You all think I am fucking perfect. Well fuck that. You don’t have any idea about what I do for you. It’s all an act … but I most certainly am not who you think I am. I’ll give you two reasons:
1. I have an eating disorder, Anorexia Nervosa. Have you been wondering where I’ve been these past few months? In an “institution.” The disease was killing me, literally, just like the damn pressure you guys put on me! I didn’t want anybody to catch me hacking up what I had eaten for breakfast, lunch, and dinner, but they did. Who? My four best friends, the people I didn’t want to know about it the most! I wish they didn’t have to see that. Because I am sick of being the “POP” Superstar, the ONE with the curly hair, THE Justin Timberlake...my life sucks ass. It fucking sucks so bad, I want out, and I want it NOW!
2. Now this will come as a shock to you…and to so many others, except for my four best friends & family. I have two kids (man that feels so fucking good to say). Ashlee and Andrew, both five. They sure are my world…not the damn “POP” world, which I want out of so bad. I’ve hurt them, like they don’t need to be hurt. I’ve hardly seen them in their short lives … you know why, because of YOU WORLD, are so fucking demanding. They don’t know about my problems, they just know that “Daddy is really sick,” and I intend to keep it that way until they are old enough to understand. So DON’T fuck that up.
I’ve kept them sheltered for long enough, and that’s ALL over now. I will be seen out and about, learning and watching my kids grow. And you won’t do a fucking thing to stop it.
So good-bye “POP” world, good-bye to the whole world. I quit being THE Justin Timberlake, a long time ago, and am going to be plan ole Justin Timberlake. YOU aren’t going to stop me… it’s over … *NSync is over … as our song goes, “You may hate me but it ain’t no lie baby, BYE, BYE, BYE!”
See ya never again,