributing to our recognition between the two. In fully experiencing joy, one can know the lack of it.

I repeat from chapter 3 of this document that God is good! I assert this! "For Christ's love compels us", II Corinthians 5:14a. This means God's love in human form constrains the contents of our hearts and leaves us no other choice than to respond in happiness, goodness and kindness. Let us live the happiness, goodness and kindness of God in our treatment of one another. For God, thru us and us alone has primary control over the emotional well-being of other human beings just as God, thru other human beings and other human beings alone has primary control over our emotional well-being. God has the initiative, and it is only thru His control of the human conduit.

I believe in the blessing of self-control, for it is of the fruit of the Spirit. It is Christ living in me (Galatians 2:20.) But I don't believe in free will, not having been dead in my sins (Ephesians 2:1) nor having died with Christ (Colossians 2:20.) For I am thankful in being granted the benefit of this gift of undergoing the process of being set free from sin, becoming a slave to God and under the control of righteousness (Romans 6:17-22.)

We were not created evil. In fact humankind is God's "very good" creation (Genesis 1:25-26 with 31a). The fact that God created us in His image, which includes the ability to make choices does not make us evil. God did not create us with a propensity to choose to fall into an evil condition. What was created was the reality of being separate from the LIVING God. And this created the possibility of choosing wrongly when an evil influence presented itself. Since God created us with the ability to make choices and the evil one, Satan had the opportunity to cause us evil; death in this age has become a reality for us.

I assert that simply having eaten from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil is not what caused death. Genesis 3:22 reveals that when Adam and Eve ate from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, they had not yet eaten from the tree of life. As a matter of fact, the attaining of the knowledge of good and evil was a part of the creation of man. Genesis 1:26 and 3:22 reveals this fact for being in the "likeness" of God is the same as being "like" God. The fact that this knowledge was acquired at the disobedience of Adam and Eve does not mean that God created us evil beings. For what was evil about the disobedience is the fact that without God's living presence, death was produced.

Fundamentally, Adam and Eve fell into the evil condition of death when while they had not yet eaten of God's living presence, the evil one, Satan lied to them about life and death as they were enticed to use the knowledge of good and evil to replace God with themselves.

I assert that God really was commanding Adam and Eve not to eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil before first eating from the tree of life. This is the proper deduction of Genesis 2:16-17 with 3:22 for how could they "surely die" if they "live forever"?

Knowledge of good and evil did not kill Adam and Eve. What killed them was not having God's living presence to sustain them in their heartfelt knowledge that they had done evil by disobeying God's command not to eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil before first eating from the tree of life.

This heartfelt knowledge of the evil of their eventual death was because now they knew why they should have first eaten from the tree of life. For now they understood that God's commands bring creation out of nothingness and life from death. And without God's command there is no life, there is nothing. What Adam and Eve felt was the fact that by disobeying this one command of God's, they undid the very basis of their existence.

Genesis 3:22b says, "He must not be allowed to reach out his hand and take also from the tree of life and eat." This does not mean God is cruel and did not want man to have eternal live. On the contrary, He has always planned on giving man the offering of eternal life (Genesis 2:9 & 16). It is just that God does not want man to be taking eternal life from God without first recognizing the need for the love of God. We all have the capacity to know our need because, like Adam and Eve, we know good and evil!

Since we have undone the very basis of our existence in this age, we transgress the commands for us to "not be afraid." (Exodus 14:13 & 20:20) and to "not be anxious about anything." (Philippians 4:6) and to "Banish anxiety from your heart." (Ecclesiastes 11:10) We undid the very basis of our existence. We know this in our hearts for we have the knowledge of good and evil. So we transgress God's command not to have anxiety. Feeling anxiety, guilt, shame and all other temptations is intended to be the recognition that we are in the evil condition of dying in this age, in need of God's grace thru His control of the human conduit which is the tree of life. As we use our knowledge of good and evil about our need, we are given ever more of the tree of life. When we don't realize this, we will be vainly reaching out our hand to take from the tree of life. But God will cause everyone by the end of this age to use the knowledge this way. For God has the initiative with human kindness to enlighten us to ever more human kindness.

Anxiety indicates our heartfelt knowledge that we undid the basis of our existence in this age. Biblical fear indicates the joy of God's command to create life for this age. We feel more alive when we are feeling joy. Romans 8:11 reveals this to be so: "And if the Spirit of him who raised Jesus from the dead is living in you, he who raised Christ from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies through his Spirit, who lives in you."

Psalm 34:9 states, "Fear the Lord, you his saints, for those who fear him lack nothing." Unfortunately, we change this imperative into a license to use anxiety to motivate each other into the suffering of the appearance of putting sin to death in our lives.

Psalms 130:3-4 shows what is meant to fear God, "If you, Oh Lord, kept a record of sins, Oh Lord, who could stand? But with you there is forgiveness; therefore you are feared." The feelings that come from receiving God's grace are love, which are joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.

The tree of life (first mentioned in the account of the Garden of Eden) represents God's living presence. God has made His living presence available thru Christ Jesus and His body the church. In Luke 23:31, Jesus refers to Himself as the tree when green. He also states in John 15:1 & 5, "I am the true vine and my Father is the gardener. I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing." When this statement is tied in with all that I covered throughout the chapters of this document, we see that Christ Jesus and His body is the good tree which bears all the fruit of the Spirit, that Christ Jesus and His body is the tree of life, that Christ Jesus and His body the church is the culmination of God's grace and grace is part of God's command bringing life into existence.

Is there a human hell? This issue comes about only after addressing all other issues in this document, for they are the more fundamental ones. Once they are understood, then perhaps it is more easily concluded (as I have come to conclude and believe) that there is no human hell, even though there is an unfortunate necessity to comprehend such an experience in order to fully experience the joy of ultimately knowing one does not exist.

Unfortunately, we believe that not everyone will be saved for the everlasting age to come. But consider carefully these passages: Romans 9:14b-21 says that; "God is not unjust. He has mercy on whom He has mercy and compassion on whom He has compassion. It does not, therefore, depend on man's desire or effort, but on God's mercy. For the Scripture says to Pharaoh: "I raised you up for this very purpose, that I might display my power in you and that my name might be proclaimed in all the earth." Therefore God has mercy on whom he wants to have mercy, and he hardens whom he wants to harden. Then why does God still blame us? For who resists his will? But who are you, Oh man, to talk back to God? Shall what is formed say to him who formed it, 'Why did you make me like this?' Does not the potter have the right to make out of the same lump of clay some pottery for noble purposes and some for common use?" II Peter 3:9b states that the Lord is "not wanting anyone to perish, but wants everyone to come to repentance." And I Timothy 2:3 states that God our Savior "wants all men to be saved and to come to a knowledge of the truth."

God is not unjust, He is Sovereign! We do not have free will in the sovereign way God does. We are clay to Him. And He will fashion all hearts, not just a few, but all hearts by his mercy and compassion into nobility. None will perish for the age to come. All will be saved by the end of this age.

John 6:44 says, "No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws him, and I will raise him up at the last day." Look at the significance of this. For John 12:32 reveals that God will draw everyone to Himself, causing everyone to come to Him.

I believe in the blessing of self-control, for it is of the fruit of the Spirit. It is Christ living in me (Galatians 2:20.) But I don't believe in free will, not having been dead in my sins (Ephesians 2:1) nor having died with Christ (Colossians 2:20.) For I am thankful in being granted the benefit of this gift of undergoing the process of being set free from sin, becoming a slave to God and under the control of righteousness (Romans 6:17-22.)

I know that for a long time, we have interpreted a lot of scripture that seemingly contradicts the assertion that every human will be saved for the everlasting age. Hebrews 2:1 says, "We must pay more careful attention, therefore, to what we have heard, so we do not drift away." Mark 4:24 says, "Consider carefully what you hear," he continued. "With the measure you use, it will be measured to you - and even more." So, with the fruit test of hypothesis, we must carefully interpret any other passage of scripture that seemingly contradicts the scriptural assertion, I believe, that every human will be saved for the everlasting age.

One such passage is Revelation 20:15. It says, "If anyone's name was not found written in the book of life, he was thrown into the lake of fire." The more careful consideration of this passage is that everyone's name was written in the book of life. And therefore no one was thrown into the lake of fire!

Another such passage is the parable of the rich man and Lazarus found in Luke 16:19-31. In it, we see Jesus draw a picture of the awful agonies and fixtures of hell. This would seem to contradict what I have just asserted. But the more careful consideration of this passage is that Jesus was not telling the parable to show the existence of a human hell but to teach something about the true nature and source of the motivation that makes human beings repent. This story's rich man in hell erroneously supposed that humans would turn to God because of being anxious not to go to hell. Abraham reveals that all have God's love working thru Christ Jesus and His church. For in this parable, Abraham instructs all to listen to Moses and the Prophets. And John 1:45, Luke 24:25-27, Matthew 22:37-40, John 5:46 and I Peter 1:10-12 reveal that they wrote about Jesus Christ and about the nature of God's love. God's love is the only determining reality for human repentance. All other so-called motivations are ultimately vain.

Remember that anxiety does not work to put the sinful nature to death. Anxiety strengthens sinful desire. For instance, when a thief murders in order not to get caught stealing, it is because fear of the punishment of theft motivated the person to murder. It did not motivate the thief to stop stealing.

If the thief within all of us felt more likely to be forgiven by timely pardon and financial relief, we would be motivated to steal even less and produce income even more while relying on and supporting one another.

Unfortunately, we tend to attempt to deter the outward actions of wickedness rather than to put sin to death in the individual sinner by the comfort of indulgences forgiven.

We might say, "What if I am wrong with these and other scriptural interpretations mentioned here and throughout this document? Shouldn't we all, to be on the safe side, reject these interpretations?"

This speaks from the overflow of anxiety in our hearts as Luke 6:45b helps to reveal. When I fixate on: "What if I am wrong?" I am suffering a form of anxiety coming from perfectionism, which is a terrible spiritual condition arising from not being treated with forgiveness. We must ask questions in the learning process. But we cannot acknowledge the truth we are seeking to learn when asking questions from anxiety. For anxiety prevents us from asking further questions and gaining information. Let us test these interpretations by putting them into practice and seeing if they produce the fruit of the Spirit.

Yes I am wrong - wrong with the sinful nature living inside of me. God will save all of us from our sins by forgiving us for the everlasting age to come.

At the beginning of this chapter, I wrote about the nature of choice and free will. It is a continuing topic throughout the chapter and I am continuing now with this topic. Unfortunately, we believe the choices an individual makes in this age determines the reality for him in the everlasting age to come. Ecclesiastes 11:3b says, "Whether a tree falls to the south or to the north, in the place where it falls, there will it lie." An individual might choose wrongly in this age and die but just like a tree remains the way it falls, so that individual still has the capacity to choose. And God reveals His love fully for the individual by the end of this age thru the resurrected human conduit so that correct choices can be made. For God has the initiative in regards to human choice, and it is only thru His control of the human conduit.

Unfortunately, we preach to each other that most people are damned for the age to come. We fixate on passages such as Matthew 7:13-14 without properly interpreting the gospel from all scripture using the fruit test of hypothesis. "Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it." Just how many and how few? Most of us consider ourselves on the narrow road but that's the many where according to this passage there the few are. What we are doing is unfairly comparing ourselves with each other and this is not in keeping with the gospel! From a frequent perspective of mine, I assert that right now, the many of us believe that each is choosing the right road for the next age but only the few of us believe that God will lead all of us on the right road by the end of this age and into the next one.

Romans 11:32, John 10:1-16, Isaiah 53:6 and Matthew 25:32 help to reveal that in binding all over to disobedience, God has allowed thieves, uncaring employees and wolves to steal, kill, abandon, attack and scatter the flock. So we all, like sheep, have gone astray. But we all shall be one flock with the one shepherd, lead by His voice. None of us are like goats. We are all sheep who recognize and follow the shepherd's voice.

Isaiah 55:10-11 says, "As the rain and the snow come down from heaven, and do not return to it without watering the earth and making it bud and flourish, so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater, so is my word that goes out from my mouth: It will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it."

So let us look some more and again at what God's desire and purpose is: We have already seen the assertions from II Peter 3:9b and I Timothy 2:3 that the Lord is not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance and that God our Savior wants all men to be saved and to come to a knowledge of the truth. Hosea 6:6, Psalm 40:6, Isaiah 66:2-3 and Psalm 51:16-17 states that God desires mercy, not sacrifice, and acknowledgment of Him rather than burnt offerings - that He did not desire the sacrifice of burnt offerings for they are like the killing of a man and the breaking of a dog's neck. But that God esteems one who is humble and contrite in spirit. And the sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart. Isaiah 5:15 & I Peter 5:6 reveals that humility is necessary and imperative. Yet Psalm 138:6-8, Psalm 57:1-3, Isaiah 57:15 and 55:6-9 states that though the Lord is on high, He looks upon the lowly and preserves life and has mercy and saves in fulfillment of His purpose that His love endures forever - not abandoning His works. For the high and lofty One also lives with the contrite and lowly in spirit. And the imperative to seek the Lord and forsake wickedness are His thoughts and ways - mercy and pardon heavens higher than the earth to our ways and thoughts.

So since God desire and purpose for humankind is mercy to the humble and contrite, the command for this (as His word out from His mouth) shall be obeyed by all. Everyone who ever has been who ever is now and who ever will be shall be humble and contrite, blessed with salvation - the merciful joy!

Hebrews 1:1-3a helps to reveal that our Lord's powerful word sustains all. It says, "In the past God spoke to our forefathers through the prophets at many times and in various ways, but in these last days he has spoken to us by his Son, whom he appointed heir of all things, and through whom he made the universe. The Son is the radiance of God's glory and the exact representation of his being, sustaining all things by his powerful word."

Proverbs 19:21 states that many are the plans in a man's heart, but it is the Lord's purpose that prevails.

We have prerogative and decision-making capacity. So from this mundane thing, we mistakenly see this as the ultimate reality. But we can see that God controls our wills. And each of His commands is joyfully fulfilled after the fashion of light out of darkness.

Romans 8:28-39 helps to reveal that nothing stops God from choosing to love and give salvation to everyone - not pride, rebellion, weakness, cowardliness nor any other kind of sin - NOTHING. This is the main point in what I have said at the beginning of this chapter that God always has sovereign choice.

Yes, I admit that what I am asserting is foolishness from a conventional, worldly point of view. But remember, as I mentioned in chapter 3, 4 and 6 of this document, I Corinthians 1:25 declares that "the foolishness of God is wiser than man's wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than man's strength."

This age and the age to come in reference to the true nature about choice and free will with regards to the human conduit is set forth fairly clearly in Romans 8:19-23. "The creation waits in eager expectation for the sons of God to be revealed. For the creation was subjected to frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the glorious freedom of the children of God. We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time. Not only so, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for our adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies."

Hebrews 2:15 helps to reveal that this age will not end until we are no longer afraid of death because of others that have already sinned and died. Hebrews 2:15 also helps to reveal that this age of slavery to sin will not end until sin is fully put to death. God will end this age of slavery thru the church when it becomes perfect as it becomes the whole world of human beings, wise in the good stewardship of knowledge. I believe God will cause this gradually or suddenly because He no longer wants an enslaved world and an imperfect church. The whole world of human beings includes those who have already died so, in ending this age, God also will raise the dead to restore all flesh, just like He did to Jesus as documented in passages such as Luke 24:39 and I Corinthians 15:4b. This resurrection by God, I believe, will be thru everyone following the good stewardship of knowledge. I believe God will cause this gradually or suddenly because He no longer wants His world of human beings to be incomplete.

In chapter 3 of this document, I set forth that God rules heaven and He rules the earth thru human form, and further, that God has connected His invisible heavenly realm to earth thru human form. A special elaboration of this is that God, thru the human conduit rules everything we know about the universe and everything we don't yet know about the universe and can only theorize. This metaphysical idea includes what we know and don't yet know about the experience of death.

What I am asserting in this chapter is not some evil version of the philosophy of fatalism, where each person is just a puppet hung on manipulating strings. And although mathematical calculations of super string physics shed light on this subject, it is more like God constraining our wills as our dance partner to His glorious musical vibrations.

In chapter 8 of this document, I elaborate on the topics and some concepts about suffering and sacrificial love. One assertion from this that I make now is that God knows what it is like to be a human being, suffering and dying - estranged from his or her Creator. And God will never let a single human being remain unsaved!

Revelation 20:10 & 14, Hebrews 2:14-15 and I Timothy 3:6 reveal that the devil and everything ruled by the power of death, held in conceit by the devil, will be destroyed. And this will happen when death itself is destroyed by the very principle of death: God will undo death's very existence from His creation for God's power of creation and life is greater than death. God is the first power! And He is also the last power!

Finally, by the Spirit, with all flesh and creation restored, every knee will bow in joy (Romans 14:9-13 and Philippians 2:5-11).

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CHAPTER 8: SUFFERING AND SACRIFICIAL LOVE

Now I shall concentrate more elaborately on the topics and some concepts about suffering and sacrificial love.

Here are some passages from Hebrews. I have underlined for emphasis some of the actual text. Also the city of Salem mentioned in this text is what is now known as Jerusalem. 5:8-10 says, "Although he was a son, he learned obedience from what he suffered and, once made perfect, he became the source of eternal salvation for all who obey him and was designated by God to be high priest in the order of Melchizedek." 7:11-12 & 15-17 says, "If perfection could have been attained through the Levitical priesthood (for on the basis of it the law was given to the people), why was there still need for another priest to come - one in the order of Melchizedek, not in the order of Aaron? For when there is a change of the priesthood, there must also be a change of the law. And what we have said is even more clear if another priest like Melchizedek appears, one who has become a priest not on the basis of a regulation as to his ancestry but on the basis of the power of an indestructible life. For it is declared: "You are a priest forever, in the order of Melchizedek." 7:1-3 says, "This Melchizedek was king of Salem and priest of God Most High. He met Abraham returning from the defeat of the kings and blessed him, and Abraham gave him a tenth of everything. First, his name means "king of righteousness"; then also, "king of Salem" means "king of peace." Without father or mother, without genealogy, without beginning of days or end of life, like the Son of God he remains a priest forever." 7:24, 26-28, 21-22 & 18 says, "Because Jesus lives forever, he has a permanent priesthood. Such a high priest meets our need - one who is holy, blameless, pure, set apart from sinners, exalted above the heavens. Unlike the other high priests, he does not need to offer sacrifices day after day, first for his own sins, and then for the sins of the people. He sacrificed for their sins once for all when he offered himself. For the law appoints as high priests men who are weak; but the oath, which came after the law, appointed the Son, who has been made perfect forever. He became a priest with an oath when God said to him: "The Lord has sworn and will not change his mind: 'You are a priest forever.'" Because of this oath, Jesus has become the guarantee of a better covenant. The former regulation is set aside because it was weak and useless (for the law made nothing perfect), and a better hope is introduced, by which we draw near to God." 8:13 says, "By calling this covenant "new," he has made the first one obsolete; and what is obsolete and aging will soon disappear." 9:1, 7, 9, 10b, 11 & 14 says, "Now the first covenant had regulations for worship and also an earthly sanctuary. And only the high priest entered the inner room, and that only once a year, and never without blood, which he offered for himself and for the sins the people had committed in ignorance. This is an illustration for the present time, indicating that the gifts and sacrifices being offered were not able to clear the conscience of the worshiper. They are external regulations applying until the time of the new order. When Christ came as high priest of the good things that are already here, he went through the greater and more perfect tabernacle that is not man-made, that is to say, not a part of this creation. How much more, then, will the blood of Christ, who through the eternal Spirit offered himself unblemished to God, cleanse our consciences from acts that lead to death, so that we may serve the living God!"

Therefore Jesus didn't suffer to cleanse Himself of a guilty conscience but to cleanse our consciences. Jesus did not decide to die on the cross in order to become perfect. He decided to do so because He is perfect. He always had the eternal Spirit offering Himself unblemished to God.

Dying to sin is easy for us because it is a loving thing, which is a joyful, peaceful, patient, kind, good, faithful, gentle and self-controlled thing. It cannot be a thing of suffering for us because Romans 8:11 and Galatians 2:20 sets forth that we remain alive with Christ living in us. We do not suffer because what dies is sin itself.

In contrast to having a wearied soul from sin being alive, Jesus provides the following invitation found in Matthew 11:28-30, "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." Also, Matthew 12:20 and Isaiah 42:3 adds more on this nature of Christ by saying, "A bruised reed he will not break, and a smoldering wick he will not snuff out."

Let us thank our dear Lord God! He has the initiative, and it is only thru His control of the human conduit.

Now I will show how we unfortunately have an unwholesome consideration of pain relating to God's will and use it in a false doctrine to again burden ourselves after we have already been relieved. This extremely damaging false doctrine that again burdens us arises from our ill consideration of Matthew 7:21 with I Peter 4:1, "Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. Therefore, since Christ suffered in his body, arm yourselves also with the same attitude, because he who has suffered in his body is done with sin." Unfortunately we claim that when Jesus Christ decided to do His Father's will, He suffered on the cross and therefore set us an example that suffering has to happen if we are to choose God's will to die and remain dead to sin. This is the evil and false doctrine that it is necessary to suffer pain in order to do God's will of dying and remaining dead to sin (putting sin to death).

Later, in this chapter, I elaborate on this using Hebrews 12:4-13. But first off, we must again give careful consideration that the will of God mentioned in Matthew 7:21 is that we die and remain dead to our sins (putting sin to death) by fully accepting His grace to allow it to produce the fruit of love which is joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control which casts out our guilt and anxiety over who will enter the kingdom. From God's Spirit comes the perspective that all enter the heavenly kingdom.

Secondly, consider that I Peter 4:1 does not state that he who has suffered in his body dies to sin. It also does not state that suffering in one's body is needed to remain dead to sin.

I assert that suffering in one's body has nothing to do with dying and remaining dead to sin. Bodily suffering is simply a sacrificial act one is joyfully willing to undergo for everyone's well-being. Jesus did not suffer on the cross in order to die to sin because He is sinless. He also did not suffer on the cross in order to remain sinless but because He is sinless. The cross was not in order for us to be loved but because we are loved. Jesus did not decide to suffer on the cross in order to do God's will but because He was doing God's will. And the will of God that Jesus was doing was giving grace to us.

Hebrews 5:7-8 reveals that Jesus did suffer a struggle whether or not to obey this will for Him at Gethsemane and at other times during His ministry (such as before Gethsemane - John 12:27-28 and on the cross - Matthew 27:45-46 and Mark 15:33-34). Jesus knew that God wanted Him to give grace (just as we know that God wants us to receive grace). We do not receive grace by dying on a cross but Jesus died on one while giving grace. Jesus was afraid to die. But He had the eternal Spirit offering Himself unblemished to God (Hebrews 9:14a). He felt fear but He also felt joy and peace, which caused Him to transcend fear and go to the cross. He did not go to the cross in order to feel joy and peace; God transcended Him with joy and peace above fear. II Timothy 3:12 and Hebrews 11:35-40 help to reveal that without all of us together - past, present and future, we are afraid to be persecuted (by omission and commission) - possibly to death by being vulnerable with the outward actions of sin while putting ourselves in the position to receive grace. But God can transcend us with joy and peace above fear. Jesus was scrutinized to reveal that He is no mere human in His perfect transcendence. God, thru His control of the human conduit blesses us with a remembrance of times past when we received forgiveness thru that conduit. And He causes us to transcend the fear of being vulnerable with the outward actions of sin in order to ask for and receive forgiveness once again.

Also while we are feeling afraid, God, thru His control of the human conduit can cause us to feel that our fear will cease at the end of this age by blessing us with the remembrance of faith that we have rational historical empirical evidence that God raised Jesus physically up from death and that God promises to raise us physically up from death.

Let us not be slow to learn concerning what can be said about Hebrews 5:7-11. For suffering cannot produce obedience and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit. Throughout His ministry Jesus learned obedience while suffering and it was the fruit of the eternal Spirit offering Himself unblemished to God that taught Him (Hebrews 9:14a and John 17:13 - joy)!!! God transcended Jesus to do His will for Jesus to give grace instead of Jesus’ will not to die. And God, thru His control of the human conduit can transcend us to do His will for us to receive grace instead of our will not to be persecuted (by omission and commission) - possibly to death by being vulnerable with the outward actions of sin in order to put ourselves in the position to receive grace.

God did not use this particular suffering of the cross to perfect (make complete) Jesus’ historical ministry, He ended this particular suffering at Jesus’ death and resurrection to complete Jesus’ historical ministry.

GOD, AS CHRIST JESUS AND HIS CHURCH, IS PERFECT/COMPLETE BY BECOMING THE WORLD OF HUMANS AND THEREBY BEING SUBJECT TO SUFFERING AGAINST THE SAME WEAKNESSES WE SUFFER IN.

As I mentioned in chapter 7 of this document, God knows what it is like to be a human being, suffering and dying - estranged from his or her Creator. And God will never let a single human being remain unsaved!

Because God's fruitful Spirit was always with Jesus Christ, He was always the unblemished Lamb of God (I Peter 1:19). Hebrews 12:2 and Luke 23:34 I believe clearly sets this forth - that He endured the suffering of the cross and scorned its shame when, with joy, grace flowed thru Him to us. For He had the forgiving spirit while nailed to the cross.

Dying on a cross was involved in the primary will God had for Jesus Christ to GIVE us grace. Let us realize the fact that the only sacrificial suffering we shall ever endure and scorn for the sake of each other (because of authentic death to and finish from sin - the putting of it to death) can come only by the authentic joy from RECEIVING grace. This is the primary will God continues to have for us.

We recognize that we CAN obey (do) this which is God's will and no longer suffer with the struggle and burden of guilt about not wanting to do His will by the joy this true obedience has with the perfect transcendence in the complete presence of God by the end of this age.

God forgives us our sins! Sins burden us down with guilt but His forgiveness unburdens us and bears the fruit of joy. He purifies us of all unrighteousness because we are of Him forever! Unrighteousness burdens us down with anxiety over the well-being and abundance of our lives but God purifies to unburden us also of this and to bear the fruit of peace and faithfulness in the grace of God.

God forgives us our sins! God protects the well-being of our lives by purifying us from all unrighteousness! He unburdens us with the fruit of the Spirit! God does this for us! Who we are becomes revealed because of the fruit we feel in our hearts! Praise God! For we are His powerful offspring. We are full of abundant life!

As God's powerful offspring and being full of abundant life, we have the authentically-felt capacity of great human kindness. Even when our great human kindness takes on the form of punishing personal sacrifice and disciplining ministry for one another, we undoubtedly know that we happily want it to be done so. For there is no better choice for us by His Holy Spirit. We have no doubts because we feel the love which is the joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control we get as God forgives us and keeps us as His offspring and full of abundant life.

Unfortunately, we are burdened and seek to continue to burden ourselves with the false and evil notion that God's grace alone does not keep us as His offspring because we unfortunately believe He must also employ any imaginable sacrifice, suffering, punishment and discipline on our part to keep us as His offspring and full of abundant life. This notion bears a terrible burden of guilt and anxiety over whether we are still God's offspring and full of abundant life. And this happens whenever any of us will not submit to any sacrifice, suffering, punishment and discipline vainly imagined we HAVE to do - rendering us vulnerable to the abusive control we unfortunately inflict on each other.

God does not need to employ pain on our part from any sacrifice, suffering, punishment and discipline to keep us as His offspring but only because He is helping us see that we already are His offspring. Pain, like any other aspect of evil is a contrast to what is good - contributing to our recognition between the two. The only pains for the sake of others we have to submit to are the ones we WANT to. We can submit to these because our wills authentically let us. God simple forgives us the ones we do not want to submit to - keeping us His offspring.

Pain, devoid of the fruit of God's transcending Spirit does not indicate that we are embracing life correctly, it indicates that we are embracing life incorrectly - that we are handling stress improperly. And the proper way to deal with the pains of hardships and disciplines is set forth as follows in Hebrews 12:4-13.

Our suffering is not to put sin to death in us, but for the good of others. And others' suffering is not to put sin to death in them, but for the good of us. I assert this is the healthy way to consider verses 4-13 of Hebrews chapter 12. In the paragraphs that follow, I shall elaborate.

Verse 4 says, "In your struggle against sin, you have not yet resisted to the point of shedding your blood." Consider the struggle against sin - NOT with sin, for God faithfully takes away the struggle with sin. With pathetic misfortune, we are so burdened in the struggle with sin that some of us will go so far as to harshly "discipline" his or her body to the point of shedding blood in order to have false peace towards well-being and relationship with God. But shedding blood when resisting (struggling) against sin is a different matter all together. Struggling against sin is something only God and His offspring does. Look at verses 5-7. I have underlined some of the actual text for emphasis: "And you have forgotten that word of encouragement that addresses you as sons: "My son, do not make light of the Lord's discipline, and do not lose heart when he rebukes you, because the Lord disciplines those he loves, and he punishes everyone he accepts as a son." Endure hardship as discipline; God is treating you as sons. For what son is not disciplined by his father?"

God is treating us as His offspring, not making us His offspring. We are already made offspring by forgiveness. We are not made offspring by the requirement of us to sacrifice when we (without the fruit) do not want or desire to.

Let us ask ourselves the fact that we feel greatly relieved knowing that God does not require us to submit to anything painful unless we really want to. God does not make unfair and burdening comparisons between us. Verse 8 says, "If you are not disciplined (and everyone undergoes discipline), then you are illegitimate children and not true sons." God does not say, "Your brother or sister so and so did such and such painful personal sacrifice. You must also or your growth in abundant living shall be stunted and I will no longer consider you an offspring of mine." Unfortunately, we treat ourselves this way but God does not. Consider that verse 8 does not teach that everyone has to submit at the same rate and against the same areas of unholiness. We are all individuals with different lives. What is the same for all of us (that which everyone undergoes) is that God always GIVES some sort of discipline we authentically will submit to. This is the one and only one quality of God's discipline, which is uniform to all of us and is evidence that we are legitimate offspring of His! The evidence of authentic submission is because of the presence of the fruit of the Spirit.

The very writing of this document by me is a good example of what I just asserted. I am experiencing great joy and satisfaction even while I am undergoing the pains of discipline as I write about the grace which bears the joy and peace I am experiencing. I am authentically submitting to the pains of the discipline of writing. Yet what is really expected of everyone else?! It is not to write this document or to live my life but to know the sort of discipline God is giving each one of us that we authentically will submit to - for we certainly shall then do so! We all, as God's maturing offspring - as His growing children shall certainly share in God's holiness and likeness with ever-increasing glory (verse 10 plus II Corinthians 3:18). Do we not feel this certainty? Test it out and recognize that feeling it is as it should be.

Verse 11 sets forth that as offspring, we have the righteous fruit of the Spirit and continue to feel joy and peace even while feeling the pains of discipline and produce an even greater harvest of righteousness and peace for one another.

Unfortunately, we claim that this verse teaches that discipline, which is painful, produces the righteous fruit of the Spirit. We are unfortunately wrong, for pain cannot produce pleasure and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit! Only God and His offspring, already good branches, produce more good fruit during discipline's training. All other trees and branches begin to wither under the evil of pain (becoming disabled, verse 13). But the forgiven and purified, joyfully and peacefully reign over this evil and make it as a servant in the training for even greater harvests of good fruit. It is the feelings of joy and peace which teach us how to reign over the evil of pain, how to struggle against sin, how to strengthen our enfeebled arms and weakened knees - lame from the burden of guilt (verse 12) and authentically submit to the Father of our spirits and live (verse 9)!

Unfortunately, we often bring up the notion that if everyone did only what they felt like doing, potentially nothing good would ever be followed through with. This really is just a different offshoot from what I discussed in chapter 6 on deterrence. The point is that the world of human beings is vulnerable to evil. And God, who has the initiative and primary responsibility for our well-being, has provided His grace thru His control of human stewardship thereby creating the wonderful fact that each of us can start on our own road of personal excellence and secondary responsibility for the sake of others. Thank God that everyone is involved in this because everyone is His offspring. Everyone is forgiven. One person writes a document on God's grace, another becomes the manager of a manufacturing and administrative concern. And everyone is headed in the same direction.

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CHAPTER 9: A SUCCINCT AND VITAL MESSAGE

This chapter is a succinct and vital credo that helps make clearer the thoughts and perspective set forth throughout this document.

Jesus Christ is the required, once for all, eternal, sinless and unblemished sacrifice for the forgiveness and removal of sins. (Hebrews 9:22, 26 & 28 Hebrews 13:8 I Peter 2:22, John 8:46 & I John 3:5 Hebrews 9:14 & I Peter 1:19 Isaiah 53:1-12)

His life was sacrificed but He claimed to be the resurrection and prophesied His resurrection. His claim and prophecy was fulfilled when He was brought back from the dead, as documented by many witnesses. (John 11:25 John 10:17-18 John 2:18-22 Matthew 26:61-64, Matthew 27:62-65 & Matthew 28:1-15 Acts 1:3 I Corinthians 15:3-8 Acts 2:22-36 & Psalm 16:8-11 Romans 1:1-4 Hebrews 13:20)

Unbelieving historians, including those antagonistic to Christianity, who were contemporary with the New Testament writers, also shed light on the historicity of the resurrection of Jesus Christ. Here are a few: "On the eve of Passover they hanged Yeshu of Nazareth and the herald went before him for forty days saying Yeshu of Nazareth is going forth to be stoned in that he hath practiced sorcery and beguiled and led astray Israel." (The 100-500 AD Babylonia Sanhedrin Talmud - Baraila 43a) "As the Jews were making constant disturbances at the instigation of Chrestus, he expelled them from Rome." (The 120 AD Suetonius's Life of Claudius 25.4) "Nero falsely charged with the guilt of the fire of Rome, and punished with the most exquisite tortures, the persons commonly called Christians, who were hated for their enormities. Christus, the founder of the name, was put to death by Pontius Pilate, procurator of Judea in the reign of Tiberius. But the pernicious superstition, repressed for a time broke out again, not only through Judea, where the mischief originated, but through the city of Rome also." (The 112 AD Cornelius Tacitus's Annals XV.44) "Christ was the man who was crucified in Palestine because he introduced this new cult into the world...Furthermore, their first lawgiver persuaded them that they were all brothers one of another after they have transgressed once for all by denying the Greek gods and by worshipping that crucified sophist himself and living under his laws." (The 2nd century Lucian of Samosata's The Passing Peregrinus) "Christians affirmed, however, that the whole of their guilt, or their error, was, that they were in the habit of meeting on a certain fixed day before it was light, when they sang in alternate verse a hymn to Christ as to a god, and bound themselves to a solemn oath,...never to falsify their word, not to deny a trust when they should be called upon to deliver it up." (The 112 AD Plinius Secundus's Epistles X.96)

The believers solemnly testified to the resurrection. Such testimony is found in the New Testament such as I Corinthians 15:4b & 12-20a. It says, "Christ was raised on the third day according to the Scriptures. But if it is preached that Christ has been raised from the dead, how can some of you say that there is no resurrection of the dead? If there is no resurrection of the dead, then not even Christ has been raised. And if Christ has not been raised, our preaching is useless and so is your faith. More than that, we are then found to be false witnesses about God, for we have testified about God that he raised Christ from the dead. But he did not raise him if in fact the dead are not raised. For if the dead are not raised, then Christ has not been raised either. And if Christ has not been raised, your faith is futile; you are still in your sins. Then those also who have fallen asleep in Christ are lost. If only for this life we have hope in Christ, we are to be pitied more than all men. But Christ has indeed been raised from the dead."

The historians who did not believe that Jesus was raised from the dead attributed His followers' solemn testimony to things other than an act of God - such things as sorcery, beguilement (deception by trickery), mischief, superstition and enormity (outrageous claims.)

The apostle Paul appealed to unbelieving and/or antagonistic witnesses to Jesus by asking, "Why should any of you consider it incredible that God raises the dead?" (Acts 26:8 along with Acts 26:2-3 & 25-29 Acts 23:6-9 Acts 24:22 & 24 Acts 25:9-10)

Let us not consider it incredible that God exists and raises the dead. Let us not be afraid of God.

The original manuscripts of the vast majority of literature written from about 500 BC - 200 AD no longer exists. And even though we do not have the original manuscripts of the New Testament, there is a greater abundance of existing copies made closer in time to the originals than there are for any other works of literature written from about 500 BC - 200 AD. This archeology of writing shows the New Testament we have now to be a highly reliable and accurate document of the original writings. The New Testament has been well established by God thru His use of the human conduit.

Christian writers as well as their non-Christian historian contemporaries have testified that the believers promised never to falsify their word or to be untrustworthy. And as literary analysis sheds light to the form by which the New Testament originated and was written down, it is shedding light on the way God directed it to be. The New Testament is according to God's sovereign will thru His use of the human conduit.

Let us not be afraid to consider the New Testament credible.

We have these fears because of the past inundation of unhealthy interpretation about God. So let us consider carefully and pay more careful attention to Jesus Christ and what He taught His apostles to be written down and taught to all of us. (John 14:24b-26 John 17:17-20 Mark 4:23-24 & Hebrews 2:1)

The temptations Jesus Christ suffered are due to and reveal that He is without sin - no sin is in Him for He is pure. This special paradox was accomplished because He was transcended with the joy of the sinless, unblemished, forgiving spirit of God who cannot be tempted by evil. (Hebrews 2:18 Hebrews 4:15 I John 3:3 & 5 Hebrews 9:14 James 1:13 Hebrews 12:2 John 17:13 Luke 23:34)

So Jesus Christ was scrutinized to reveal that He is no mere human in His perfect transcendence and although His temptations are due to and reveal that He is without sin, our temptations are due to and reveal that we are with sin. For even though unclean desires are not of us, they do live within us and make us unclean on the outside. We are already sinning when we experience evil desires. Temptation indicates evil desires, which are sinful desires because they are produced by sin. They are conceived by sin and after they grow for a while, the outward phase of sin is born. Temptation is not a test to determine if we can remain without sin or not. Temptation is proof that we are with sin and that we are in need of help. And we know when we are without sin and no longer in need of help when there is no temptation. Temptation is evidence of sin being alive. It is equivalent to being caught in sin. (Romans 7:8 Mark 7:20-23 Matthew 5:21-22 & 27-28 James 1:14-15 Hebrews 2:18b Hebrews 4:16 Romans 7:9 Galatians 6:1)

So the point is not to resist temptation. By the Spirit and will of God, the point is to resist the tempter. Resisting the devil is done by gently instructing one another to knowledge of these truths about the temptation phase and outward phase of sin for us as mere humans so that we all may come to our senses and escape this ignorance. For ignorance is the trap of the devil. (Matthew 4:1-3 & 5 I Thessalonians 3:5 James 4:7 I Peter 5:8-9 II Timothy 2:25-26)

Stewardship is faithful and wise management service. The conduit of human stewardship is the earth-subduing design and creation of God. God's Spirit of FORGIVENESS exists for us only thru this conduit of human stewardship. God's Spirit of FORGIVENESS is for the whole world. But it can reach us only thru this conduit of His. And He initiated and controls the conduit for FORGIVENESS thru Jesus for His followers, next thru them for others, then thru others for us. And once we are receiving God's Spirit of FORGIVENESS, which is thru the conduit, then we become a part of that conduit as well. Until we are receiving God's Spirit of FORGIVENESS, which is thru the conduit, we are not yet a part of that conduit. (Luke 12:42 Matthew 24:45 Genesis 1:26-28 John 1:1-4, 14 & 17-18 I John 4:2 John 20:21-23 I John 4:12 Psalm 23:2 & Hosea 11:4 John 13:15-17 John 21:15 -17 I John 4:19)

God's Spirit of FORGIVENESS (which exists for us only thru the human conduit) cancels the written code with its regulations and takes it away. (Colossians 2:13-14)

Sin does not live in us when it is dead apart from law. (Romans 7:8b)

To reiterate, from all that has just been asserted, we recognize the death of sin within us when we are no longer experiencing temptation.

It is imperative that we put sin to death. But this is not done by the false and valueless resisting of the temptation phase of that sin in us nor is it done by resisting the outward phase of that sin in others. We put sin to death by continuously receiving FORGIVENESS when we have gotten to the point where we persistently ask for FORGIVENESS of the outward phase of that sin in everyone. For this is God's way out when sin seizes the opportunity to live in us. (Galatians 5:19-21 & 24 Colossians 3:5 & 8 Colossians 2:23 Matthew 5:38-42 Acts 13:38 & 43 Matthew 18:21-22 Luke 11:1-13 Luke 18:1-8 John 16:24 Matthew 5:42 I Corinthians 10:13 & Romans 7:8)

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APPENDIX

DILIGENCE TO DETAIL

God indeed cares about all the details
of people locked up in spiritual jails.

Using bricks of anxiety when they were built
their doors and windows are barred up with guilt.
A vague threat is used like a ball and chain
by the abusive, themselves abused - pain begets pain.
(If you think of a few, be kind and not name.)

"If I can get
people to worry and fret
with the message of
disobeyed details
that still has to be met
then You shall never receive
their praise, their true love
for they shall not know
they are fondly thought of."

Boasted the evil one in the presence of God.
So what do you think He said to that fraud?

"WITH CORDS OF HUMAN KINDNESS I LED THEM, WITH TIES OF LOVE."
Hosea 11:4 is the precedent to know what is or is not from above.

 
My heart is led in this way - and follow my heart that I do!
The heart, misunderstood and yet with this message is new.

So with a feel for details, one will be able to know
what applies today from long ago.

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EPILOGUE

I considered what I might write about myself. So I have made an extra number of personal remarks. In stating my viewpoints, I have wanted to go beyond the mere sharing of the thoughts and feelings of loneliness, isolation and hurt that I have. And even though I assert that these feelings are the result of being demoralized and devastated from bad religion, I want them to be an example for all of us to relate to when any of us thinks and feels this way, ultimately for the comfort and edification of us all as we become more understanding towards one another. For I have attempted to state viewpoints of hope.

It might be said that the experiences I've had and the propensities and disposition I've got have polarized me. I want to say that we all have polarization tendencies. So my point is for us all to have attitudes and perceptions that are accurate to what is universally true for human society which pluralism tests and discovers for.

I often haven't experienced the kind of forum where I can share strong personal opinions. So I'm asking readers to be open-minded to the idea that perhaps the things I so strongly assert just might have universal truth and value.

We need to stop blaming ourselves for our problems and start seeing others for who they really are. They are God's conduits of His responsibility and love for us. And we need to stop blaming others for their problems and start seeing ourselves for who we really are. We are God's conduits of His responsibility and love for others.

It gets suggested that I create the situation of hurt, isolation and loneliness for myself. It is not true. If I am contributing to the perpetuation of this situation, it is only partial and in a secondary, subordinate way. But I have not created the situation. I have been demoralized and devastated by bad religion. And although the world is complex and enriching, it is often ignorantly careless and indifferent. For even when it has asserted a good teaching, it has often neglected to encourage me to put it into practice.

If someone were to say, "What's your problem? I've faced suffering!” I would say, "You are either belly-aching or boasting. Either way you are not encouraging me as I face the suffering of a waning faith in God.

I know that many conventional thinkers in the world would say that I'm just trying to shift the blame instead of taking responsibility for my life, and to teach others to do the same. Yet I must say now, please! read how I've addressed these subjects throughout this document. For it is not about me, it is about us - all of us!

So I don't blame others for their miseries. And others should not blame me for mine. Let all of us, as the Lord shall grant, make an ending to all whining.

I've been accused of profligating with some evil version of the philosophy of fatalism, where each person is just a puppet hung on manipulating strings. And although mathematical calculations of super string physics shed light on this subject, as previously mentioned in chapter 7 of this document, I see it as God constraining our wills as our dance partner to His glorious musical vibrations.

We have prerogative and decision-making capacity. So from this mundane thing, we mistakenly see this as the ultimate reality. But we can see that God controls our wills. And each of His commands is joyfully fulfilled after the fashion of light out of darkness.

I believe in the blessing of self-control, for it is of the fruit of the Spirit. It is Christ living in me (Galatians 2:20.) But I don't believe in free will, not having been dead in my sins (Ephesians 2:1) nor having died with Christ (Colossians 2:20.) For I am thankful in being granted the benefit of this gift of undergoing the process of being set free from sin, becoming a slave to God and under the control of righteousness (Romans 6:17-22.)

Here is another, more condensed credo that enhances all I've written about throughout this document. It also will help introduce some additional personal remarks.

1. God is the only source of our well-being. His Spirit is that of loving forgiveness. And joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control are the fruits of His Spirit.

2. God is creator and sovereign over all things. We have no free will. God constrains us as the good shepherd for His flock by being the Lamb of God thru Jesus and His church. So only thru His sovereign control of the human conduit, is God the source of our well-being which includes the fruit of self-control.

3. Jesus Christ was scrutinized to reveal that He is without sin. Our temptations reveal that sin is living in us. God's forgiveness thru Christ (Jesus and His church) aborts sin at its temptation phase (before it is ready to be born as its outward phase.) Therefore, sin dies.

4. God gives His fruit to nourish our faith, temporarily has mysteries to train our faith and temporarily allows evil to test our faith so that the gift of faith in His goodness grows as strong as the fact of His goodness.

I think about the events of John chapter 11. God wept over His friend, Lazarus. He wept! Almighty God experienced the grief of loss and soon would experience His own brutal death. It is an unfortunate necessity that all manner of evil be experienced. Almighty God has demonstrated this to be so. For even though He used His might to raise Lazarus from the dead and soon would raise Himself from the dead, He did not use His might to stop Himself from experiencing pain and suffering. God understands. He knows. He shall spare us all. For evil is not His will.

I loath pain and suffering. So much of my hopes and dreams and plans are killed. Yet, there are additional hopes and dreams and plans. And God directs the faith He gives. God causes me to trust Him and to see that there is no better choice than to believe I am loved and to feel that my life, such as it is, is a gift - touched by and touching many people for the better or the worst. I begin to trust that the experience of the fruit of God's Spirit is His will for me. Perhaps things are getting better. I feel more joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control with God in relation to others in the world. And I'm more confident that God provides in every way. Although I can feel better, this is not always the case nor do I always trust. And I do not always have a sense of well-being. God directs me forward - both up and down.

When I pray to the invisible God, it is often a prayer for His help to go to the places in me where His Spirit is (given thru others in the past) to sustain me while alone. And I remember the positive choices and choose again and again - as habit. This is of benefit to me and to others. I believe in the blessing of self-control, for it is of the fruit of the Spirit. It is Christ living in me (Galatians 2:20.) But I don't believe in free will, not having been dead in my sins (Ephesians 2:1) nor having died with Christ (Colossians 2:20.) For I am thankful in being granted the benefit of this gift of undergoing the process of being set free from sin, becoming a slave to God and under the control of righteousness (Romans 6:17-22.) I am not always blessed with prayer life of this kind. Nor am I always blessed with these good remembrances and positive habits.

I know that the mundane blessings of skill (asserted by the world) in the practical affairs of acting upon the right thing to do and not upon how one feels would be all for not without grace and its acknowledgment by us all. I think how self-initiative is such a personal power - easily corrupting a person into thinking and acting wrongly that self-control is not a gift from another, not a gift from God. Therefore God grants it sparingly.

I am being given my humble portion. So sometimes I'm a success in society and sometimes I'm not. It is a brutish society, incognizant of anything but the mundane and charmed by the worldly blessings of the skillful practice of amoral realism by the disciples of Nicolo Machiavelli's The Prince.

I aim to be in the world but not of it. I aim to participate in the mundane. But I aim neither to have my heart enthralled by the world nor to have my heart waste away - aghast at the overwhelming mundaneness of the world. I aim to deal in the fact that I have no better choice than to live this necessary life given to me. I aim to travel this realm of half-lights and dim heavenly visions - hoping for the best; accepting the worst and preparing to meet and create the brightness of heaven.

The world is not yet as it should be. Unfortunately, we must do for ourselves alone more than what ought to be so. There is an old vulgar saying that goes, "You got to hold your own water." I therefore aim to busy myself with accomplishments - not worrying about the fact that we all remain in want because there is still too much ignorance of the best aspects of Christian wisdom that is available for us to gain perspective on and to practice with.

Yes, I aim myself this way. But only sometimes do I experience accomplishment and only sometimes do I not worry.

In the author's foreword to this document I stated that I wanted to reflect in writing a specific perspective. I trust that I have set forth this perspective throughout this document. And I trust that this perspective can be continued in some other way at some other time.

I used to have a much different perspective during my childhood and for most of my very young adult years. But my beliefs are different now. And whole sets of questions I had then have now been answered.

It seems too frequently that I have difficulties experiencing a sense of companionship in the relationships I have with others. And I can wonder why. Occasionally, there is opportunity to discuss in detail with people this belief system I've had since 1986. With open-minded integrity, I still ask questions about the difficulties: Is it because I still do not believe in the correct things that need to be believed in and am not putting them into practice? Is it because others still do not believe in the correct things that need to be believed in and are not putting them into practice? Is it a combination of the two? Or is it something else? So far, the answers to these new questions have always been the perspective and thoughts set forth throughout this document. So God sometimes grants His blessings sparingly. And I'm lacking. I trust that my current lack of joyous self-control with my sense of companionship towards others will ripen rich in joy.

May the discussions I've had and the ones I might have in the future be good enough for this not yet perfected world of ours. May this document be good enough for this not yet perfected world of ours. May I be good enough for this not yet perfected world of ours. My life has continued, by the grace of God.

I hope that care will be used in the interpretation of this document so that all may be better edified. I ask for this consideration to be done regardless at what level of regard I'm held in.

Here are some additional viewpoints: I believe that our God-given uniqueness, which sometimes can be manifested in such biochemical mechanisms as DNA but is more fundamental than that, make all of us individuals, each with our own set of propensities and dispositions that differentiate us one from the other. And also by God's sovereign will, the good experiences of the Spirit of His forgiving and edifying love make all of us the righteous individuals we are as His church - the body of Christ. I feel that I Corinthians chapter 12 verse 4 through chapter 14 verse 4 and Ephesians chapter 4 verse 1 through verse 16 contributes much to this belief.

The most important battles between God and Satan rage in the church, not out in the so-called "world". I believe God designed His church to be the whole world of humans. And I am writing this document for all to help assure (if only to me) that the gates of Hades will not overcome the church. But the worst evils are not when people fall away but when we all in the church throw them away, not when the church gets lampooned but because we all in the church have failed to forgive.

Now floating about is the notion of "agreeing to disagree" as the way for harmony in the world (as if we had nothing better available to us to create the harmony). I assert that this notion is stupidity. For its principle allows division, strife, bad temper, dissension, schism and quarreling to fester and grow.

As a matter of fact I Clement 46:5-9 & 47:7 says, "Why is it that you harbor strife, bad temper, dissension, schism, and quarreling? Do we not have one God, one Christ, one Spirit of grace, which was poured out on us? And is there not one calling in Christ? Why do we rend and tear asunder Christ's members and raise a revolt against our own body? Why do we reach such a pitch of insanity that we are oblivious of the fact we are members of each other? Recall the words of our Lord Jesus. For he said: "Woe to that man! It were better for him not to have been born than to be the occasion of one of my chosen ones stumbling. It were better for him to have a millstone around his neck and to be drowned in the sea, than to pervert one of my chosen." Your schism has led many astray; it has made many despair; it has made many doubt; and it has distressed us all. Yet it goes on! The result is that the Lord's name is being blasphemed because of your stupidity, and you are exposing yourselves to danger."

Let us see that the true, safe, proper and necessary thing rather than festering disunity is to open up the wound, clean and disinfect it. Even though this causes a sting for us to feel, it shall not last, for this wound will then truly start to heal and greater unity will then proceed to develop. Test that what I'm asserting is true by the fruit it shall produce. For what we have available to us is God's forgiving good will! And Paul exhorts in I Corinthians 1:10, 2:16 & II Corinthians 10:5, "I appeal to you, brothers, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that all of you agree with one another so that there may be no divisions among you and that you may be perfectly united in mind and thought. We have the mind of Christ. We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ." God is forgiving. He is good! So, as Proverbs 29:18 helps to reveal, without the restraint of a unified revelation about God, we will continue to be exposed to tragedies.

Charles Dickens helps to shed light on the great importance of knowledge and revelation in his story, A Christmas Carol. As the ghost of Christmas present was about to leave Scrooge, he showed him the two wretched children and stated essentially that the girl is want and the boy is ignorance, and to beware of them both but mostly to beware of the boy. And I assert that we must resolve our ignorance, or we all will continue to be in terrible want.

By the way, and this is beside the point: Are men and women different? Is one gender superior? Men and women are different, sure. But we are all the same as unique individuals. We are all fully human.

In reference to the important link of God with His human conduit - Jesus and His church, I must say that more of the worldly orthodoxy of fitting in with a society's culture and conventional thinking - that which was used to spread the church to worldwide influence must give way to elements of grace like those outlined in chapter 4 and elsewhere in this document. For it was for the sake of God's grace that this orthodoxy was used, and now grace must be brought to the table of honor, so to speak.

The scripture refers to Logos many times and I understand this and now share in one particular way: The writer establishes a relationship with words to reflect the powerful, everlasting reasoning which fathers those words.

I've referred to the scriptures often. I've used the New International Version of the Bible. I believe the Bible is not a textbook only of science, nor economics, nor grammar or even only of history. Every word is about loving wisdom. So that we may properly value every complexity of reality to have reality properly serve us and us - reality.

This document is not too esoteric for the common good, even though others say that. Let us remember that the world thought that the knowledge in the 1970's of supposed inert chemicals which actually damage upper level atmosphere ozone was too esoteric for the common good, yet was so valuable that Nobel prizes have been given. This is only an example of how we often have the misfortune of not properly valuing esoteric endeavors.

It is my perspective and belief that God's blessing of wisdom is in me. Now the reader might say, "Well, there's his problem - he thinks he's better than everyone else. So there's alienation." But this is not about me; it is about us - all of us. I believe a gift of wisdom has been given to me by God. This is not arrogance on my part, for possessing the knowledge of God is no guarantee that any love will dwell on earth, in me or in anyone else. I believe that God has blessed me with enlightenment but only when at least two similarly enlightened people are in earthly fellowship will there be a more effective conduit for love on earth. We lack mutual cognitive understanding. I am not God. I am just like any other person, often filled with sin.

I am alone. It is so rare to meet sufficiently enlightened people or others who are becoming sufficiently enlightened (according to my God-given perspectives.) I am cognizant of the feelings of others when perspectives differ, yet I often feel the pain of loneliness.

I keep seeking, knocking and asking of the world of human beings to be enlightened with me in shared perspective. But I discover far too few who are sufficiently enlightened and far too few who are becoming sufficiently enlightened (according to my God-given perspectives.) So far, for the most part, everyone I've come in contact with has a childish cognition. Sometimes the desire to remain in this quest diminishes. Because of human ignorance, I very often unfortunately experience a world of humans that are worse off even from other animals that have the sentience only of instinct. For even animals are totems for us. Often I try to escape this pain with pleasant past times and playful diversions with others. But it feels like I'm associating with something far less than children or pets, and not with the enrichment of adults. I try doing things by myself for escape. I have the pain of no human fellowship in this world of dull and unearthly brute beasts. Sometimes sin wells up inside of me and I do what is wrong and not what is right. And I wonder what is to become of me. I even find it difficult sometimes to earn a living when co-workers and business associates are these brutes to me. What an unfortunate thing this is. God is granting me the self-control to regard my fellow humans more excellently and nobly (to better enter His gates with thanksgiving, as the psalmist says.) But God often grants self-control sparingly. So sometimes I'm lacking. I trust the lack of this joyous thing will ripen rich in joy. But until such time, this lack is an unfortunate thing. We are afraid of poverty. We are afraid of many things including death. The more we are afraid of what can happen to me or anyone else, the less we see the truth that I have asserted in this document. This is terrible. But this is how I am "saying my peace." May it be good enough for this not yet perfected world of ours.

Often there is little fruit in me because I know too few to practice wisdom with. I have written this document about wisdom but I Corinthians 13:2 helps to reveal that even if I can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge about wisdom, without love I am nothing.

There are those who presume to be teaching enlightenment but are not. They assert that there is no absolute truths yet assert they are absolutely certain of this. So they are set up to suffer painful cognitive dissonance. And I feel even more alone.

I understand a sad irony found in Watership Down by Richard Adams. It is a story about rabbits written to illustrate a number of human characteristics. Some of the rabbit characters are more like adults to me than are most actual people I know. For of the actual people I know, most have very childish cognition. Here is a quote near the end of Chapter 31, which helps to reveal my lament: "'Are you angry, El-ahrairah?' asked Lord Frith. "'No, my Lord,' replied El-ahrairah, 'I am not angry. But I have learned that with creatures one loves, suffering is not the only thing for which one may pity them. A rabbit who does not know when a gift has made him safe is poorer than a slug, even though he may think otherwise himself.' "'Wisdom is found on the desolate hillside, El-ahrairah, where none comes to feed, and the stony bank where the rabbit scratches a hole in vain. But, speaking of gifts, I have brought . . .'" May gifts of blessing continue to be brought to us all.

Sin and death is temporary, not to be the way of things to come. For now it does not matter that this is the age of a world of humans punishing humans. And it is not the most fundamental issue whether or not there is an everlasting human hell. For these do not destroy the sinful nature within me. I do not want to be punished. I do not want to die. But I want to sin even more than this. The terrible consequences of sin cannot really motivate me to stop sinful actions and inactions because the inner desire remains. I want the inner desires to be destroyed so there is a simultaneous experience of the felt fruit of the Spirit acting as love which is joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. I am still subject to and dependent on God, whether experiencing failure or success, punishment or reward, death or life.

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