*·º·×·º·*Days Of Our Lifes*·º·×·º·*
Chapter One
It was around six in the morning, but not just any morning today was different. It was Nicky's first day of school. Not only that but Nick was going back on tour over seas. Nick and Shyan were living together in the same house. Mainly because of their son Nicky who they both adored. Shyan and Nick's band mates where not exactly on speaking terms but she could understand that. After all that happend to them; they were like brother's, she could understand why they were hurt. Nick is the youngest so they tried to protect him more.
"Mommy, Daddy wake up!" Nicky said crawling into theri bed.
"Nicky what's going on?" Nick asked still half asleep.
"Daddy you and Mommy are suppose to go to school with me today. It's my first day member!" He said trying to shake them up.
"But Nicky it 6:30 in the morning, you still have half an hour till you really need to wake up. School starts at 8:00 baby." Shyan said to him as he shook his head.
"But it doesn't matter Mommy, member I can't tell time!" Shyan and Nick laughed. They pulled him down in between the two of them and told him to go to sleep.
~OOO~
At seven Nicky ran down to his room tog et ready, though he didn't know how. Nick was still asleep, unaware of the time. Shyan figured she'd help Nicky get dressed and get dressed herself. Then wake Nick knowing he could use all the sleep he could get before the tour started.
"Hey Nick, baby," She said softly while shaking him gentle as she sat on the edge of his side of the bed. "It's 7:30 do wannna wake up?" As soon as she asked that she decide to rephrase that. "I think you should is what I meant." He mumbled something and pulled her down and kissed her. "Ummmm....Nick I was just going to say that if you couldn't make it to Nicky's first day I'd be okay about it. You know if you wanna get some more sleep in before leaving today.:
Nick sat up in bed. She just laughed at his bed hair sticking up in a hundred directions. He just ignored it. He looked serious instead.
"I wouldn't mess our son's first day, ever!" She thought that was sweet and kissed his cheek.
"Well them you better get up how."
"Yeah guess so!" Shyan started getting up to leave, but Nick grabbed her arm. She turned around, making her look straight at Nick in the eye.
"I've been meaning to ask you this for a while now and I know it's sudden and all but..."
"Yeah?"
"Would you go on tour with me?"
She was a little shocked.
"You know I'd love to but it's not possible. What about Nicky and his school..." She was cut off.
"My mom said she would pick and drop him everyday to school. She's been wanting to spend time with Nicky anyway."
"But Nick I couldn't . How would Nicky feel. I would miss him to much. I couldn't."
"We could ask Nicky and you can call him all you want, everyday! If you don't like it fly back or go visit him everyweek and comeback. Everything can be arragned we could go back on my breaks too. We could fly him out on weekends. The only question is if you wanna go with me or not?"
"Oh Nick that was never a question in my mind." She thought a second while Nick had been talking. "Um, okay only if Nicky doesn't mind."
"Great!"
~OOO~
They had left to take Nicky to school. In the car it caw pretty silent.
"Nicky?" Shyan turned to her son and Nick looked back through the mirror. "Do you want to stay with Grandma and Grandpa for a while? Grandma and Grandpa want to see you and want you to sleep over for a while there. Do you want to go?"
"Oh I love Grandma and Grandpa they give me toys and I love Aunt BJ, Uncle Aaron, Aunt Leslie, Aunt Angle, and Aunt Ginger! I wanna go!"
Shyan and Nick turned to look at each other and Nick smiled.
"Daddy, is Uncle Aaron going to be home? I love Uncle Aaron! He plays with me!"
"Yeah son, I'll make sure he plays with you for as long as your there! And Uncle Aaron can buy you some new games too okay.
"Yayyyyyy!"
"Nicky today Grandpa or Grandma are going to come pick you up from school okay baby."
~OOO~
Shyan packed up her stuff and Nicky's to send to Nick's Dad's and Mom's house.
"This is gonna be an awesome tour." Nick said grinning a mile wide. They stopped at Nick's mom's and dad's house to visit before leaving and drop off Nicky's clothes.
~OOO~
The guys were all meeting at the terminal.
"God I'm nerves! Damn!" She said out loud. "Been a while since I cused caouse nicky's always around, I hope not to get into a habbit!" She thought.
"Why babe, I mean there's no reason to be nerves." he grabbed her hand and gave it a squeeze then moved his arm around her shoulder.
"Thanks Nick." She sorta smiled.
~OOO~
"Where the hell is Nick, Damn it, he's late!" Kevin stressed.
"Dawg, chill, he'll be here and besides they're not even boarding yet." Brian calmed his cousin down.
"God we haven't boarded and Kev's already bitching!" AJ whispered over to Brian.
"Yeah well I think he just misses Kristin."
"Probably."
~OOO~
"Hey guys." Nick came up to them and did this certain type of hand shake. Shyan felt parnoid that they were giving her dirty looks.
"Hey dawg Kevins on his bitchy mode so watch out." AJ said come to him.
"Aight bro." Nick knew why. "Thanks for the warning. Oh shit he's comin' here and he aint lookin' to happy, DAMN!"
'Okay Train I know the drill. I come on time and you kick my ass dude."
"Okay so I was cutting to the chase I didn't really feel like being bitched at, at the moment for something I didnt do!" Nick thought.
Kevin went off on Nick.
"Kevin listen dawg I don't fuckin' need this. We all know you miss Kris don't fuckin' take this out on us! I didn't even do anything! Instead of bitching go fucking call her damn!" Nick didn't mean to say that that but he wasn't going to have to get into trouble before the tour strated bacuase he'd do a good job of it ove it did start. Nick quickly took everything back.
"Sorry bro." Nick said looking down.
"Naw I'm sorry..." Kevin just walked away.
"Is he gonna be alright?" Shyan asked but they ignored her. She felt like crying and hurt but she knew this was coming. The guys just walked away, leaving Nick and Shyan alone.
"God I just wanna go home." She said in a depressed voice.
"Flight 25 is now ready for departure." A flight attendent said.
"Tell me what's wrong?" Nick said sincerely.
"I don't know" Shyan didn't want to briden Nick with the situation. "Never mind lets just go, they're boarding now." She just took a deep breath and ignored it. "Why do I feel like something's just not right, maybe it's just my nerves." She thought as they stepped into the plane.
~OOO~
"Yo, I think that if we keep ignoring Shyan like this Nicks gonna realize. I mean his not that dump." AJ whispered to Howie.
"You under estimate Nick..." Howie was cut off.
"Yeah, Nicks dumber than you think." Howie joked, and they both chuckled.
"What about Shyan she can point it out to Nick and god knows how Nick will react. Maybe we should re-think this."
"What's the worst that can happen?"
A few sits away from Howie and AJ were Shyan and Nick.
"Damnit I hate lift off." Nick mumbled. Shyan grabbed his hand as the plane started.
After the plane reached a stady altittude Nick looked over at Shyan. She had a worred, confussed, and sad hurt look on her face. nick shook her hand a little grabbing her attention.
"What's up?" He asked concerned.
"Nothing."
"Bullshit baby, what's really wrong; you know you can tell me anything. I will probably find out eventually anyways!" They laughted.
"Will if I tell you, your gonna over react." She said looking down.
"Promise I won't- I mean try not to. C'mon please tell me."
"Alright, well I didn't know if it's just me but maybe I'm being paranoid. It feels like the guys hate me Like there ignoring me."
"Say what?" Nick was shocked. "You sure? I'll talk to them." He started getting up.
"No Nick wait." Shy said to him but he didn't listen. "Nick don't!" She shouldn't have said anything. "Damnit Nick!" She mumbled.
"Hey guys!" Nick said grabbing there attention,
"Yo dawg wazzup bro." AJ called out.
"I wanted to talk to y'all."
"Nick don't, please." Shyan begged. He just ignored it.
"What up with y'all ignoring Shyan?" He said a bit angry.
"Nick please."
"Dawg she's got it comin' to her after the hell she put you through." AJ commented.
"She's a player." Howie added.
"She was acting slutish too." Kevin commented.
"I second that. She's just not good for you Nick." Brian said.
Shyan was braking down into tears. She ran all the way to the back to the bedroom to cry.
"You all are mother-fucking-assholes, y'all aren't even worth a piece of shit! Damn y'all look whatcha did!" He yealled at them. "Fuck you all, Fuck you all to hell!" He ran to the back room and locked the door.
Shyan had her face covered with her hands as she sat on the bed crying. Nick sat down next to her and let her cry on his shoulder.
"I'm sorry Nick." She said inbetween sobs. "As soon as we land I should leave."
"What, Why?" Nick said looking at her.
"Don't let those fucked up asses get to you."
"I don't want to make you guys fight. Besides everything they said out there was true!"
"No! Shy how could you saw that? You're not anything like that. I could just fuckin' kill them for saying that!"
"Nick please don't get pissed again. But Nick I dunno. I get a bad feeling about staying here."
"If it's about the guys again then I can understand, but once I get through with them there won't be any problems. I'll go and fix things right now, if you want?"
"No, it's not about the guys, well yeah sorta but it's not what I meant..."
"Well than what is it?"
"i just get a bad feeling like some horrable, unpredicable, and unstoppable is going to happen. I'm pretty damn scared of the feeling to!" Shyan said holding onto Nick even tighter. Nick didn't know what to say.
"It'll be okay baby, I promise." He ensured her, but now who was going to reinsure him, because he got the same feeling?
