In the future I want to do in the conclusion after a serious thinking is to do a musical but besides that I want to draw. Right now too, I'm doing art as a hobby. But whenever I show them my art, they are disgusted. The next thing I want to try is to do the dotted painting art looking thing because I it take time to do it and when I get old, If I can do art, I think I will enjoy. It is a great hobby.

These days, I'm getting fat and that's one of my worries. When I was doing musical in kyoto I didn’t care and didn’t think I am the type that gets fat easily. That's why I am worries these days because I have to dance I guess to be sweaty so then I can be skinnier. Right now I'm busy but I don’t get sweaty I guess that's how my body is and that's why I get fat easily. These days all of my costumes are getting smaller, Kohara and I are saying we have to do a diet. For example when we pick our food we have to ask the others around us how many carolies there are is in the food. I try to think not to eat too much. But when I go for a shoot there is the table full of food like a snack place and I cant stop myself from eating and it is hard to bare with it. But I think I'm kind of normal it's just that my other members are really skinny that I looks so much more fat. Everyone… in the member why don't u ever get fat???

Right now what I want to do is to take pictures. When I was at a shoot, I borrowed a cameraman's camera and when I looked through the lens I felt different looking through the world without a camera. When I looked at a thing at a different view I though of it as a different thing. I found something new.

I actually hate to be picture taken. I guess I'm not a photogenic. I feel embarrassed and shy. When I go to my friend's grandma's house which his grandma do pictures and when I go on the elevator I see his grandma's picture collections which is all about view of a city and all that. Last time when I went there I saw a sunset…and it was a red view there was a black color mixed. That picture made me go into the picture taking more that in flounced. I plan to do it more deeply…

Right now the division between the work and school is hard. It is a problem. The thing I do is improvement but I sometimes thing…I'm not doing correctly to make a division. I am really worried. Because of work, I am really busy. I sometimes don’t go to school because of work and sometime don’t go to work because of school. When I have to quit either…I think of it as if I'm doing it right or not. I try to make it right but it is hard. I just try my best as I can anyway. For me both work and school is very important. And because of that I try to do my best. This problem will be involved with me, so right now I'm try to do my best and think the best way to it.

Even though I look like this I have worries too ! The greatest worry that I had these days was about arashi. Before we went to Hawaii to announce the debut, I was thinking about myself, and I got worried. Afterwards, I just couldn't resolve it by myself so then I talked to someone else too. When I talk to someone I feel more relaxed. But I don’t think it got solved not when I talk about with someone I think it gets resolved when resolve it myself.

These days, I 'm living with all my strength involved with everything. When I realize I'm putting all my strength to it I guess it affected from my work. For example I go into bath with best as I can, and I eat food more than I need. Within myself I think why am I trying so hard? But I guess I'm still not used to it.

Doing a debut I am working much more late than when I used to be in a junior member. I have more work now. And my sleeping time is less now. I have to sleep !!!! One time, I got a flue and from then I wash my hand often and do everything to avoid the sickness getting to me. But I'm happy. I dream good things too but I'm really happy because I watch a dream that makes me really happy.

The dream I watched last time is kind of game like. In the dream this god was in it and I was doing everything he told me to do …hehehehe and I don’t know why but my little brother was there too and we were still young. We rode on a train and when we got off at the next stop, it was America and it was very fantasy like and strange dream… heheheheh

Right now, what I want to do the most is to make my hair white. There is a lot of member who dyed his hair brown but no one did white right? So I want to do that the most. Last time, shingo katori from smap dyed his hair and it was cool. Well, right now I just had my hair permed when I had free time, Aiba wanted to cut his hair so I went with him and there was a lot of time left so then I permed my hair, that's how I changed my hairstyle. When I went home, I wasn’t doing anything and found a brown dying haircolor so then I started making my hair brown. If I have free time about a month, when I would do is to make a huge change in my hair. I want to just change my hair style and go to a trip or something. I want to go to Hokkaido or America. In my head I'm planning a lot though..

If I change my hairstyle, my fans will be surprised I know that for sure because I know how I felt when I saw a Italian women volleyball team… member named catertory…(don’t know who she is ne~ can't spell her name ne~~ sorry~) when I saw her…she used to had a long hair but when she cut her hair I was surprised and I was thinking WHAT HAPPENED !. Last time at worldcup stadium, I saw her and we had a handshake. I was really really happy and I realized how a fan could feel when they shake a hand with someone the love. When I see my fans being happy, I thought I should do this often to make my fans happy.

Last time when I went to Nagoya, I roomed with ohno and we had nothing to do so then we started talking about what we want to do in ARASHI. We were just talking like we want to do a concert. Ohno wants to do a Ballad but I just want to have a communication with fans. We just talked about that nonsense for about 3 hours.

Even I'm busy with work, I want to attend school for at least an hour. It is hard to do that and improve but during the break time, I talk stupid things with my friends, and when I do that, my stress and worries goes away. When my friend say I did this during the weekend, I feel like I was there too, even though I wasn’t there. But ,anyway it is soon the test season(exam) so I gotta start studying.

Right now, I'm very busy but I am really happy. But I am sad my private time will be reduced. That's why when my body is tried I go back to my room I try to have a private time to bare and bare with my sleepiness. For example, before sleeping, I read a book, listen to music, the book that I'm reading right now is " Yomu Kusuri " (reading medicine) I am really into that book. In the car, if I'm not reading, I get sleepy. When I still was doing " V no Arashi " I was on train and I accidentally slept and when I woke up, I was at the place where I don’t even know it was really far away off country place and I was really surprise ! (laugh)