Messenger Plus! Chat Log

Session Start: May 6, 2007

(11:49 PM) changmin:hi!
(11:49 PM) jungsu:hey. you're happier
(11:51 PM) changmin:we had a talk, i feel better now. i was mad you told them though
(11:52 PM) jungsu:i'm sorry.. i just couldn't take it, yoochun acted like it was your own fault you were unhappy
(11:54 PM) changmin:yunho hyung suggested we set aside days that we have off as '5 days'. that's what he called them. where all 5 of us hang out and do things
(11:55 PM) jungsu:that's good, it will strengthen the group
(11:56 PM) changmin:jaejoong felt really bad. i didn't mean to make him feel that way.
(11:56 PM) jungsu:as long as everything is alright now. i told yoochun i could deal with losing my chances with you, but i wouldn't be able to deal with you leaving tvxq.
(11:57 PM) changmin:i don't think i'd really leave
(11:58 PM) changmin:there, that's better. my font was too light haha
(12:00 AM) jungsu:hey i'm sorry but our new member arrived today
i have to go
(12:00 AM) changmin:oh, ok! see you
(12:01 AM) jungsu:bye
(12:02 AM) changmin:byeee<3

Session Start: May 7, 2007

(12:26 AM) jungsu:Jungsu came into the living room just as the others came through the door, announcing their arrival with loud laugher. Before the others could get there, he introduced himself to Kyuhyun, who'd met everyone else. Shiwon pulled Heechul aside, biting his lip as he brought him to a quiet corner. "So I've been wanting to ask you..my parents are going out of town this weekend, I have the keys to ...
... their house. I was wondering if you wanted to watch a movie over there this weekend?"
(12:28 AM) rella:Heechul looked up at Shiwon, unsure of how to respond to such a suggestion. He stuttered over his words a few times before blurting out. "I'DLOVETO!" really fast, knowing Shiwon probably couldn't understand him. Sungmin jumped up and down, trying to see Kyuhyun over all the tall ones, only catching glimpses every now and then. "LET ME SEEEE!" he squealed.
(12:30 AM) jungsu:A smile came to Shiwon's face when he decifered what was said and he nodded, biting his lip. "Great." He smiled more and headed back to the others. The 'taller ones' finally let Sungmin in the circle and Kyuhyun looked at him, bowing. "Hello hyung, nice to meet you. I'm Cho Kyuhyun."
(12:31 AM) rella:Sungmin smiled brightly and bowed, offering his hand to shake. "Oooh, hi!" he said in return. "No need to use formalities with me, we're not so far in age and all." Heechul joined the rest in a few moments, a bright rosy tinge on his cheeks.
(12:37 AM) jungsu:"Alright, hyung." He blushed as he said it again, smiling and shaking Sungmin's hand. "I'm just really happy to be here, I've introduced myself to everyone twice." Jungsu saw Heechul's face and smirked, wrapping his arm around his waist, pulling him close as he whispered in his ear. "Cutie."
(12:38 AM) rella:Heechul made a sound and swatted at him, turning an even darker shade of pink as he bowed his head. Sungmin took Kyuhyuns hand and tugged him towards the bedroom. "Call me Sungmin, or Minnie. Please? I feel old when you call me hyung," he laughed. "Come, we share a room! With Ryeowook but still!"
(12:39 AM) jungsu:Ryeowook tagged along as Kyuhyun clung to Sungmin's hand, looking in the room. "Oh, hy..Sungmin.. There are only two beds in this room.." He looked at him and bit his lip, blushing. "I guess mine hasn't been ordered yet."
(12:41 AM) rella:"Oh, sorry!" he turned red as well, shoving stuffed pink rabbits and such off his bed. "My bed is a double bed, we can share if you want?" Biting his lip, he let go of Kyuhyuns hand.
(12:45 AM) jungsu:"I wouldn't want to make you uncomfortable or anything." He shook his head, walking to the free space in the corner. "I can gather extra blankets and sleep here, my sleeping bag is really fluffy. It will be comfortable." Nodding, he smiled and sat on the floor, Ryeowook plopping down beside him. "Sungmin, is Hankyung cooking right now?"
(12:49 AM) rella:He shrugged, picking his things up off the floor. "He could be, why?" he asked, putting the stuffed animals back in their place before sitting down on the bed. He looked over at Kyuhyun and frowned a little. "I don't feel comfortable with you having to sleep on the floor, Kyuhyun."
(12:53 AM) jungsu:"Because I'm really hungry." He held his stomahce as Ryeowook shook his head. "No, hyung, I won't impose on your bed. I'll sleep on the floor until my bed comes, I insist on it." Nodding, he smiled up at Sungmin, just as Hankyung announced dinner was ready.
(12:59 AM) rella:Standing, he smoothed out his pink shirt, not looking where he was going and ended up bumping into Yesung. "Hey, watch it, Minnie," he said with a chuckle, then reached around the pink boy to take Ryeowooks hand and escort him to dinner.
(1:06 AM) jungsu:Ryeowook giggled and took Yesung's hand, waving at Kyuhyun as they walked off. Smiling, Kyuhyun stood and brushed off his bottom, heading out into the kitchen area. On the table there was a small cake for Kyuhyun that said 'welcome', as Jungsu lit the star candle.
(1:07 AM) rella:Sungmin took his regular seat and looked at the small cake, grinning. It had pink icing and the candle was also pink. He reached forward to touch it when his hand was slapped by Hyukjae. "You and pink," he said shaking his head.
(1:10 AM) jungsu:After Kyuhyun nearly burst into tears and blew the candle out, Hankyung took the cake into the kitchen. He brought out the real food of rice and ramen, giving everyone their share.
(1:11 AM) rella:He watched Kyuhyun the whole time, not realising he was staring until a ball of paper was launched at his head - meaning to hit Donghae but instead missed. He snapped out of his staring and blinked, looking at the paper ball. "Ooh, Hae. Min's got a crush!" he said, nudging the man.
(1:12 AM) jungsu:[kibum?]
(1:12 AM) rella:[ yeah lmao sry ]
(1:13 AM) jungsu:Donghae looked up from slurping his ramen and grinned, laughing softly. "On who?" He looked at Kibum, full seriousness in his eyes. Kyuhyun was in a deep conversation with Kangin and Teukie, learning everything he had missed in the Super Junior career.
(1:14 AM) rella:"Just watch," he said, pointing to Sungmin as he turned his attention from the cake to Kyuhyun again, back to watching the younger members every move. "See?"
(1:16 AM) jungsu:He grinned and sat up, wiping his mouth. "That's cute." Nodding, he looked at Kibum and reached his chopsticks over, stealing a radish since he'd eaten all of his own.
(1:18 AM) rella:Kibum smacked his hand, stealing his radish back. "I didn't say you could have that, you theif," he stuck his tongue out at Donghae, then shoved the radish in his mouth and chewed it as if it was the best thing he'd ever ate.
(1:22 AM) jungsu:Pouting, Donghae leaned over and bit Kibum's shoulder, stealing a radish quickly. He stuffed it in his mouth and chewed, leaning over his ramen again. It could be heard from Kyuhyun that the managers hadn't ordered his bed yet, and Teukie offered for him to sleep on the pull out sofa until they got one for him.
(1:24 AM) rella:"I offered my bed!" Sungmin spoke up, giving away that he'd been listening and watching the conversation although he was completely oblivious to the fact that he gave himself away. Kibum made a small yelp sound and smacked Donghae across the back of his head, moving his last two radishes out of his reach.
(1:29 AM) jungsu:Teukie looked over at Sungmin and smiled, shaking his head. "I'm not sure your stuffed animals would like being pushed aside, Minnie. The couchbed will do until we get a real bed." Looking at Sungmin, Kyu smiled. "Thanks anyway." Donghae flicked Kibum's ear and grumbled, finishing up his food.
(1:31 AM) rella:Kibum flinched when his ear was flicked and he flicked Donghaes back in return, then gave him one of his last radishes. "Only because I like you," he said, wondering if he heard the seriousness in his tone. Sungmin nodded, looking down at his food as he finished it up.
(1:40 AM) jungsu:Grinning, Donghae took the radish and ate it gratefully, leaning against Kibum as he chewed. Once dinner was over, and everyone finished eating their food, Kyuhyun started clearing plates, only to be forced away by Teukie. "Sungmin, make sure he doesn't try to clean anything."
(1:49 AM) rella:He stood, latching onto Kyuhyuns side with a giggle. "No cleaning. But give it a week and he'll be making you vaccum or something," he winked. Kibum eased an arm around Donghae, brushing his fingers over the other mans shoulder.
(1:51 AM) jungsu:Smiling, Kyuhyun nodded and walked off into the living room with Sungmin. Donghae looked up at Kibum, holding a few sushi rolls in his hands, biting one in half. "Did you want something?" He swallowed, dipping his roll in soy sauce before Teukie took the bowl away.
(1:53 AM) rella:"No," he said quickly, getting up and removing his arm. "Just... ah forget it," he waved his hand as he walked away, heading across the hall to his dorm he shared with Heechul and Hankyung.
(1:54 AM) jungsu:Donghae frowned and walked over to Heechul, tugging his arm. "Hyung..Kibum has been acting strange lately, is he alright?" He stuffed his last sushi roll into his mouth, licking the soy sauce off his lips.
(1:56 AM) rella:Heechul looked up from the manga he was reading, tugging Donghae down beside him. "He likes you, Bada. I'd say it's easy to tell but you're the resident Space Cadet so... now you know," he smiled and pat him on the head.
(1:58 AM) jungsu:He blinked and looked at the door, blushing brightly as he smiled. "He does? I didn't know it was mutual.." Wiping his mouth, Donghae fixed his hair and clothes before charging into the other apartment. "Kibum-sshi!"
(2:02 AM) rella:Kibum was in his room, cleaning it up since it was beginning to look like a hurricane hit it. He heard Donghae and sighed, lifting his head. "In here, Donghae!" he called.
(2:03 AM) jungsu:Walking into his room, he placed his hands on his hips and stared at Kibum. "Why didn't you tell me you liked me? There I was, ready to snuggle up to you while I was eating my sushi, and you move!" He used his hands to elaborate his words.
(2:04 AM) rella:He sat down on the edge of his bed, laughing a little. "Because, when I put my arm around you and touched your shoulder, you thought I was asking you for something when I was really trying to just.. cuddle with you."
(2:05 AM) jungsu:"All you had to do was say no and hug me to your side, like you always do. Hello, Earth to Kibum!" He put his hands around his mouth, looking around the room. "Kibum, are you there? Hellooo!"
(2:08 AM) rella:He raised an eyebrow, grabbing a hold of Donghae's flailing hands. "What are you saying Earth to Kibum for," he said, laughing. "I'm right here and I'm listening to you. Unlike you do with me."
(2:09 AM) jungsu:Laughing, he looked at him and shrugged. "I do listen to you, I just don't acknowledge it. You know that everytime you put your arm around me, I cuddle up to you, even if I'm eating. Pay attention." He winked and grinned.

Session Start: May 7, 2007

(3:50 AM) rella:i signed off aim bc melissa was too busy tellin me about her bff thomas!!
(3:50 AM) jungsu:oooh
(3:51 AM) rella:i was like "alrighty then!!"
so she can talk to her bff all she wants now

Session Start: May 7, 2007

(4:25 AM) rella:ok~ txt me when you're available ok bb? GOOD LUCK
(4:25 AM) jungsu:k ty
(4:25 AM) rella:np ily
(4:25 AM) jungsu:ily2 goodnight
(4:25 AM)jungsu is now Offline

Session Start: May 8, 2007

(12:02 AM) junsu:jaejoong, i'm sorry
(12:03 AM) boo:why did you flip out like that, i couldn't even explain myself
(12:03 AM) junsu:you know how i feel about you..
(12:03 AM) boo:yeah but i don't even know who the hell is calling me? and why you listen to hyukjae when he hates me
(12:05 AM) junsu:he's my oldest friend
(12:05 AM) boo:but he HATES me
of course he'll talk crap about me
(12:06 AM) junsu:it just seemed suspitious, someone calling you from late at night til the afternoon
(12:06 AM) boo:but i don't know who it is
(12:06 AM) junsu:and i'm saying i'm sorry
(12:07 AM) boo:apology accepted
(12:07 AM) junsu:so we're ok, right?
(12:07 AM) boo:yeah, as long as you realise it's only been 3 months and flipping out like that totally scares me
(12:07 AM) junsu:i know, i'm sorry. it won't happen again
(12:08 AM) boo:ok
(12:09 AM) junsu:i got a call back on my audition for the record company...
(12:09 AM) boo:i've never had this kind of relationship before so
aw good!
(12:09 AM) junsu:i'll sing again and they'll call me in a week
(12:09 AM) boo:i'm sure they will, your voice is beautiful
(12:10 AM) junsu:thank you :$ i should go, my appointment is soon
(12:10 AM) boo:alright, be safe
(12:10 AM) junsu:jaejoong, one more thing.. we are still together, right?
(12:10 AM) boo:yeah
(12:10 AM) junsu:alright, i'll call you when i'm done
(12:10 AM) boo:ok!
good luck
(12:10 AM) junsu:thanks!
(12:11 AM)junsu has changed his/her name to "yoochun"
(12:12 AM) yoochun:yo jae
(12:12 AM) boo:heeey!
(12:13 AM) yoochun:hey what's up?
(12:13 AM) boo:nothing, just relaxing at home
(12:13 AM) yoochun:you'll never guess what was just dropped on my doorstep
(12:13 AM) boo:hm?
(12:14 AM) yoochun:the magazine with the pictures of you and heechul
(12:14 AM) boo:how do they look?
(12:14 AM) yoochun:amazing
(12:15 AM) boo:i never really look after i'm done
(12:15 AM) yoochun:you should look at these, they are the best pictures i've never taken
(12:15 AM) boo:i might
(12:16 AM) boo:i've been told by people who get to know me i'm in the wrong business because i hate to see the after product, but eh.
(12:17 AM) yoochun:it's understandable. i never liked to see my photos either
(12:19 AM) boo:but if you claim they are amazing, could you possibly make some glossy prints for my portfolio? i need some recent shots. i've lost a few photographers because some of my pictures are almost a year old
er, offers
(12:20 AM) yoochun:yeah sure, i still have the negatives
(12:20 AM) boo:thanks!
(12:20 AM) yoochun:no problem!
(12:22 AM) boo:... wait you modeled?
(12:22 AM) yoochun:yeah, many moons ago
(12:24 AM) boo:that's cool! no wonder you're so good at shooting them
(12:26 AM) yoochun:i only did one season, though
(12:26 AM) boo:oh well...
oh, well****
(12:26 AM) boo:my coldness seems to convey over ims as well, sorry
(12:27 AM) yoochun:it's fine
(12:29 AM) boo:i was adopted when i was a baby and i never met my brith family. i learned at five i was adopted and never really understoood until i was ten. i'm the baby of like, 8 sisters
i was always shy and quiet and awkward, and then puberty hit and people wanted to be my friend... and i got used a lot
(12:29 AM) yoochun:why are you telling me that?
(12:29 AM) boo:i don't know..
(12:30 AM) yoochun:i'm not trying to be rude, i'm sorry, it just..caught me off guard
(12:30 AM) boo:i thought it would explain why i am the way i am
(12:30 AM) yoochun:you don't seem cold to me
(12:31 AM) boo:you're the first to have said that
(12:32 AM) yoochun:i think you're nice
(12:35 AM) boo:thanks i don't hear that often. mostly because i go in, do my job and then leave. i don't talk much or anything. so i'm known as being 'cold'.
(12:36 AM) yoochun:well listen... i got tickets for (popular kpop artist) tonight, would you be interested?
(12:36 AM) boo:YES!!!!
omg yes omg omg omg
(12:37 AM) yoochun::)
(12:39 AM) boo:(popular kpop artist) is my favourite, i have all his albums and singles and photobooks :$
(12:39 AM) yoochun:[eff it, we'll use se7en]
hey me too
(12:39 AM) boo:[ ok lmao ]
not to mention he's gorgeous
(12:40 AM) yoochun:very gorgeous
(12:41 AM) boo:junsu apologised to me today
(12:41 AM) yoochun:oh?
(12:41 AM) boo:yeah
i told him he needs to stop spazzing like that, because personally I do not know who's calling me at all hours
(12:42 AM) yoochun:so..you two are back together?
(12:42 AM) boo:i don't think we broke up to begin with but yeah
(12:42 AM) yoochun:oh. that's good
(12:43 AM) boo:honestly, i don't know if i want to keep this going on. he's so.. possessive
(12:44 AM) boo:this is my first same sex relationship so i'm really nervous as it is, and having him obsess over me to the point where he FINDS ME AT WORK when i don't TELL HIM WHERE I AM...
(12:47 AM) yoochun:that's not very healthy
(12:47 AM) boo:no, but i'm also afraid to hurt him because even though he's like that, he's a good friend and he's been there for me
(12:48 AM) yoochun:[real quick, which looks better. it'll take a few minutes to send them. one:]
(12:48 AM) boo:[ ... waits. ]
(12:49 AM) yoochun:Initiated a file transfer
(12:49 AM) yoochun:Initiated a file transfer
(12:49 AM)You have successfully received C:\Documents and Settings\Owner\My Documents\My Received Files\ven955D.tmp.jpg from yoochun.
(12:49 AM)You have successfully received C:\Documents and Settings\Owner\My Documents\My Received Files\hez2702.tmp.jpg from yoochun.
(12:49 AM) yoochun:[or two]
(12:49 AM) boo:[ one, and you know that's not dbsk's fingers right? ]
(12:49 AM) yoochun:[i do now but i like it anyway]
(12:49 AM) boo:[ ok ahaha ]
(12:49 AM) yoochun:[whose are they?]
(12:50 AM) boo:[ yeah i thought it was cute. it's some japanese band. the person who posted them never said who. ]
(12:50 AM) yoochun:[oooh]
(12:51 AM) yoochun:maybe it would be better off if you two were just friends
(12:53 AM) boo:yeah, i think i'm going to talk to him when he gets back from his audition
because i just know saying i'm going to see se7en with you tonight will send him into an outrage like the other day
(12:54 AM) yoochun:we could go some other time if today isn't good
(12:55 AM) boo:no, i want to go. i've never been able to get tickets before because i'm always working or have to be at some function
(12:56 AM) yoochun:alright, well..i'll see you tonight then!
(12:56 AM) boo:byeee and [insert directions here] :D
(12:57 AM) yoochun:bye :)
(12:57 AM) boo:byeee
(12:57 AM) yoochun:haha bye
(1:03 AM) yoochun:Junsu grabbed Hyukjae and pressed him against the wall, gripping his shirt collar as he kissed him all sexy and hot like.
(1:04 AM) boo:Jaejoong took a quick shower, checked on his roots and considered making a quick stop to get his hair touched up. Dressing in a pair of black jeans and a pink, purple and black striped shirt (aka icon), he grabbed his car keys and headed out the door. After getting his hair done, he decided to make a trip to see how Junsu was doing at his audition. He was nervous, since he was going to break up with him as gently as possible. Stepping into the building, he asked for directions before heading down the hall. At the end, he saw the sight before him and gasped.
(1:10 AM) yoochun:Hearing the gasp, Junsu broke the kiss with Hyukjae and licked his lips, looking at the other man. "Jaejoong..hi." He cleared his throat and smoothed out Hyukjae's shirt, walking down the hall. "Listen, I don't think it's going to work out with us. We can still be friends, of course."
(1:11 AM) boo:He blinked, then thrusted the flowers at him. "Nice way to show me," he mumbled, then started for the exit. Hyukjae saluted to Jaejoong as if he was Hitler, then wrapped his arms around Junsu. "You're better off with me anyway, Su. God knows who he's been sleeping with." Jaejoong stopped, whirled around and rushed back to deck Hyukjae in the face.
(1:13 AM) yoochun:"Hyukjae, please." He set the flowers down and grabbed Jae around the waist, pulling him away before he could hit Hyukjae. "Jaejoong, listen, don't hit him..please.. Just let it be, we weren't going to last long anyway. With you, I was always worrying.. It wouldn't be that way, it's best for both of us if we're apart."
(1:15 AM) boo:He snarled at Hyukjae who just rolled his eyes, but kept his distance. Jaejoong looked at Junsu and sighed, his whole body going slack as Junsu held him up. "You're right. I just.. didn't expect it to end like this, you know? We're still going to be friends I hope?"
(1:16 AM) yoochun:Nodding, he smiled at Jaejoong and tucked his hair behind his ear, kissing his cheek. "We're better off friends. I can support you without wondering if you're being unfaithful. Not that you ever were, I know that. Good luck, Jaejoong." He nodded and waved as he walked off, picking up the flowers and grabbing Hyukjae's hand. "Oh, I got signed." Smiling, he waved again and left.
(1:18 AM) boo:Jaejoong smiled and left the building. He was at a loss as to what to do next, so he dug his phone out of his pocket and dialed Yunhos number to see what he was up to, although he knew he'd probably be visiting Changmin.
(1:21 AM) yoochun:Just as he was about to go into Changmin's room with flowers, Yunho pulled out his phone when it rang, stepping away to answer it. "Hello?" He leaned against the wall, out of Changmin's view.
(1:23 AM) boo:"Hi!" he quirked, hopping into his car and plugging in his ipod he'd affectionately named Boo. "I was wondering what you're up to? I have a few hours to burn before Yoochun and I go to see a concert so I thought, even if you're visiting Changmin we'd hang?"
He was never good at making friends***
(1:25 AM) yoochun:"Oh, sure! But can I call you back in maybe half an hour? I was just about to go in and see Changmin." He peeked through the crack in the doorway, smiling as he saw Changmin in the bed.
(1:26 AM) boo:He grinned brightly and nodded, "Good, good. See you in half an hour then, thank you!" He said bye before hanging up the phone. Changmin was laying in bed, staring out the window. He was feeling better but his strength was taking forever to return so his father booked him to stay for another week or less incase he got better quicker than that.
(1:29 AM) yoochun:Turning off his ringer, Yunho put his phone in his pocket as he walked into the room, holding the vase of flowers. "Hello!" He walked over to the bed with a big smile, holding out a stuffed teddy bear.
(1:29 AM) boo:His mood perked up when he saw Yunho and he sat up in bed, laying back against the pillows once he had them situated. He gasped when he saw the teddy bear and reached out for it like a little kid. "Oh, Yunho... you're amazing. You've been here every day."
(1:31 AM) yoochun:He smiled and placed the teddy bear in Changmin's hands, the vase of flowers on the table. "I thought you could use the company." Walking over to the window, he opened the blinds to let some sunshine in, sitting beside Changmin's bed. "And I have some news."
(1:32 AM) boo:He closed his eyes when the sun warmed his cold skin and smiled a little is if he was outside in the middle of a field. "News?" he asked, looking over at the older man once he sat down. "Good or bad?"
(1:33 AM) yoochun:"Good, I hope." Nodding, he grinned brightly, looking highly excited. "Remember a few months ago I told you about how I loved to dance? Well, someone important saw me and I'm going to be in a music video!"
(1:35 AM) boo:He sprung up in his seat which caused him to become a little light headed and he fell back again. "That's amazing!" he mumbled, shaking his head to get rid of the dizziness. "I have good news for you as well. I applied for business classes at a night college. And I sent in my resume to Yoochun."
(1:36 AM) yoochun:He put his hand on Changmin's shoulder to keep him down, smiling more. "Really? That's great, I'm happy for you! You didn't need to make a resume though, Yoochun has already started putting you on the payroll." Nodding, he reached up and gently massaged Changmin's temples.
(1:37 AM) boo:He relaxed when Yunho started to massage his temples, his eyes fluttering closed. "Really?" he said in a sleepy voice, eventually having to swat Yunhos hands away or he'd fall asleep. "He didn't have to do that... I mean I'm not really doing much sitting in bed here."
(1:40 AM) yoochun:Grinning, his hand dropped to rest on the crook of Changmin's elbow lightly, looking at him. "He's a good guy, he'd do anything for a friend." He nodded and looked down at the teddy bear, smiling.
(1:41 AM) boo:"I'll have to thank him later, appa says he'd rather I work for him than Heechul but by the way he reacted when he left ... I feel really bad," he bit his lip and looked down at Yunhos hand by his elbow and smiled again. "So are you gonna be a famous dancer now?"
(1:43 AM) yoochun:"Me? No.. I wouldn't dare leave the studio to dance, Yoochun needs me too much. He and I built that business from ground up, it wouldn't be right for me to leave." He shook his head, slowly rubbing Changmin's elbow with his thumb.
(1:45 AM) boo:He tilted his head a little, watching Yunho curiously. "Are you two together?" he asked, curious. "I mean, you seem so close.. I was only wondering."
(1:46 AM) yoochun:He shook his head, not looking up. "We've known eachother since we were kids, we grew up together. We've travelled all over South Korea together, and helped eachother through difficult times. He's my best friend." Nodding, he smiled and looked at Changmin. "I'm single."
(1:47 AM) boo:Changmin blushed and nodded, listening intently to every word that came out of Yunhos mouth. He was happy to hear the 'I'm single', but tried his best not to show it although it was plainly written across his face. "Ah, see if I read up on that I would've known but I wasn't allowed to hear about other models and such..."
(1:50 AM) yoochun:"Changmin, I've known Heechul a long time, way before he ever became a model, and the thing you should know is..he's not good at telling people thank you. When he was still a teenager, he had his heart broken, and whenever he gets used to someone, he pushes them away. Don't hold it against him, his heart is tender." He shook his head, looking at Changmin with soft eyes. "I my not like him much, ..
.. but I do know him."
(1:52 AM) boo:He bit his lip and looked away, sighing. "Now I feel even worse for leaving, but he let me go so I can't really do much about it I guess. I didn't hate him, it was just how he treated me sometimes. Then again, I don't have a really thick skin and I wear my heart on my sleeve so the words he said hurt more than they would you or someone else."
(2:02 AM) yoochun:He shook his head, taking Changmin's hand. "Don't feel bad, it's not your fault. It was best that you left and now you're resting, just concentrate on that." Nodding, he smiled and stroked his hair slowly. "I, um..only came by to say hello this time, Jaejoong wanted to hang out until he and Yoochun went to a concert."
(2:03 AM) boo:He looked back at Yunho and took his hand. "Would it be a stupid thing to say that I like you? I mean, you're a nice guy. Everytime Heechul worked for Yoochun you've always made sure I had a place to sit and something to eat - unlike other places I've been. And well..." he turned deep red. "I kinda sorta have a crush on you."
(2:06 AM) yoochun:Blushing as well, he shook his head and kept Changmin's hand in his, biting his lip. "Not stupid at all.. Why do you think I did those things? I like you as well, Changmin-ah." He nodded slowly and smiled, looking down.
(2:09 AM) boo:He shrugged, still scarlet. "I thought you were doing it because you're a nice guy?" he said with a bit of a laugh. "Maybe, when I get out of here, we can... maybe spend some time together or something?"
(2:11 AM) yoochun:"Shim Changmin, are you asking me on a date?" He grinned and bit his lip, nodding. "I'd like that, yes. If your father permits it, I'll take you to the park for a picnic."
(2:13 AM) boo:He tried to hide his face when he mentioned asking him on a date and made the cutes little sound out of embarrassment. "My father has really no say on who I date, so I'm sure he'd permit it. He thinks you guys are really great."
(2:18 AM)yoochun is now Offline

Session Start: May 8, 2007

(4:02 PM) yoochun:At the Se7en concert, front row, Yoochun sang along to each song with Jaejoong, having a few fangirly moments as well. When Dongwook was standing right in front of them, Yoochun mumbled "Hug him!" before lifting Jaejoong up by the waist with ease, to get him higher to the stage.
(4:04 PM) boo:He gasped and put his hands ontop of Yoochuns to brace himself until he was inches away from Dongwook. With a squeak, he flung his arms out and wrapped them around him, hugging him tightly.
(4:06 PM) yoochun:Dongwook laughed during the song and hugged Jaejoong, patting his back with a smile. When Yoochun lowered Jae, he grinned up at Dongwook and waved. "Thanks, Wookie!" Smiling again, Dongwook nodded and gave Yoochun a high five, going back to the song.
(4:07 PM) boo:His mouth fell open and he stared at Yoochun before bouncing up and down. "YOU KNOW HIM? YOU KNOW HIM?!" he exclaimed over and over, acting more like a fifteen year old fangirl instead of his usual self.
(4:08 PM) yoochun:He grinned and nodded, sliding an arm around Jaejoong's back. "How do you think I got such good tickets?" Winking, he looked back to the stage.
(4:10 PM) boo:He calmed down a little and moved closer to Yoochun, reaching out for Dongwooks hands everytime he came near them. Whenever their fingers would brush, he'd smile so wide it seemed abnormal.
(4:12 PM) yoochun:When Dongwook tossed his towel towards them, he caught it and handed it to Jaejoong, smirking as he looked him in the eye. For a moment, he started to inch forward, but stopped and just looked up to watch the concert, smiling.
(4:14 PM) boo:He looked at the sweaty towel with a dreamy expression for a moment, then with disgust once he realised it was his sweat towel that he'd been using the whole show. Being nice, he stuffed it into his back pocket and started to play with his bottom lip as he watched Dongwook dance.
(4:18 PM) yoochun:Once the concert was over, Yoochun kept his arm around Jaejoong's shoulders so he wouldn't lose him, heading towards the exit. "So did you enjoy the concert?" He looked at him and smiled, sliding his phone into his pocket. He'd had it out for the last song to let Yunho hear it, since it was one of his favorites.
(4:20 PM) boo:Jaejoong started to bounce about again, talking quickly and in a rather high voice, his accent in full bloom. "And when he did that dance move..." he demonstrated, then started bouncing again. "I was like, wow. I love him!"
(4:21 PM) yoochun:He laughed softly and removed his arm, pulling out his car keys. "I'm glad you had fun, Jae." Nodding, he smiled and walked with Jaejoong towards his car, but not going too quickly.
(4:23 PM) boo:He stopped bouncing and smiled brightly, wrapping his arms quickly around Yoochun and rested his head on his shoulder. "Thank you for tonight, it was so much fun. I haven't done anything like this in a long time."
(4:27 PM) yoochun:Wrapping his arm around Jaejoong's shoulders, he smiled and nodded. "You're welcome, no worries. As long as you had fun, that's all the thanks I need." He opened the passenger door for Jae, smiling.
(4:31 PM) boo:He pulled back a little, looking into Yoochuns eyes for a few moments before smiling sweetly. He wanted to kiss him for some reason, but he didn't and he started to pull away to get into the passenger side.
(4:32 PM) yoochun:He closed the door once Jaejoong was sitting down, and got in, buckling up before he drove off. Staying quiet the whole ride, he stopped in front of Jae's place and looked at him. "Want me to walk you to the door?"
(4:33 PM) boo:Jaejoong giggled cutely, biting his lip. "Ok," he said shyly, getting out of the car. He waited for Yoochun to come around and slipped his arm around his, hooking them.
(4:35 PM) yoochun:Smiling at him, he slowly walked him towards the door, looking at the ground as he decided to kiss him or not. He looked at Jae when they got to the door, smiling again and turning to look at him. "I had fun tonight, we'll have to get together again."
(4:36 PM) boo:He nodded, digging in his pocket for his keys and ended up dropping them on the doorstep. Cursing, he bent down to pick them up and when he stood up straight, he seemed to be inches in front of Yoochun which made him blush. "I... have a day off next week," he paused, zoning out for a moment. "I think."
(4:39 PM) yoochun:He laughed softly, biting his lip as he slid his hands into his pocket. "Well, goodnight.." Nodding, he looked at Jae and leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to his cheek. "I'll see you next week." He smiled and walked back to his car.
(4:42 PM) boo:He giggled like a giddy girl and pressed a hand to his cheek where Yoochun kissed him, opening the door to his house and stepping inside. With a dreamy sigh, he danced away from the door and tossed his eyes into the bowl in the hallway, humming as he headed up the stairs to his bedroom.
(4:45 PM) yoochun:A few days later, on a slow day for the studio, Yoochun and Yunho were in the main area dancing, waiting for the employees' lunch to arrive. It was Changmin's first day but he wasn't there, since Yoochun had sent him on the special task of getting pictures delivered, though it was about time for him to return.
(4:47 PM) boo:Changmin was humming to himself when he returned, the huge envelope of pictures held in his hands as he entered the building. He stumbled upon Yunho dancing and nearly fainted at the sight. His mouth dropped open and his eyes widened. It was the sexiest thing he'd ever seen. Squeaking, he looked away and searched for Yoochun. "Here," he said quickly, placing them on the table next to him.
(4:52 PM) yoochun:Yoochun smiled at Changmin and pat his back, taking the pictures into his office. Not noticing Min just yet, Yunho did a risky move where he spun around quickly a few times and he tried to stop on the right mark but ended up falling over instead. "Shit.." He sighed and sat up, shaking his head in disappointment as he rubbed his ankle.
(4:53 PM) boo:He managed to catch the movie and was about to pass out from the sexiness until he saw him fall. "Hyung!" he cried, rushing over and held out his arms to help Yunho to his feet. "Are you ok? Do you need an ice pack? I can go get one!"
(4:54 PM) yoochun:He looked up at Changmin and shook his head, taking his hand as he stood up. "No, I'm fine. Thank you though." Nodding, he smiled and pushed down his pant leg. "I just can't get the right spin on this floor for that move."
(4:55 PM) boo:He fussed over Yunho for a few more minutes when the delivery boy arrived and he had to stop to pay him. Sighing, he looked at him with a sympathetic expression before walking off to pay the delivery boy.
(4:57 PM) yoochun:Yunho watched Changmin with a smile, looking over at Yoochun who was making kissy faces. He flicked him off and grabbed one of their hacky sacks, launching it at him. The camera equipment was safely put up, so all it hit was Yoochun's shoulder, which made him cry out.
(4:58 PM) boo:Changmin was loaded down with the food so he couldn't run over and see if things were ok. He saw that Yoochun was laughing and a look of relief came over his face. He put the food down on the table and started to place them around for people to come claim.
(5:04 PM) yoochun:Cussing Yunho the entire way, Yoochun walked over and picked up his food, thanking Changmin with a sweet smile. As Yunho was walking up, Yoochun went back to cussing him and walked into his office, closing the door. Yunho laughed and pat Changmin lightly on the back, picking up his food. "How's your first day?"
(5:06 PM) boo:He nibbled on his bottom lip before he found his order and smiled at Yunho, bowing a little. "It's very good so far, hyung. It's more laid back and relaxing than working for Heechul. I have time to eat lunch and that's a big change." He found a table to sit and took his meal over, taking a seat. Jaejoong arrived a few moments later, knocking on the door before entering. "Hi, is Yoochun-sshi here?" he asked.
(5:09 PM) yoochun:"We only get about two clients a week, but we take and sell enough pictures to keep us running. You could say this place is the number one reachable celebrity photoshoot studio." He grinned and sat beside Changmin, starting to eat. When Jaejoong came in, he waved then pointed to Yoochun's office. The door was closed and the blinds were shut.
(5:10 PM) boo:Jaejoong bowed and thanked Yunho, approaching the door and knocking softly. Changmin nodded, stuffing a chicken ball in his mouth. A bit of sweet and sour sause dribbed on his chin that he didn't notice. "I probably should've came here first, but... I needed money so..."

Session Start: May 8, 2007

(5:16 PM) yoochun:Yunho looked at Changmin and smiled, picking up a napkin. "Minnie, you have something.." He reached over slowly and wiped his chin, nodding. "There we go." Looking over the top of his glasses, Yoochun didn't lift his head from the pictures he was examining. "Come in."
(5:18 PM) boo:Pushing the door open, he smiled and stepped in, closing it behind him. "Hi, I called earlier and left a message about dropping in for those photographs? I had the day off so..." he bit his lip, hoping Yoochun wasn't mad at him for just showing up. Changmin blushed and touched his chin, smiling. "Thank you."
(5:19 PM) yoochun:He looked up when he heard Jaejoong, smiling. "Not at all, I have your portfolio right here." Opening his drawer, he pulled out the large, slender book and handed it to Jaejoong. Yunho nodded and smiled, going back to eating his food.
(5:21 PM) boo:Jaejoong bowed before taking a seat and opening the small book. "You're right, these pictures came out really amazing," he said as he flipped through them, smiling. "I had no clue I .. looked this good," he said the last bit in a low voice. Changmin dug into his chinese food, eating it quickly before picking up his messenger bag and getting out his homework for college.
(5:21 PM) boo:"Oh, I got my own apartment!" he said to Yunho. "I move in Friday."
(5:25 PM) yoochun:"You look amazing, Jaejoong." He nodded and smiled, taking off his glasses. "These were my favorite pictures, aside from Yunho's modelling shots." Looking at Changmin, Yunho smiled brightly, wiping his mouth ."Really? I'm happy for you! That's great, it's so fun living in your own apartment. You don't have people like Yoochun trying to clean everything."
(5:28 PM) boo:He blushed, closing the book and placing it on his lap. "Thank you, I really like working with you. My manager has suggested that we might maybe come up with some kind of partnership? I'm not quite sure what he meant, I just model and do the functions and chairty events. But he said something about hiring you as my personal photographer thingy," he waved his hand around as he spoke. Changmin smiled brightly, his perfect smile nearly sparkling. "It's a really nice place and I have a balcony! You can come visit anytime you want."
(5:32 PM) yoochun:Yoochun looked at Jaejoong, furrowing his eyebrows a bit. "Hire me? I'm an..independent photographer, I do everything by my own means. The reason we're not some big shot studio is because I can't trust anyone enough to let them bring in people I didn't hire specificly." He shook his head slowly. "You can tell your manager thanks for the offer, but no. We'll take your pictures whenever you come ...
.. in." Nodding, he smiled and sipped his water. Yunho grinned, nodding. "Cool, you'll have to let me help you move in, for sure."
(5:35 PM) boo:His eyes widened a bit and he felt for sure he'd pressed buttons he shouldn't have pressed. "I'm sorry, I hadn't ment to offend. I really didn't know what he meant anyway, I was just asking," he stood, turning to the door a bit. "I'll go, I hadn't meant to hurt you or anything." Opening the door, he quietly stepped out, bowing low and thanking him for the pictures as well as apologising again. Changmin blushed and nodded, opening his business text book. "That would be great, I don't have any strong friends...." he trailed off, "Actually I don't have any."
(6:18 PM) yoochun:"Wait, Jaejoong, you didn't offend me..." He shook his head and stood up, biting his lip. "I just thought you knew, that's all. Maybe you can come back again when you have a day off, and we'll get some coffee?" Yunho smiled and reached over, patting Changmin's shoulder. "You have me and Yoochun, Minnie. And let me tell you, we're more than enough to keep you occupied!"
(6:21 PM) boo:He stopped and turned around, nodding a bit. "Sure, but I'm flying to Japan for some events there. I'm doing a fashion show. If you have any time off..." he dug out tickets from his back pocket and handed them to Yoochun. "There's one for you, Yunho and .. the other one. I can't remember his name." He blushed. Changmins smile got bigger and he pulled the cap off his pen, starting to do his homework.
(6:24 PM) yoochun:He nodded and smiled, tucking the ticket safely in his day planner. "Have fun, and be safe." Bowing, he waved and sat down, sliding his glasses on. The door to the studio opened and in walked a cute shy boy dressed in pink, his black hair covering his eyes. "Hello? I'm looking for Shim Changmin?"
(6:25 PM) boo:Changmin stood, bowing as he approached the boy in pink. "Hello, I'm Shim Changmin," he said, extending his hand to shake it with him. Jaejoong smiled and left the studio, waving to Changmin and Yunho before he disappeared out the door.
(6:26 PM) yoochun:Walking over, Sungmin shook his hand and smiled, bowing low. "Kim Heechul asked me to cor..cor..specially invite you to his movie premiere next  weekend!" He nodded excitedly, holding a day planner that looked much too big for him to carry.
(6:28 PM) boo:"Oooh, he acts now?" he asked, tilting his head as he watched the cute little man in pink bounce around as if he had more energy than his body could handle. "I'd love to go."
(6:30 PM) yoochun:"Yes, he had a part in a film last year, it's just now coming together to get ready to premiere!" He opened the day planner and pulled out four tickets, handing them to Changmin. "Here you go! And he says he hopes deeply that you are feeling better." Bowing, he grinned brightly and ran out of the studio.
(6:31 PM) boo:He watched Sungmin leave and chuckled a bit, shaking his head. He held the tickets in his fingers as he headed back to the table, taking a seat. "That was nice of him," he said to Yunho, pulling out one of the tickets. "For you, because you're my friend."
(6:32 PM) yoochun:Chewing his food, Yunho stood up and took the ticket, looking at it. He smiled with his mouth closed and leaned in, kissing Changmin's cheek as he sat down. Once he swallowed his bite, he wiped his mouth and pulled out his laptop, looking the movie up. "HOLY SHIT!" He burst out after a few minutes of searching, closing his laptop.
(6:34 PM) boo:Changmin looked up from his homework, his glasses on his face. "What?" he asked, putting his pen down and massaging his fingers. It had been awhile since he'd written anything so his fingers would cramp up occasionally. He was about to see what was so funny when a tall man with thick eyebrows approached them. "I'm here to see Park Yoochun?" he said, bowing to Changmin and Yunho.
(6:36 PM) yoochun:Not laughing, Yunho tried his best to remove the look of shock off his face, shaking his head a bit. As he heard someone talking, he looked at the new man and stood, walking over. "May I ask who is calling upon him?" He tossed his napkin onto the table, brushing bits of rice off his shirt.
(6:38 PM) boo:"Choi Shiwon, I'm here to do some shots for him today. Or at least I think so, I'm really bad with dates," he laughed, running a hand through his gelled hair.
(6:40 PM) yoochun:"Choi Shiwon," he repeated, heading over and grabbing his schedule, looking it over. "Ah, you're not due for another hour. You're a new model, correct?" Putting his book down, he walked over and bowed, offering his hand. "I'm Jung Yunho, Yoochun-sshi's assistant.
"
(6:41 PM) boo:He nodded, bowing as well as he shook Yunhos hand. "I thought the time might be a bit off but I like to be early, to make a good impression. I'm a new model, yes."
(6:43 PM) yoochun:Nodding, he threw a hacky sack at Yoochun's window to get his attention. Yoochun came out a few minutes later, grumbling loudly about cracking windows. He saw Shiwon and wiped his mouth, brushing the food off his shirt. "Hello."
(6:44 PM) boo:"Hello, Choi Shiwon," he said, bowing low in respect and smiling. Dimples formed on his cheeks and Changmin ooed upon seeing them before returning to his homework. "I know I'm early, so I apologise if I'm interrupting someone else."
(6:45 PM) yoochun:"Park Yoochun," he bowed and shook his hand, smiling. "You're fine, it's a slow day. I think maybe because it's going to rain, models don't want to get wet." Shrugging, he smiled and motioned to the dressing room. "You can go change, I'll set up."
(6:48 PM) boo:He bowed again and walked off to the dressing room. Changmin looked up once he was gone and elbowed Yunho. "What was so funny?" he asked, putting his hands on his hips, his lips automatically pouting.
(6:49 PM) yoochun:Yunho looked at Changmin as Yoochun went to set up the camera, shrugging. "I wasn't laughing, Minnie. I shouted. Do you need your ears cleaned?" He stuck out his tongue, smirking.
(6:50 PM) boo:"You laughed, too!" he said, pointing to his laptop. "What was so funny? I really want to know, and stop looking at Shiwon!" the last bit sounded more demanding and he blushed, hanging his head. "Sorry."
(6:52 PM) yoochun:"I wasn't looking at Shiwon." He opened his laptop and brought up the website, finding Heechul's name and pointing. Beside 'Kim Heechul', it said 'Yuri: a poor young man living on the street, who sells his body to get a meal.'
(6:53 PM) boo:Changmin blinked, looking at it. "What's so funny about that?" he asked, absolutely clueless. Shiwon soon stepped out of the dressing room in a form fitting armani suit. He smoothed his hands over the fabric and smiled to himself.
(6:54 PM) yoochun:"Well like I said, I didn't laugh." He shook his head and closed his laptop, shrugging. "You must have heard someone else." Yoochun looked up with Shiwon walked in, a smile coming to his face. "You look a lot better in it than Yunho did."
(6:57 PM) boo:He looked up and turned around, smiling enough that his dimples showed. "So are you all previous models?" he asked, taking his position in front of the backdrop. Changmin blushed, looking down at his paper. "I guess I thought I heard you laugh, sorry. So.. wait what kind of movie tickets did he give me?"
(6:59 PM) yoochun:Shaking his head, Yoochun put the camera on the stand, getting it ready. "I was, for the summer season last year, but Yunho just goofs around sometimes. I take his pictures so we have something to put on our walls." Yunho looked at the ticket, licking his lips. "It's a rated NC-17 movie, because of nudity. I don't think it's a family film, but I'm interested in seeing it."
(7:01 PM) boo:He nodded and did a few poses, looking over at Changmin as he turned deep scarlet. "What about the other one?" he asked, nodding towards him. Changmin looked at the tickets as if they were infested with some sort of disease. "Oh, and I told his new assistant I'd go...." he put a hand over his mouth. "I can't go see that sort of movie.."
(7:02 PM) yoochun:"Changmin is our studio assistant." He nodded, taking pictures of Shiwon whenever he posed. "He came to us after working for someone that didn't treat him right." Smiling, Yunho reached over and took his hand, shaking his head. "It'll be fine, Minnie. You can close your eyes when those scenes come up. I'll be beside you."
(7:04 PM) boo:"Oh, that's too bad. That he was treated badly I mean," he laughed a bit, smiling. Changmin blushed even darker and lookeat his hand cupped by Yunhos. "I like that you call me Minnie," he said softly, his eyes flicking up to look at Yunho.
(7:06 PM) yoochun:He smiled, looking into his eyes as he rubbed his hand gently with his thumb. "I like you.." Yoochun nodded and smiled, walking over and standing in front of Shiwon. He fixed his hair a bit so it was out of his eyes, adjusting the suit by opening the buttons on the jacket. "There we go." Nodding, he walked back to the camera and snapped a few more pictures.
(7:08 PM)yoochun is now Offline

Session Start: May 9, 2007

(12:16 AM) sungmin:shiwooooooooon
(12:16 AM) shiwon:sungmiiiiiiiiiiiin
(12:17 AM) sungmin:^_____^!!
i like kyuhyun, he's very sweet.
(12:17 AM) shiwon:he is
(12:18 AM) sungmin:he keeps calling me hyung even if i tell him not to
(12:18 AM) shiwon:i've noticed that. he and i were both up late one night so we had some ice cream and after everyone's name, he would say hyung
(12:19 AM) sungmin:it's kind of cute
(12:19 AM) sungmin:sooooooooo how did it go at your house with heechul?
(12:19 AM) shiwon:i actually had to cancel :/
(12:19 AM) sungmin:aw why?
(12:20 AM) shiwon:my mom got sick, so they didn't go out
(12:20 AM) sungmin:aw, that's too bad. was he mad?
(12:21 AM) shiwon:not that i've noticed
(12:21 AM) sungmin:me either but then again i don't know him that well
(12:23 AM) shiwon:kyuhyun seems to be getting along well with you and ryeowook
(12:23 AM) sungmin:we wanted to make sure he's doing good
(12:24 AM) shiwon:he likes it in the room with you two
(12:25 AM) sungmin:i like having him there for company. we spend hours talking while ryeowook sleeps.
(12:28 AM) shiwon:ryeowook and yesung seem really close
(12:29 AM) sungmin:i think they're together, they hold hands and snuggle a lot
(12:30 AM) shiwon:ohh. well i'm going to go snuggle with heechul to make up for this weekend... :$ i'll talk to you later, minnie
(12:31 AM) sungmin:aw, ok byeeee~
(12:34 AM) shiwon:Shiwon grabbed the chocopie box hidden under his bed and took one out, heading to the other apartment. He let himself in and bit his lip, walking to Heechul's room, knocking. "Hello?"
(12:35 AM) sungmin:Heechul was laying on his bed, hugging a fluffy Hello Kitty to his chest while he watched something on his laptop. "Hi," he said after a few minutes of silence, not looking up or moving.
(12:36 AM) shiwon:He walked over slowly, standing at the foot of Heechul's bed, pressing his lips together. "I brought you a chocopie..in hopes of apologizing for not being able to entertain you this weekend.."
(12:40 AM) sungmin:He finally looked up, taking a hold of his laptop and scooting back to give Shiwon some room. "It's ok, I mean you can't control someone elses health," he said, settling back down again and turning his attention back to the movie he was watching. Eventually he stuck a hand out, turning it over so his palm showed. "Chocopie?"
(12:41 AM) shiwon:Smiling, he sat down and placed the chocopie in Heechul's hand, slowly leaning back against the wall. "I'll make it up to you, I promise. Even if I have to block everyone out of the living room so we can watch a movie, just us."
(12:44 AM) sungmin:He took the chocopie and opened it from it's wrapper, holding the small cookie in his fingers while he took little nibbles around the edge. "Really?" he asked, looking up from his movie. "Why would you do that? I mean, this is the first time since we met that you've wanted to actually do something with me. Actually, any of you. Donghae's been spending all his time with Kibum, Yunho is in Japan, Kangin is trying to romance Teukie..."
(12:47 AM) shiwon:"Well, I guess you could say..I've become more confident since we met." He nodded and smiled, looking at Heechul. "We debut with Kyuhyun in two days, stress levels should go down after that. But we have tomorrow off..we could go to the park?"
(12:50 AM) sungmin:He smiled a bit, turning the movie off and putting his laptop aside. "The park sounds nice. Could we call it a date?" he asked, pealing the top off the chocopie to eat the marshmallow center. "Because... I should probably act as confident as I project myself and say that I've had a thing for you since the day I met you."
(12:55 AM) shiwon:Biting his lip, he looked at Heechul and smiled, nodding. "Same here.. Why do you think I wanted so badly to get you a shirt? I wanted you to notice me." He shrugged and took a small piece of the chocopie, stuffing it into his mouth.
(12:59 AM) sungmin:He broke out into a real smile and reached forward, taking Shiwons hand. "I wore that shirt the way you gave it to me for like, a month to bed. I still sometimes put it on. It was starting to get holes in it so I put it in the closet to keep it."
(1:01 AM) shiwon:He looked at Heechul and smiled, nodding. "I'll have to start wearing a stronger shirt, in case you want to steal it." Laughing softly, he bit his lip and looked at their hands, smiling.
(1:04 AM) sungmin:He laughed, his eyes getting squinty as a full blown smile spread across his lips and he squeezed Shiwons hand. "I'm content with the one shirt, but if I ever feel the need to have you near me again, I'll hug you or something."
(1:05 AM) shiwon:"I'd like that." He nodded and smiled, looking at Heechul as his dimples showed. "I'll start spraying my cologne on your pillow in the morning so it will be like I slept there the night before."
(1:07 AM) sungmin:He giggled, then suddenly leaned in to capture Shiwons lips. His fingers released his hand and slid into his hair, tugging the raven strands while he worked his lips against the other mans.
(1:11 AM) shiwon:Closing his eyes, he rested his hand on Heechul's cheek, kissing him slowly. Not long after the kiss began, Jungsu burst in talking about Kyuhyun's debut. "And I think we should....oh, I'm sorry.." He slowly backed out of the room, drawing the door closed with a giggle.
(1:17 AM) sungmin:The sudden burst of Jungus walking into the room made him squeak and pull back and begin to blush like mad. When he left, he groaned and lowered his head, placing his hand to his forehead. "Well, although that didn't go exactly like I wanted it... I liked it."
(1:18 AM) shiwon:Laughing softly, he placed his hand on Heechul's back, rubbing slowly. "We'll have plenty of chances to do that again." He nodded, leaning down and kissing his temple. "Goodnight, Heechul."
(1:21 AM) sungmin:He leaned into the touch like a cat and smiled, closing his eyes. "I hope so," he whispered, touching Shiwons hand before he left. "Goodnight."
(1:25 AM) shiwon:He lifted Heechul's chin and kissed his lips lightly, smiling against them before he left the room. Letting out the breath he'd been holding, he smiled to himself and headed out as Donghae was heading in.
(1:40 AM) sungmin:Kibum was getting a snack from the fridge when Donghae come in. He grinned when he saw him, waving. "Hey, Space Cadet. How are you doing?" he asked, starting to put a sandwich together.
(1:42 AM) shiwon:Smiling, Donghae walked into the kitchen and hopped up on the counter. "Doing fine. I let Kyuhyun sleep in my bed for tonight, so do you mind if I sleep in yours?"
(1:46 AM) sungmin:"No, of course not," he smiled, topping his sandwich with bread. "Do you want a sandwich?" he looked over at the other man, leaning against him a bit when he was behind him enough to do so.
(1:48 AM) shiwon:He shook his head, taking a bite of Kibum's sandwich. Flashing him a grin, he chewed his food and looked in a magazine that was laying on the counter. "Two days until Kyuhyun debuts, I'm excited about the new song."
(1:50 AM) sungmin:He sighed and rolled his eyes when Donghae took a bite of his sandwich, reaching back to smack him. "Yeah, it'll be exciting to be on stage again and let those rumours to rest that we're breaking up."
(1:57 AM) shiwon:"Super Junior will never break up." Shaking his head, he nudged Kibum and moved away to get a juice from the fridge. "Four potential couples have surfaced in the last few weeks, though."
(1:58 AM) sungmin:"Oh?" he said, raising an eyebrow. He moved away so Donghae could get a drink, keeping his plate with his sandwich close by so the other man didn't eat anymore. "Do tell, I love your twist on gossip."
(2:01 AM) shiwon:He came back and leaned against the counter, sipping his drink. "Well, for some reason..Kangin is trying to get Jungsu to notice him. Obviously, Sungmin has it bad for Kyuhyun. Shiwon and Heechul kissed, that's what Teukie told me. And Kihae." He sipped his drink and nodded, looking around the kitchen.
(2:06 AM) sungmin:Kibum grinned at the Kihae reference and leaned in, pecking Donghaes cheek. "Too cute, you already made up a slash pairing name for us." He gave him the other half of his sandwich and headed for his room.
(2:07 AM) shiwon:"I didn't, the fans did!" He took a bite of the sandwich and grabbed his juice, running after Kibum. Finishing off the sandwich quickly, he sipped his drink and hopped into Kibum's bed.
(2:09 AM) sungmin:Sitting down on the spare bed, he took a nibble of his sandwich before sitting it on the beside table. "I kinda like it, it has a nice ring to it. I'm afraid that if we don't work out that Kihae will forever be tainted."
(2:12 AM) shiwon:Sipping his juice, he looked over at Kibum, wiping his mouth. "Don't talk about it, and you won't jinx it. Duh." He got comfortable on the bed, putting his hands behind his head with a deep sigh.
(2:12 AM) sungmin:"I was only joking," he said with a roll of his eyes and a sigh. Pulling back the blankets of the spare bed, he climbed under them and turned off the nap. "G'night, Donghae."
(2:14 AM) shiwon:"Hey!" He sat up quickly, looking over at Kibum. "I thought we were sleeping in the same bed? It's rude not to keep your guests comfortable, you know!"
(2:18 AM) sungmin:He grinned in the dark and climbed out of the bed, dashing across to climb into his own. He wrapped his arm around Donghae and rested his head on his shoulder. "Comfortable now?"
(2:20 AM) shiwon:Laying back down, he nodded and cuddled up to Kibum, a smile on his face. "Very comfortable." He turned onto his side a bit so he could put an arm around his friend's waist, kissing his nose. "Goodnight."

Session Start: May 9, 2007

(11:40 PM) jaejoong:yunnie-ah~
(11:41 PM) yunho:hey gorgeous
(11:41 PM) jaejoong:hi hi ^____^
(11:42 PM) yunho:where is everyone/
?
(11:42 PM) jaejoong:minnie is asleep, yoochun and junsu went out to see spider-man 3
(11:43 PM) yunho:where's dongwook?
(11:43 PM) jaejoong:i would think he's sleeping with changmin?
(11:44 PM) yunho:probably
(11:44 PM) jaejoong:not SLEEPING sleeping
like..
in the air matress i nearly killed myself blowing up for him.
(11:45 PM) yunho:baby...we  have a pump
(11:45 PM) jaejoong:we do?
well dammit
(11:45 PM) jaejoong:my chest hurts for nothing
(11:45 PM) yunho:well he did offer to help
(11:45 PM) jaejoong:i know but i felt bad for how i acted
(11:45 PM) jaejoong:so i used the hot air i seem to have a lot of and blew it up
(11:46 PM) yunho:i love you
(11:46 PM) jaejoong:i love you too, yunnie
(12:14 AM) jaejoong:wb ~
(12:14 AM) yunho:thank you :) there must have been a blackout....
(12:14 AM) jaejoong:hm my computer didn't go out?
(12:15 AM) yunho:all of my appliances did
(12:15 AM) jaejoong:then again i am on my laptop and it's running on it's battery
(12:16 AM) yunho:luckily i didn't lose my song
(12:23 AM) jaejoong:i was only listening to epik high so..
(12:31 AM) yunho:joongie
(12:31 AM) jaejoong:hm?
(12:31 AM) yunho::$
(12:31 AM) jaejoong:what?
(12:31 AM) yunho:i'm horny
(12:32 AM) jaejoong:oooooh
(12:33 AM) jaejoong:what can i do to help?
(12:34 AM) yunho:i don't know... i mean everything we do is amazing, but i think we need something new... :$
(12:34 AM) jaejoong:like what?
(12:35 AM) yunho:i've been thinking... maybe you could.. dress up
(12:36 AM) jaejoong:dress up how?
(12:36 AM) yunho:forget it, it's stupid
(12:38 AM) jaejoong:no, tell me
(12:39 AM) yunho:i was thinking..you could wear girls clothes..
(12:39 AM) jaejoong:like, lolita clothes or?
or whatever that gothic look is
(12:40 AM) yunho:i don't know, just.. like you wore in The Way U Are, not the video though
(12:40 AM) jaejoong:as in , make up wig.. dress?
(12:40 AM) yunho:yeah..
(12:40 AM) jaejoong:http://antredalice.nuxit.net/catalog/images/robe_gothic_lolita.jpg wearing this?
(12:41 AM) yunho:that would be good
(12:41 AM) jaejoong:ok
(12:41 AM) yunho:you don't have to, though
(12:41 AM) jaejoong:actually, i wouldnt mind
(12:41 AM) yunho:really?
(12:42 AM) jaejoong:yeah really
(12:43 AM) jaejoong:i mean i saw one of those in japan and got one
(12:43 AM) yunho:you did?
(12:43 AM) jaejoong:yeah
(12:53 AM) jaejoong:i'll go get ready
(12:53 AM) yunho::$ ok i'll be in the room
(12:53 AM) jaejoong:ok~
(12:56 AM) jaejoong:Jaejoong put on the outfit, adjusting the plaid ripped skirt so it was down on his hips just showing his hipbones and his belly button in full view. Putting on some makeup and fixing his hair, he buckled up the boots and looked at himself in the mirror and blushed a bit. Clearing his throat, he left the bathroom and knocked on the bedroom door.
(12:59 AM) yunho:Biting his lip, Yunho sat up in the bed, only the lamp on the side table lighting up the room. He had undressed down to his boxers while waiting for Jaejoong, and anticipation had gotten the best of him. He was already hard. "Come in!" Adjusting the covers a bit, he laid them over his lap and only his bare upper half was visable.
(1:02 AM) jaejoong:He opened the door and stepped into the room with ease, smiling. The ripped skirt brushed against his legs that he had dorned in fishnets, chunky boots nearly up to his knees. He had a pink gloss on his lips and a bit of eyeliner around his eyes. The shirt hid his belly button for now, but he figured Yunho would soon be peaking. "Hello, Yunho-sshi," he said softly, bowing.
(1:08 AM) yunho:He stared at Jaejoong when he came in, his eyes scanning the outfit and Jae's body, a blush coming to his cheeks. "BooJae..you look..amazing." Licking his lips, he sat up more and held out his hand, looking into Jae's eyes.
(1:10 AM) jaejoong:He laughed a little, lifting his hand to his mouth as he normally did. The shirt rode up a bit, exposing some of his pale skin. "Thank you, I .. was worried you wouldn't like it." He bit his lip, tossing the long wig out of his face. It was a lot like his Tri-Angle hairstyle.
(1:17 AM) yunho:"I like it." He nodded and took Jae's hand, bringing him to the other side of the bed. "You look better than any girl I've ever seen." Laughing softly, he nodded again and got up on his knees, resting his hand on the side of Jaejoong's neck.
(1:22 AM) jaejoong:He bit his lip and climbed onto the bed, pushing Yunho back. "I want to preform a dance for you," he said, running a finger down Yunhos chest to the hem of his pants, then stood. He shook his hips like a woman would as he walked over to the CD player. He put in one of Se7ens cds and put it on a song with a nice beat. Slowly, he started to move sensually to the beat, biting his lip and closing his eyes as he ran his hands over his body slowly.
(1:29 AM) yunho:He didn't take his eyes off Jaejoong as his boyfriend moved his hips about, his blush darkening with each passing minute. Not long after Jaejoong started dancing, soft whimper moans could be heard from Yunho as he stroked himself under the blankets.
(1:30 AM) jaejoong:He opened his eyes, his lips parting a little as he watched Yunho touch himself. He dropped to his knees and crawled over, covering his hand over Yunhos. "Let me suck it, baby," he purred, his cheeks flushed and his lips glistening a bit in the light. "I want to taste you."
(1:45 AM) yunho:Yunho nodded slowly, biting his lip and stopping his hand as he moved it out of the way. Sitting up a bit, he pushed the covers down more, pressing his lips together tightly.
(1:48 AM) jaejoong:He hooked his fingers on the loops of Yunhos boxers and pulled them down his hips, humming when he saw the swollen penis spring out before him. "Mm, baby," he breathed, stroking his inner thighs before leaning in to blow against the head of his cock.
(1:50 AM) yunho:The feeling of Jaejoong's hand on his thigh made him close his eyes, but the soft air on his member caused him to moan out, his breathing picking up. "Jaejoong-ah.." He opened his eyes and looked down at him, licking his lips and placing his hand on his boyfriend's cheek.
(1:57 AM) jaejoong:He parted his lips again and slowly let Yunho slide into his mouth a little, teasing the head before pulling off again to lick along the vein from top to bottom. "Mm, you taste so good," he whispered, then eased him into his mouth again.
(1:59 AM) yunho:He shivered deeply and closed his eyes again, his head falling back to rest on the headboard. "Come on, baby..don't tease me anymore." Licking his lips, he arched his hips slightly and let out a quiet whimper.
(2:04 AM) jaejoong:He bobbed his head up and down a few times, humming while he did before he released him again and slid off the bed. Digging in the bedside table, he got out the lube. "I'm gonna ride you, baby," he said, squiring it onto his palm to let it warm up. When it was warm enough, he lathered Yunho up and lifted the skirt to reveal that he was wearing nothing under it. Squatting over Yunhos hips, he placed let the skirt drop and reached behind himself to hold Yunho's member sill.
(2:13 AM) yunho:"Baby.." His breathing picked up as he placed his hands on Jaejoong's hips, looking up at him. "I love you, Jaejoong." Licking his lips, he kept his eyes on his boyfriend's face, thrusting his hips up when he felt the head of his member at Jaejoong's entrance. Letting out a moan, he leaned his head back and closed his eyes, biting his lip.
(2:15 AM) jaejoong:Jaejoong rocked forward, his arms thrusting out to keep himself sitting up and he lowered himself further onto Yunho until he felt him completely fill him. "Yunnie," he rasped, his eyes falling closed as he panted softly. "Oh God, Yunnie."
(2:25 AM) yunho:He gripped Jaejoong's hips as he rocked his own, looking up at him and watching his face. Wrapping his arms around him, he leaned up and held him close and tight while he rocked his hips faster, leaning in and kissing his neck.
(2:29 AM) jaejoong:He moaned softly as Yunho kissed his neck since it was a sensitive spot, along with his collar bone. There had been many times before the two had gotten comfortable with touching each other that he'd gotten him to come by licking and sucking his neck or collarbone. He started to move his hips, raising and falling back down again until he got used to the rythym.
(2:39 AM) yunho:"Joongie..you're too hot..I'm not going to last much longer.." He nibbled his neck and moaned into his ear, rocking his hips harder but keeping his pace slow. Soon, he was holding Jaejoong closer against him, his breath going ridged as he leaned his head back, moaning his name loudly the moment he came inside him.
(2:44 AM) jaejoong:When he felt Yunho come inside him, he trembled and threw his head back, letting out a loud moan as his body twitched while he came. He fell forward, landing ontop of Yunho, panting heavily.
(2:52 AM) yunho:When he caught his breath, he shifted and kissed Jaejoong's lips, hugging him close. "I love you, BooJae." He whispered into his ear, kissing his temple and cheek, closing his eyes.
(2:54 AM) jaejoong:[ cont w/ othar rp~ ]

Session Start: May 11, 2007

(12:04 AM) joongie:i miss my blond hair
(12:04 AM) yunho:you dyed it?
(12:05 AM) joongie:had to :\
(12:05 AM) yunho:ew
(12:06 AM) joongie:it's black :\
(12:06 AM) yunho:that....... doesn't seem to suit you
(12:06 AM) joongie:hm, well you be the judge. i'll change my icon
(12:07 AM) yunho:ok
(12:10 AM) joongie:well? :\
(12:10 AM) yunho:jaejoong, it looks good!
(12:11 AM) joongie:you're not lying to make me happy are you?
(12:11 AM) yunho:no, i really like it
(12:20 AM) joongie:thank you
sorry, i had to get makeup done
(12:21 AM) yunho:it's fine. yoochun said he likes it a lot, so did our new model shiwon
(12:22 AM) joongie:new model?
(12:22 AM) yunho:yeah well we have to pay the bills while our star model is out of the country
(12:22 AM) joongie::$
(12:24 AM) joongie:yunho... can i ask you something personal?
(12:24 AM) yunho:of course
(12:24 AM) joongie:i really like yoochun and... i'm not sure what to do
(12:26 AM) yunho:you should hang out with him, get to know him
(12:29 AM) joongie:that's impossible. when i have days off, he's busy. when he has days off, i'm busy. plus i'm not good at this kind of stuff.
(12:32 AM) yunho:when are you coming back?
(12:32 AM) joongie:in a few days. i'm so tired :\
(12:33 AM) yunho:the day after you get back, i'll set something up
(12:34 AM) joongie:does he even like me?
(12:34 AM) joongie:i wouldn't want to persue it if it's one sided
(12:34 AM) yunho:i believe he does, yes
(12:34 AM) joongie:i think i just squealed outloud
(12:35 AM) yunho:AWWWW
(12:35 AM) joongie:i've never really had a .. crush on someone so...
(12:35 AM) yunho:cutie :)
(12:35 AM) joongie::$
(12:37 AM) yunho:woops, had to close the IM
(12:38 AM) joongie:which?
(12:38 AM) yunho:this one, yoochun walked by
(12:38 AM) joongie:oooh
(12:38 AM) joongie:sorry, i haven't ate all day so my sugar is low
(12:38 AM) yunho:you should eat
(12:39 AM) joongie:too busy
(12:39 AM) yunho:to eat? jaejoong..
(12:39 AM) joongie:it's been nonstop, seriously.
i haven't slept in what feels like forever, either. fashion week is no fun.
(12:40 AM) yunho:you should at least eat something
(12:40 AM) joongie:i've been asking for something but i don't really get heard. maybe because i don't demand like the others.
(12:40 AM) yunho:get it yourself, you can't depend on fashion people to actually feed models
(12:41 AM) joongie:ooh someone walked past with pizza....
(12:41 AM) yunho:GO GRAB SOME
(12:41 AM) joongie:be right back!
(12:41 AM) yunho:k
(12:44 AM) joongie:i have a piece!
(12:44 AM) yunho:yum!
(12:44 AM) joongie:it's cheese pizza too, my favourite
(12:45 AM) yunho:i'm partial to peppers myself
(12:45 AM) joongie:blech, haha
(12:45 AM) joongie:i don't mind them finely chopped, but where there's these big chunks of peppers in my salad or pizza i pick them out
(12:46 AM) yunho:spicy foods are so amazing
(12:46 AM) joongie:oh i love spicy food. i mean like, green peppers and red peppers.
(12:46 AM) joongie:i don't like squash either
(12:46 AM) yunho:yeah me either
(12:46 AM) joongie:or sweet potatos, but everything else i'll eat
except... like.. domestic animals :\
(12:47 AM) yunho:that doesn't happen in korea, despite american rumors
(12:49 AM) joongie:i went to china last year to take those oh so controversial shots .. i dunno if you saw them but  for some reason the photographer took me to china, then made me dress like a geisha.
(12:49 AM) joongie:anyway, the markets in the back streets they were selling animals and i just cried :(
(12:57 AM) yunho:i've never been to china actually........
(12:58 AM) joongie:i gave you all tickets to the fashion show here in japan but i guess you don't have the time
(12:58 AM) yunho:yeah..we're really sorry about that
(12:59 AM) joongie:no, it's ok
(1:00 AM) joongie:Initiated a file transfer
(1:00 AM) joongie:O__O SORRY
(1:01 AM) yunho:hm?
ah
(1:01 AM) joongie:aha i forgot what i had in paste
and it wanted to send it!
(1:01 AM) yunho:ahaha
(1:14 AM) yunho:Yunho had told Jaejoong they weren't in Japan, when the truth was the three of them had flown out the day after Jaejoong left. When the fashion show started, Yunho, Yoochun, and Changmin were sitting in the front row, dressed in casual suits.
(1:15 AM) joongie:Jaejoong was back stage in his coture outfit, trying his best not to scratch since it would make welts appear on his skin and the fashion director would notice. He bounced from foot to foot, the suit chafing his skin. Finally it was his turn to go and he started down the runway, his cold stare fixed on his face.
(1:17 AM) yunho:Unable to help himself, Yunho let out a loud (and long) cry of joy when he saw Jaejoong, grabbing Changmin's hand with a bright grin. He seemed cool at first but Yunho was always one to want to have fun, no matter what the situation. Yoochun laughed softly and shook his head, pulling out his camera and snapping pictures of Jaejoong.
(1:18 AM) joongie:Changmin giggled when Yunho took his hand, squeezing it as he watched Jaejoong walk back up the runway to change into his next outfit. "You're crazy," he commented when Yunho calmed down, flashing a wide grin. "But so cute..."
(1:20 AM) yunho:He laughed and looked at Changmin, smiling. "I just get so excited for my friends, I can't help it. This is Jaejoong's passion." Nodding, he stroked Changmin's hand with his thumb, watching the other models.
(1:28 AM) joongie:He blushed when he felt Yunhos thumb stroking his hand and brought it up to his lips, kissing the other mans hand shyly. Jaejoong came out again, wearing some ugly ruffled shirt and tight pants, but he walked with such confidence that he could make any outfit look good.
(1:29 AM) yunho:"Do they actually think people would wear that in public?" He mumbled into Changmin's ear after he stopped blushing over the hand kiss. "It's so ugly, my younger sister could design better clothes." Yoochun was in his own world, snapping picture after picture of Jaejoong.
(1:36 AM) joongie:He giggled and placed a hand to his mouth, his eyes squinting all uneven like. "He looks like he stepped out of some really bad 80s vampire movie," he said, laughing. Not long after that, the fashion show was over and people were beginning to leave. The tickets Jaejoong had given them also had backstage passes and Changmin was excited to see what went on.
(1:46 AM) yunho:Holding Changmin's hand, Yunho walked around backstage with a grin on his face, looking around. Yoochun had finally put his camera away and was holding it tightly at his side in its bag as he looked for Jaejoong.
(1:48 AM) joongie:Jaejoong was sitting by himself, people bustling about. Changmin spotted him and pointed, bouncing on his heals. "Over there!" he said, then tugged Yunho with him since they were still holding hands.
(1:49 AM) yunho:Yunho grabbed Yoochun's hand and pulled him along as Changmin pulled him, grinning brightly. Smiling, Yoochun came up behind Jaejoong, covering his eyes. "Guess who."
(1:51 AM) joongie:"Huh?" came Jaejoongs slow and sleepy responce. He placed his hands over the person who covered them and tilted his head back, his mouth hanging open. "Yoochun?" he asked. Changmin giggled, pressing himself close to Yunho as he watched Jaejoong.
(1:53 AM) yunho:He grinned and moved his hands to Jaejoong's shoulders, nodding. "You did great, Jae. I didn't know you could model and walk at the same time." he joked, laughing softly, Yunho wrapping his arm around Changmin.
(1:55 AM) joongie:He made a face at Yoochun and slid out of the chair he was sitting in, stumbling a bit and catching himself by holding onto Yunho. "Do you have any chocolate?" he asked him, closing his eyes for a moment. "Need sugar."
(1:56 AM) yunho:Yunho held Jaejoong up, frowning as he nodded. "I brought some, I had a feeling it would come in handy." He pulled out a chocolate bar and handed it to Jae, still holding him up.
(1:57 AM) joongie:He unwrapped the bar and started to eat it, placing a hand to his forehead as if he were dizzy. Changmin watched, biting his lip, giving Yunho a curious look.
(1:59 AM) yunho:He looked at Changmin and just shook his head slightly, kissing his cheek. "Jaejoong-ah, let's get you back to your hotel room, yeah?" Yoochun frowned and watched as Jaejoong looked faint, stepping closer. "Jae, what's wrong?"
(2:02 AM) joongie:He opened his eyes and leaned his weight from Yunho to Yoochun and nibbled on his chocolate bar. "I probably should've told you earlier," he said, looking ashamed. "I'm hypoglycemic. It's not as serious as some cases but with how hectic things have been I just either couldn't get anything to eat or I'd forget.. and I haven't been sleeping much lately either."
(2:04 AM) yunho:Frowning more, Yoochun scooped Jaejoong in his arms, motioning for Yunho to get his things. "We're getting you home." He carried him out the door as Yunho held Changmin's hand and Jaejoong's things, walking after them.
(2:07 AM) joongie:He rested against Yoochun and closed his eyes, eventually becoming like dead weight in his arms. Changmin came back with a bag full of Jaejoongs things, looking absolutely frazzled. "Is he ok? Does that mean he's diabetic? Does he have to take inculin?" He asked a million questions a minute.
(2:12 AM) yunho:"I don't know what it means, Minnie. But we should get him to the hospital." Yunho nodded, getting in the driver's seat as Yoochun sat in the back holding Jaejoong. Once they were at the hospital, Yoochun and Yunho took turns explaining things to the nurse, then took turns complaining when they were told to wait.
(2:24 AM) joongie:About an hour later, a nurse came and told them they could see him now, that the doctor was just finishing up. Changmin stood, clutching Jaejoongs messenger bag. "Miss, is he ok?" he asked, but she didn't hear him because she was already walking away. Biting his lip, he took Yunhos hand and tugged him to his feet. "Come on, lets go see him."

Session Start: May 12, 2007

(1:45 AM) joongie:About an hour later, a nurse came and told them they could see him now, that the doctor was just finishing up. Changmin stood, clutching Jaejoongs messenger bag. "Miss, is he ok?" he asked, but she didn't hear him because she was already walking away. Biting his lip, he took Yunhos hand and tugged him to his feet. "Come on, lets go see him."
(1:47 AM) yunho:Yunho nodded and held Changmin's hand, walking with him to the room, where Yoochun was already standing by the door. He walked in when they got confirmation to go, and bit his lip as he got to the bed, looking at Jaejoong.
(1:49 AM) joongie:Jaejoong looked to be asleep, with a pained expression on his face. Changmin placed his bag on a free chair and sat down, looking at the other two. "Is he gonna be ok?" he asked in a soft voice, chewing on his bottom lip nervously.
(2:01 AM) yunho:"I'm not sure, Minnie. If it's just his sugar low, then they can get it back up but if it's more serious..." He shook his head, shrugging lightly as Yoochun sat beside Jaejoong's bed, taking his hand. "He's going to be fine, Changmin. Jaejoong is strong, I can tell." Yoochun nodded and smiled.
(2:03 AM) joongie:Changmin nodded and squeezed Yunhos hand, visibly uncomfortable with the situation at hand. Jaejoongs eyes opened slowly when he felt someone take his hand and he turned his head so he was looking at Yoochun. "Chunnie?" he said, not realising he just gave him a nickname.
(2:12 AM) yunho:Sliding his arm around Changmin's waist, he held him close as he watched the other two men. Yoochun smiled and nodded, moving closer to Jaejoong. "I'm here, Jae. You scared us, you know."
(2:14 AM) joongie:He made a face, the hand with an IV in it twitched a bit and he whimpered. "I hate needles, especially the ones that they put into your skin and leave there," he said softly, his eyes drifting closed again. "Did a doctor talk to you yet?"
(2:21 AM) yunho:He shook his head, stroking Jaejoong's hand with his thumb. "No, only to tell us we could see you, but he didn't say anything else. I'll go ask them in a few minutes, though, okay?"
(2:22 AM) joongie:"I figured he would, I listed you as my next of kin," he opened his eyes again and looked at Yoochun. "I'm sorry for all of this, I'm normally in really good control of it but... this week has really taken a lot out of me I guess."
(2:23 AM) yunho:"Don't worry about it, we'll get you back on track. Now that I know you have this wrong with you, I'll make sure you take care of yourself." He smiled and reached a hand up, stroking Jae's dark hair behind his ear. "I like the new color."
(2:25 AM) joongie:He blushed and shyly nuzzled Yoochuns hand. "Thank you, I was really upset they had to dye it to be honest," he laughed a bit. "After I went back to my hotel room I just stared at my hair... it feels weird to have my normal hair colour."
(2:30 AM) yunho:Nodding, he gave it a light, playful tug and smiled. "We can dye it back to blonde when we get home to Korea. Sound good?" Yunho looked at Changmin and smiled, leaning in to whisper so only he could hear. "Wanna go to the cafeteria?"
(2:31 AM) joongie:Changmin nodded and quickly stood, leaving the room rather quickly. Jaejoong watched him scuttle and laughed a bit, then looked back at Yoochun. "I hate hospitals as much as he does. Spent a lot of my childhood years in here," he bit his lip, looking a bit sad.
(2:37 AM) yunho:"Were you a sickly kid?" He nudged Jaejoong over and slid onto the bed with him, laying beside him with a small smile, hoping to cheer him up. Wrapping his arm around Changmin's waist again, Yunho held him close and walked with him. "Changminwillyoubemyboyfriend?"
(2:39 AM) joongie:He scooted over, lifting the IV line so Yoochun dind't lay on it. "Yeah, before I was diagnosed I used to get sick a lot and nobody could figure out why. I grew up quite poor so we couldn't afford good doctors," he looked over at Yoochun with big, brown eyes. "You probably don't want to know my sob stories though." Changmin blinked and looked at Yunho for a few minutes before breaking out into an adorable smile. "Really?" he asked.
(2:45 AM) yunho:"I don't mind. I'd like to know you better." He nodded and laid his head back, watching Jaejoong. Smiling, he playfully laid his head on his shoulder, talking in a cute voice. "Joongie, famous model of Korea, do you have a fanclub?" Yunho bit his lip and nodded, smiling. "Yeah, really. I mean I know we're still getting to know eachother and all, but I really like you.."
(2:47 AM) joongie:He laughed a bit, but not as loud as he normally would. "I don't think so, why do you ask?" He rested his hand weakly ontop of Yoochuns hair, letting his fingertips play with the other mans hair. Changmin looked like he could burst with joy and he lunged forward, wrapping his arms around Yunho. "YES!" he cried out. "I mean, of course I would."
(2:50 AM) yunho:He grinned, shrugging. "Because I didn't know what else to ask. We've never really talked before, it's awkward for me. I don't normally travel to Japan for friends." Yunho smiled brightly, wrapping his arms around Changmin and hugging him close.
(2:53 AM) joongie:"I don't know what to ask you about either. I've only been on one relationship and well, I'm insecure enough as it is about myself so I don't see why anybody would want to date me," he lifted his free hand and started to tap his bottom lip. Changmin squeezed Yunho back and gave him a soft kiss when they pulled away from one another.
(2:59 AM)yunho is now Offline
(2:59 AM)yunho is now Online

Session Start: May 13, 2007

(12:20 AM) i has a corm:Yoochun bounced on his heals as he knocked on the door to Jaejoong and Yunhos apartment. In his hand was the C section of the news paper that had to do with advertisements and such. "Come on, stop having sex and answer the door!" he called.
(12:27 AM) yunho:Jaejoong stopped chopping his fruits for his smoothie and sucked the juice off his thumb, walking over to the door and pulling it open. "Why do you always assume we're fucking, Chunnie?" He laughed and hugged Yoochun before heading back into the kitchen. Dumping the fruits into the blender, he started to press the button when he suddenly stopped. "I'm forgetting something."
(12:30 AM) i has a corm:He sat down at the kitchen table, spreading out the news paper and the realiter flyer that came in the mail. "I was looking through these.. the paper and the thick flyer thingy," he looked up, pointing. "The lid, Boo," he winked then looked back down at them again. "I thought, we've all got some pretty good paying jobs and we don't want to be away from each other. So why not find a two bedroom house?"
(12:33 AM) yunho:"Oh!" He grabbed the lid and secured it on, grinning as he pressed 'fine blend'. Looking at Yoochun, he blinked and shrugged. "Junsu told me you guys were going to rent out one of our old rooms. You changed your mind?" He leaned against the counter, reaching up to fix Yoochun's shirt, smoothing it out.
(12:35 AM) i has a corm:He swatted Jaejoongs hands away with a laugh, then shrugged. "I suggested about renting Changmins room, but," he sighed, looking sad as he stared down at his hands. "Can I be honest with you, Jaejoong? I can't stand to live there anymore. Seeing Changmins room, the pictures. I mean they'd come with but... I swear I see him and then I don't and I swear I smell him but he's not there..."
(12:36 AM) yunho:Biting his lip, he nodded and moved closer to Yoochun, wrapping his arms around his waist. "I know what you mean. I was watching clothes the other day and the shirt I borrowed and never returned was there.." He sighed and kissed Yoochun's cheek. "I think we should move into a house. We'll never forget Changmin, that's a given, but that apartment..it's suffocating."
(12:38 AM) i has a corm:"Junsus beeing having nightmares about him, or dreams. I'm unsure. He cries so hard and I hate being two doors down from him," he looked up at Jaejoong with sad eyes. "He says he sees him in his dreams. And it just breaks my heart."
(12:41 AM) yunho:"I do believe he'd understand why we want to move out. And Changmin wouldn't want all of us being upset like this.." He nodded, pulling away and turning off the blender. "Yunho will understand too. I moved into this apartment not only because I wanted to be alone with Yunho, but because that apartment..man, if those walls could talk, they'd scream Changmin." He shook his head, his voice breaking..
(12:41 AM) yunho:.. as he poured the smoothie into a tall glass cup.
(12:47 AM) i has a corm:He turned his attention back to the realiter flyer and started flipping through it, wiping away his tears with the sleeve of his shirt. "Theres a few really nice ones close to the city, and some really cute ones a bit outside of the city. It all depends on how you guys wanna do the whole travelling thing. Junsu and I work together so we could do a carpool. Yunho works the farthest away..." he looked up at Jaejoong, the happiest he'd been in awhile. "I'm really excited about this, Joongie."
(12:50 AM) yunho:Jaejoong wiped his cheeks and smiled at Yoochun, nodding as he poured some smoothie into a cup for him. He put a bendy straw in the cups and grinned, handing him a cup. "I think we should live in the middle. That way, we can all get to work easily, and when we need a weekend we can go to a cabin in the country."
(12:52 AM) i has a corm:He pushed the book over so Jaejoong could look through it. "I have the ones I like the most circled with red pen," he said, twisting his straw around in strange shapes before taking a long sip. "Mm, good!"
(12:54 AM) yunho:He smiled and sipped his smoothie as he looked over the book, putting a star next to a few. "These are in the middle, they seem really good. This one..Two bedrooms, two baths, large kitchen and living space. This one is perfect! It's two stories."
(12:55 AM) i has a corm:He laughed, nearly choking on his smoothe. "Yeah, I figured the large kitchen would get you," he said with a wink, grabbing a napkin to wipe the juice off the corners of his mouth. "I called about any of the ones with the big kitchens. We can go look at the one you like most today actually."
(1:00 AM) yunho:"We have to go look at this house, we just absolutely have to. Right now." He nodded and grabbed the phone, dialing the number that was with the ad. After a few minutes of talking, he hung up with a grin. "The lady will be there in an hour."
(1:00 AM) i has a corm:"Yeesh!" he said with a laugh, then stood. "I better go wake Su from his nap then, he'll want to get ready. Where's your fiance?" he asked, drawling the word fiance. "I don't see or hear him."
(1:02 AM) yunho:The word made him giggle and bite his straw, looking down. "He's asleep, I'll go wake him. Take Su the smoothie, he'll be upset that he didn't get one, so..just tell him it's just for him." Nodding, he smiled and took his smoothie back to the bedroom.
(1:04 AM) i has a corm:With a wave, he picked up the smoothe and left Jaejoongs apartment, entering his own. He had a bit of a hop in his step, feeling good about the trip to see the house. Stepping into Junsus room, he placed the smoothie on the bedside table and knelt down. "Susu, wake up baby."
(1:05 AM) yunho:Junsu was sprawled out on his stomache, the fan on full blast as he was only in his boxers, the covers pushed down to his feet. He groaned when Yoochun tried to wake him, slowly opening his eyes. "I think the air is broken."
(1:06 AM) i has a corm:"That's fine," he said with a grin, helping him sit up as he handed him the smoothie and a pink curly straw. "Jaejoong and I have discussed the possiblity of getting a house, the four of us. We're going to go look at one today."
(1:08 AM) yunho:He took the smootie without a second thought and sipped it, watching Yoochun. "You're going out in this heat? You better take my car, the air works." Nodding, he closed his eyes and just enjoyed the cold drink.
(1:09 AM) i has a corm:He slid his fingers over Junsus sweaty face and licked his lips. "I thought you'd come with, baby," he said softly. "Yunnie is, Jaejoong went to wake him. We all have to like the place in order to live in it."
(1:11 AM) yunho:"I have something to do today," he spoke softly, looking up at Yoochun and nodding. "I'll like it as long as we are all together, and the tub is big enough for two."
(1:15 AM) i has a corm:Yoochun laughed, brushing his fingers through Junsus hair. "Alright, if you say so. I'll take pictures with my phone ok?" He stood, pressing a kiss to his boyfriends forehead. "I love you, baby. I'll see you in a bit ok?"
(1:17 AM) yunho:He nodded and smiled, tilting his head and kissing Yoochun's lips. "I love you too, have fun." Leaning back, he wiped the sweat off his upper lip and went back to sipping his drink.
(1:18 AM) i has a corm:Yunho was laying sprawled out across the large bed, the sheets kicked down to his waist and twisted around his legs. His bare back was obviously exposed and was glistening with sweat. The heat seemed to be busted in everybodys apartment, but Yunho was too deep asleep to notice.
(1:19 AM) yunho:Jaejoong saw Yunho and grinned, placing the drink down before running out of the room. He came back with an ice cube and gracefully sat on his fiance's bottom, slowly dragging the ice cube down the middle of his back, on that delicious muscular crease.
(1:20 AM) i has a corm:He squirmed a bit, the the coolness of the ice kicked in and he turned his head a bit to look over his shoulder. "Joongie, what're you doing?" he asked in a sleepy voice, his eyes heavy lidded because he was still slightly dosey.
(1:22 AM) yunho:"Cooling you off." He nodded and leaned down, kissing Yunho's temple. Rubbing the cube over his shoulders, he smiled and reached over, turning the fan so it would hit the cold water from the ice.
(1:24 AM) i has a corm:He got used to the coolness of the ice cube and relaxed, biting his bottom lip. After awhile, he giggled and looked back at Jaejoong. "Honey, something is poking me," he said innocently, although it was fake innocense.
(1:25 AM) yunho:He made a slight sound as if he were actually listening, when in fact he had zoned out, too focused on melting the cube on Yunho's back. When it was gone, he looked up, his lips in a small 'O' formation, raising his eyebrows. "You say something?"
(1:29 AM) i has a corm:He laughed even harder and smiled at Jaejoong with a loving look. "You're hard baby, and I can feel you poking me," he said with a small giggle. "But I like that such a simple thing can turn you on. Makes me feel sexy."
(1:31 AM) yunho:"I'm not hard!" He pulled open his sweatpants and looked at himself, then blushed brightly and bit his lip. "Yes I am..I didn't notice." Pressing his lips together, he climbed off Yunho's back and sat beside him. "You're very sexy, Yunho."
(1:32 AM) i has a corm:He rolled onto his side, propping his head up with his hand while the other lazily ran up and down Jaejoongs hip. "I don't feel sexy sometimes, but you make me feel really good about myself. Like I could conqure the world."
(1:34 AM) yunho:He smiled and put his hand in Yunho's hair, tilting his head. "You're sexy all the time to me. I don't know how you can't see it, even Junsu has had a wet dream about you. OH! Speaking of, we're going to look at a potential house for us four to move in." He grinned, nodding.
(1:36 AM) i has a corm:He blinked, wondering how on earth Jaejoong could go from one topic to the other in a split second. "You're the most adorable fucking thing in the whole world, Kim Jaejoong," he said with a wide smile, "A house? Can we afford it?"
(1:37 AM) yunho:Giggling, he leaned down and kissed Yunho's lips, shrugging. "Yeah, we can afford it. It's not too much a month, and we'll get the deposit back I put on this apartment. With all four of us working, we won't get behind on bills."
(1:44 AM) i has a corm:He pushed the blankets down the whole way, completely exposing himself totally and sat up. "If you're sure, then I'll follow you anywhere, gorgeous. My fiance," he leaned over, pulling him close as he kissed him deeply. "As much as I would love to have your fantasy wedding, I think it might just be something simple."
(1:46 AM) yunho:He smiled and returned the kiss, laying his head on Yunho's shoulder. "We have plenty of time to plan a small wedding, no rush. Even if it's small, I want it to be perfect." Nodding, he pulled away and pressed a kiss to his cheek. "Let's shower, we gotta meet Chun."
(2:01 AM) i has a corm:An hour later, the three of them were standing outside of the house they were looking at. The front yard would need sod by the looks of it, but the idea of having his own home made Yunho smile. It felt weird to be thinking of doing yard work and settling down at twenty one, but he was in love, and he was going to spend the rest of his life with Jaejoong. Holding his fiances hand, he squeezed it and looked at him. "Beautiful house outside, yeah?" he said.
(2:03 AM) yunho:Jaejoong staired at the house, not hearing Yunho as he slowly walked towards the house, letting go of his hand. "It's..my dream house. Everything I ever imagined, and more." He turned and looked at Yunho, pointing. "We have to get this house."
(2:04 AM) i has a corm:He laughed, following him as he stuffed his hands in his pockets. "Baby, we haven't even looked inside yet!" he exclaimed, placing an arm around his waist as he looked in the front window. "Ohh baby, look at the staircase."
(2:07 AM) yunho:"Let's get inside." He grabbed both Yunho's and Yoochun's hands, dragging them in and stopping when he saw the staircase. "Ohmygod.." Letting them go, he gasped and walked over, touching the handrail gently.
(2:08 AM) i has a corm:Yoochun looked around in awe, taking in everything. "I really like the colours, too. We wouldn't have to change them." He disappeard suddenly, then came back to grab Jaejoongs arm. "Joongie, oh my god the  kitchen!" he exclaimed, then tugged him away to the kitchen.
(2:09 AM) yunho:He let Yoochun drag him and let out a squeal as he saw the kitchen, throwing himself onto the counter. "YUNHO! WE'RE SO GETTING THIS HOUSE!" Running back to him, he took his hands, a bright smile on his face. "We have to get this house."
(2:10 AM) i has a corm:Yunho chuckled a bit, slipping his arms around his fiance. "Can we look the rest of the house over, baby? Please? I don't want to act on impulse although it really is a beautiful place." Yoochun smacked Yunho hard on the back of the head. "Don't be so practical, look at this place. It's never been lived in. It's fucking amazing."
(2:12 AM) yunho:"You can go look if you need to, but Yoochun and I already know this place is perfect. I mean the kitchen is so amazing, you should see it." He nodded excitedly, sitting down on the floor and taking off his shoes before running up the stairs.
(2:13 AM) i has a corm:He bit his lip, rubbing the back of his head as he slipped out of his shoes as well and followed Jaejoong up the stairs. "What are we gonna do with four rooms though, baby?" he asked, peaking in each one. They were all an amazing size. And if we do get this place, we're getting the master bedroom, right?" he joked.
(2:15 AM) yunho:He came out of one of the rooms, his smile getting bigger each moment. "We'll get our stuff out of storage and set up a workout room or something. A guest room for when Yoohwan comes to visit." Nodding, he smiled and walked into the bathroom, coming out with his eyes and mouth open wide. "Oh. My. God."
(2:17 AM) i has a corm:He stopped in his tracks, then backed up to where Jaejoong was standing. "What?" he asked, placing a hand on the small of his boyfriends back. "Something wrong?" Yoochun was downstairs discussing the price of the place, trying to get it lowered a bit.
(2:20 AM) yunho:Looking down at Yoochun, he spoke in Korean. "Flirt if you have to." He winked and grabbed Yunho's hand, dragging him into the large and lavish bathroom. "Look at this, Yunho. Never again will we have the chance to live in a place like this, and I've been saving money every week from my paycheck for six years for when I decided to get a house. I don't want to waste it on some ugly house."
(2:21 AM) i has a corm:The room was humongus, which meant having to buy beautiful furniture to go inside it. He spotted the gorgeous fireplace and rushed over to it, touching it. "But, it's... it looks like it's expensive. I'm not saying the other house was ... bad," he saw the look on Jaejoongs face and sighed. "Ok, we'll take it."
(2:25 AM) yunho:"Really?!" He jumped into Yunho's arms, hugging him tightly and kissing his face. "I love you so much, I really do. You won't regret this, it'll be the best decision ever!"
[ah, sent too soon]
(2:26 AM) yunho:.. Grinning, he kissed his lips and stroked his hair, moving away. "You're the best!" He nodded and took his hand, walking with him downstairs.
(2:27 AM) i has a corm:He laughed as he was basked in kisses, squeezing his hand as they headed downstairs. The lady had negotiated a lower price with Yoochun, a few thousand less than the asking price which was more in Yunhos alley. "We've thought about it, and we'll take it." he said to the woman, then discussed how to make payments. Yoochun bounced on his heals and wrapped Jaejoong in a hug. "How are the bedrooms?" he asked.
(2:29 AM) yunho:Jaejoong latched onto Yoochun, giggling as he used his hands to elaborate. "They're so big! And the bathrooms are absolutely amazing, so pretty. Junsu is going to love this place." He nodded and hugged Yoochun, laying his head on his shoulder.
(2:32 AM) i has a corm:A few months later, Yunho was taking in the new furniture of their huge bedroom. Boxes were piled everywhere and Jaejoong was coming and going with more. Puffing out his cheeks, he sat down on the large sleighbed they purchased a few days ago which was delivered already set up - thankfully. Flopping back on the bare matress, he closed his eyes for a few moments.
(2:35 AM) yunho:After making Junsu carry in the last few boxes, Jaejoong closed the door when they were all inside, a grin coming to his face. "It's getting late, we can unpack tomorrow." He nodded and ignored Junsu when he complained about child labor before running off to Yoochun. Shaking his head, he walked up to his and Yunho's bedroom, carrying a box labelled 'bed sheets'. "Yunnie, I got the bed stuff!"
(2:37 AM) i has a corm:He lifted his head and looked over at his fiance, pulling himself up and off the bed. "You look exhausted," he said, walking over and removing the box. "Cmere baby," he whispered, picking him up in his arms and carrying him to the small balcony behind beautiful french doors. "Look at this sight. The stars, the clear night."
(2:38 AM) yunho:He wrapped his arms around Yunho's shoulders and kicked off his shoes, looking out at the sky with a small gasp. Lowering his head, he laid it on his fiance's shoulder, a smile coming to his face. "Are you glad we bought this house now?"
(2:42 AM) i has a corm:"Of course, you're so happy. It's nice to see you look this way," he said, tilting his head to rest it ontop of Jaejoongs. "Of course, it won't be so great when more people move in around us but that's ok. We're used to it." He carried him back into the bed room and placed his feet back onto the floor. "Lets make the bed, I can't wait to sleep in this thing. It's so big and comfy."
(2:47 AM) yunho:Smiling, he took the box and opened it up, pulling out the sheets and looking around. "Oh, the pillows and top comforter are downstairs. I'll be right back." He nodded and ran out of the room, coming back a few minutes with about four fluffy pillows and the comforter.
(2:50 AM) i has a corm:By the time he returned, Yunho had the bed dressed and was just fixing up the comforter when he came back with the pillows. "Ah, thank you gorgeous," he said, taking them and putting them on the bed. He started to undress, making his way across the room to lock the bedroom door. "I was thinking... but if you're not up to it.. that we could..." he blushed, turning pink.
(2:53 AM) yunho:He had undressed and climbed onto the bed when Yunho suggested, blushing and biting his lip. "I didn't buy any lube yet..but we could suck!" Sitting up, he said the second part excitedly, his eyes widening as he looked at Yunho.
(2:57 AM) i has a corm:He locked the door and removed his boxers, leaving them on the floor as he headed over to the bed, crawling under the bedsheets. "Whatever you want, baby, I just ... gotta have you one way or the other."
(2:59 AM) yunho:Sliding under the covers, he pulled off his boxers and bit his lip, nodding. "I'd say we're the first to christen the house, but Yoochun and Junsu beat us to it last week." He blushed and sat back against the headboard, taking Yunho's hand.
(2:59 AM) i has a corm:He raised an eyebrow and looked at Jaejoong, the full moon making his skin just about glow as if he were a ghost. "You let them come here alone and unsupervised?" he said, lacing his fingers with Jaejoongs."
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(3:01 AM) yunho:"They were bringing their stuff to set up their room, I knew Yoochun wouldn't break anything, so.." He shrugged and smiled, bringing their hands under the cover and placing them in his lap.
(3:03 AM) i has a corm:He moved closer to Jaejoong, then suddenly started to laugh. "You'd think after all these years that we've loved one another, that we wouldn't be so shy when it comes to being sexual."
(3:04 AM) yunho:He smiled, nodding as he blushed and looked down. "I'm only shy because every time feels like the first time." Looking at Yunho, he nodded slightly.
(3:05 AM) i has a corm:"Same," he said, getting lost in his fiances eyes. "I like that, though. Things don't get boring that way," he smiled. "Not that it would, I mean we have Yoosu who'd give us suggestions." He laughed, trying to make Jaejoong feel less nervous.
(3:07 AM) yunho:Unlacing his fingers from Yunho's, he placed it on his member and bit his lip, taking in a slow breath. He leaned in, kissing his lips as he helped Yunho start moving his hand.
(3:08 AM) i has a corm:He grunted against Jaejoongs lips and slowly started to stroke him, pressing himself against him as he did. His tongue darted out to tease Jaejoongs tongue, his free hand coming up to cup his fiances face while he antangonizingly picked up the pase.
(3:13 AM) yunho:He wrapped his arm around Yunho's shoulders, kissing him deeply as he spread his legs a bit, whimpering into the kiss. Moving his hand off his fiance's, he gripped the sheets before moving his hand to Yunho's member, stroking him slowly.
(3:15 AM) i has a corm:Yunho moaned against Jaejoongs lips, his wrist twisting a bit around his fiances cock as he moved a bit to give him room to touch him. Breaking the kiss, his breath tickled his cheeks before he leaned back to nibble and suck on his ear. "Mm, Joongie," he moaned into his ear.
(3:22 AM) yunho:Jaejoong took in a deep breath, never able to last long once Yunho started twisting his member. He jerked his hips a few times, his hand speeding up on his fiance's member, licking his lips. "Yunnie..I wanna taste you.."
(3:26 AM) i has a corm:He grunted, leaning in to brush his lips over his fiances neck. "Then taste me, baby, I want to feel your lips around me," he said breathlessly, removing his hand so he didn't get him off accidentally before he could do anything.
(3:32 AM) yunho:He pulled the covers down and shifted so he was in a better position, licking his lips. Leaning down, he wasted no time teasing Yunho, just went right to sucking his fiance's member. He closed his eyes and eased more and more into his mouth, until he was bobbing his head on the whole of it.
(3:33 AM) i has a corm:"Mmm, Jaejoong," he gasped, fisting the bedsheets in his hands and trying his best to keep his hips still. He wanted to thrust into that pretty mouth, but they had never really been really sexual and that would probably scare him.
(3:37 AM) yunho:Moving his hand, he rested it on Yunho's hip, stroking it as he sucked harder. He moaned around his member, feeling himself get closer to his own orgasm, but doing his best to control it. If he were tasting Yunho, Yunho was going to taste him.
(3:40 AM) i has a corm:Yunho tried to hang on as long as he could, but it felt so wonderful and dizzying that he couldn't. It probably had to do with the fact that for the past two days he was packing to move and it was long nights with a few hours of sleep, or it could be that he hadn't done anything to himself or with Jaejoong in awhile. "Ohh, BooJae," he whispered as his hips twitched and his lips curled into a snarl while he came.
(3:43 AM) yunho:Everything Yunho gave, Jaejoong took happily, squeezing his hip as he swallowed the last drop. He pulled off and licked his lips, shifting so he was kneeling in front of Yunho. "Hurry, I can't last much longer.."
(3:44 AM) i has a corm:He grabbed his fiances hips and forcefully pulled him towards him so he fell back on the bed. He spread his legs and bent down between them, taking Jaejoongs weeping member into his mouth and started to suck, humming to himself.
(3:47 AM) yunho:He closed his eyes tightly as he gripped the bedsheets, lifting his hips slightly. It wasn't long before Jaejoong was moaning Yunho's name, reaching down to grip his shoulders while he came.
(3:49 AM) i has a corm:He drank back every last drop, enjoying it more than he should. He only pulled back when Jaejoong whimpered that it was too sensitive for him to keep going and he licked his lips. "How do you feel baby?" he asked, his voice thick and raspy.
(3:53 AM) yunho:After catching his breath, he looked up at Yunho and smiled. "Really tired." He nodded and shifted, laying his head on his pillow as he wrapped his arm around Yunho to coax him to lay beside him.
(3:54 AM) i has a corm:He laughed, laying back down by his fiance and wrapped the blankets back around them, snuggling up close to him. "I love you so much, BooJae," he whispered, dancing his fingers over Jaejoongs face. "You're ... everything to me."
(3:57 AM) yunho:"I love you too." He smiled, closing his eyes as he snuggled up against Yunho, yawning. "Goodnight, Yunnie." Kissing his cheek, he soon fell asleep with the smile on his face.
(3:58 AM)yunho is now Offline

Session Start: May 14, 2007

(1:11 AM) yunho:Dongwook held his boyfriend's hand as he drove to the new house Jaejoong had told him about, a smile on his face. "I bet Jae really fixed this place up. He's wanted an actual house for a long time, he told me once after high school." He looked at Jihoon, nodding and smiling.
(1:13 AM) i has a corm:Jihoon leaned back in his seat, removing his sunglasses. "I just want to know what my cousin is so excited about. I pretty much screamed in my ear on the phone, but that could be because he hasn't seen us both in... nearly a year." He tossed his shades onto the dashboard and got out of the car, smoothing out his shorts.
(1:15 AM) yunho:He slid his keys into his pocket before getting out of the car, unable to see the house because of the trees in front of the car where he parked. "If all five of them have moved in here, it must be something special. Then again, Changmin would follow Yoochun anywhere." Laughing, he walked over and pulled Jihoon close, kissing him. "I'm glad you went with me to see my family."
(1:17 AM) i has a corm:"What do you take me for?" he said, then laughed a bit. "It took some fighting yeah, but only because I know your parents sacrificed a lot letting you move here to live with your grandparents. I figured they'd see me as this guy that warped you or something." He stuffed his hands into his pockets, looking down. "Anyway, lets go see this house."
(1:26 AM) yunho:"They looked past that, though. As long as I'm happy, that's all that matters." He let go of Jihoon and walked towards the house, his eyes widening. "Oh my god, wow." Jaejoong started to run out of the house, but stopped and grabbed Yunho. "They're here!" He took his hand and ran out to meet them.
(1:27 AM) i has a corm:Yunho was in the middle of kicking Yoochuns ass in a video game when Jaejoong pulled him up and out into the hall. His hands were still held into position to hold a controller, which made Jihoon laugh. "Hey cuz," he said, giving him a hug then one to Jaejoong. "You guys got a phat pad so far, I dig the stairwell."
(1:34 AM) yunho:Dongwook moved over to Yunho, shaking his hand with a smile. "You guys have really grown up in the last year." Giggling, Jae hugged Jihoon then Dongwook, clasping his hands together. "Come on in, I was making tea when you pulled up!" He nodded and got everyone inside.
(1:36 AM)yunho has changed his/her name to "joongie"
(1:36 AM) i has a corm:"Why are you shaking my hand, silly," he said, wrapping his arms around Dongwook and giving him big hug and a smile. "So, how's Korea?" he asked, closing the door behind them and escorting them into the living room. Jihoon noticed there was a member missing and turned to look at his cousin. "Where's Minnie?" he asked.
(1:45 AM) joongie:He laughed and returned the hug, walking with them. "It was amazing, my family welcomed Jihoon after a little hesitation." Jaejoong stopped short in his trip to the kitchen, turning around and looking at Yunho. Biting his lip, Junsu walked over slowly, his hands together. "Guys..Changmin was shot..he died eight months ago."
(1:46 AM) i has a corm:Jihoon looked at him for a moment, then laughed. "You're joking, come off it. Did you guys get in that bad of a fight or something?" he said, shaking his head. "Man, that's too bad." Yunho sighed and stepped up beside Jihoon. "He's telling the truth, Minnie's.. gone."
(1:49 AM)joongie has changed his/her name to "jungsu"
(1:50 AM) jungsu:Dongwook covered his mouth and closed his eyes, shaking his head slowly. "Oh my god.." He opened his eyes and looked at Yunho. "Why didn't you guys tell us? We were in Korea, not completely unreachable.."
(1:53 AM) i has a corm:He bit his lip, lowering his head. Jihoon shook his head, starting to pase. "Not a single one of you thought about picking up the phone and telling us, did you? Well that's great, really. Thank you for the love," he stepped away and out into the hall, pulling his shoes back on. "Come on, Dongwook. I want to leave."
(2:02 AM) jungsu:Not saying anything, Dongwook slid his shoes back on, tears rolling down his cheeks. He and Changmin had been close since graduation, and spent many nights on the phone talking, almost becoming a thing until they realized they were better off friends. Wiping his cheeks, he left the house, breaking down once they got to his car.
(2:03 AM) i has a corm:Jihoon wrapped his arms around his boyfriend, hugging him close. "I know he was a best friend of yours," he said softly, breaking the hug when Yunho came over to the car and started knocking on the window. "Go away!" Jihoon yelled.
(2:06 AM) jungsu:He buckled up with shakey hands, which he put on the steering when to keep them from shaking. "Jihoon, please, let's just.." As he started up the car, Jaejoong came to his open window holding a card, his eyes filled with tears. He didn't say anything, just handed the card to Dongwook and walked off, taking Yunho's hand. The card was what they gave out at funerals, with a nice poem and words about
.. Changmin's life.
(2:08 AM) yunho:Yunho pulled back quickly and threaded his finger with Jaejoongs, the look on his cousins face boring a hole right through him. When the two reached their apartments, Jihoon was first to get out of the car and head for the front doors, grumbling to himself.
(2:11 AM) jungsu:Dongwook walked slower, holding the card tenderly as he followed Jihoon into the apartments. He didn't say anything when they got to their apartment, sitting on the couch and looking over the card. "Changmin wouldn't want us fighting with them.."
(2:12 AM) yunho:"He also would've wanted them to tell us what happened, but they didn't. And that, really ... bugs me," he said the last few words with grit teeth. Jihoon had quite a temper, but he was harmless even if it was scary to see him mad. "They had no reason not to tell us."
(2:13 AM)jungsu has changed his/her name to "ricky"
(2:15 AM) ricky:"I'm upset too Jihoon, but what can we do about it? Changmin's gone, we can't bring him back by fighting with the people that loved him the most." He stood and left the apartment, though not slamming the door. Walking out to his car, he got in and drove off.
(2:25 AM) yunho:Yunho approached Dongwook, taking a seat in the freshly cut grass next to him and sighed. "I'm sorry we didn't call you guys," he said softly, his voice raw from crying earlier. "It's not that we didn't want to, or that we forgot. It's just been so hard. We had to move out of the apartment. We nearly lost Yoochun when the accident happened, so he was sick for awhile..." he looked down at his hands. "I guess we got wrapped up in it."
(2:28 AM) ricky:Dongwook nodded, not looking up from Changmin's headstone. "I understand, I was just so shocked. Changmin and I..were very close. We were eachothers first kisses, you know.." He smiled at the memory, looking at the rose still in his hands and gently setting it beside the headstone.
(2:31 AM) yunho:He smiled with Dongwook, finally looking at him. "How are you and Jihoon?" he asked, picking the pieces of moss that had already started accumulating on Changmins headstone. "Is he still afraid to be affectionate and all of that?"
(2:33 AM) ricky:"Yeah..after nearly three months, you'd think he would actually want to touch me. We even live together, he doesn't hug me at night." He shook his head, sighing as he helped Yunho pick off the moss. "It doesn't make me feel good about myself."
(2:34 AM) yunho:He frowned, continuing what he was doing. "I wish he'd realise it's ok, we're not living in Korea where homosexuality is shunned upon, or the states. I mean, it's more... acceptable? I don't know." He pulled his hand back and sighed. "Maybe I can get Jaejoong to talk to him. I would but, even after being posioned for being gay, he kinda.. got scared I guess."
(2:39 AM) ricky:He nodded, wiping his eyes with his sleeve. "Jihoon will come around, I have faith in him. As for the assholes in this world..there's no hope for them." Shaking his head, he kissed his fingers and placed them on Changmin's name, tears coming to his eyes.
(2:42 AM) yunho:"Jaejoong was braned gay even before we knew what it meant, he's gone through a lot of hardships based on his appearance. I know because I've been there. I've stepped in so many times for him because people took one look at his soft features and thought he was a ... fag," he grimmaced. "I took many punches for him and I will continue to do so. Which is why I think hearing Jaejoongs stories would help him."
(2:44 AM) ricky:"I just don't understand why he's even with me if he doesn't want to kiss me or anything. He barely kisses me when we're alone, and he hates when I hug him in public." He shook his head, sighing as he closed his eyes. "I hope he'll listen to Jaejoong."
(2:46 AM) yunho:Yunho put his arm around Dongwook and hugged him, rubbing his arm. "If he doesn't, then I don't know what to do. I don't know if he told you but his parents were really strict with him. He's lucky he didn't get messed up in the arranged marriage business like I did," he sighed. "But anyway, his father talks about gays in a really, really horrible way so he's just scared."
(2:50 AM) ricky:Dongwook was drenched when he returned back to the apartment, since he had to park far away and it was suddenly raining. He came into the apartment and closed the door behind him, sighing.
(2:52 AM) yunho:Jihoon looked around the corner, smiling a bit when he saw Dongwook. "Hey, I just finished up supper. Go change your clothes and come join me on the couch. I ordered a movie off the satelite."
(2:55 AM) ricky:He smiled a bit and nodded, walking off to their bedroom to change. A few minutes later, he came back in his pajamas, his hair dry and his glasses on his eyes.
(2:56 AM) yunho:On a tray on the couch was home made sushi along with rice, radishes and dumplings. He patted the spot next to him holding open a blanket. "C'mere, you look cold."
(2:58 AM) ricky:"Alright.." Sitting down in the blanket, he looked at Jihoon, his voice soft. "What happened to you? I've only been gone an hour, you're already calmed down?"
(2:59 AM) yunho:"I felt like an ass, that's what," he said, wrapping the blanket around Dongwook and rubbing his shoulders to warm him up. "That and Yunho called me to apologise, and he was crying so... that sobered me up."
(3:00 AM) ricky:He nodded, holding the blanket around him as he looked at the food. "That looks great, Jihoon. I'm really hungry." Tilting his head, he smiled and adjusted his glasses.
(3:13 AM) yunho:He picked up a piece of the sushi and started to eat it, looking at the tv while the movie started. He didn't make any effort to do anything more affectionate or sweet after that, proceeding to move away once he was sure Dongwook was warm enough now.
(3:17 AM) ricky:Slightly disappointed, Dongwook decided not to persue it anymore, so he sat away from Jihoon while he ate. He didn't even put his hand on the other man's leg like he usually did during movies. When he was finished eating, he wrapped the blanket around him and laid against the arm of the couch.
(3:19 AM) yunho:Once the movie was finished, Jihoon turned off the tv and got up, looking at his boyfriend. "You seem upset," he stated the obvious, turning around to face him while he stretched his arms out. "What's wrong? Besides.. you know.."
(3:23 AM) ricky:He looked up at him, shaking his head. "I'm just thinking, I'm fine. I'm going to go to bed." Nodding, he stood up and left the cover on the couch, heading into the bedroom.
(3:29 AM) yunho:He followed, undressing once he was in the bedroom. "There is something wrong, I can see it on your face and in your eyes," he said, pulling the blankets back. Their bed was so big the two could lay in it without barely touching.
(3:30 AM) ricky:"You actually looked into my eyes?" He sounded slightly upset, but didn't let it show as he kept his back to Jihoon. Shaking his head, he set his glasses on the bedside table, running his fingers through his hair.
(3:32 AM) yunho:"Am I not allowed?" he asked, his tone a bit harsher than he intended. He propped up his pillows and got out his book, looking over at Dongwook. "What's the problem, dammit."
(3:34 AM) ricky:He sat on the bed and slid his feet under the covers, not looking at Jihoon. "We've been together three months, and we've never so much as had one intimate make out session when we had too much to drink. We might as well have a wall between us in bed."
(3:36 AM) yunho:He bit his lip, placing his book back on the beside table and looked over at Dongwook. "I'm scared, ok. That if I put any commitment into this that you'll... leave or something. But I guess you'd leave if I don't and... well, I hear my appas voice in my head and Yunhos appa and it's just. It's not easy."
(3:38 AM) ricky:"I know you're scared, but you can't live your life based on what they say. You asked me out, didn't you? You asked me to move in with you, right? If you can take those steps, why can't you at least kiss me when we're alone?" His voice got softer with each word, and he slid out of bed, taking a pillow with him. "I'm going to sleep on the couch."
(3:39 AM) yunho:"No," he said quickly, reaching forward to grab onto Dongwooks arm. "Please, don't go. I know what I've been doing has been hurting you and I've been trying really hard to ignore the harsh words and love you like I want to." He got up on his knees and moved closer to him until their faces were inches apart. "I've.. never kissed another man before."
(3:42 AM) ricky:"Jihoon, I can't do this much longer. It hurts so badly to love you as much as I do and feel like it's not worth anything. I've wanted to leave so many times, but I had faith in you." Shaking his head, he looked down and swallowed hard. "Yunho says..maybe if you spoke to Jaejoong about this, it would help. Jae has been through this, he went through it his whole life."
(3:44 AM) yunho:He sighed, letting go of Dongwooks arm and crawling off the bed. "I'll talk to him," he said, picking up the phone and dailing Jaejoongs new phone number. "Because I want to get rid of this.. wall that's in my way and love you."
(3:46 AM) ricky:He watched Jihoon and slowly left the room, closing the door behind him. Jaejoong rolled over from watching a movie with Yunho, picking up the phone without looking at the ID. "Hello?" He picked up some popcorn, eating it as he watched the screen.
(3:47 AM) yunho:Running a hand through his hair, he sat back down on the bed and closed his eyes for a moment. "Hey, um... cuz told me I could talk to you or something," he mumbled, nervous about the whole situation.
(3:50 AM) ricky:"Yeah, sure." He pulled away and stood, taking the phone with him into the kitchen. "He told me, I'd really like to talk to you." Biting his lip, he got out some juice and poured Yunho a cup, holding the phone with his shoulder.
(3:51 AM) yunho:Yunho took the cup and smiled at his fiance, giving him a kiss on the cheek before leaving the room so he could talk to Jihoon in privacy. "Well, I firstly want to apologise for my outburst today. I hadn't meant to upset any of you, I just.. well... my temper is something I need to fix."
(3:53 AM) ricky:"Don't worry about that, I understand. Junsu had an outburst on the day of Changmin's funeral, because we were all blaming ourselves. I'm used to people getting upset." He nodded to himself, his voice full of understanding and care. "And listen, don't be afraid to love Dongwook. Your father can't control how your heart acts."
(3:54 AM) yunho:He nodded, picking at the hem of his boxers. "I know, and I've started to realise that my lack of affection is really upsetting him but I don't know what to do. If I just suddenly start showing it he'd think I was doing it out of pity or something."

Session Start: May 14, 2007

(1:52 PM) i has a corm:He nodded, picking at the hem of his boxers. "I know, and I've started to realise that my lack of affection is really upsetting him but I don't know what to do. If I just suddenly start showing it he'd think I was doing it out of pity or something."
(1:54 PM) ricky:"What you could do is take the time to start slow, and acknowledge little things. Maybe his hair, or his outfit, or even just hug him, you know? When I'm down, a hug from a stranger would make me feel better." He sipped his juice and leaned against the counter.
(1:59 PM) i has a corm:"I love him, Jaejoong," he said softly, sounding as though he could cry. "The fact that he told me he has thought about leaving me a few times really got to me. But this isn't easy for me."
(2:04 PM) ricky:He bit his lip, turning around and placing his elbows on the counter top. "I know you love him, and I know it's hard. But you have to understand, Dongwook needs to be able to physically feel that you love him. I'm not saying full out sex, but hugging him in public won't get you killed, Jihoon."
(2:07 PM) i has a corm:He sighed, pulling himself off the bed and opened the door. He could see Dongwook laying on the sofa in the living room from where he was standing and nodded. "I know, I've been nothing but cold to him emotionally and I'm an asshole. But I will make it up to him. I'm not sure how but I will."
(2:12 PM) ricky:"It was hard for me to be affectionate with Yunho when I first knew I was gay, but I was physically beat for it by my peers. I never knew my parents for them to scold my lifestyle choices but what I do know is that as long as you are happy, it doesn't matter what other people think. And I hope you can overcome your fears, like Yunho has."
(2:14 PM) i has a corm:He smiled, nodding. "Thank you, Jaejoong. And I hope you guys have a wonderful marriage. I saw the rings," he smiled even wider. "I'm going to go talk to Dongwook now, see if I can work something out. We'll come by and visit the right way tomorrow."
(2:17 PM) ricky:"Thanks! And good luck, I know he'll forgive you and work things out. Goodnight." He hung up and went back to Yunho with a smile. Dongwook was sleeping on the couch, curled up in his blanket with a non-restful look on his face.
(2:24 PM) i has a corm:Jihoon hung up the phone, tossing it on the bed before turning around and walking into the living room. He knelt down by Dongwook and wrapped his arms around his slumbering form, giving him a warm hug. "I do love you, and I'm sorry for how I've been acting. I'll make it up to you."
(2:34 PM) ricky:Feeling the presense, Dongwook curled against Jihoon, soft sounds escaping his lips. He slowly opened his eyes, only for a moment to smile at his boyfriend, then falling back asleep.
(2:37 PM) i has a corm:He lifted him into his arms and held him close, carrying him off to the bedroom. He laid his boyfriend gently down on the bed, wrapped the blankets around him then craweld in beside him. He slowly inched closer and snuggled up against him, closing his eyes.
(2:40 PM) ricky:The moment he felt Jihoon's arms around him, Dongwook woke up and blinked a few times, making sure he wasn't dreaming. He smiled when he realized and just played it off as he was asleep, snuggling back against his boyfriend.

Session Start: May 14, 2007

(2:44 PM) changmin:When the two returned, Yoochun was waiting for them with his arms crossed. He waited for them to get into the apartment before he yanked Changmin away from Yoohwan, turning to him. "I don't care if you were kissing him or not, Changmin. Just... don't touch him. Or kiss him, or hell don't even TALK to him." he snarled. Changmins eyes grew big and he took a few steps back, unsure of how to react to such a request.
(2:46 PM) ricky:Yoohwan stared at Yoochun as he spoke to Changmin, then pushed his shoulder. "Yah! Stop talking to him like that! If he wants to kiss me, I'm not going to stop him, and neither are you!" He shook his head, taking Changmin's hand. "I don't talk to Junsu that way!"
(2:48 PM) changmin:"You're my little brother, of course you don't," he said in English. Changmin lowered his head, the words flying right over his head since he didn't know them. He tugged his hand free from Yoohwan and left the room. "You're too young to even be thinking about such things. And he's too old to be fooling around with you."
(2:50 PM) ricky:"He's not that much older than me, and how do you know what I think about?" He kept talking in Korean so if Changmin could hear, he would know. "I came all this way to talk to you about becoming an SM trainee, so I could be closer to you but now.. I don't even want to look at you." Shaking his head, he left the room and walked out into the hall.
(2:52 PM) changmin:Yoochuns hand shot out and he grabbed his brothers arm, looking at him for a long moment. "A trainee?" he asked, speaking Korean again. He was about to say more when Yunho came back into the room with Jaejoong, both looking furious. "Yoochun, you need to stop this bullshit," Yunho cursed, so angry he was nearly spitting venom. "I know you want to protect your brother but god dammit, this is Changmin! What could Changmin do to hurt someone? Nothing!"
(2:54 PM) ricky:Jaejoong walked over and poked Yoochun in the chest, but of course it didn't hurt. "You swore to protect your dongsaengs and your hyungs, but right now you're doing a really bad job of it. If you can't get over this and let Changmin and Yoohwan be happy, then we're going to have to have a serious group meeting." Biting his lip, Yoohwan pulled his arm free, tears in his eyes.
(2:56 PM) changmin:He felt Jaejoong poke him but even though it didn't hurt, he rubbed the spot as if it did. "I.. well..." he began, looking over at his brother, finally noticing the pain on his face. "I just, I never got to be much of a hyung to him and I want to keep him safe and stuff," he looked down at his feet. "I'm sorry, I got a bit carried away."
(3:00 PM) ricky:"Hyung, I like that you take care of me, but I have to grow up sometime. You can't hold my hand anymore, I'm able to make the right choices. And I have the choice to like Changmin a long time ago." He nodded, looking at Yoochun.
(3:02 PM) changmin:He looked up at his brother again and smiled a bit, taking his hands. "Well, I'm glad it was Changmin and not somebody like Heechul - no offence," he looked over at Yunho who put his hands up with a smile. "You have my blessing."
(3:08 PM) ricky:"Even if I had your blessing or not, I was going to persue Changmin." He nodded and wiped his eyes, hugging his brother quickly before running off to Changmin's room. Jae looked at Yoochun, crossing his arms. "You still owe Changmin an apology."
(3:10 PM) changmin:"I know, but I doubt he'll want to even see me," he said quietly, looking at Jae. "Did he tell you guys I said something?" He bit his lip. Changmin was laying on his bed on his stomach, his face stuffed into his pillow.
(3:17 PM) ricky:Yoohwan sat on the bed slowly, placing his hand on Changmin's back. "Hey.. I got his blessing." Shaking his head, Jae sat on the arm of the couch, looking at Yoochun. "What did you say to him?"
(3:19 PM) changmin:Yoochun shifted uncomfortably and told them what he said, shrinking back a little when he heard Yunho scoff. "That was rather rude, Chun. You need to control your temper." Changmin lifted his head and looked over his shoulder. "Really?" he asked innocently.
(3:20 PM) ricky:"You know what, you go apologize to him right now. If you don't do it verbally, then I expect you to write him a letter." Jaejoong walked off, slamming the door behind him. Nodding, Yoohwan smiled and ran his fingers through Changmin's hair. "Really."
(3:21 PM) changmin:He sighed when he felt Yoohwans fingers in his hair, something that calmed him. "I figured after what he said, that he'd kill me if I even looked in your general direction." Yunho followed Jaejoong, sighing and shaking his head.

Session Start: May 15, 2007

(12:32 AM) changmin:I AM EXCITED
(12:34 AM) ricky:we don't leave for five more days, minnie!
(12:34 AM) changmin:I CAN'T HELP IT
(12:34 AM) ricky::)
(12:36 AM) changmin:I MADE SURE I HAD MY PRESCRPTION REFILLED SO I AM ALL READY TO GO
(12:36 AM) ricky:you are so cute
(12:38 AM) changmin:i just can't wait that's all. i haven't had a vacation since i was fourteen.
(12:40 AM) ricky:you'll have so much fun
(12:44 AM) changmin:i hope so, but i don't know much english
(12:45 AM) ricky:i'll translate for you
(12:46 AM) changmin:okay!
(12:57 AM) ricky:jae invited me to dinner
(12:58 AM) changmin:ooo
(1:05 AM) ricky:i'm all dressed and on my way
(1:05 AM) changmin:OKAAY!!
(1:10 AM) ricky:Fifteen minutes later, Yoohwan showed up, being let in by Junsu. He bit his lip as he walked, tugging at his shirt as if trying to straighten it out. Before anyone could see him, he got Junsu to lead him to Yoochun's room, then knocked on the door.
(1:11 AM) changmin:Yoochun opened the door, surprised to see his brother. "Hey, what's up?" he said, letting him inside as he went back in and sat down on his bed, picking his laptop up again. "I was just starting to write an email to mom, telling her about this and that."
(1:14 AM) ricky:He walked in and sat on the bed, nodding. "Don't tell her about what happened with Changmin. I'll tell her when I get back." Nodding again, he looked around the room. "Jaejoong invited me for dinner."
(1:16 AM) changmin:"I wasn't gonna, it ain't my place," he spoke in English, putting his laptop aside and smiling. "So you and Changminnie, huh? Now that I'm level headed and can think with a clearer mind, I think it's kinda adorable. I know you wouldn't do anything but be gentle with him. You saw first hand how easy it is to really hurt him."
(1:18 AM) ricky:"I'd like to hurt you," he put his fist just under Yoochun's nose, laughing and shaking his head. "No, I wouldn't hurt Changmin. I've liked him for a year. I've waited a whole year to get older so I could come tell him how I feel, and when I got here to see you..it was the perfect opportunity to kiss him."
(1:19 AM) changmin:He stuck his tongue out at his brother, grabbing his fist. "I know, I'm just sayin'," he shrugged. "It doesn't take much, even saying something offbeat can get him in tears. He puts up this strong front on tv but he's.. fragile."
(1:21 AM) ricky:"I know," he nodded, looking down. "I know him, Yoochun, even though we didn't talk much. I watched how he acted on stage and behind stage, and after interviews. I want to bring up his confidence." He nodded again, looking at Yoochun.
(1:21 AM) changmin:He smiled, removing his hand. "Hopefully you can fill that void we can't fill. Make him feel better. I apologised to him, but I don't think he really accepted it. He doesn't look at me when he talks to me anymore."
(1:23 AM) ricky:Shrugging, he tilted his head. "I'm sure it'll take him some time, since you did make him cry like..twice. But by the end of the week, I'm sure he'll be better." He nodded and stood up, leaving the room.
(1:24 AM) changmin:Yunho was walking into the kitchen with an apron on that said 'my boyfriend is the cook', smiling when he saw Yoohwan. "Min's in the living room, playing some new video game."
(1:26 AM) ricky:"Nice apron." He laughed and walked into the living room, sneaking up behind Changmin. Smiling, he reached down and paused the game, quickly pressing his lips to Changmin's.
(1:27 AM) changmin:Changmin cried out that his game was paused, only to melt when Yoohwan kissed him. He dropped the controller and eased his arms around him, deepening the kiss a little. Yunho watched, tilting his head to the side. "How cute is that?" he said to Jaejoong.
(1:29 AM) ricky:Jaejoong looked up from cutting seaweed into strips, a smile coming to his face. "How come you never break your back to lean over the couch and kiss me?" Slowly pulling from the kiss, Yoohwan smiled and wrapped his arms around Changmin's shoulders.
(1:32 AM) changmin:"Well in that case," Yunho said, tugging Jaejoong towards him pressing his lips to his boyfriends as he turned them around and bent awkwardly over the kitchen counter backwards. Changmin placed his hands on Yoohwans, dropping his head to kiss them. "I'm happy to see you," he said softly.
(1:33 AM) ricky:As they bent over the counter, he broke the kiss and laughed, leaning his head back. "Yunnie, you're so crazy!" Yoohwan smiled and nodded, moving so he climbed over the couch to sit beside Changmin. "I'm happy to see you too."
(1:34 AM) changmin:He leaned against him, grabbing the remote to turn off the tv and closed his eyes, content with just resting against Yoohwan. Yunho laughed, patting Jaejoong on the butt before removing his apron. "I'm gonna go pick up some movies or something to watch later. Do we need anything?"
(1:36 AM) ricky:Jaejoong grabbed a small list off the fridge, handing it to Yunho. "I've been writing stuff down on there all week when we run out." He nodded, going back to making his home made sushi. Moving his hand down, Yoohwan held Changmin's, kissing his cheek quickly.
(1:39 AM) changmin:"Yeesh," Yunho said as he looked at the list, shaking his head. "Why are our children and Junsus wife such little piglets?" he joked, then placed a kiss on his boyfriends temple. "I'll be back in a bit, babe."
(1:45 AM) ricky:Smiling, Jaejoong nodded and waved. "Don't forget paper towels, please." Junsu came running over to Yunho, bouncing. "Can I go, please? I want to get some movies too."
(1:48 AM) changmin:He slipped on his shoes, nodding. "Sure, but we're not getting a bunch of junk food, Su. Manager hyung is gonna look the apartment over in a few days and you know he'll throw a fit if he sees junk food." He finished tying his shoes and picked up his car keys. Changmin slid his fingers between Yoohwans, then removed them, repeating the action once again.
(1:52 AM) ricky:"Me? Junk food?" He slipped on his shoes, grabbing his wallet before he grabbed Yunho and dragged him out. Jaejoong laughed and shook his head, finishing up the sushi while half-watching the new couple on the couch. Smiling, Yoohwan just watched their hands, setting his hand on the crook of Changmin's elbow.
(2:00 AM) changmin:The littlest things could occupy Changmin for the longest time. He played with Yoohwans fingers the whole length of time Yunho and Junsu were gone. He didn't look up until he heard Yunho come into the kitchen with the groceries, talking about how Junsu kept putting candy in the cart.
(2:04 AM) ricky:Jaejoong had made at least sixty sushi rolls since Yunho and Junsu left, and had placed them all neatly in six stacks of ten, making them into cute pyramids. Looking up, Yoohwan smiled at Changmin, kissing him as Junsu ran off to Yoochun.
(2:06 AM) changmin:Changmin lowered his head enough that his hair that he was growing long covered his eyes, but his big smile was visible. When he felt Yoohwans lips on his again, he sighed and kissed him back, his eyes fluttering shut. Yoochun watched for a few moments, his inital reaction to stop them but he saw how happy they were when the kiss broke.
(2:10 AM) ricky:Junsu waved his hand in front of Yoochun's face, holding up the candy bar. "I got this to share with you. Want some?" Smiling, Yoohwan kissed Changmin's cheek, bringing their hands up and kissing the other man's. "Coming to Korea was a good idea."
(2:11 AM) changmin:He was distracted successfully by the chocolate bar and oohed. "Oh, oh chocolate, Oh. I missed you delicious bar of creamy milk chocolate..." he ranted, reaching out for the bar desperately. Yunho laughed, squeezing past the two to get into the living room. "Dinner is ready, guys," he said, smiling brightly as he headed back into the kitchen. Changmin grinned and stood, tugging Yoohwan with him.
(2:14 AM) ricky:Looking at Yoochun, Junsu slid the chocolate into his pocket. "Dinner, then our room, then chocolate." He nodded and pulled Yoochun to the dining room table. Jaejoong brought out the six plates, each with the pyramid of ten sushi rolls, then ran back to fill the tray with the bowls of ramen. He carried them back and sat them in front of the other five, a smile on his face.
(2:15 AM) changmin:Changmin sat down in his usual spot, eyeing the pyramid of sushi rolls with hunger. He picked one up instantly, not realising everybody else hadn't sat down yet. He made an attempt to bite the roll when Yunho stopped him. "Patience, Minnie," he said with a chuckle.
(2:19 AM) ricky:Jaejoong stopped to look around, making sure he had everything then running into the kitchen. He came back with dipping bowls and a bottle of soy sauce, as well we chopsticks. Once everything was set up, he sat down and smiled. "Okay, Minnie. You can eat now."
(2:20 AM) changmin:He made a little sound and picked up his sushi again, dipping it and eating it in three bites. Yoochun watched, shaking his head. "I should've warned you about Min and food, they are like.. meant for each other or something," he said to his brother.
(2:23 AM) ricky:Yoohwan smiled, nodding as he started eating his ramen, things quieting down when they were told to eat. Scooting his chair closer, Junsu slid his hand onto Yoochun's thigh, squeezing it gently. "Chunnie, we should watch a movie in our room later."
(2:24 AM) changmin:"Oh?" he said, looking over at Junsu with a curious expression. "That sounds like a good plan, actually. Did you rent something good?" he asked.
(2:25 AM) ricky:He nodded, stuffing a sushi roll into his mouth. "Really good." Jaejoong threw a napkin at Junsu, shaking his head as he ate just the same way.
(2:26 AM) changmin:After the meal was finished, Yoochun tugged on Junsus hand to get him in the bedroom, bumping the door shut once they were inside. "Ok, what did you rent? Porn?" he asked with a smirk.
(2:27 AM) ricky:Junsu grinned, nodding and digging into his grocery bag, pulling out a gay porn. "We just gotta move the tv to the floor beside the bed, and we can watch it."
(2:29 AM) changmin:"You're so dirty," he took the movie from Junsu, then tossed it on to the bed to help him move the tv. Getting the dvd out of the case, he put it in the player. "Sexy Japanese Boy Toys Volume One," he read the cover and chuckled. "I figured they'd have some sort of..." he trailed off when he saw the gorgeous Japanese man on the screen. "Whoa."
(2:31 AM) ricky:Junsu sat on the floor beside the tall bed, the two of them completely hidden. He stared at the screen, already undressed to his boxers since he knew he'd be getting naked anyway. When the action started, he grabbed Yoochun's knee, biting his lip.
(2:33 AM) changmin:Yoochuns mouth was hanging open while he watched the hot Japanese boy take the other ones dick into his mouth. "Um.. Su," he rasped, placing his hand over his boyfriends. "I'm not sure if this was the best thing to rent seeing as... we're both horny bastards."
(2:36 AM) ricky:He shook his head, watching the screen as his hand slid down Yoochun's thigh. "It's okay," Nodding, his hand found its way into his boyfriend's boxers, immediately stroking his member, while his other hand did the same to his own.
(2:38 AM) changmin:He bit his lip and let his head roll back as he felt Junsus hand start to stroke him. "Mm, Su," he whispered, slipping his hand into his boyfriends boxers as well and gripped his cock in his hand. "How long have you been this hard?" he asked.
(2:46 AM) ricky:"Too long," He bit his lip, half-watching the movie and half trying not to ravish Yoochun. Quickening his pace, he worked at his boyfriend's member faster as he rocked his hips to get Yoochun started.
(2:48 AM) changmin:His attention was torn away from the movie to his boyfriend. Removing his hand, he took Junsu by the hips and pulled him over. "I want you," he mumbled, removing his boxers. "I have lube... do.. you .. are you ok with this?"
(2:49 AM) ricky:He looked at Yoochun, licking his lips. "We can't..not with Yoohwan in the apartment." Shaking his head, he brought his boyfriend's hand back to his member.
(2:50 AM) changmin:He growled low in his throat, gripping Junsu tightly and stroking him roughly but not too hard. "I can lock the door, I want you so badly Su," he almost purred, his eyes dark with lust.

Session Start: May 16, 2007

(12:56 AM) yoochun:Yoohwan held Changmin's hand as they sat on the plane, a smile on his face. He looked out the window, waiting for the plane to take off so they would be completely safe from Yoochun's wrath. In the back of his mind, he knew there would be hell to pay once Yoochun realized that Changmin wasn't coming back.
(12:58 AM) invisible handsh:Changmin was bursting with excitement, he kept looking out the window or watching people file past with a big grin on his face. When the plane started to take off, he did all he could to contain himself from squealing outloud and held Yoohwans hand. "Does your umma know I'm coming, too?"
(1:04 AM) yoochun:"Yeah, I called her when I was in the bathroom. She said it's totally cool, she wants to see you again. She misses all the guys." He nodded and smiled, kissing Changmin's hand as he waited for the air hostess. "Could I get a bottle of water please?"
(1:07 AM) invisible handsh:Many, many hours later the plane landed in Virgina. Changmin was half hanging out of his seat, dead asleep when everybody started getting up to collect their things to get off the plane. A tiny bit of drool was in the corner of his mouth.
(1:11 AM)yoochun has changed his/her name to "yunho"
(1:13 AM) yunho:Looking at Changmin, he smiled and shook him gently, getting out of his seat. "Changmin, we're here." He pulled out his phone and turned it on, then put it back in his pocket. Poking Changmin again, he got their bags out of the top.
(1:20 AM) invisible handsh:Changmin twitched and lifted his head, sitting up slowly. "Huh?" he asked, looking at Yoohwan with a rather dopey expression before standing. He wiped the drool off the corner of his mouth and pulled his messenger bag out of the compartment above them. "I'm hungry."
(1:31 AM) yunho:"Umma should be making dinner about now, there will be a big feast since she knows you like to eat." Nodding, he smiled and took Changmin's hand, walking off the plane with him. He slid on his sunglasses and walked to baggage claim la la la then walked into the house to be greeted by his mom.
(1:34 AM) invisible handsh:He followed behind Yoohwan into the house, ducking low as if to hide himself. He heard the sounds of someone, but the language he didn't understand. Biting his lip, he hung by the door, letting Yoohwans mother come out and gave her son a hug.
(1:40 AM) yunho:Yoohwan's mother turned to Changmin, smiling and talking in Korean. "It's so nice to have you here, Yoohwan talks nonstop about you." She pressed her hands to his cheeks, nodding as she took his hand, walking with him to the dining room where there was a nice big meal on the table.
(1:42 AM) invisible handsh:Seeing all the food made his eyes grow wide and he bowed lowly, mumbling a thank you before taking a seat and pulling his chair up to the table. He watched Yoohwan sit down, then his mother as they bowed their heads in prayer. Changmin, being Buddhist didn't pray, and felt awkward when he bowed his head.
(1:49 AM) yunho:He reached over and took Changmin's hand once the prayer was over, giving him a smile as he picked up his fork. Looking down, he ate his spicy chicken and rice, talking excitedly about what he had seen in Korea.
(1:52 AM) invisible handsh:He ate in silence, too shy to make eye contact or join into the converation. But he was happy to be there, it was much more comfortable and relaxing than back in Korea where people ignored him unless they wanted something. The phone suddenly rang and he looked up, his stomach sinking. He knew exactly who that was.
(1:55 AM) yunho:Yoohwan looked up and excused himself from the table, wiping his mouth as he stood up. He cleared his throat as he walked to the phone, picking it up and talking in a casual tone. "Hello?" Leaning against the wall, he looked over at his mom and Changmin.
(1:56 AM) invisible handsh:"He better fucking be with you," Yoochuns voice came through the phone. He was pacing the apartment back in Korea, his other fist clenched at his side. "And he best be getting his ass back on a plane to get back here."
(2:01 AM) yunho:"Oh, Changmin? Yeah he's here, he's with Umma. He's staying here for a while, but I'll send him back in a week." He stayed calm, twirling the phone cord between his fingers with a smile on his face.
(2:01 AM) invisible handsh:There was shuffling and some arguing before Yunho took the phone. "Yoohwan?" he said, sounding worried. "Is he with you?" he asked. "Oh never mind, Yoochun just said he was. Thank God."
(2:03 AM) yunho:"He's fine, I'm sorry I forgot to call on the plane, hyung. I really meant to but I fell asleep over California. He needs time away, Yunho. I hope you understand." He sounded a bit upset as he spoke, looking down at his feet.
(2:04 AM) invisible handsh:There was a relieved sigh on the phone from Yunho. "I know, I just wish you guys would've said something. At least to me or Jaejoong. We thought someone kidnapped him, we called the police and everything. Jaejoong was crying..."
(2:07 AM) yunho:Biting his lip, he turned around and faced the wall. "I did leave a note, but I guess no one found it. I'm really sorry I caused all this trouble, it was my fault. But he'll be home in a few days, I promise."
(2:08 AM) invisible handsh:"No, no," he said quickly, heading to another room to have the conversation in private. "He needs it, I understand. It just scared us. If you sent him home he'd be heart broken, and that would be bad. Just... make sure he has fun ok?"
(2:12 AM) yunho:"I will, I'll show him a really good time. And I'll make sure to call you in case something happens, even though it won't." He nodded to himself,running a hand through his hair. "Please tell Jaejoong hyung i"m sorry."
(2:16 AM) invisible handsh:He nodded, "I'll tell him, he just cares a lot about Min. He'll be fine by tomorrow. Take care ok?" he then said his goodbyes and hung up the phone. Changmin was listening to Yoohwans mother talk, not really saying much and trying to keep eyecontact, but he was painfully shy.
(2:21 AM) yunho:He hung up and walked back to the table, sitting down. "Yoochun says hi." Nodding, he resumed eating, taking some more rice as his mom offered Changmin some more chicken. He moved his foot over and rested it on Changmin's, a smile on his face.
(2:23 AM) invisible handsh:Changmin turned a deep shade of red and put his hands up, shaking his head. "I'm quite full, Mrs. Park," he said softly, bowing lowly. "But thank you very much, the meal was very good. It was like being back in Korea."
(2:26 AM) yunho:She nodded and smiled, stand up. "You're very welcome. Leftovers will be in the fridge. Yoohwan, why don't you take Changmin up to your room?" Yoohwan nodded and stood, kissing his mom's cheek before taking Changmin's hand, walking with him up the stairs once they had their luggage.
(2:28 AM) invisible handsh:The house was completely different from what Changmin was used to. The doors didn't slide open and things seemed much more modern and new. He took in the paintings on the walls and the bright colours Mrs. Park had in the various rooms. It was so much to take in for him. When he came into Yoohwans room, he was afraid to go inside. The place was so full of American things that it was kind of strange.
(2:36 AM) yunho:He put his bag down at the foot of his bed, stretching his arms above his head. "Minnie?" Walking over to the door, he looked at him, smiling. "You coming in, or do I have to carry you across the thresh hold?"
(2:37 AM) invisible handsh:He nodded and stepped into the room, taking a seat on the bed. "Things are so different here," he said quietly, looking as though he could cry. "I feel extremely out of place and out of my element, Yoohwan... I mean, Ricky."
(2:40 AM) yunho:Sitting down beside Changmin, he wrapped his arm around him, shaking his head. "You can call me Yoohwan, Umma does. We talk Korean here, unless our American friends are over. We're still a traditional Korean family." He nodded.
(2:42 AM) invisible handsh:He snuggled up against him, quiet for a few moments until he lifted his head and started pressing kisses against Yoohwans neck. "Do you... have American friends?" he asked between kisses. "I would like to meet them."
(2:48 AM) yunho:He smiled and nodded, tilting his head to the side. "Sure, no problem. They're Asian-American, but still American." Biting his lip at the kisses, he closed his eyes, sliding his arm around Changmin's waist.
(2:49 AM) invisible handsh:He stopped for a moment, then leaned in again to flick his tongue along the vein in Yoohwans neck a few times, feeling himself grow hard in his pants.
(2:50 AM) yunho:Shivering, he held Changmin closer, standing up quickly when his mom knocked on the door. "Yoohwan, I'm going out for a while. I'll lock the door behind me." She left after that and he sighed.
(2:51 AM) invisible handsh:Changmin licked his lips, looking down at his hands. "Sorry," he whispered, standing. "I ... should probably not do that huh?"
(2:52 AM) yunho:"No, I.. I like it." He turned and looked at him, biting his lip. "But I've never been intimate before."
(2:53 AM) invisible handsh:He blushed deep scarlett and nodded, looking up to meet Yoohwans eyes. "Me either, to be honest you were my first real kiss. I mean I kissed Junsu but it was like a peck kinda thing."
(2:58 AM) yunho:Smiling, he sat down and took Changmin's hand. "I don't want to rush things with you, only for the fact that we have plenty of time to go through the stages of this relationship. And because..I don't want you to get bored with me.."
(3:01 AM) invisible handsh:His eyes widened and he took Yoohwans hands, shaking his head. "I would never, ever get bored with you, Yoohwan. I .. like you a lot. I guess I just never noticed until you told me you liked me." He smiled, leaning in to kiss him softly.
(3:05 AM) yunho:He smiled and hugged him close, returning the kiss. "I'm glad you came to America with me. You're going to have so much fun." Nodding, he kissed Changmin again, smiling.
(3:06 AM) invisible handsh:"I want to experience what it's like," he said, suddenly excited. "I want to see the malls and the things like that. Yoochun told me they are much like here but not as.. busy. And I want to taste American food."

Session Start: May 16, 2007

(2:53 PM) yunho:Junsu woke up the next morning to find Jungsu gone, though Jaejoong was still laying naked beside him. A smile came to his face and since it was still early, he figured Jae was in a deep sleep. Biting his lip, he reached over and gently played with a strand on Jaejoong's hair, just laying close and enjoying the time.
(2:55 PM) joongie:Jaejoong stirred in his sleep and turned his head so he was now facing Junsu, but he was still asleep. His lips were parted a little and every now and then they would twitch or curl into a small smile.
(2:57 PM) yunho:He brushed Jaejoong's hair off his forhead, tucking it neatly behind his ears as he looked over the other man's beautiful face. Pressing his lips together, he sighed softly and closed his eyes. "I love you, Jaejoong." He opened his eyes and looked at Jae, then climbed out of bed to go shower last light's sex off of his body.
night's*
(2:59 PM) joongie:He felt the shift in the bed and mumbled something, his eyes fluttering open. He managed to catch a glimpse of Junsus butt before he disappeared in the bedroom and grinned, sitting up to stretch. His body was a bit sore from last night, but it was a good sore. Pushing the covers down with his feet, he slid out of bed and stumbled his way into the bathroom. "Susu," he mumbled sleepily, his voice thick with sleep. "Shower?"
(3:01 PM) yunho:He looked over his shoulder from turning on the shower, smiling at Jaejoong. Nodding, he reached over and took the man's hand, helping him into the shower. He climbed in afterwards, closing the door and standing under the spray, wetting his hair.
(3:03 PM) joongie:The warm spray relaxed his muscels and he tilted his head back, sighing peacefully. He reached forward and placed his hands on Junsus hips so he didn't lose his balance and lifted his head to nuzzle the other man. "We should probably go soon, Jungsu wouldn't want us here."
(3:05 PM) yunho:"He woke me up before he went to work, he said just to lock up before we left." He nodded, running his fingers through his hair as he rubbed his hands over his arms to wash himself. "We should go soon anyway though, I have a night class later."
(3:06 PM) joongie:He sighed, moving his hands down Junsus abdominals and lazily scraped his fingernails over  his stomach just above his member. "Is it bad to have enjoyed what we did?"
(3:08 PM) yunho:He shook his head, trying his best not to let his feelings for Jaejoong take over. "We're adults, Jaejoong. It doesn't matter what we do, we're allowed to enjoy ourselves." Shrugging, he grabbed the shampoo, pouring some in his hand.
(3:11 PM) joongie:Pulling back, he dropped a kiss to the back of Junsus neck and washed up, getting out of the shower. Junsus explaination didn't help the strange feeling in his stomach that kept knoting and growing. He dried himself off and started to get dressed, feeling dirty even though he'd just showered.
(3:13 PM) yunho:Finishing up in the shower, he got a towel and dried off, walking over and pulling on his clothes. "Come on, Joongie. I'll buy us lunch." He slipped on his shoes and combed his fingers through his hair, smiling at Jaejoong.
(3:15 PM) joongie:He stood, pulling on his boots and shook his head. "I'm not really hungry. I should probably go back to my dorm and get ready for class." He looked at his watch. "That I'm late for, fuck."
(3:16 PM) yunho:He nodded, walking to the door and pulling it open. "Come on, then." Locking and closing the door when Jaejoong walked out, he slid his hands into his pockets as he walked.
(3:18 PM) joongie:Back at his dorm, he was happy that Yunho was gone as he pulled last nights clothes off of him and tossed them with disgust towards the hamper. Stomping around in just his boots and underwear, he looked in his suitcases that he hadn't unpacked yet for something to wear.
(3:24 PM) yunho:Five minutes later, Yunho walked in, not even looking at Jaejoong. He walked over and put his books on the bed, stretching his arms above his head before he picked up his other books. "You missed class." Was all he said before leaving the room, closing the door behind him.
(3:26 PM) joongie:Jaejoong sat down on the bed, a feeling of worthlessness washing over him. He kicked off his boots and pulled on a pair of black jeans, the a huge oversized hoodie that he wore when he was either sick or feeling like shit. He pulled the boots back on and grabbed his wallet, heading down to the cafeteria. He spotted Yoochun and flopped down into a chair across from him, dropping his head hard to the table.
(3:28 PM) yunho:Yoochun winced when he heard Jaejoong's head hit the table, slowly putting down his fork. "Um..Jaejoong?" He reached over, tapping his head lightly as he bit his lip. "You okay?" Looking around, he waited to see if the other guys were going to follow.
(3:30 PM) joongie:"No," he said in a monotone as Changmin joined the table with an over abundance of food on his tray. He saw Jaejoongs head on the table and sighed. "Are you hung over?" he said, sitting his tray down. Jaejoongs head snapped up and he looked angry. "I don't fucking drink. Any other assumptions you want to make like EVERY OTHER PERSON?!" His voice had an edge to it that Changmin hadn't heard before and he dropped his fork.
(3:33 PM) yunho:Reaching over, Yoochun put his hand on Jaejoong's shoulder, pressing his thumb lightly into a pressure point to calm Jaejoong down. "Hey, take it easy." He spoke with a smooth voice, looking at Jaejoong. Yunho showed up next, sitting down beside Changmin. "Hey guys."
(3:34 PM) joongie:He calmed only slightly, getting up as Yunho sat down to get something to eat even though he wouldn't eat it anyway. Changmin looked over at Yunho with a worried expression. "Hyung, I think somethings wrong with Jaejoong. He just snapped at me, like... with this... tone," he moved his hands around as if trying to describe how it sounded.
(3:37 PM) yunho:Unable to help himself, Yunho let out a laugh, covering his mouth. "Like that, huh? I don't know what to tell you, Min." He shrugged as Junsu came over and sat down, looking at Changmin. "Can I talk to you? It's really important." Junsu had a look of panic on his face, frowning deeply.
(3:39 PM) joongie:"Yeah, sure," he said, giving Junsu a look of concern before getting up from the table and taking him to a quiet corner. "What's the problem, Su?" he asked, touching his shoulder. Jaejoong flopped back in his seat and started picking at his food, hanging his head low so his hair hid his face.
(3:41 PM) yunho:Looking at Changmin, Junsu told him everything that had happened last night, tears coming to his eyes. "He'll never think of me as more than a friend, and I'm starting to think last night was a mistake. But..I want it to happen again, and again.." He shook his head, looking down. Yunho was watching them, though he couldn't read lips, talking mostly to himself. "I wonder what's wrong with Su.."
(3:43 PM) joongie:Changmin wrapped his arm more around Junsu and brushed his tears away from his friends eyes, bending down so they were level in posture. "You don't know how he feels, Junsu. You don't know for sure if he thinks of you as more than a friend. He snapped at me today for saying he was hung over, I think he's getting tired of the rumours." Jaejoong lifted his head, unaware that he had a few tears rolling down his face. "It's Su, he's always got something wrong with him."
(3:46 PM) yunho:Looking at Jaejoong, Yunho frowned and put his fork down, unable to hold a grudge when he saw his friends crying. "Jaejoong, what's wrong?" Junsu looked at Changmin, sniffling and nodding. "People talk about him and they don't even know him. He's not a whore." He shook his head, wiping his cheeks. "If they ask..tell them..my dog died."
(3:48 PM) joongie:"Nothing," he said quickly, reaching up to touch his face. He felt the wetness of the tears and his eyebrows furrowed a bit. "I gotta go." He stood, pulling his hand away from Yunho and pulled his hood over his head, leaving the cafeteria just as Changmin sat down. "What's going on?" he asked, watching Jaejoong leave.
(3:49 PM) yunho:Shaking his head, Yunho slouched a bit. "He was crying. What's wrong with Su?" Yoochun stood up, touching Changmin's shoulder. "I'm going to go talk to Jaejoong." He nodded and walked out of the cafeteria, catching up with Jae. "Hey.."
(3:51 PM) joongie:Changmin bit is lip, unsure if he should tell Yunho what happened but when it came to his friends, he knew how close they all where. So, with a sigh and a drop of the head, he spilled everything to him. Jaejoong didn't look over at Yoochun, his face completely hidden by the oversized hood of his sweatshirt and his hair. "Yeah.." he said quietly.
(3:53 PM) yunho:"Thought you could use a friend." He nodded, sliding his hands into his pockets. "We don't have to talk." Yunho felt his heart clench as he listened to Changmin talk, looking down. "So..they slept together.." Without another word, he slowly stood up and moved away from the table, heading for the door.
(3:55 PM) joongie:He waited until they were further away from the cafeteria till he lifted his head, but not enough that Yoochun could see his face. "I slept with Junsu last night, and some other guy named Jungsu. I liked it, a lot. I guess that makes me a slut for real then." he laughed a bit, but it wasn't a happy laugh.
(3:57 PM) yunho:Yoochun shook his head, keeping his eyes on Jaejoong. "You're not a slut, you're a guy. You're allowed to have fun, it's no ones business." He pat Jaejoong's shoulder, nodding as they turned a corner and nearly bumped into no other than Jungsu.
(4:03 PM) joongie:Jaejoong looked at Su for a moment, then took his hand. "Junsu, can we talk?" he asked, his voice cracking. "It's really important." Changmin followed Yunho, biting his lip, looking like he could cry at any moment. "I shouldn't have told you any of that, should I? Oh God, Yunho, I'm sorry. I just.." he trailed off and the tears began to spill. "You guys are my friends and I worry about you hating each other and being angry. I just want you all to be like we were in high school."
(4:05 PM)yunho is now Offline

Session Start: May 17, 2007

(12:07 AM) joongie:yunnie-ah, can you do me a favour
(12:09 AM) yunho:depends
(12:09 AM) joongie:can you pick up my homework, i don't feel well
(12:10 AM) yunho:sure
(12:10 AM) joongie:thanks and i'm sorry about being an asshole lately
(12:10 AM) yunho:no problem
(12:12 AM) joongie:oh... would it be too much to ask if you could pick up something for my head?
(12:12 AM) yunho:i have some in my bedside table
(12:13 AM) joongie:oh, ok. i didn't look because i don't like going through peoples things.
(12:13 AM) yunho:it's there
(12:13 AM) joongie:ok, thank you.
(12:13 AM) yunho:no problem
(12:14 AM) joongie:i'll see you in a bit, the laptop is hurting my eyes
(12:14 AM) yunho:by
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(12:16 AM) joongie:Jaejoong closed his laptop and held onto his stomach as if it would fall out of him, shuffling over to Yunhos side of the bed. He opened the bedside table drawer and got out the tylenol, opening the cap. He stared at the numerous pills, thinking about ODing for a split second before shaking his head and getting two out. He capped the bottle and put it back into the drawer, shuffling his way hunched over to the mini fridge to get a bottle of water.
(12:21 AM) yunho:Yunho showed up fifteen minutes later, carrying Jaejoong's assignments from every class that day. He walked into the room, closing the door with his foot as he walked to Jae's bed, placing the stuff at the foot. "Jaejoong, I have a night class so if you need anything, call Changmin. Okay?"
(12:22 AM) joongie:He sat down on the bed with his bottle of water, nodding. "Ok," he said quietly, flopping on his side and hiding his face in his pillow. The only reason he was miserable was because he was stressed and his mind wouldn't shut up long enough to let him sleep in peace. He half wondered if Yunho heard him at night, tossing and turning or crying.
(12:26 AM) yunho:He was going to offer to Jaejoong to call him if he needed him, but he didn't want to forgive him just yet. Nodding, he got his things and pulled out his favorite pen, stuffing it into his bag before walking to the door. "I told Junsu he could come over to borrow some things he needs for soccer practice, so he'll be coming by." He nodded again and walked out.
(12:32 AM) joongie:Sighing, he lifted his head when Yunho left and got out his diary and started to write about how he felt so twisted up inside about who to love and how it hurt so much inside to have this battle going on inside him constantly. He placed his diary on the bed wide open and got up, grabbing some clean clothes to take a shower.
(12:37 AM) yunho:Junsu came in a short while later, wearing his practice jersey and holding his soccer ball. He looked through Yunho's things and found what he needed, then looked over and saw Jaejoong's journal open. Biting his lip, he started to walk towards it, only to shake his head and leave the room, locking the door behind him.
(12:40 AM) yunho:Biting his lip, he started to walk towards it, sitting down and picking up the diary and reading it.*
(12:41 AM) joongie:Jaejoong had only a towel wrapped loosely around him when he stepped out into the room again, lifting his head only to see Junsu reading his diary. "JUNSU!" he screamd, rushing over and grabbing it. "Why did you do that?!"
(12:42 AM) yunho:He looked up, his eyes wide. "I..I saw my name.. I didn't read much, I swear!" Standing up, he grabbed his soccer ball and bit his lip, looking at Jaejoong as he held the ball close.
(12:43 AM) joongie:He sat down on the bed and snapped the book shut, shaking his head. "What all did you read, you seemed really into it." he said, his voice weak. He didn't really have the energy to fight right now.
(12:46 AM) yunho:"I read about how you're confused..and that's all I really saw. I'm a slow reader, you know.." He bit his lip, looking down at his feet. "Jaejoong, the other morning..waking up beside you was the best I've felt in a long time, even when I found out I was on the soccer team. I only went along with the threesome because I wanted you..to be my first.."
(12:48 AM) joongie:He lifted his head and stared at Junsu for a moment, then lifted his hand out to him. "C'mere, Su," he said softly, tossing his journal aside and wiggling his fingers. "I've been meaning to talk to you, too, but.. well you already read how I feel."

Session Start: May 17, 2007

(12:52 AM) yunho:Smiling, he shook his head and looked at Jihoon. "It's fine. His name is Lee Hyukjae, he's a friend I knew in Korea before I moved here in middle school. He's a singer and a rapper, really talented."
(12:58 AM) invisible handsh:"Ah," he said, nodding. "Does he know about us?" He picked up a piece of watermelon and dipped it into the whipped cream before plopping it into his mouth, getting a bit in the corners of his mouth.
(1:00 AM) yunho:"Yeah, he wants to meet you." He nodded, picking up his napkin and gently wiping Jihoon's mouth, leaning in and kissing his cheek. Sitting back, he picked up a strawberry and dipped it in whipped cream, taking a big bite.
(1:04 AM) invisible handsh:He finished up soon after, placing his tray aside and leaning in really close with his infamous half smirk on his face. "Guess what," he said, letting a real smile show.
(1:05 AM) yunho:He wiped his own mouth and put his tray aside as well, leaning back as he looked at Jihoon with a smile. "What?" Reaching up, he brushed his boyfriend's hair out of his face, looking into his eyes.
(1:05 AM) invisible handsh:"I'm gonna kiss you," he said simply, then leaned in and brushed his lips over his boyfriends gently, almost ghostly just to tease him. He hand came up to cup Dongwooks face as he teased him.
(1:08 AM) yunho:"Finally," he laughed softly and wrapped an arm around Jihoon's neck, closing his eyes. Puckering his lips playfully, he swaked his boyfriend's lips loudly, making cute kissy noises.
(1:10 AM) invisible handsh:He broke the kiss in a fit of laughter, smacking Dongwooks cheek gently. "You're silly," he mumbled before leaning in and kissing him for real this time, but slowly as if to suck up every moment.
(1:11 AM) yunho:Smiling, he kissed Jihoon slowly, enjoying the feel of their lips together. He just couldn't get enough, now that they were finally in his memory.
(1:13 AM) invisible handsh:His hand gently stroked Dongwooks cheek with his hand before threading his fingers into his boyfriends hair, breaking the kiss enough to look into his eyes. "I haven't said these words enough, Dongwook. I love you."
(1:14 AM) yunho:He looked into Jihoon's eyes, smiling and blushing as he heard those words. "I love you too, Jihoon. So much, and I always will." Nodding, he pecked his lips and then his nose.
(1:17 AM) invisible handsh:He smiled widely and pecked Dongwook back on the lips before turning away and getting off the bed. "Come on, lets get dressed and see Yunho and the guys before we visit your friend."
(1:20 AM) yunho:Nodding, he got off the bed and stretched. "You go ahead, I'll meet you up there. I have something to do before I go." He placed his clothes on the bed, tugging off his boxers to change them.
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(1:22 AM) invisible handsh:He jogged over to give him a hug, and a pat on the butt with a grin before leaving the room again. He showed up at the guys place twenty minutes later, whistling to himself as he knocked on the door.
(1:24 AM) yunho:Junsu came to the door when he heard the knock, having to pull himself away from Yoochun and King and the Clown. He smiled when he saw Dongwook, moving out of the way. "Hey, Yunho's in the kitchen with Jaejoong."
(1:33 AM) invisible handsh:He smiled and removed his shoes, heading into the kitchen. He smelled the familiar sent of Jaejoongs cooking and grinned even wider. "Mm, smells good. What's cookin?" he asked, leaning against the island. Yunho was reading the paper and engrossed in an artical about the growing obesity in Asians.
(1:36 AM) yunho:"Mama's special ramen noodles." Jaejoong nodded and grinned, sprinkling some spices into the pot as he stirred. He reached over and poked Yunho, tugging his hair lightly. "Yunnie, we have company."
(1:39 AM) invisible handsh:Yunho cried out and reached up to fix his hair, pouting. "Why'd you do that, you meanie," he said, giving Jaejoong his best puppy dog face. Jihoon laughed, shaking his head. "Awesome, I'd ask if there was enough for me but I just ate."
(1:40 AM) yunho:He smirked and looked at Jihoon. "It won't be finished until lunchtime anyway, so you could always come back. Where's Dongwook?" Sprinkling some more spices into the pot, he turned down the heat and sipped his juice.
(1:42 AM) invisible handsh:Yunho folded up the paper and put it in the proper garbage, leaning against the counter. "He told me he was going to visit Changmin," he said nonchalantly, pretending he was going to reach into the pot and grab a noodle. Jihoon frowned a bit. "I wonder why he didn't tell me that. I mean it's not like I never understood his compassion for Changmin."
(1:46 AM) yunho:Jaejoong smacked Yunho's hand with the wooden spoon, looking at him. "There's no telling, really, Jihoon." Five hours later, Dongwook still hadn't shown up at the house, and it had started to storm thirty minutes earlier.
(1:48 AM) invisible handsh:Jihoon heard the low rumble of thunder and bit his lip, getting to his feet. "I hate to just leave, but this storm is freaking me out and Dongwook isn't here. I'm gonna go see if he's ok." He smacked Junsu across the head and left the room to put on his coat. He arrived at the graveyard about ten minutes later and looked around for Dongwook.
(1:51 AM) yunho:Dongwook was sitting beside Changmin's grave, drenched in rain and talking outloud. "I miss you, so much. I know I wasn't there for the last few months of your life, but there's a reason I called you every single day. God, Changmin, I love you so much. My heart aches when I think about what might have happened if we hadn't been so close."
(1:54 AM) invisible handsh:He heard every word and felt as though his heart sunk into his feet. Biting his bottom lip, he turned around and started back for his car, his head hanging low. Once he was inside, he just sat there, his hand on the key to start it but not moving.
(1:56 AM) yunho:He had paused so he wouldn't start crying, then started talking again. "I'm grateful for you deciding we were too close, because I'm with someone that is so amazing. I know you would approve, Changmin." Pressing his hand to Changmin's tombstone, he stood and turned around, seeing Jihoon's car. He walked over slowly to the driver's side, tapping the window.
(1:57 AM) invisible handsh:He jumped, smiling a bit before winding down the window. "Hey, I got worried about you and Yunho told me you were here," he said, though his voice sounded sad. "Need a ride home?"
(2:00 AM) yunho:Noticing the sound in Jihoon's voice, he looked down. "You heard me talking to him. But from the sounds of it, you didn't hear the last part." He shook his head and looked at Jihoon again.
(2:03 AM) invisible handsh:"What did you say last?" he asked, placing his hand over Dongwooks. "I know I can never fill the void that was left behind when Changmin died, and I don't plan on. I also know how much you love him and I can never hold a candle to that. But what I do know is that I can love you and show you that I love you."
(2:05 AM) yunho:He smiled slowly, nodding as he knelt beside the door to be at a better level. "I love Changmin because he was my first kiss, he'll always hold a special place in my heart. But you are my boyfriend. What I said to Changmin was how grateful I am that he and I didn't work out, because I never would have met you."
(2:07 AM) invisible handsh:Jihoons eyes teared up a bit and he leaned out the window enough to wrap his arms around Dongwook and give him a hug. "You're my everything, Choi Dongwook. Now get in the car, I don't want you to get sick."
(2:08 AM) yunho:He smiled and nodded, going around to get in the car, not caring that he was soaking wet. The car was already old and wearing down. Reaching over, he hugged Jihoon close, kissing his cheek. "I love you. Changmin would be happy with my choice."
(2:10 AM) invisible handsh:He smiled and wrapped his arms around Dongwook, pressing his lips to the other man and giving him a deep, passionate kiss as his hands slid up his shirt to touch the softness of his back.
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(2:13 AM) invisible handsh:He smiled and wrapped his arms around Dongwook, pressing his lips to the other man and giving him a deep, passionate kiss as his hands slid up his shirt to touch the softness of his back.
(2:14 AM) yunho:Dongwook started to shiver as he was getting colder, but didn't break the kiss. He pressed a trembling hand to Jihoon's cheek, trying to kiss him more but he was shaking too much, so he had to pull back.
(2:15 AM) invisible handsh:"Baby," he said, sighing as he removed his coat and put it around Dongwook. He started the car and pulled out of the cemetary, turning on the heat. "I'm taking you home and curling up in bed with you, that should warm you up."
(2:17 AM) yunho:He nodded, buckling up and wrapping the coat around him more. "I didn't think it would be this cold, it usually only rains like this when it's supposed to be hot." Laughing softly, he pressed his teeth together to get them to stop chattering.
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Session Start: May 17, 2007

(11:35 PM) it's my dick in:His lips curled into a smile and he inched forward a bit as if to kiss Yoochun but stopped. "This might seem like a silly proposition, but do you think you could.. teach me how to kiss? I'm afraid I'm eather going to suck your face off or crack your teeth."
(11:41 PM) yunho:He smiled, nodding slowly as he slid his arm around Changmin. "Yeah, I'll teach you. I'm not very good myself, but I'll do my best." Nodding again, he leaned in and kissed Changmin gently, then closed his eyes and smiled.
(11:45 PM) it's my dick in:He pressed his lips to Yoochuns and started to kiss him, eventually losing concentration and starting to get a little of course and perhaps opening his mouth a bit too wide. He pulled back when he sensed he wasn't doing it right and nibbled on his bottom lip. "I really suck at this."
(11:51 PM) yunho:Opening his eyes, he looked at Changmin and shook his head. "Just relax, you don't have to try so hard. Kissing isn't a test, you don't pass it the first time." He smiled, nodding as he put a hand on Changmin's cheek.
(11:54 PM) it's my dick in:"How do you get better at it?" he ased, innocently. His big brown eyes scanned Yoochun while he waited for his answer, his fingers twirling bits of his long, raven hair between his fingers. "I really like your hair."
(11:56 PM) yunho:"Lots, and lots, of practice." He smirked and nodded, looking into Changmin's eyes. "Thank you. I like your hair as well." Nodding again, he kissed the other man's nose, smiling.
(11:58 PM) it's my dick in:He turned pink and leaned in again, just pecking his lips. "Can I.. kiss your neck?" he asked, looking up at Yoochun a moment then back at the lovely sight that was his neck.
(12:03 AM) yunho:Looking at Changmin, he nodded slowly, biting his lip as he tilted his head to give the other man room. to get to his neck. "Have at it. Just please don't bite, that..really hurts."
(12:04 AM) it's my dick in:He giggled a bit, shaking his head. "I don't bite," he said softly, then leaned in. He gently pressed a kiss against Yoochuns neck, the skin as soft and silky as he imagined it was. Humming to himself, he licked his lips and started to place more lengthy kisses here and there on his neck, sometimes applying a bit of suction.
(12:13 AM) yunho:He closed his eyes, breathing slowly. "You know, you could practice on my neck. All you have to do is take your time, be gentle, and don't think about it." Nodding, he put his arm around Changmin, holding him close.
(12:14 AM) it's my dick in:He tilted his head back a little to look at Yoochun, a sparkle in his eye. "What does it feel like?" he asked, then brought his head back to the other mans neck, gently starting to kiss his neck as if he invisioned it being his lips.
(12:17 AM) yunho:"It feels really nice, really..nice." He nodded a bit and smiled, keeping his eyes closed as he just felt Changmin's lips a shiver running from his head to his toes. Not even a minute later, Junsu burst into the room, shouting. "I WAS MADE CAPTAIN!"
(12:18 AM) it's my dick in:Changmin jumped back so quickly and forcefully, he fell right out of bed and landed hard on his butt. "Owww," he muttered, getting to his feet. "That's great, Junsu! Do you need a personal cheerleader? I might not look all cute in an outfit but I can get pom poms."
(12:24 AM) yunho:He grinned, running over and hugging Changmin. "Yes, you and Jaejoong can be my cheerleaders! We have to go have a celebration lunch, come on! Right now!" Laughing softly, Yoochun sat up and ran his fingers through his hair.
(12:26 AM) it's my dick in:He looked back at Yoochun, then blushed a bit. "Hyung, I'll meet you there ok? I was... in the middle of something when you came in and I'd like to finish it if that's ok?"
(12:31 AM) yunho:Junsu looked between Changmin and Yoochun, gasping after a moment. "Oooh, okay! I'll be back soon, then." He nodded and ran out of the room, down the hall and into Jaejoong and Yunho's.
(12:32 AM) it's my dick in:Once Junsu was gone, Changmin closed the gap between them and just wrapped his arms around Yoochun, hugging him tightly. "Are you my boyfriend?" he asked in a tiny voice, giving him a squeeze.
(12:34 AM) yunho:Looking at Changmin, he wrapped his arms around him, smiling. "I am if you want me to be." He nodded, stroking the other man's hair slowly.
(12:41 AM) it's my dick in:He tilted his head and started kissing Yoochuns neck again, this time with a bit more passion and lust. He pressed his body against the other mans while his tongue snaked out to lick the vein in his neck.
(12:44 AM) yunho:He shivered deeply as he felt Changmin's tongue, groaning and wrapping his arms around him more. It took quite a bit to turn him on, though this definately felt good.
(12:46 AM) it's my dick in:He pressed his lips against a spot and started to suck a little, then pulled back so it didn't leave a mark. "I should stop," he said, breathless. "Or I'll get turned on... and that wouldn't be good."
(12:48 AM) yunho:Licking his lips, he nodded slowly and looked at Changmin. "You're right..and we have your meeting to go set up." He cleared his throat, kissing Changmin's lips before slowly sitting up.
(12:50 AM) it's my dick in:He sighed, a happy smile on his face as he stepped away from Yoochun and gathered his things, mostly pamphlets and such about supporting homosexuals. He hadn't really let anybody know that he was the one who started the gay and lesbian club, he was afraid someone would tell him he was being stupid.
(12:51 AM) yunho:"I have a feeling this meeting will bring lots of people." He nodded and smiled, walking over to his side of the room to change his shirt. Pulling off his tank top, he slid on a graphic tee and a hoodie, then put on his shoes.
(12:53 AM) it's my dick in:He looked up, stuffing the pamphlets and information into his messanger bag. "I hope so, I like to help people. I was a peer helper and stuff like that in school so," he bit his lip, looking down. "I am such a nerd."
(12:54 AM) yunho:He smiled and walked over, adjusting Changmin's shirt. "A very cute nerd." Nodding, he kissed his cheek and held out his hand for him to take. "And a very cute nerdy boyfriend."
(12:58 AM) it's my dick in:He giggled and blushed deeply, standing and picking up his messenger bag. "Well, I.. should go set --- see who's there and stuff. Are you coming, too?" he asked
(12:59 AM) yunho:Nodding, he took Changmin's hand and walked to the door, pulling it open. "Wouldn't miss it for the world." He smiled, leaning in and kissing Changmin slowly.
(1:00 AM) it's my dick in:He stepped into the meeting room he booked, Yunho the only person there so far. He placed his messenger bag on the table and looked around, smiling. "Joongie didn't want to come?" he asked, not surprised. He started pulling out the pamphlets, setting them on the table for people to take.
(1:01 AM) yunho:"He wanted to, but..things happened." Yunho nodded slowly, getting out the chairs and setting them up as Yoochun went over to help. "He'll come to the next one, though. No worries." Nodding again, he looked over at Changmin and smiled.
(1:03 AM) it's my dick in:He hung a sign up on the door to help people find the room and started to nibble on his bottom lip, waiting. "I really hope people come," he said, starting to wring his fingers nervously. "It took a lot to get this room booked."
(1:04 AM) yunho:Walking over to Changmin, Yunho wrapped his arms around him, hugging him close. "They'll show up. There are a lot of gay and lesbian teens out there that need something like this to help them. And in the worst case scenario, if no one shows up...the three of us will get naked and run around."
(1:06 AM) it's my dick in:He hugged him back, starting to laugh about the 'getting naked and run around' comment, pulling back to shove him. "You're hilarious, Yunho," he said, rolling his eyes. A soft knock on the door casing brought Changmins attention to the door and he smiled. "Um, is this the... gay and lesbian thing?" the man said, his small eyes taking in the room and the three men standing inside.
(1:09 AM) yunho:Since Changmin hadn't said anything, Yunho walked over, bowing. "Yes, this is it. Before you come in, are you a friend or foe?" He raised an eyebrow, looking at the man with a small smile. Yoochun grinned and walked over to Changmin, sliding his arms around him.
(1:10 AM) it's my dick in:"Friend," he said, bowing with a small smile. "I'm Lee Junki. I saw the posters and thought I'd check it out, I think it's awesome someone did this. Is it your idea?" he asked, looking at Yunho while Changmin suddenly clammed up.
(1:12 AM) yunho:He looked at Changmin then back at Junki, nodding as he smiled. "Yeah, it's my idea." Bowing again, he smiled and held his arms behind his back. "My name's Jung Yunho, it's nice to meet you."
(1:13 AM) it's my dick in:He smiled brightly and stepped further into the room, taking a seat next to Yoochun, offering his hand. "You're pretty brave, Yunho. People were tearing down posters left and right, writing slurs on them. I almost went all tae kwan do on them."
(1:17 AM) yunho:Yoochun shook his hand and introduced himself, smiling. Taking a seat, Yunho grinned. "You know tae kwan do? You should have done it, people are such assholes in this school. I try to not pay it any attention."
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(1:19 AM) it's my dick in:"Yep, strict traditional Korean family. I almost got stuck in the arranged marriage buisness until I told my appa I was gay and he threw me out," he shrugged. "I had a boyfriend at the time so it wasn't too bad. I never liked my dad anyway."
(1:21 AM) yunho:"That was going to happen to me until my umma packed me and my sister up and left my appa. To this day, she says she'd rather have a gay son that an asshole for a husband." This made Yoochun laugh loudly, covering his mouth as Yunho grinned.
(1:22 AM) it's my dick in:Nobody noticed Changmin left the room until he returned with a few cans of soda and some things to snack on. Junki stood, bowing. "Thank you, you're too kind," he said to Changmin who only blushed and placed the tray on the table.
(1:24 AM) yunho:Yunho stood, patting Changmin on the back. "He's a little shy, you'll have to forgive him." He smiled, nodding as a few more people showed up. Grinning, Yoochun stood up and walked over to Changmin, whispering in his ear. "More people."
(1:26 AM) it's my dick in:Changmins face lit up a little and he took Yoochuns hand, squeezing it. "I'm going to get some more snacks, I'll be back." He pressed a kiss to Yoochuns cheek and left the room. Junki helped himself to a cookie and a can of soda, sitting back down. He smiled when he noticed he managed to squeeze himself between people. "Hi!" he said, grinning so big his eyes were slits.
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Session Start: May 18, 2007

(2:03 AM) yunho:Junsu stopped in his tracks, listening for a moment before looking up quickly. "Oh my God, Changmin!" He ran into the bathroom, running over to the guy and yanking him away from Changmin. Throwing him against the wall, he punched him in the jaw.
(2:05 AM) joongie:Jaejoong hadn't seen what happened so he intended on breaking Junsu from the other man when he saw Changmin crumpled on the floor, crying his heart out. "Minnie," he gasped, kneeling and getting out his phone. He quickly dialed Yoochun while Junsu was pretty much beating the guy to a pulp. "JUSNU, STOP!" he cried, "You don't want to loose your captain spot do you?"
(2:06 AM) yunho:"I DON'T CARE!" He looked at Jaejoong, which gave the guy a chance to get a shot in. Holding his jaw, Junsu turned and kneed the guy in the crotch, punching him in the stomache. Yoochun looked at his phone, laughing at a joke one of the people had told, answering the call. "Hello?"
(2:08 AM) joongie:"Yoochun, you have to get here quickly," he sputtered into the phone, afraid to leave Changmins side. "Min, I have to stop Junsu," he said to the trembling figure sobbing on the floor. He told Yoochun where they were and snapped his phone shut, approaching Junsu. "Stop it, please!" he called out, hugging him so he wouldn't throw his fists out anymore.
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Session Start: May 18, 2007

(2:15 AM) yunho:Junsu threw one last punch before Jaejoong hugged him, the guy scrambling up and running  out of the bathroom. He breathed heavily, his nose bleeding as he leaned back against Jae. "Bastard." Yoochun showed up five minutes later to see Jaejoong and Junsu sitting beside Changmin, walking over quickly. "Oh my God, what happened?" He was followed by Yunho.
(2:15 AM) yunho:Junsu threw one last punch before Jaejoong hugged him, the guy scrambling up and running  out of the bathroom. He breathed heavily, his nose bleeding as he leaned back against Jae. "Bastard." Yoochun showed up five minutes later to see Jaejoong and Junsu sitting beside Changmin, walking over quickly. "Oh my God, what happened?" He was followed by Yunho.
(2:17 AM) joongie:Jaejoong explained what happened while Changmins cries quieted a little, but he was still crying and laying in a heap on the floor. "We came in and the guy was all over him," he said softly, biting his lip. "Junsu pretty much beat his ass, though." He smiled sadly and handed his friend a tissue.
(2:18 AM) yunho:Taking the tissue, Junsu wiped the blood off his nose and put his hand on Changmin's back. "He really didn't need this on the day of his meeting. It's just not right." Yunho knelt down beside Jaejoong, hugging him close while Yoochun moved over and scooped Changmin into his arms slowly.
(2:19 AM) joongie:Changmins arms flew out and he started to push everybody away. "DON'T!" he cried, moving away and getting to his feet. "Don't touch me, please!" he whimpered, covering his face with his hands. He hadn't realised it was Yoochun and Yunho touching him as he crumpled again onto the floor, curling up in a corner.
(2:21 AM) yunho:Jumping a bit, Yoochun kept his distance, biting his lip and ignoring Junsu telling him to let it go. "Changmin, it's me. It's Chun. I'm not going to hurt you, I just want to take you back to our room, and keep you safe." He kept his voice soft, inching slowly towards Changmin.
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(2:26 AM) joongie:He lifted his head slowly and glanced over his shoulder, his eyes wide and full of fear. He shivered in the corner as if he was cold. "C.. Chunnie?" he whimpered, lifting his head a bit more. "He touched me... I kept saying no. I didn't want it, please don't leave me."
(2:27 AM) yunho:Frowning, he nodded slowly, still coming closer to his boyfriend. "I'm not going anywhere, nowhere at all. Come here, I'll take you back to our room." He opened his arms, nodding as he looked at Changmin.

Session Start: May 21, 2007

(12:14 AM) changmin:yunnie-ah
(12:15 AM) yunho:changmin-ah
(12:15 AM) changmin:joongie hyung looks tired :\
(12:16 AM) yunho:he's been sick lately :/
(12:18 AM) changmin:we're all tired
(12:20 AM) yunho:i know but you know how jaejoong is
(12:20 AM) changmin:i know, he works hard no matter. we all do.
my stomach hurts, i am so hungry. when is food gonna be here hyung
(12:21 AM) yunho:about fifteen minutes, min
(12:22 AM) changmin:ughh so hungry
(12:22 AM) yunho:come here, i'll rub your stomache
(12:23 AM) changmin:but that would mean i have to move and i'm comfy
(12:23 AM) yunho:fine, no chocolate
(12:24 AM) changmin:EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
(12:24 AM) changmin:Changmin nearly threw his laptop aside as he raced towards Yunho, holding out his hands desperately for the chocolate. "Gimmie gimmie gimmie gimme!" he said over and over, wiggling his fingers around.
(12:26 AM) yunho:Yunho smirked and kept his hands behind his back, looking up at Changmin. "Lay down and I'll rub your stomache, then I'll give you the chocolate." He nodded, moving over on his bed.
(12:28 AM) changmin:Grumbling, he laid down on the bed, resting his head on Yunhos lap and got comfortable. "Hyung, do we have time off soon? We're all getting sick and run down," he said softly, looking up at him.
(12:31 AM) yunho:He moved his hand down and rubbed Changmin's stomache slowly, watching him as he bit his lip. "We have a day off after a few days." Nodding, he handed Changmin the mini sized bar of chocolate, stroking his hair while he stroked his stomache.
(12:32 AM) changmin:His eyes drifted closed and he started to eat the chocolate bar, his stomach growling. "I feel like I haven't ate in days," he said, munching on the gooey bar. Yoochun leaned against the door frame and watched the two, looking as tired as everybody else. "Aw, appa and his son!"
(12:33 AM) yunho:Looking up at Yoochun, smiling and tossing him a mini candy bar as well. "A treat, for the good work. I'll give one to Su when I see him." He nodded, going back to pampering Changmin.
(12:34 AM) changmin:He unwrapped the bar and started to eat it, coming further into the room and sat down on the edge of the bed. "Jaejoongs trying to cook something," he said, looking at Yunho. "I told him you must've ordered food but.. he's off in his own BooJae land."
(12:36 AM) yunho:"It's best to let him be." He nodded, leaning down and pressing a kiss to Changmin's forhead. running his fingers through his hair as the door bell rang. Leaning over, he got his wallet and pulled out some money, handing it to Yoochun. "Please go get that."
(12:38 AM) changmin:He nodded and stuffed the rest of the chocolate bar into his mouth, heading off to get the food. Changmin had half his bar ate and was nearly asleep when Yunho returned to play with his hair, but he forced himself awake again when he smelt the food. "Fooood," he purred, sitting up and heading to the kitchen.
(12:39 AM) yunho:Yunho smiled and stood up as well, walking out behind Changmin to go into the kitchen. He walked up behind Jaejoong, leaning against the counter. "Jae, the food's here." Walking into the dining room, Junsu looked as if he'd just woken up from a nap, but didn't look rested at all.
(12:41 AM) changmin:Jaejoongs head snapped up from the half prepared sushi, looking at Yunho for a moment until he saw the food on the table. "But.. I was making something," he said, a crushed look coming across his face. Yoochun got out his chopsticks, watching them with a worried expression. With Jaejoong sick and exhausted, his emotions were also easy to hurt.
(12:45 AM) yunho:He bit his lip, putting his hand on Jae's shoulder. "I'll eat what you're making, I just ordered the other stuff for the guys." Nodding, he smiled at Jaejoong as Junsu came into the kitchen. "Jaejoongie hyung, what are you making?"
(12:46 AM) changmin:"Sushi," he said, smiling a bit as he continued to fix it up. "Do you want some, Su?" he looked at the younger man while Yoochun let out a relieved sigh. "How long until we go to rehearsal, Yunho?" he asked the other man, digging into his rice.
(12:49 AM) yunho:"Of course I do, hyung. You make the best sushi." He nodded and smiled, taking Yunho's place as he went to sit beside Yoochun. "About two hours, but it won't take long. We know the dances, so we'll breeze through them."
(12:50 AM) changmin:Changmin puffed out his cheeks in disapproval, but he knew enough not to protest. "Can I say something?" he spoke up softly, putting his chopsticks down. Jaejoong finished the sushi and gave some to everybody before finally taking his seet as if his legs would give out from under him.
(12:52 AM) yunho:Yunho looked at Changmin after thanking Jaejoong for the sushi, popping a piece into his mouth. "Sure, say it." He nodded, handing Junsu a napkin when the younger man quickly started eating his food, sloppily.
(12:54 AM) changmin:"Why do we rehears for dances we already know? I mean look at us, hyung," he pointed to everybody, then nodded towards Jaejoong when he wasn't looking. "We need rest." He sighed, shaking his head and putting up his hand. "Never mind, I should just keep it to myself."
(12:55 AM) yunho:Putting his chopsticks down slowly, Yunho wiped his mouth and cleared his throat, lowering his eyes. "The managers won't be there today, we can..take it easy. We'll just practice the moves that we mess up on sometimes, and sit down during the mic check." He nodded slowly, then picked up his chopsticks and resumed eating.
(12:58 AM) changmin:Jaejoong ate what he could, not really paying attention. When he was finished, he cleared his spot and left the room to get ready for rehearsals. Hours later, all five were working on the last few moves of Rising Sun when finally Yunho let them have a break. Changmin groaned and flopped down on the stage, catching his breath. Yoochun leaned against Junsu, pulling his shirt away from his body. "Take it easy my ass," he muttered, scoffing.
(1:00 AM) yunho:Junsu took off his shirt before Yoochun leaned against him, fanning himself as he grabbed a bottle of water, taking a long sip. "He always pushes us during Rising Sun and O, because they are the longest dances. And the hardest." He shook his head, offering Yoochun the water.
(1:04 AM) changmin:"I don't care, he said he'd be easy on us," he wined, just to be an ass although he took a nice look at Junsu without his shirt before licking his lips and flopping onto the floor by Changmin. "Where's Jaejoong?" he asked, looking around. He spotted the other man leaning against something, his legs shaking. "He doesn't look so good."
(1:05 AM) yunho:Looking over, Junsu watched as Yunho walked over to Jaejoong, wrapping his arm around the frail man's waist. "BooJae, sit down. I'll get you some water." He kept his voice soft, not taking any time for himself to drink some water."
(1:06 AM) yunho:-"
(1:09 AM) changmin:Jaejoong lifted his head, watching Yunho walk away and eventually had to close his eyes. Everything started to tilt to one side and he tilted with it to accomidate for the off balance feeling. "Yunnie," he said softly, his stomach flip flopping. He rushed for a garbage bin or something and bent over it, getting sick.
(1:11 AM) yunho:Yunho looked over his shoulder and quickly grabbed a hand towel and a bottle of water, running over to Jaejoong. He kept his hands on his friend's back, the sound of him getting sick not bothering him, as he was used to it. "Take deep breaths, Jae."
(1:15 AM) changmin:Yoochun made a face and looked away, wishing he could block out the sounds. "Soo, Junsu," he said, distracting himself by playing with the necklaces around the other mans neck. "While we get ready did you wanna have a race on our PSP handhelds?" Jaejoongs whole body started to shake as he got sick again, eventually stumbling back against Yunho. "Yunnie, I don't know if I can do this tonight," he mumbled.
(1:17 AM) yunho:Nodding, Junsu stood up and grabbed Yoochun's arm, dragging him off into the dressing room. Yunho held Jaejoong up, biting his lip as he felt his forhead. "You need to lie down, don't worry about the concert right now." He picked him up, carrying him, the towel, and the water off into the dressing room.
(1:21 AM) changmin:Changmin got up from where he was sitting, following the oldest two back to the dressing room where he took a seat on the couch, getting up when he realised there was only one left since Yoochun and Junsu took up the other with their 'battle'.
(1:23 AM) yunho:"Thank you, Minnie." He said softly, fixing a pillow at the arm of the couch before laying Jaejoong down. Sitting on the edge, he wet the hand towel and pressed it against Jae's forhead. "Yoochun, Junsu, move over and give Changmin a place to sit."
(1:25 AM) changmin:Jaejoong reached up and grabbed the towel, tossing it aside as he sat up. "No, I can't do this right now," he said, his voice weak. "The fans have waited for hours and I need to practice." He stood, stumbling a bit before heading for the door.
(1:27 AM) yunho:Standing up, Yunho walked over to the door and slammed it shut, standing in front of Jaejoong. "The fans don't need to see you faint, Jaejoong. We have three, almost four hours until the concert, you need to rest."
(1:29 AM) changmin:Changmin sat down between Yoochun and Junsu, biting his lip. He didn't like it when things came down to an argument so he tried to shrink away as best as he could by hiding between the two. Jaejoong looked puzzled for a moment, stepping back as he put a hand to his head. "Yunho," he whispered, then suddenly crumpled to the floor.
(1:32 AM) yunho:Yunho gasped and reached forward, catching Jaejoong before he hit the floor, easing him down. "Yoochun, go get the medic, hurry!" He grabbed the cool, wet cloth and laid it over Jaejoong's forhead, fanning his face.
(1:35 AM) changmin:Yoochun ran from the room instantly for a medic while Changmin took a hold of Junsus hand and watched. He returned with a medic in a matter of what felt like seconds, taking Yunhos hand to move him away while the looked Jaejoong over. Everything seemed like a blurr until the medic stood and appointed Yunho to look after him, after explaining that he fainted out of exhaustion.
(1:37 AM) yunho:He chewed his fingernail and looked at the medic, putting his hands on his hips. "I will, thank you." Bowing to the medic, he knelt down and re-wet the cloth, placing it on Jaejoong's forhead once again. Junsu frowned and held Changmin's hand tightly, looking at him.
(1:38 AM) changmin:A few minutes passed before Jaejoongs eyes finally fluttered open and he looked around for a moment, confused. "Yunnie?" he asked, his voice rough. "I didn't miss the concert did I?"
(1:40 AM) yunho:His heart nearly broke as he heard Jaejoong ask, looking down. "You're going to have to miss the concert, Joongie. You can't preform in this state." He shook his head, looking at him once again.
(1:41 AM) changmin:"No," he started to sit up but Yoochuns hands made him lay down and he glared at him, his eyes starting to look watery. "I can't do that, you know I can't do that. I have to preform!"
(1:42 AM) yunho:"Jaejoong, don't make this harder than it already is. You can't do the show, you are pushing yourself to the limit." Looking at Jaejoong, he gave him a stern look, the ones he usually used on Junsu or Yoochun.
(1:44 AM) changmin:He made a noise low in his throat that the guys knew as a sign that he was getting angry. He smacked Yoochuns hands to get him to remove them, not liking being forced to lay down. "I have to push myself, this is what I do. It's my career, my body. You can't make me not go out there."
(1:46 AM) yunho:Yunho stood quickly, looking down at Jaejoong. "Fine! Do the damn show, put yourself in the hospital! See if I care!" He stormed out of the dressing room, slamming the door behind him as he walked off to hide in the bathrooms and cool off.
(1:47 AM) changmin:"Fine!" he screamed back, tearing Yoochuns hands off of him as he sat up. He followed Yunho, storming behind him. "You are a good one to talk about working yourself to death and putting yourself in the hospital, Jung Yunho! How many times have you done that to yourself?!" Changmin made a whimpery sound and covered his hears, sighing.
(1:49 AM) yunho:He turned around, looking at Jaejoong. "I do it because I'm the leader, Jaejoong. It's what I do, I'm supposed to be there to help my group. But you, you are told to rest and you want to go right back out there. I'll never understand you, Kim Jaejoong. I really won't."
(1:51 AM) changmin:He stomped his foot, which meant he had nothing more to say but was still angry. He glared at Yunho hard, stepping up next to him so they were inches a part. "I do it because I have to prove myself day after day after day, I have to. I just.. HAVE to!"
(1:53 AM) yunho:"You've already proven yourself, Jaejoong! Time and time again! If you want to do the concert tonight, then fine, but I'm not letting you on that stage until you take at least a two hour nap. I don't want you on your feet at all." He narrowed his eyes, staring at Jaejoong. "And I fucking mean it."
(1:56 AM) changmin:He made the angry noise in his throat again, grinding his teeth a bit. The world started to tilt again and he closed his eyes. Instantly his hand went out to grab onto Yunho, and he squeezed his arm. "Ok, ok... I'll nap."
(1:57 AM) yunho:He picked Jaejoong up and carried him back into the dressing room, his soft side coming back as he laid him on the couch, draping a blanket over him. "I care about you, Jaejoong, about all of you. I just want you to be healthy, so please..try to sleep."
(1:59 AM) changmin:He nodded, rolling onto his side and curling up into a ball. He closed his eyes and started to drift off to sleep until Yoochun started shouting loudly at Junsu about something, the two laughing.
(2:01 AM) yunho:Yunho walked over to Yoochun, hitting him on the arm. "Yah! Go out into the hall, or stop being so loud. We don't yell when either of you are trying to sleep." Biting his lip, Junsu instantly nodded and shrunk down into the couch, leaning against Changmin.
(2:04 AM) changmin:The two quieted down and eventually, Jaejoong was able to get a few hours of sleep in before he was rudely awoken by Changmin. Not just any Changmin, but a sweaty one with braided hair. "Come on, hyung. We're ready to go," he said, biting his lip. He knew he wouldn't be happy to know that Yunho made sure he didn't peform that night.
(2:06 AM) yunho:Junsu helped Yoochun keep Yunho out of the dressing room, telling him they'd get everything, and that he shouldn't be around when Jaejoong woke up. Sighing, Yunho finally grabbed towel and headed out to the van while Junsu gathered things.
(2:08 AM) changmin:Jaejoong stormed out to the van, flinging the door open. "YUNHO!" he said loudly, sitting down beside him. "WHY DID YOU.. YOU SAID I ... BUT YOU... WHY!?" he exclaimed, so angry he couldn't spit anything out. Changmin followed close behind, hanging his head low. "We're in trouble," he said to Junsu, nodding towards the van.
(2:09 AM) yunho:Biting his lip, Junsu took Changmin's hand, shaking his head. "Let's wait right here for a moment, let them get it out." Yunho looked up calmly, sipping his water. "I told you, you couldn't preform. And you were so peaceful, Jaejoong, I hated even thinking about waking you up. But from the looks of it, you're all refreshed, so that's good."
(2:12 AM) changmin:He growled low in his throat and got out of the seat, climbing into the back. Although with his temper and his stomach still upset, the constant jostling around made him feel nauseous and he got sick on the floor of the van. Changmin heard the sound and made a face. "Great, we get to ride in a vomit smelly van," Yoochun said, rolling his eyes.
(2:13 AM) yunho:Junsu looked at Yoochun, smacking his arm. "You're so insensitive." He shook his head and pulled Changmin into the van as Yunho was opening the windows. "It won't be too bad, guys, not with the windows open."
(2:16 AM) changmin:Changmin slid into the van, lifting his feet so he didn't get anything on his shoes. The stench would linger forever if he did. "Shouldn't we have someone clean it out a bit before we go?" Yoochun suggested, looking back at Jaejoong as he fell back against the seat and laid down, groaning.
(2:19 AM) yunho:"The guys at the rental place will clean it up, let's just go home." He lifted his feet as well, leaning against the window as he looked out, watching the scenery go by once the driver started down the road. Junsu leaned against Changmin, his head on the younger man's shoulder.
(2:22 AM) changmin:When the van stopped at their apartment, Changmin nudged his shoulder to get Junsu to move, scootching out of the van the best he could with his feet lifted up and got out. "Hyung, do you need help?" he asked Yunho, moving out of the way for Yoochun.
(2:24 AM) yunho:Sighing, Junsu got out of the van and dragged his feet on his way to the apartment building. Yunho looked at Changmin and smiled, shaking his head as he moved and picked Jaejoong up. He slung the man over his shoulder, carefully getting out of the van.
(2:28 AM) changmin:Yoochun slung his arm around Junsu to give him some support, opening the door first. Changmin nodded, picking up his hyungs belongings and headed after the others. Jaejoong moved a bit, lifting his head. "Yunho?" he asked, starting to struggle.
(2:29 AM) yunho:"Shut up and let me carry you, BooJae. It's late, and I'm tired. I don't want to fight." He sounded as if he were half asleep already, heading into the elevator.
(2:30 AM) yunho:Junsu was leaning against Yoochun, snoring softly as he slowly started slipping down onto the floor.*
(2:31 AM) changmin:"Yah!" he cried out, lifting Junsu up as best as he could. Changmin rushed over and helped him, the two dragging him into the eleavator. Jaejoong squirmed some more, grabbing onto Yunhos butt since that was what he was facing. "Your shoulder is digging into my stomach," he groaned.
(2:33 AM) yunho:Yunho shifted slightly so Jaejoong's stomache was more behind his shoulder, holding onto his legs tightly. He stepped into the elevator, pressing the button with a sigh. Unphased by nearly falling onto the floor, Junsu just slept against whoever was holding him, the snoring letting them know he was in a deep sleep.
(2:36 AM) changmin:Changmin eventually lifted him up into his arms, hugging him close as he stepped out into the hall  when the elevator finally reached their floor. Jaejoong hung loose on Yunhos shoulder like a rag doll. "That can't be comfortable," Yoochun commented, tapping Jaejoong on the back only to get a grunt in return.
(2:38 AM) yunho:When they were finally in the apartment, Yunho laid Jaejoong down on the man's bed, not saying a word as he headed out of the room. Junsu woke up for a moment when the smell of the apartment invaded his nose, grabbing Changmin's hand and pulling him into his bed. He closed his eyes and took off his belt, wrapping his arms around Changmin.
(2:45 AM) changmin:The next morning Jaejoong woke up to a bitter taste in his mouth. Making a face, he pulled the blankets back and slid out of bed, feeling grimy and sick. Shedding his clothes, he stumbled to the bathroom naked, not caring if anybody else was awake right at the moment.
(2:46 AM) yunho:Yunho was in the bathroom brushing his teeth when Jaejoong came in, stopping mid brush to look at him. He stared for a moment, then turned and finished what he was doing, washing his mouth out. "Starting early, Jaejoong."
(2:47 AM) changmin:"Shower," he mumbled, his eyes half open as he bent over the tub to turn on the water. He sat down on the toliet and his whole body seemed to sink. "Yunnie, please tell me we have a day off today."
(2:49 AM) yunho:"We do," he said simply, grabbing some face wash and washing his face with it. Splashing water on his face to get the wash off, he stood straight and looked at himself in the mirror, the water dripping off onto his chest. "Get back to sleep when you shower."
(2:50 AM) changmin:He let out a sigh of releif and leaned forward, wrapping his arms around Yunho and nuzzled his face into his back. His skin was damp from sweating all night, yet it was also warmer than usual. The steam rising in the room made him pull away and he tested the water, stepping into the shower.
(2:52 AM) yunho:He sighed and dried his face, placing the towel aside as he walked out of the bathroom, closing the door behind him. Walking back into his room, he laid on his bed and listened to his ipod, closing his eyes. Junsu woke the next morning with an arm and a leg draped over Changmin. He looked at the younger man for a moment, then snuggled closer and fell back asleep.
(2:54 AM) changmin:After he was finished in his shower, he wrapped a towel around him and made his way into Yunhos room, crawling onto the bed. "Yunho-ah," he whimpered, snuggling up against him and curling into a ball.
(2:55 AM) changmin:Changmin stirred a bit, but didn't wake up. His arm tightened around Junsu and he nuzzled against him, sighing.
(2:56 AM) yunho:Opening an eye, Yunho looked at Jaejoong and wrapped an arm around him, but didn't say anything. He used his leg to get the covers, pulling them up and draping them over Jaejoong. Yawning, Junsu pressed his face ingo Changmin's neck, mumbling in his sleep.
into*
(2:58 AM) changmin:Changmin made a giggly sound, being that nearly every inch of his skin was ticklish. He swatted his hand against his neck, or at least tried to. Jaejoong curled his fingers around Yunhos shirt, holding it tightly as he closed his eyes.
(3:00 AM) yunho:Getting hit in the face woke Junsu, and he lifted his head, staring at Changmin. "Yah, you hit me." His voice was full of sleep and not very loud, so he leaned in and pressed his nose against the other man's cheek. Yunho held his arm more around Jaejoong, taking the ipod and setting it aside.
(3:02 AM) changmin:"Huh?" he mumbled, his eyes finally coming open. When he felt Junsus nose agains this cheek he made a sound, nuging him. "Hyunggg, your nose is cold!" he whined. Jaejoong nuzzled his face into Yunhos chest, eventually relaxing into a listless slumber.
(3:04 AM) yunho:Junsu giggled sleepily and snuggled more under the covers, keeping close to Changmin as he rubbed his nose. Flicking off the light, Yunho held Jaejoong close and stroked his hair slowly, listening to him sleep.
(3:08 AM) changmin:Changmin grinned and leaned in, peppering Junsus face in kisses just to annoy him. "Awww, Susu! I looove you, foreverrrrrr!" he said in an abnormally cheery voice.
(3:09 AM) yunho:Whimpering, Junsu covered his face before taking hold of Changmin's, holding it away so he could look at him. "Who are you, and what have you done with my Changmin-ah?"
(3:10 AM) changmin:"Why, my love, it's me!" he said, pretending to look shocked as he puckered his lips for a kiss. "Gimmie a kiss you sexy beast!"
(3:11 AM) yunho:"Stoooop!" He moved Changmin away, sliding under the covers and pulling them over his head. Curling up in a ball, he did his best to hide his face from Changmin.
(3:12 AM) changmin:He giggled, his whole body seeming to vibrate as he did. He was about to pull the blankets down when Yoochun walked in, patting the lump that was Junsu. "Wheres Su?" he asked, pretending he didn't know as he sat down on the lump.
(3:14 AM) yunho:Junsu groaned loudly when Yoochun sat on him, trying to push him off. "You're squishing me!" He wriggled and finally poked his head out of the covers, gasping for air. "Get off, you hefer!"
(3:14 AM) changmin:Yoochuns eyes went wide and he pulled the blankets down, tackling Junsu and starting to tickle and smack him. "Who are you calling a hefer, you porker!" he exclaimed. Changmin was rolling around the bed, shaking with laughter.
(3:18 AM) yunho:"Stop, I can't breathe!" He grabbed Yoochun's hands, trying to stop him from tickling him as he laughed, rolling around. "I'm going to pee on myself, quit it!"
(3:20 AM) changmin:He laughed and stopped, placing a kiss on his forehead. "Come on then, go pee so I can tickle you some more without urine leekage," he said with a laugh, pulling the other man off the bed.

Session Start: May 21, 2007

(11:24 PM) sungmin:hi changmin!
(11:25 PM) changmin:hiiiii! i saw teukie on the radio!
(11:26 PM)sungmin has changed his/her name to "donghae"
(11:28 PM) donghae:changmiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin
(11:28 PM) changmin:donghaeeeeeeeeeeee
(11:28 PM) donghae:teukie's back :D
(11:28 PM) changmin:i saw i saw! i am so happy for him
(11:29 PM) donghae:he was seriously glowing when he came in
(11:30 PM) changmin:i'm happy for him, but i don't see how he's so badly hurt.
it was almost as if nothing happened to him
(11:31 PM) donghae:most of the scars aren't eternal anymore
external, i mean
(11:32 PM) changmin:that's good, because i kept reading such sad cyworld entries and it made me sad as well
(11:32 PM) donghae:he's much happier now
(11:33 PM) changmin:well he's back on his show, so he's happy
(11:41 PM) donghae:ah, sorry. yesung wanted to use the computer
(11:41 PM) changmin:no problem!
(11:42 PM) donghae:i'm suprised he didn't say dirty things
(11:42 PM) changmin:ahaha
(11:47 PM) changmin:it would've been funny if he did though
(11:50 PM) donghae:he's rude, though
(11:51 PM) changmin:i live with yoochun, he talks about sex all the time
(12:04 AM) jaejoong:donghaeeee
(12:04 AM) donghae:jaejooooooong
(12:04 AM) jaejoong::D!
can i talk to you about something serious?
(12:05 AM) donghae:of course
(12:05 AM) jaejoong:umm, this is kind of hard to say
but i need to talk to someone or i'll go crazy
(12:06 AM) donghae:you can always talk to me!
(12:07 AM) jaejoong:this has been going on for awhile now too
like.. two years
(12:07 AM) donghae:wow...
(12:08 AM) jaejoong:umm... it has to do with yunho
(12:09 AM) donghae:you like him?
(12:09 AM) jaejoong::\
(12:11 AM) jaejoong:yes
(12:11 AM) donghae:aww
wait
.....oh
(12:11 AM) jaejoong:aww?
(12:11 AM) donghae:i remembered something
(12:12 AM) jaejoong:i'm scared
(12:12 AM) donghae::(
(12:12 AM) jaejoong:i came close to kissing him like.. three times today
(12:13 AM) donghae:wow..
(12:13 AM) jaejoong:my body doesn't like me :\
(12:17 AM) jaejoong:i don't know what to do donghae
(12:18 AM) donghae:i wish i knew what to tell you. yunho has always told me he's straight..
(12:18 AM) jaejoong:that doesn't help me
actually it made me cry........
(12:19 AM) donghae:shit, i'm sorry
(12:19 AM) jaejoong:i'm stupid to like a straight guy anyway
(12:26 AM) jaejoong:i'm such a fucking loser
(12:26 AM) donghae:no you are not
(12:26 AM) jaejoong:i am
(12:27 AM) jaejoong:i think he caught on because lately he seems more and more keen to pushing me away and it hurts me so bad

Session Start: May 23, 2007

(12:28 AM) jaejoong:oooooooooomg
oh hi HAHAHA
(12:28 AM)donghae has changed his/her name to "yyunho"
(12:28 AM) yyunho:hi joongie ahaha
(12:29 AM) jaejoong:yy yunho?
ehehe
(12:29 AM)yyunho has changed his/her name to "yunho"
(12:29 AM) yunho:i can't type, ok
(12:29 AM) jaejoong:too cute
(12:30 AM) yunho:i'm over at heechul's
(12:30 AM) jaejoong:you left me with the horn dogs :(
(12:30 AM) yunho:oh, they're doing it again?
(12:30 AM) jaejoong:no, but they keep giving ecah other looks.
(12:30 AM) yunho:ah
(12:31 AM) jaejoong:how are you at heechuls... we're in japan?
(12:31 AM) yunho:[o they are???]
(12:32 AM) jaejoong:[ lmao yes ]
[ til like.. late june ]
(12:32 AM) yunho:[ignore that then lmao he's at the supermarket]
(12:33 AM) jaejoong:yunnie
(12:33 AM) yunho:hm?
(12:33 AM) jaejoong:get me some pocky??
(12:33 AM) yunho:of course
(12:34 AM) jaejoong:i miss you :\
(12:34 AM) yunho:i'm at the supermarket, joongie
(12:34 AM) jaejoong:i know
(12:35 AM) yunho:i'll be home soon
(12:35 AM) jaejoong:ok
(12:35 AM) jaejoong:o_o please hurry, changmin is licking junus neck
(12:36 AM) yunho:.....i have a watergun under my bed, it's filled
(12:36 AM) jaejoong:ok ok i'm gonna go use it
(12:38 AM) yunho:it's cold water, too
(12:38 AM) jaejoong:oooooooo!
(12:39 AM) yunho::)
(12:40 AM) jaejoong:ehehehehe ^___^;
(12:41 AM) yunho:what kind of pocky do you want?
(12:41 AM) jaejoong:surprise me
(12:41 AM) yunho:ok
(12:42 AM) jaejoong:sadlfkjoaghdsofds!111wgb vx
(12:42 AM) yunho:what??
(12:42 AM) jaejoong:saveme theythgickling me
(12:42 AM) yunho:ahahaha
(12:43 AM) jaejoong:uugh my stomach hurts now
(12:44 AM) yunho:aww jj
(12:45 AM) jaejoong::$
(12:46 AM) jaejoong:NOOO NOT AGLSKADFIASODFID WAHA AMA YUNNIE SAVE ME
(12:47 AM) yunho:i'll be home in like ten minutes
(12:47 AM) jaejoong:we're not gonna stop tickling him, muahaahahahahaahah
(12:47 AM) yunho:yoochun!!!
(12:48 AM) jaejoong:how'd you know!?
(12:48 AM) yunho:the laugh, duh
(12:48 AM) jaejoong:damn
jaejoong has a cute laugh, he needs to share it more
(12:48 AM) yunho:you know he doesn't like his smile
(12:49 AM) jaejoong:or his laugh
(12:49 AM) jaejoong:but oh well!
we ahve the upper hand ;)
(12:49 AM) yunho::) just be nice to him
(12:49 AM) jaejoong:we are
his flailing limbs
(12:50 AM) jaejoong:you should be telling HIM to be nice ot US
to*
(12:50 AM) yunho:i'm on my way home
(12:51 AM) jaejoong:alright
(12:55 AM) jaejoong:mauah
(12:57 AM) yunho:Yunho showed up a few moments later, setting the bags down before grabbing a secret watergun he'd hidden and running into the room where the guys were. "Don't make me use this!" Looking up, Junsu let out a cry and hid behind Jaejoong. "Not again!"
(1:00 AM) jaejoong:Jaejoong rolled onto his side, his face flushed and wet from laughing so hard. Struggling to sit up, his arm wobbled a little as he tried to catch his breath. "Yun...nie," he panted. "My .. saviour!" Changmin was sitting on the couch, watching the events unfold but wasn't really paying attenion. His hands were hidden under a blanket he had spread across him and Yoochuns waist.
(1:08 AM) yunho:Looking over towards Changmin and Yoochun, Yunho sat the watergun down and cleared his throat loudly. "I think we should talk, Changmin." He nodded, glancing down at Jaejoong and giving him a look. Junsu stood up slowly. "Ooooh, Changmin's in trouuuble..."
(1:09 AM) jaejoong:He looked over at Yunho as Yoochun leaned the opposite direction to lay down, spreading his legs across Changmins lap. "Are you going to take my cushions?" Yoochun said, pouting. Jaejoong finally got up off the floor, his face still red.
(1:11 AM) yunho:"Yes, Jaejoong and I need to talk to Changmin. And it's important, so..you and Junsu go to your rooms, please." He nodded, walking further into the living room as Junsu tapped Yoochun's shoulder. "Come on, Chunnie. Changmin's in trouble, let's go before we are too."
(1:12 AM) jaejoong:With a groan, Yoochun removed his legs and left the room with Junsu. Changmin brought his hands out from under the blanket as Yunho and Jaejoong sat down on either side of him. "I didn't do anything wrong, hyung. I'm nineteen, I'm old enough to do what I want."
(1:14 AM) yunho:Yunho nodded and turned to face Changmin. "I know, and I'm glad you are growing up, Minnie. I just want to talk to you about protection and stuff like that." Walking into his room and shutting the door, Junsu instantly pressed his ear to listen.
(1:15 AM) jaejoong:"I know all about that, too," he said, looking at Yunho. "I know what do to and stuff, but I can trust Yoochun and Junsu hyung, can't I? I don't think they ... would do that to me?" he tilted his head to the side. Jaejoong sat there, listening, biting his lip.
(1:18 AM) yunho:"No, they wouldn't. They're both responsible adults and neither of them would hurt you. But I just want to make sure you know when and when not to have sex or play around." He nodded, putting his hand on Changmin's shoulder.
(1:20 AM) jaejoong:He furrowed his eyebrows at Yunho, crossing his arms over his chest. "You're going to tell me when I can have sex?" he said, his question sounding more like an acusation than anything. Jaejoong pat Changmin on the leg. "Calm down, Min. He's trying to tell you that sometimes, it's not appropriate to just... do those kind of things."
(1:22 AM) yunho:He shook his head and shifted, turning to him more. "All I'm trying to say is that there is a time and place for everything. For instance, doing it before a concert it's very good. It would be best to try and do it here, so no one has the chance to walk in on you. And I mean the wrong people."
(1:23 AM) jaejoong:"Oh," he said, his features relaxing as he nodded. "Ok, hyung. I'll try my best to do as you wish." He bowed, then smiled, looking at Jaejoong before he looked at Yunho again. "Is that all?"
(1:26 AM) yunho:Shaking his head again, Yunho put on a serious face. "I wanted to take a shower today but do you want to know what I found in the tub?" He tilted his head, smiling at Changmin. "You, Yoochun, and Junsu get to clean the shower! You're all so lucky." Grinning, he pinched Changmin's cheek and headed into the kitchen.
(1:28 AM) jaejoong:Changmin turned a deep shade of red and got to his feet, following Yunho into the kitchen to get the cleaning supplies. Once he had the supplies, he called for Yoochun and Junsu to help him. Jaejoong stepped up behind Yunho and latched onto him, hiding his smile into Yunhos shoulder.
(1:31 AM) yunho:Junsu pulled Yoochun with him, knowing that if they disobeyed Yunho there would be hell to pay. Looking at Jaejoong, Yunho smiled and handed him his pocky, getting everything else out of the bag.
(1:32 AM) jaejoong:"Oooh!" Jaejoong said happily, taking his pocky and sitting down at the kitchen table. He opened the box as if he'd never been given a box of pocky before. Changmin got to work on scrubbing the inside of the shower, looking up when Junsu and Yoochun walked in. "Did you hear hyungs 'rules'," he said, using airquotes.
(1:36 AM) yunho:Nodding, Junsu got on some gloves and started cleaning the shower as well. "The one where we shouldn't do it where the wrong people could walk in is a pretty good rule, though." Yunho put everything away and pulled out his phone, calling up Heechul.
(1:38 AM) jaejoong:He nodded, working hard at a spot that just didn't seem to come off of the shower stall. "I guess I'll listen to that rule, can't say I'll be able to listen to the others," he mumbled, finally getting it out. Yoochun leaned against the sink, watching them scrub. Heechul picked up the phone after the third ring. "Whats up, twat?" he said, joking.
(1:43 AM) yunho:"Hey, cunt." He spoke in English, smirking as he opened the fridge and put things away. Grabbing an orange, he walked off into his room and sprawled out on his bed. Junsu nodded and finished up the shower, washing it out with a sigh. "All done, finally. Thanks Chunnie."
(1:47 AM) jaejoong:"Cunt, eh?" he said with a laugh, stroking his fingers between Heebums ears. "What's going on there in the house of Dong Bang?" Yoochun shrugged, grinning. "No problem, Su. I enjoy helping out as much as I ca--" he was cut off when Changmin threw the sponge he used to wash the shower doors off with at his face. "Oh... ew."
(1:50 AM) yunho:Smirking, Junsu took off the gloves and washed his hands, drying them before he just walked off to his room. Yunho peeled his orange, eating a piece. "Not a whole lot, other than YooSuMin has not tainted the shower in our apartment." He laughed, turning off his light.
(1:52 AM) jaejoong:Making a face, Yoochun got out a face cloth and washed his face clean, grumbling under his breath about how disgusting the sponge was. Changmin followed Junsu happily, catching up to him and wrapping his arms around the other man. Heechul nearly choked on the ramen he was eating when he heard those words. "What? You.. all three at different times or?"
(1:53 AM) yunho:[has now* oops]
(1:55 AM) yunho:"Nope, at the same time. Hence why I said YooSuMin." He ate another piece of his orange, wiping the juice off his chin. Looking over his shoulder, Junsu smiled and put his hands on Changmin's as he walked to his room. "I'm sleepy, Minnie. Want to nap with me?"
(1:57 AM) jaejoong:Heechul paused for a moment, unsure of what to say which was a shock for him. "Well, so ... are they together or something or just did it for fun?" he asked, curious. Changmin nodded, nuzzling up against Junsu like he was a cat.
(1:59 AM) yunho:Cursing under his breath, he wiped his chin with a napkin and sat up more. "I'm not exactly sure, but as long as no one gets hurt and everyone is happy, I'm fine with it." Junsu undressed and pulled on his pajamas, sliding into the bed.
(2:03 AM) jaejoong:"What are you cursing about, Jung Yunho?" he said with a laugh, shaking his head. "Such foul language for a sophisticated young man." Changmin slid under the blankets with Junsu, nuzzling up against him again and closing his eyes.
(2:06 AM) yunho:"I dripped orange juice all over my chin," he laughed and ate another piece of orange, holding the phone with his shoulder. "But I have something serious to talk to you about." As soon as his head hit the pillow, Junsu was out like a light, but managed to wrap his arms around Changmin.
(2:08 AM) jaejoong:Heechul nodded, getting comfortable and fixing his laptop on his lap. "Alright, what's up?" he said, typing quickly into an IM he was sharing with Jay from the Trax. "Jay says hey by the way."
(2:10 AM) yunho:"Hey, Jay." He told Heechul everything that happened with Jaejoong in a quiet voice, as if saying it any louder would cause someone to hear. Once he was finished, he was in tears, pressing his face into the pillow. "I'm so scared, Heechul."
(2:12 AM) jaejoong:He bit his lip, saying he had to go to Jay and closed his laptop. "Yunho, breathe," he said in a gentle voice, wishing he was there to consult his friend in person. "Why are you scared, it's not like those feelings would exist if they weren't intended to be there in the first place," he said, trying to reassure him.
(2:21 AM) yunho:He sniffled a few times and wiped his eyes on his pillow, taking a few breaths. "I don't know what to do. I want to be with him, but there is still that part of me that is so scared. I just..I wish I knew what to do, Heechul." He started crying all over again, muffling his sobs into his pillow.
(2:23 AM) jaejoong:"I wish I was there to talk to you about this, rather than over the phone," he said, sighing. "But hey, listen to me ok? Be with him, only if you want to be. If you aren't sure, then don't until you are. Because you and I both know that Jaejoong is fragile, and I don't think he could take a heart break like that coming from you more than anything."
(2:28 AM) yunho:"I want to be with him, I really do. But I'm still scared that the wrong person will find out and Jaejoong's dreams will be ruined. And..you know better than anyone that I'm insecure about my body." He sniffled and wiped his cheeks, sighing. "I'm going to be a horrible homosexual."
(2:30 AM) jaejoong:Heechul laughed a bit, only because Yunho was being rather adorable. "Being homosexual has nothing to do with being proud of your body, Yunho. I mean look at me, I'm pretty much flaming and I stare at myself in the mirror and pick apart myself all the time. But you know what? What happened to you wasn't anything you could control. You just have to accept it and deal with it. I mean, you'd only be showing Jaejoong and it's not like he hasn't already seen you without a shirt before."
(2:34 AM) yunho:"I know, but still.. I can't get it out of my mind, I'm just..I'm not happy with my body. That's why I never wear low cut shirts, I always get the ones that hold everything in." He sighed, closing his eyes and rubbing his nose slowly. "I really wish you were here."
(2:36 AM) jaejoong:He was quiet for a few moments, then let out a long sigh. "I'm going to come see you, you need me right now. I haven't really got anything on schedule that needs me, so I'm booking a flight right now." He picked up his laptop and started typing. "Oh, and you're not the only one afraid of ones physical features. Look at Jaejoong, he covers his mouth everytime he smiles and laughs."
(2:41 AM) yunho:He sat up, opening his eyes. "Heechul, you can't fly. Your leg hurts you." Laying down on his bed with his head at the foot, he sighed and shrugged to himself. "I have always wished for Jaejoong to embrace his smile. He's so beautiful when his face lights up and he lets out one of his laughs. And I mean really laughs, not the hidden one that he won't let out."
(2:46 AM) jaejoong:"I am flying there," he said in a stern voice, the sound of keys being pressed following suit. "Ok, tomorrow afternoon. I'll be on the plane. No ifs ands or buts. Not even Shiwon can stop me." He made an evil cackle. "Jaejoong hides a lot of things, not just his smile."
(2:49 AM) yunho:Sighing, he smiled to himself and placed a pillow over his head. "I love you, Heechul. Have a safe trip, and call me the moment you land. I'll come get you." He nodded to himself, finding his bambi and holding it close.
(2:51 AM) jaejoong:He made a pft sound. "Love you too, twat. Now I'm going to go pack and be NICE to Jaejoongs feelings if you plan on letting him know you're scared, ok?" he shifted the phone to his other ear.
(2:54 AM) yunho:"I'll talk to him tonight when he's in bed, and I'll be gentle about it. The last thing I would ever want to do is hurt someone I care about. Especially Jaejoong." He pushed the pillow off and sighed, looking up at the ceiling.
(2:58 AM) jaejoong:Nodding, he grabbed his suitcase and pulled it out of the closet. "See you tomorrow, Yunho," he said before hanging up the phone. A few minutes after the call ended, Jaejoong opened the door to Yunhos room, poking his head in. "Yunnie?" he asked softly.
(3:02 AM) yunho:Yunho looked at Jaejoong upside down, then flipped off the bed and landed on his feet. "Hey, I was about to come find you." He put his phone on the bed and bit his lip, nodding. "I wanted to talk to you."
(3:03 AM) jaejoong:He came further into the room, looking uncomfortable. He had a feeling Yunho was going to tell him bad news or something along those lines. "Please don't tell me you're having second thoughts," he said softly, sitting down on the bed.
(3:09 AM) yunho:He shook his head and sat on the bed as well, taking Jaejoong's hands. "I just wanted to talk to you, that's all." Looking at him, he took a deep breath and spilled everything about how he was scared but still wanted to be with Jaejoong.
(3:10 AM) jaejoong:He listened to everything Yunho said, holding his hands while he talked. When he finished, he started to chew on his bottom lip, thinking for a few moments. "There's nothing I can do to help you feel more sure about this, is there? I mean, not even telling you that I think your body is perfect in my eyes. I don't care that you don't have this built chest, Yunho. I don't. I love you."
(3:13 AM) yunho:He looked up at Jaejoong and into his eyes, swallowing hard. "I'm trying to be more confident in myself, I really am. But it's hard. I can talk about my chest but when it comes to showing it, it's uncomfortable for me." Shrugging lightly, he frowned and looked down. "But I do want to be with you."
(3:15 AM) jaejoong:He crawled up next to Yunho and cupped his face in his hands, making him look at him. "I don't think there's anybody in the world who's confident with their bodies, so it's ok. I think it's cute that you're shy about your chest," he smiled a bit. "And I want to be with you as well, if you are sure about it and you won't leave me if you get scared. I want to help you if you get scared."
(3:18 AM) yunho:Looking at Jaejoong, he smiled and nodded, wrapping his arms around him. "You are always the first person I come to when I need help. This time won't be any different." He shook his head and kissed Jae's cheek, hugging him close.
(3:19 AM) jaejoong:"Good," he said, bringing his hand up to cover his mouth as he smiled, letting out one of his booming laughs. "I just want you to be happy with me, Yunnie. Ok?" he removed his hand when he stopped smiling.
(3:22 AM) yunho:He nodded, touching Jaejoong's cheek. "You know, your smile is beautiful, Jaejoong. I wish you would show it more, and not hide your smiles and your laughs." Nodding again, he smiled up at Jaejoong.
(3:23 AM) jaejoong:He made a noise in his throat, shaking his head. "I don't really smile, it looks awkward. And my laugh is loud," he looked at Yunho, the urge to smile coming over him again as he slowly lifted his hand. "You really like it?"
(3:25 AM) yunho:Nodding, he leaned in and kissed Jaejoong's nose. "I really like it. It's your thing to be kind of awkward, it makes you even more adorable." He smiled and just looked at Jaejoong.
(3:26 AM) jaejoong:"Are you calling me awkward?" he said, grabbing onto Yunhos shoulders and shaking him. "That's rude to say to your hyung, you take it back!" He started to laugh, lifting his hand up to his face.
(3:28 AM) yunho:He laughed and reached up, gently stopping Jaejoong's hand. "Please..let me see you smile." Whispering, he looked into Jae's eyes and nodded slowly.
(3:29 AM) jaejoong:He made a face of discomfort, pulling his hand away from Yunho. "I don't like my smile," he said, sounding a bit upset. "My smile is to me like what your chest is to you."
(3:32 AM) yunho:Frowning, he nodded a bit and put his hand down. "I'm sorry." He bowed his head slightly and moved away, looking like a dog that had his favorite toy taken away.
(3:33 AM) jaejoong:"Noo," he whined, pulling Yunho back and looking into his eyes. "If I smile for you and laugh for you, I want to make a promise. You have to promise me that you'll let me touch your chest and see your chest, even if it's uncomfortable for you. Because it's the same for me."
(3:37 AM) yunho:"I can't make that promise, Jaejoong. You know I can't." He whispered, tears coming to his eyes as he put his hands lightly on his chest. "Your smile is gorgeous, you just can't see that. My chest..my chest is hedious. I can't even wear a tank top.? His voice got softer as he spoke, his hands moving to rest on hi slap.
(3:39 AM) jaejoong:Seeing tears in Yunhos eyes made him feel sad as well and he slid his arms around him, shaking his head. "Your chest is not hideous, Yunnie. I mean, look at the people who have had breast cancer and have had their breasts removed. People who have been burned or were born horribly disfigured. You're lucky," he paused, tears coming to his eyes. "I don't think your chest is hideous, why won't you believe me?"
(3:41 AM)yunho is now Offline

Session Start: May 23, 2007

(11:35 PM) rella:boo~
(11:36 PM) yunho:hey i was just about to talk to you
(11:36 PM) rella:ha, beat you to it
(11:36 PM) yunho::)
(11:37 PM) yunho:where are you?
(11:37 PM) rella:almost landing
(11:37 PM) yunho:ok i'll be at the airport
(11:38 PM) rella:better be, my leg is killing me
oh man ahaha at the metal detectors
(11:38 PM) rella:you gotta be there for that, man, it's hilarious
(11:38 PM) yunho:i'll be there :)
(11:38 PM) rella:sweet
watch the detectors go haywire
(11:39 PM) yunho:i'll bring changmin so he doesn't have sex while i'm gone
(11:39 PM) rella:ALHOADHS
that was tmi, yunho
(11:40 PM) yunho::)
(11:40 PM) rella:but i love you, twat
(11:40 PM) yunho:love you too, cunt
(11:40 PM) rella:our nicknames are so sweet
(11:40 PM) yunho:i know ;)
(11:41 PM) rella:MUUAH :*
(11:44 PM) yunho:Yunho left his room once he dressed and walked into the living room, taking Changmin's hand. "Come on, we're going for a drive." He nodded and tugged him up, giving him a friendly smile.
(11:44 PM) rella:Changmin got off the couch and followed Yunho, pulling on his jacket. "This isn't a lecture drive, is it? Because I know, hyung. Ok?" He stuffed his wallet in his back pocket, sighing loudly.
(11:46 PM) yunho:"No, it's a friend drive." He smiled at Changmin and pulled on his jacket, leaving a note on the fridge for Jaejoong. Grabbing his wallet, keys, and cellphone, he took Changmin's hand again and left the apartment.
(11:51 PM) rella:When he was in the car, Changmin got out an Epik High cd and put it in, tapping his fingers to the beat. "So where are we going?" he asked, rolling down the window and letting his hand drape out it.
(11:55 PM) yunho:He drove down the road, sliding his sunglasses on. "We're going to pick Heechul up from the airport." Nodding slowly, he stopped at a sign and turned, tapping his fingers on the wheel.
(11:56 PM) rella:He turned his head towards Yunho and stared at him for a moment. "I thought he couldn't fly because of his leg? Why is he even flying here anyway? Isn't he supposed to be working?" he asked about a bijillion questions until a bunch of cute Japanese boys caught his attention.
(12:07 AM) yunho:Yunho looked at Changmin and hit his arm, shaking his head slowly. "He's coming because he wants to visit, and he really shouldn't be flying and I told him that, but he insisted." He nodded and turned down the radio a bit.
(12:08 AM) rella:He hit Yunho back, nearly twisting his head around to gawk at them before sitting around the right way. "Well, it'll make you and hyung happy to see someone from home."
(12:12 AM) yunho:"You really did tap into those hormones quickly." He laughed and stayed quiet the rest of the drive, a small smile on his face. Once they were parked and inside the airport, he kept a firm grip on Changmin's hand.
(12:16 AM) rella:He blushed as he got out of the car, following Yunho inside. There was thousands of people in the airport rushing here and there, which made him a little nervous. "Yunho, how are we going to see him?" he asked, looking around. "We should've at least worn something ot hide us, we're going to get attention."
(12:18 AM) yunho:"Don't worry about it, I've got it all under control." He nodded and pulled out his cellphone, dialing Heechul's number. Looking around, he pulled Changmin close and rubbed his hand with his thumb. "Come on, pick up."
(12:18 AM) rella:Heechuls phone buzzed in his pocket just as he as about to go through the metal detector. He held back, letting the other people on his flight go through. "Hey there, twat. I'm about to go through the metal detector."
(12:19 AM) yunho:He grinned and started walking, pulling Changmin along towards the metal detector. "I'm almost there, I want to see this." Hanging up, he began to run at a slow pace, waving to Heechul when he saw him.
(12:22 AM) rella:He got back into the line and waited for the last few people to go through, then put his jewellery and such in the tray. Waving at Yunho, he approached the metal detector which went off as soon as his left leg was half inside. The security guards told him to step back and they got out the wand, asking him questions. "Uh.. Yunho, translation?" he said, laughing.
(12:27 AM) yunho:"He said step back, and asked you to make sure you emptied your pockets." He nodded, biting his lip to hold in his laugh, since he knew the bar in Heechul's leg was a real bother to him. Walking closer, he moved off to the side and watched, translating anything else.
(12:28 AM) rella:Heechul answered the best he could, having Yunho translate for him and eventually was let through after fighting with the security guard that he was not removing his pants to show the scar on his leg. Once he was through, he let out a big sigh then wrapped his arms around his old friend. "Ahh, I missed your scent." he said with a sigh.
(12:33 AM) yunho:Yunho smiled and wrapped his arms around Heechul, closing his eyes as he kissed his cheek. "I missed you, Cinderella. I'm so glad you are here." He pulled back and looked at him, stroking his hair. "Let's go get your bags, yeah?"
(12:35 AM) rella:"I brought you guys some stuff from Korea that I know you missed, like, the ramen and things like that. Teukie suggested I bring it," he took Yunhos hand and followed him to baggage claim where his luggage was just coming around the corner. He grabbed the suitcase and pointed to the box wrapped tightly in tape. "That's it, get it!"
(12:39 AM) yunho:Being too slow, since he wasn't paying attention, Yunho missed the box and snapped his fingers in frustration. A tall, built, short haired, innocent looking guy grabbed the box and held it out to Heechul, talking in Japanese. "Is this your's?"
(12:41 AM) rella:He nodded, taking the box. "Thanks," he said in the worst Japanese Changmin heard which made him giggle a little. Heechul gave him a look, then smiled at the other and bowed quickly, giving the box to Yunho. "If I could I'd carry it but my leg hurts."
(12:43 AM) yunho:The guy put his hands together and bowed, then stood there, waiting for his bag. Smiling, Yunho took the box and held it under his arm, turning to look at Changmin, talking in a low voice. "You know who we are standing next to, right?"
(12:45 AM) rella:Changmin shook his head, looking puzzled. Heechul snickered a bit, pulling out the handle on his suitcase so he could wheel it. It was a huge suitcase, too, which would make any onlooker figure he was staying for awhile but those who knew him knew that he had maybe a weeks worth of luggage in a suitcase built for long trips.
(12:50 AM) yunho:"Shunsuke Nagasaki, gold metalist on the trampoline. He was on that show I told you to watch with me but you wanted to play your video games." Yunho pouted and took the luggage from Heechul, trying to get out of the crowd.
(12:52 AM) rella:Heechul smiled brightly when Yunho took his luggage and started to head out of the crowd. Changmin held behind, turning to look over his shoulder. He was rather cute. He stopped and bit his lip, then raced back to him. "Um, hi," he said shyly, getting out a piece of paper and scribbled down his phone number. "Call me sometime, ok?"
(12:54 AM) yunho:Shunsuke took the paper and looked at it, nodding as he tucked it into his pocket. "I will, Changmin. Have a nice day." He bowed and smiled, taking his luggage off the cart. Turning around, Yunho looked over and found Changmin, sighing. "I knew he would do that."
(12:55 AM) rella:Heechul turned around as well, raising an eyebrow. "Do what?" he asked as Changmin came over, his cheeks pink from what he'd just done. He looked between Yunho and Heechul, confused. "What, what did I do?"
(12:57 AM) yunho:"Nothing, Minnie, come on. Jaejoong will be getting home by now and I told him we were going grocery shopping. He doesn't know you're here." He looked at Heechul and smirked, starting to walk through the crowd.
(12:58 AM) rella:"Ah, so I'm a surprise am I?" he said, grinning like the Cheshire cat. "I love surprising Jaejoong, he always makes that OOOH! noise." Changmin laughed softly, taking the box from under Yunhos arm to help him out.
(12:59 AM) yunho:Laughing, Yunho made Heechul's arm link with his, then took Changmin's hand. He lead them to the car and put the luggage in the trunk, opening the back door and looking at Heechul. "You can stretch your leg out back here."
(1:02 AM) rella:He kissed Yunho on the lips and climbed into the car, laying along the seat after buckling himself up. When they arrived back at the apartment, Jaejoong wasn't home yet. Changmin lugged the care parcel into the kitchen and got a knife to cut it open. "Yunho hyung, look!" he exclaimed. "There is kimbap and kimchi in here!"
(1:03 AM) yunho:Hearing Changmin, Yunho rushed over and looked, putting a hand on his chear. "Dear sweet God, kimbap and kimchi." He looked at Heechul and walked over, hugging him. "You are amazing, did I ever tell you that?" Laughing, he stroked his hair. "Go lay in my bed, rest."
(1:08 AM) rella:Heechul laughed, hugging Yunho tightly. "I'm ok, really. My leg doesn't hurt that much now that I could stretch it out and I'm not on a plane. You should call Teukie and thank him, he slaved over that." He pointed to the tupperware containers sealed tightly in the box. "There's also bulgogi and bungeoppang. And there's a note from Teukie as well as a card for Junsu from Hyukjae."
(1:14 AM) yunho:"I insist, I'll wake you when all of this is reheated. Just a fifteen minute nap, for me." He nodded and kissed Heechul's forhead, then pouted and whimpered a few times. "Please? Pretty please, Cinderella?"
(1:15 AM) rella:He sighed, basking in the attention. "Ok, ok. I'll nap, but I want to be awake before Jaejoong comes home so I can answer the door. I want to see his face." He grinned, patting Yunho on the back before leaving the room. Changmin had all the food on the table, looking at them all with misty eyes.
(1:19 AM) yunho:He walked over to Changmin, wrapping his arms around him. "I miss home, too. We'll be out of here by next month, just a few more weeks." Kissing his friend's cheek, he smiled and nodded. "Go wash up, I'm going to heat all of this."
(1:22 AM) rella:Puffing his cheeks, he nodded and wiped his eyes, walking over to the sink to wash his hands. Jaejoong came home shortly after, listening to see if anybody was home. It was quiet, so he figured everybody was still gone. Hanging up his jacket and slipping out of his shoes, he slipped into Yunhos room and climbed onto the bed. "Yunnie, I'm home," he said with a smile, starting to kiss the neck of the slumbering form in the bed.
(1:25 AM) yunho:Heechul stirred when he felt the lips on his neck, thinking he was back in Korea with Shiwon. He laughed softly, turning around and putting an arm over Jaejoong. "Mmm, Shiwon.." Opening his eyes, he stared at Jaejoong, not moving.
(1:26 AM) rella:Jaejoongs eyes nearly bugged out of his head and he pulled back, falling off the bed. "HEECHUL-SSHI?! I'M SO SORRY!" he exclaimed loudly, then ran from the room, nearly in tears. Heechul didn't really know how to react to that and just sat there, touching his neck.
(1:28 AM) yunho:Yunho ran out of the kitchen quickly, looking at Jaejoong. "What's wrong?!" He had his apron on, but he didn't care as he took his upset friend into his arms. "Are you okay? What happened?"
(1:29 AM) rella:He wrapped himself around Yunho and burst into tears while he explained what happened as best as he could between mumbling, hiccuping and crying. Heechul puffed out his cheeks and climbed out of the bed, coming into the kitchen. "Jaejoong, it's ok. It was a mistake. Yunho's not mad," he said with a bit of a chuckle.
(1:32 AM) yunho:"Jaejoong, calm down. It's okay." He nodded, stroking his back and rubbing his fist gently into his lower back to sooth him. "I was hoping to catch you before you went into my room so I could tell you Heechul was here." Nodding, he held him close as Junsu came through the door, letting out a loud dolphin cry. "OH MY GOD, HEECHUL HYUNG!"
(1:33 AM) rella:Heechul flinched, not expecting such a loud welcome. "Yes, it's me!" he said, grabbing the card and holding it behind his back. "I have something for you, too. From your booooooyfriend back home in Korea," he joked, grinning. Jaejoong sniffled a few times, pulling back to wipe his eyes. "I was so scared ... I thought you'd change your mind about us."
(1:36 AM) yunho:"It's okay, really. It was just a kiss on the neck, and it was on accident. Don't worry, okay?" He smiled, kissing his forhead and going back to the kitchen. Junsu gasped and moved closer to Heechul, clapping his hands. "Gimme, gimme!" He looked as if he were about to burst, he was smiling so wide.
(1:37 AM) rella:He brought the letter out from behind his back and held it out, yanking it away everytime Junsu reached for it. Yoochun came up behind Junsu and laughed, pointing. "I do that all the time, he keeps falling for it," he said, patting Junsu on the butt and continued into the kitchen, sitting beside Changmin who was eagerly waiting for home cooked meals. Jaejoong sniffed the air, his eyes sparkling. "I smell home cooking!"
(1:42 AM) yunho:Yunho looked over his shoulder and smiled. "Teukie hyung sent it for us." He nodded, turning back to the food and recooking it. Huffing, Junsu grabbed the letter finally and ran off with it, closing the door to his room. He curled up with the stuffed animal Hyukjae had gotten him and started reading the letter.
(1:47 AM) rella:He sat down at the table, then stood up again. "Let me serve," he said, taking everything from Yunho and started dishing everything out in equal portions, then sat it aside for leftovers. "Dinner everybody!" he called, taking his seat. He waited for Heechul who tugged a chair over and squeezed in between Changmin and Yoochun.
(1:50 AM) yunho:Junsu walked out slowly with a thoughtful expression on his face, walked over and sitting down across from Yoochun. Walking over with a tray of sodas, Yunho handed them out and took his seat at the end of the table, a smile on his face.
(1:52 AM) rella:Changmin poked Junsu with his chopsticks to get his attention, grinning like a fool. He wanted to know what was in the letter that had him so phazed and out of it. Jaejoong finished first, although he didn't really eat that much anyway. He cleared his spot and put the dishes away, packing up the food for another night.
(1:54 AM) yunho:Not looking up, Junsu just ate slowly, finally looking up when he was finished. "Did you say something?" He sounded distant, sipping his coke. Yunho cleared his plate when he finished eating, but came back to the table and looked at Heechul. "How long are you here for?"
(1:56 AM) rella:"As long as I wanna be," he said with a serious expression, then laughed. "Til the weekend. It was the most I could get." He shrugged his shoulders, finishing off the food. Changmin poked him again, even though he had his attention this time. "What's got you all thoughtful? I didn't even know you COULD be thoughtful."
(1:58 AM) yunho:"Just some stuff." He nodded and picked up his dishes, walking into the kitchen and washing them off for the first time in forever. Yunho raised an eyebrow as he watched Junsu, looking back at Heechul. "Come to the balcony with me." He nodded and stood.
(2:00 AM) rella:Jaejoong put a hand on his chest and nearly fell back. "Junsu... washed his own dishes!" he said, his eyes wide. Yoochun started to snicker, leaving his dishes. "Just for you, hyung," he said as he pat Jaejoong on the shoulder. Heechul stood, nodding and followed Junsu out to the balcony. "What's up?" he asked, leaning over the railing.
(2:03 AM) yunho:Walking back into his room, Junsu got the letter out from under his pillow, locking his door before laying down and reading the letter again. Yunho shut the door to the balcony and pulled out a cigarette, lighting it up and taking a drag. "Did you happen to read that letter?"
(2:06 AM) rella:He shook his head, letting the light wind blow his hair. "I don't do that shit, thanks for thinking I did though," he said, rolling his eyes. Jaejoong grumbled to himself and picked up Yoochun and Changmins plates, starting to wash them.
(2:12 AM) yunho:"I didn't mean it like that, Heechul. I'm sorry." He looked at him and frowned, taking his hand. Junsu bit his lip and pulled out his phone, turning off the lamp and closing his eyes as he called Hyukjae.
(2:13 AM) rella:Reaching out, he touched Junsus shoulder, pulling him back. "C'mere, you wanted me in here for a reason. So what's going on?" he asked, patting the spot beside him.
(2:13 AM) yunho:(yunho?)
(2:13 AM) rella:[ huh? ]
(2:13 AM) yunho:(did you mean yunho?)
(2:14 AM) rella:[ .. no? heechul did it to junsu? ]
(2:14 AM)rella has changed his/her name to "jewel guy hyukjae"
(2:14 AM) yunho:[OMG SO CONFUSED WHOA]
(2:14 AM) jewel guy hyukja:[ re-read what i sent ]
(2:15 AM) yunho:[yunho is out on the balcony with heechul, junsu went to his room, tho]
(2:15 AM) jewel guy hyukja:[ FOGET IT I'LL REWIRITE IT ]
(2:16 AM) yunho:[LMAO I'M SORRY, I'M JUST SO CONFUSED RIGHT NOW]
(2:16 AM) jewel guy hyukja:[ lmao i was confused because i thought junsu was on the balcony, that's why he responded like that. ]
(2:16 AM) yunho:[ohh lmao yunho is on the balcony, junsu is in his room]
(2:17 AM) jewel guy hyukja:[ OH ok i thought junsu wanted to talk to him SRY anyway, lets take this to my msn so junsu can talk to hyukjae ]
(2:17 AM) yunho:[k he called him tho]
(2:18 AM) jewel guy hyukja:[ YA WELL THIS IS EASIER OK BECAUSE IT'S HARD TO RP SOMEONE TALKIN ON DA PHON ]
(2:18 AM) yunho:[K GOSH]
(2:18 AM) jewel guy hyukja:[ lmao ]
[ they can.. mic and cam~~ ]
(2:18 AM)yunho has changed his/her name to "junsu"
(2:19 AM) junsu:--- sends a mic and cam invite ---
(2:19 AM) jewel guy hyukja:-- accepts --
(2:19 AM) jewel guy hyukja:yah, sungmin was on here again!
ah, better
(2:20 AM) junsu:--is sitting in the dark with only a lamp so he can see. looks all thoughtful-- "i got your letter"
(2:20 AM) jewel guy hyukja:-- bites lip and looks away -- "ah.."
(2:21 AM) jewel guy hyukja:"junsu-ah, i had to get it out and well, i put it in the box last night because if i didn't i'd never give it to you..."
(2:22 AM) junsu:--plays with his fingers and keeps looking down-- "why haven't you told me before? we've known eachother so long.."
(2:23 AM) jewel guy hyukja:"exactly why i haven't. i was afraid to, because i didn't want to damage such a long friendship." -- sighs and lifts his head. -- "look up, junsu."
(2:25 AM) junsu:--swallows hard and looks up slowly, tears rolling down his cheeks--
(2:26 AM) jewel guy hyukja:"why are you crying? ah, you're breaking my heart..." -- starts to tear up as well -- "did i do this at a wrong time, junsu? i'm sorry..."
(2:31 AM) junsu:"no, i just.. things are so strange right now, nothing seems to be making any sense to me." --shakes his head and wipes his eyes-- "and there are so many things i wish i could tell you but they would break your heart, and i love you. hyukjae, i love you so much."
(2:32 AM) jewel guy hyukja:"seeing you like this is breaking my heart, junsu. and the things you've done are fine with me. i just..." -- sighs and drops his head, massaghing his temples with his hands -- "it's been too long for me to have these feelings and i had to tell you. ok? i don't want you upset over them, i don't expect anything out of them unless you want to recpiricate them. no matter what, i am your friend. your best friend. i love you, too."
(2:35 AM) junsu:--shakes his head and looks at hyukjae on the screen.-- "no, you don't get it. you don't get it, i said i love you. i love you in that way, hyukjae." --starts crying all over again and shakes his head-- "i've loved you all my life."
(2:38 AM) jewel guy hyukja:-- blinks and covers his mouth with his hand, looking down again -- "junsu?" -- he said after a few moments of silence, moving close to the camera -- "will.. you be with me then?"
(2:41 AM) junsu:--looks up and slowly calms down, sniffling.-- "really? even though i'm horrible and you won't see me for a month?" --smiles a bit and wipes his cheeks, then nods slowly--
(2:43 AM) jewel guy hyukja:-- laughs and nods, wiping away his own tears that were rolling down his cheeks -- "really, i would've asked you in the letter but.. i figured in person - or well somewhat in person - was better. i can wait a month, it just means when we see each other it'll be even more special."
(2:46 AM) junsu:"i really miss you." --nods and sniffles a few times-- "first thing when i get home, i'm going to come see you. no matter where you are." --shakes his head and smiles, pulling his knees to his chest--
(2:47 AM) jewel guy hyukja:"you're too adorable," -- mumbles and blushes when the mic picks up his voice -- "i would come see you but, you know.. i've got a radio show to host. but i miss you."
(2:49 AM) junsu:"a month isn't too long." --shakes his head and runs a hand through his hair-- "i'm going to get something to drink, i'll be right back." --gets up and hurries out of the room--
(2:50 AM) jewel guy hyukja:-- waits for junsu while teukie walks by and tells him everything, biting his lip --
(2:53 AM) junsu:--teukie smiled and hugged hyukjae tightly-- "i'm really happy for you"
(2:53 AM) jewel guy hyukja:-- hugs teukie back with a big smile, releived that his hyung is happy for him -- "thank you, he means a lot to me."
(2:54 AM) junsu:"i know. i've been waiting for this to happen." --hugs him again and pats his head before going off--
(2:55 AM) jewel guy hyukja:-- leaves the computer for a moment to get a snack while sungmin plunks himself down and looks at the screen, confused --
(2:55 AM) junsu:--junsu came back and let out a loud scream when he saw sungmin sitting so close--
(2:56 AM) jewel guy hyukja:"AH!!" -- sungmin cried out, falling out of the chair --
(2:56 AM) junsu:"ohmygod..sungmin?" --sits up as if he can actually see to look down for sungmin--
(2:59 AM) jewel guy hyukja:-- climbs back into the chair, rubbing his bum -- "why did you do thaaat?"
(3:01 AM) junsu:"i didn't expect to see you, i'm sorry! are you okay?" --sips his juice--
(3:02 AM) jewel guy hyukja:"my butt will be ok" -- he giggled cutely, bouncing in the seat a little -- "how is japan?!"
(3:03 AM) junsu:--smiles and licks his lips-- "it's really fun, but i miss home."
(3:04 AM) jewel guy hyukja:-- pouts -- "we miss you t--" -- is cut off when hyukjae appears again and dumps him off the chair --
(3:05 AM) junsu:"goodnight minnie!" --waves and holds his stuffed dolphin to his chest--
(3:06 AM) jewel guy hyukja:"goodnight!" -- waves his hand in front of the computer as hyukjae bats it away while sitting down. -- "i'm back~"
(3:07 AM) junsu:--grins and waves again-- "hey. i got orange juice, yunho squeezed it this morning."
(3:07 AM) jewel guy hyukja:"yeesh, do you guys have your own orange trees or something?" -- he grinned --
(3:10 AM) junsu:"almost. i insisted on buying two bags of oranges, so we could make orange juice. so yunho let me." --nods and curls up in his seat.
--
(3:14 AM) jewel guy hyukja:-- tilts his head to the side, suddenly breaking out in a yawn. -- "are you sleepy, su? you look tired."
(3:15 AM) junsu:"a little. it's been a really long day." --yawns and looks into the camera and smiles--
(3:16 AM) jewel guy hyukja:-- smiles back -- "iloveyou" -- mumbles and blushes --
(3:17 AM) junsu:"iloveyoutoo" --hides his face in his dolphin and smiles--
(3:17 AM) jewel guy hyukja:"AWWWWWWWWWWWWW!" -- kangin suddenly appears and leans towards the camera -- "lookit you being all cuuuute"
(3:18 AM) junsu:--teukie ran into the room and hooked his arms around kangin, trying to drag him out as junsu blushed furiously--
(3:19 AM) jewel guy hyukja:-- waves as he's pulled away, laughing loudly -- "aish, sometimes i wish i lived alone."
(3:20 AM) junsu:"it's fun, it keeps your spirits light." --nods and smiles at the screen--
(3:21 AM) jewel guy hyukja:-- nods as well, yawning again -- "susu-ah, i think i'm going to go to bed. i am so tired. we will talk tomorrow, yeah?"
(3:22 AM) junsu:"yeah, i'll call you tomorrow." --sits up and runs a hand through his hair.-- "sleep well, hyukjae."
(3:24 AM) jewel guy hyukja:"su," -- bites lip, looking right into the camera this time --
(3:25 AM) junsu:--looks at the screen-- "yeah?"
(3:25 AM) jewel guy hyukja:-- blows kiss -- "i love you"
(3:26 AM) junsu:--blushes forever and grins-- "i love you too"
(3:27 AM) jewel guy hyukja:-- smiles and cancells the mic and camera request --
(3:27 AM) junsu:goodnight, hyukjae
(3:27 AM) jewel guy hyukja:goodnight, junsu
(3:28 AM) junsu:--signs off--
(3:28 AM)jewel guy hyukjae has changed his/her name to "changmin"
(3:29 AM) changmin:~~~ whistles to self ~~~
(3:29 AM) junsu:[lmao what?]
(3:29 AM) changmin:[ lmao i'm waiting for the phone call ]
(3:30 AM) junsu:[oh yeah]
(3:34 AM) changmin:[ HOW IS THIS GOING TO HAPPEN LMAO ]
(3:34 AM) junsu:[he's just gonna call!]
(3:34 AM) changmin:[ ok!!! ]
(3:39 AM) junsu:--shunsuke calls changmin, laying on his bed and tapping his finger on his stomache--
(3:39 AM) changmin:-- jumps when the phone rings and picks it up -- "hello?"
(3:42 AM) junsu:"hello, changmin? it's shunsuke, from the airport."
(3:42 AM) changmin:-- giggles to himself -- "hi, i didn't think you would call so soon!"
(3:44 AM) junsu:"i figured if i waited too long, you wouldn't want to talk to me anymore." --laughs softly--
(3:45 AM) changmin:"not true!" -- keeps his voice down since junsu is sleeping -- "so um... did you come back from somewhere, is that why you were at the airport?"
(3:50 AM) junsu:"yeah, i was in osaka filming a game show." --nods to himself and sips his water-- "were you picking up your friend?"
(3:50 AM) changmin:"yeah, kim heechul. he's in super junior. he came to visit for a few days because he's good friends with yunho hyung and jaejoong hyung," - pasues, lauging a bit - "i mean, san."
(3:56 AM) junsu:--laughs and turns onto his side-- "i thought he looked familliar, but i wasn't sure. it's good that he came to see all of you, friends are good to have."
(3:58 AM) changmin:-- puts away his manga he was reading and lays back on his bed -- "people think he's japanese, it's kind of funny. he's not really my friend, but it's nice to see him. he's funny."
(4:00 AM) junsu:"he looks a little japanese, his features are exotic." --sips his drink and closes his eyes.-- "so, changmin..i'm just curious, why did you suddenly give me your number?"
(4:02 AM) changmin:-- starts to blush as he rolls onto his side -- "well, i thought you were cute so... i decided to be brave once in my life and give someone my number."
(4:08 AM) junsu:"yeah? that's cool of you, i would never have the nerve.i did once but it backfired on me." --sighs a bit--
(4:10 AM) changmin:-- shrugs, rolling onto his back again. -- "to be honest, i normally don't do things like that. i've been doing a lot of things i normally wouldn't do lately.."
(4:15 AM) junsu:--smiles and closes his eyes-- "oh yeah? things like what?" --gets comfortable and listens to changmin--
(4:16 AM) changmin:-- blushes and shifts uncomfortably -- "um... sexual things"
(4:17 AM) junsu:"oh, i'm so sorry. i thought you meant something like rock climbing or bungee jumping!" --laughs a bit and blushes--
(4:18 AM) changmin:"oh noo no, i don't think i could bungee jump!" -- shakes his head, his eyes wide -- "sorry, i ... well i kinda need someone to talk about it with but i can't with my friends."
(4:20 AM) junsu:"strangers are always good for listening. i tend to have my deepest conversations with people i don't even know." --nods to himself and puts his phone on speaker so he can change--
(4:21 AM) changmin:-- gets off his bed and leaves the room so junsu doesn't hear him, taking a seat in the living room  and begins to spill his guts to shunsuke --
(4:23 AM) junsu:--listens and bites his lip after-- "do you have feelings for either of them, or is it a physical thing? i know they are your friends, but it's okay to want to be strictly sexual."
(4:23 AM) changmin:-- feels his eyes tear up a little -- "i like junsu a lot, which is why i've been kind of clinging to him. yoochun is a great friend but everytime he wants in on everything, i get scared..."
(4:25 AM) junsu:"you should talk to them, let them know how you feel. i'm sure if yoochun-kun knew this, he wouldn't be so insistant on joining every time. and if i were junsu-kun, i wouldn't want to share you.."
(4:26 AM) changmin:-- blushes and looks down at the floor -- "i will do that tomorrow if i don't get too scared to talk about it. i just don't want to ruin anything that might be good for them and make them angry."
(4:28 AM) junsu:"when it comes to something that involves you, it's not wrong to want to think about yourself. you are allowed to want something for your own well being, changmin-kun." --nods to himself--
(4:29 AM) changmin:"that's easy to say, but i live with these guys twenty four seven. no breaks unless one goes shopping or something. even home in korea we live together," -- sighs and looks up when something catches his eye, spotting yoochun watching him -- "oh shit."
(4:31 AM) junsu:--sits down on his bed-- "what's wrong? are you okay?"
(4:32 AM) changmin:-- stands and rushes from the room, closing the door once he was in his own room -- "yoochun was there, he heard me."
(4:33 AM) junsu:"did he look upset? and..well, at least now he knows..you won't have to work up the courage to tell him."
(4:34 AM) changmin:"i couldn't tell, it was dark," -- sits down on his bed, suddenly bursting into tears --
(4:35 AM) junsu:"changmin-san, please calm down, it's okay. it's okay, he had to find out sooner or later." --bites his lip and sighs, closing his eyes--
(4:35 AM) changmin:-- sniffles after a few minutes, managing to calm himself down -- "sorry, we've been working so hard lately and i get really overly emotional"
(4:36 AM) junsu:"i know, i'm...a fan." --nods to himself-- "i wish i could help you let it out, but i'm miles away."
(4:38 AM) changmin:-- grabs a few tissues to dry his face -- "where are you? we're living  [ insert place here ]."
(4:38 AM) junsu:--stays quiet for a moment then laughs softly.-- "believe it or not, i'm right upstairs from you."
(4:39 AM) changmin:-- laughs loudly, then stops quickly -- "sorry, i'm loud."
(4:39 AM) junsu:"it's fine, i like your laugh. you don't show it enough during interviews."
(4:40 AM) changmin:"because it's loud! -- he exclaimed in a whisper, giggling a bit -- "and well, it pretty much makes my whole body shake"
(4:42 AM) junsu:"it's cute." --smiles to himself and lays back on his bed.-- "you've been here all this time, and i had to be in osaka for filming and tournaments."
(4:44 AM) changmin:"funny how it the world can seem so big and then something like this makes it seem tiny," -- cups his hand over the phone as yunho pokes his head into the room --
(4:45 AM) junsu:--yunho looked at him and smiled a bit-- "it's late, changmin. please go to bed."
(4:45 AM) changmin:-- he nodded and smiled at yunho -- "night, hyung. i'll finish up my call and then go to bed. i promise."
(4:46 AM) junsu:"goodnight." --closes the door, shunsuke was still talking about the world being smaller--
(4:47 AM) changmin:-- removes his hand and giggles -- "sorry, i missed everything you said. yunho-kun was in here and told me i should go to bed. but before i go i was wondering.. if maybe you wanted to meet up tomorrow?" -- bites his lip --
(4:48 AM) junsu:--blushes and laughs softly-- "sure, i would like to meet up with you. just give me a call when you feel the time is right."
(4:50 AM) changmin:"ok, um..." -- pauses, nibbling on his bottom lip for a moment. -- "we have a concert, would you like backstage passes and stuff?"
(4:50 AM) junsu:"backstage? i've never been backstage before.. yeah, sure, that would be great. thank you." --smiles to himself--
(4:51 AM) changmin:-- grins and starts to undress for bed -- "ok, i'll call you around lunch time so you can come and get the tickets and things. and we can like.. hang out backstage before and after the show."
(4:52 AM) junsu:"alright, i'll be looking forward to it. goodnight, changmin-kun. try not to let things build up so much, okay?" --says goodnight and hangs up--
(4:53 AM)junsu is now Offline

Session Start: May 25, 2007

(12:11 AM) changmin:hello, hyung
(12:11 AM) junsu:hey minnie
(12:12 AM) changmin:i have apologised to the others but not you. i'm sorry i did really poorly at tonights concert.
(12:12 AM) junsu:no minnie, you did great
(12:13 AM) changmin:i don't feel like i did :\
(12:13 AM) junsu:you had a lot on your mind, i don't blame you
(12:14 AM) changmin:yoochun hyung tried to comfort me but .. sigh
(12:15 AM) junsu:i didn't notice you mess up or anything
(12:17 AM) changmin:i just don't feel like i was up to par, it's probably just me.
(12:17 AM) junsu:you only feel that way because you have so much on your plate
(12:20 AM) changmin:i can't get comfortable >;[
(12:20 AM) junsu:come here, i will hug you
(12:22 AM) changmin:i don't really want to be around people right now, i hate myself
(12:22 AM) junsu:what? why?
(12:22 AM) changmin:i dunno, i just do
(12:24 AM) junsu:i love you, minnie
(12:24 AM) changmin:not how i want you to, though
(12:25 AM) junsu::/
(12:26 AM) changmin:but that's ok
you're happy with hyukjae hyung
(12:29 AM) junsu:you'll find someone, changmin
(12:29 AM) changmin:i know, i just liked what we had a lot
(12:29 AM) junsu:yoochun hyung liked it too
(12:30 AM) changmin:he's still upset about what i said last night
(12:31 AM) junsu:i know, but he told me before that he liked it
(12:32 AM) changmin:i think i should go talk to him and tell him i'm not scared OF him just... i guess... i don't know :\
(12:32 AM) junsu:minnie, you do know he's only had sex once, right?
(12:33 AM) changmin:no?
(12:33 AM) junsu:well now you do
(12:33 AM) changmin:it's just the way he talks
(12:33 AM) junsu:exactly, he's only talking
(12:33 AM) changmin:i know but it still scared me
(12:33 AM) junsu:you should talk to him
(12:34 AM) changmin:is he in his room?
(12:34 AM) junsu:i think sio
so
(12:35 AM) changmin:ok, i'm gonna go talk to him
(12:35 AM) junsu:ok, goodnight minnie
(12:36 AM) changmin:i love you, junsu hyung. sleep well.
(12:36 AM) junsu:i love you too
(12:39 AM) changmin:Changmin left his computer on his bed, crossing the room to give Junsu a hug and a kiss on the forehead before leaving quietly. He peeked around the corner into Jaejoong and Yoochuns room, surprised to see Jaejoong fast asleep in his own bed for once. He cleared his throat to get Yoochuns attention.
(12:49 AM) junsu:Junsu smiled and hugged Changmin, curling back up on his bed, texting Hyukjae. Hearing Changmin, Yoochun looked up from his book and sat up in bed, putting his book aside. He got out of bed and walked over to Changmin, rubbing the back of his neck. "Are you okay?"
(12:50 AM) changmin:He nodded, taking Yoochuns hands as he stepped into the room, letting go of them when he sat down on his bed. He stared at Jaejoong for a few moments, watching the older mans lips twitch in his sleep and his fingers curl. "He looks so peaceful when he sleeps," he said softly, then looked up at Yoochun. "Um, I came in to talk to you about what I said last night."
(12:53 AM) junsu:He looked at Changmin when he spoked, shaking his head slowly as he carefully slid away. "I heard you, I get it. You really don't have to explain." His voice was soft, looking down at his hands and clenching them together. "I'm sorry if my talk scared you. I didn't mean to."
(12:55 AM) changmin:He shook his head, looking up at Yoochun with his big eyes. "It does, I guess I just felt like you had all this experience and .. that you wouldn't be gentle? I don't know. The look you had on your face that day .. it's like if you had the chance you'd ... I don't know," he sighed, raking a hand through his hair. "And then I realised after I was stood up by he who must never be named ever again, that ... I was scared because it was feelings I had for you. Like I had for Junsu. I..." he bit his lip, unsure of what to say to continue.
(1:00 AM) junsu:Looking up at Changmin, he gently put his hand on the other man's. "Minnie, I was only talking to live up to my status of the sex god or whatever." He shook his head, sighing. "I've only had sex one time, and it was with a girl. The reason I didn't have sex with you or Junsu is because I'm sort of scared of it."
(1:02 AM) changmin:He looked into Yoochuns eyes, nodding. "I ... want to give us a try maybe?" he said quietly, his voice a bit higher than usual and he blushed, hanging his head shyly. "I thought about it and well, I know you're really a gentle person and I was just being silly. Unless you don't want to," he looked up, his eyes wide. "If not then that's ok too."
(1:04 AM) junsu:He bit his lip and listened to Changmin as he spoke, thinking things over. After a few moments, he leaned in and pressed his lips to Changmin's, kissing him gently. "I'd like to give us a try." He whispered, nodding slowly as he held Changmin's hand.
(1:05 AM) changmin:"I'm not afraid of you," he said quickly, staring deeply at Yoochun after he pulled away from kissing him. "If.. things get intense I might get shy but I'm not scared. Not anymore." He leaned in again and started to kiss him more deeply. Jaejoong made a sound in his sleep and he squeaked, pulling back.
(1:11 AM) junsu:Looking at Changmin, he laughed softly into his shoulder as he shook his head. "You may not be scared of me, but you jump at the smallest things." He smiled, biting his lip as he put his hand on Changmin's cheek. "You're cute when you're scared."
(1:13 AM) changmin:He blushed, placing his hand over Yoochuns and nuzzled into his palm. "I just wasn't sure how Jaejoong hyung would respond if he woke up and saw us making out," he said with a small laugh. "Can.. I sleep in your bed tonight?"
(1:16 AM) junsu:He smiled and nodded, moving up to pull the covers back on the bed. "You can sleep in my bed any time you want." Nodding again, he bit his lip and looked at the bed. "Would you like to sleep by the wall?"
(1:17 AM) changmin:"Yes," he said, nodding as he removed his hoodie and climbed to the other side of the bed and slid under the covers. Jaejoong mumbled something incoharent in his sleep, a hand reaching out for a moment before it dropped by his side limply. "Yeesh, does hyung always do that?"
(1:19 AM) junsu:"Only when he isn't sleeping in Yunho's bed. I don't know why he's in here tonight." He shook his head, sliding under the covers and turning off the lamp. Getting comfortable, he put a hand on Changmin's waist then slowly pulled it back, biting his lip.
(1:28 AM) changmin:Changmin smiled in the dark, taking Yoochuns hand and placing it back on his hip. "You can touch me, it's ok," he said reassuringly. The room fell silent for a few moments before it sounded as though Jaejoong was thrashing about in bed. Changmin sat up a little, looking over but couldn't see much of anything in the dark. "Chunnie, is he ok?"
(1:32 AM) junsu:He smiled at Changmin until the younger man sat up, sitting up as well. Turning on the light, he looked over at Jaejoong and watched him for a moment. "I don't know.." He left the room, coming back with Yunho who ran over and took Jaejoong's hand. "Joongie, wake up.'
(1:38 AM) changmin:Jaejoong waved his hands around, tears starting to stream down his face before he opened his eyes and blinked a few times, sitting up and hugging Yunho tightly while he cried. "Oh Yunnie, I had the worst dream that  the anti-fans attacked you again, but this time.. they..." he couldn't finish his sentence, he was too overwhelmed with emotions.
(1:40 AM) junsu:Yunho frowned and held Jaejoong close, rubbing his back slowly. "I'm right here, no one is going to hurt me. It's okay, Jaejoong-ah." He picked the weeping man up in his arms, carrying him off to his room. Laying him in the bed, he held him close, stroking his hair.
(1:41 AM) changmin:He held Yunho close, trembling a little as he tried to calm himself down but couldn't seem to manage to. He covered his face with his hands and pressed himself against Yunhos chest, sniffling. "They killed you, Yunnie-ah. It felt so real..."
(1:45 AM) junsu:Frowning deeply, he closed his eyes and took a few breaths, moving his hand down Jaejoong's back. "No one is going to hurt me, Joongie. No one, I swear it. I won't be stupid again." He put his fist on the small of Jaejoong's back, kneeding just enough to calm him down.
(1:47 AM) changmin:He removed his hands and slumped against Yunho, pressing his ear to his boyfriends chest and breathed in and out slowly, starting to calm down. "I know, it just scared me a lot. And you're not stupid, I probably would've acceped it too. I mean she did pretend to work there."
(1:55 AM) junsu:"Everything is fine now," he nodded, covering them and continuing to rub his lower back. "Just go back to sleep, I've got you." Snuggling down into the bed, he kissed Jaejoong's cheek, nuzzling him gently.
(1:57 AM) changmin:He held onto Yunho while they laid down, wrapping a leg protectively around him and sighed softly, his body right weak from the way Yunho was massaging the small of his back. "I love it when you do that, Yunnie," he said softly.
(1:58 AM) junsu:He smiled and rubbed his back a bit more, then brought his hand away. "Will you be okay now? And have dreams about kittens in clouds?" Nodding, he ran his fingertips over Jaejoong's back.
(2:00 AM) changmin:Jaejoong giggled cutely, slowly opening his eyes. "You and me, holding hands and skipping through dandilions?" he said, leaning back to look at his boyfriend. "How's that sound?"
(2:01 AM) junsu:Smiling more, he nodded and kissed Jaejoong's lips. "That sounds really good. I like that." He kissed him again, holding him close as he closed his eyes, humming a lullaby.
(2:04 AM) changmin:He closed his eyes and curled up against Yunho, falling asleep almost instantly. Changmin laid on his back, staring up at the glow in the dark stars that Jaejoong had stuck on the ceiling a few weeks ago, thinking.
(2:12 AM) junsu:Yoochun watched Changmin, a smile coming to his face as he slowly wrapped his arm around the younger man's waist. He closed his eyes and just rested his arm over his waist, smiling.
(2:13 AM) changmin:He smiled back and turned his head, tilting it down towards Yoochuns head and pressed a kiss there. "Since.. we're giving this a try is it ok if I don't use hyung? It would seem.. strange."
(2:17 AM) junsu:He nodded, looking up at Changmin. "It's fine with me. You just have to use it in interviews and such, you know.." Nodding again, he kissed Changmin's cheek and closed his eyes again.

Session Start: May 26, 2007

(12:32 AM) boojae:susuuuuuu~
(12:32 AM) junsu:jaejaaaaaaae
(12:33 AM) boojae:ehehe ^____^
guess what we're doign today
doing*
(12:33 AM) junsu:omg what
(12:33 AM) boojae:MINI GOLF!!
(12:33 AM) junsu:REALLY???!!!
(12:33 AM) boojae:BUT FIRST
WE PICK UP
SOMEONE AT THE AIRPORT
(12:33 AM) boojae::D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
(12:33 AM) junsu:WHO??????????
(12:34 AM) boojae:GUESS :D:D:D:D:D:D
(12:34 AM) junsu:UMMMM TEUKIE?
(12:34 AM) boojae:NOOOPE
(12:34 AM) junsu:--yunho pat jaejoong's shoulder and whispered--  "let's suprise him"
(12:34 AM) boojae:--grins--
IT IS A SURPRISE
(12:34 AM) junsu::(:(:(:(:(
(12:34 AM) boojae:no sad faces omg
i am hyper
(12:35 AM) junsu:you teased me
(12:35 AM) boojae:well i was gonna tell you then yunnie said to suprise you
(12:35 AM) junsu:MEANIES
(12:36 AM) boojae:I WANT TO TELL YOU OK
(12:37 AM) junsu:sigh
(12:37 AM) boojae:i'm sorry, blame yunho
(12:38 AM) boojae:did you now chun and min are gonna date?
(12:39 AM) junsu:they are???
(12:39 AM) boojae:yep!
(12:39 AM) junsu:awwww
(12:42 AM) junsu:when are we leaving?
(12:43 AM) boojae:in a few minutes, min's in the shower.
(12:43 AM) junsu:ok
(12:45 AM) boojae:and he'll be able to actually shower because yoochuns eating
(12:45 AM) junsu:ahahaha
(12:46 AM) boojae:i am so excited eeeeeee
(12:46 AM) junsu::D
(12:52 AM) boojae:heee's donnneeeeee
are you dresssseddd
and feeeeeed
(12:52 AM) junsu:yep!
(12:52 AM) boojae:ooooooook~
(12:57 AM) junsu:Junsu bounded out of his room and zipped up his jacket, then buckled his belt as he walked into the living room. "Let's gooo! I want to go mini golfing!" He grinned and pulled on a hat, humming to himself. Walking into the room, Yunho laughed and fixed his watch, looking towards the guest room. "Heechul, you ready?"
(12:58 AM) boojae:Heechul came out a few minutes later, dressed in a flamboyant shirt and pants to match. "Yep!" he said, nodding and smiling. He put his arm around Junsu to stop him from bouncing. "Where do you guys get your engery so early in the morning, sheesh!" Changmin came out of his bedroom, combing his hair which had a mind of it's own and was curling at the ends.
(1:01 AM) junsu:Looking up from his cereal, Yoochun smirked. "Junsu was born with sugar in his blood, hyung." he laughed, then looked at Changmin and smiled, finishing up his cereal quickly. "I need to brush my teeth, one minute and I'll be done." With Yunho's permission, Yoochun left and went into the bathroom to brush his teeth.
(1:04 AM) boojae:Changmin stepped up next to everybody, giving up on his hair and pulling a beanie on over his head after slipping on his glasses. When Yoochun returned, he smiled wide and took his hand, blushing. Heechul blinked, looking at the two confused for a moment then shook his head, deciding not to ask.
(1:06 AM) junsu:Yoochun smiled at Changmin and entwined their fingers, a beanie over his frizzy hair. "Are we all ready?" Yunho asked, nodding and grabbing his wallet, keys, and phone. Once they were all at the mini golf place, he walked up to the counter and paid for six people. "Pick your colors, guys."
(1:10 AM) junsu:Yoochun smiled at Changmin and entwined their fingers, a beanie over his frizzy hair. "Are we all ready?" Yunho asked, nodding and grabbing his wallet, keys, and phone. "Yoochun, Changmin, can you two go to the airport and pick up our friend?" Nodding instantly, Yoochun smiled. "You can count on us. We'll meet you at the mini golf court!"
(1:11 AM) boojae:Jaejoong was bouncing around, obviously having been in the chocolate. "Mini golf!" he exclaimed loudly, then laughed, his voice nearly making the walls shake. Heechul chuckled, placing his hands on Jaejoongs shoulders. Changmin nodded, squeezing Yoochuns hand. "You can count on us, I promise."
(1:15 AM) junsu:Smiling, Yunho nodded and led them all out of the apartment building, down to the cars. "So Chunnie, Min, call me if anything goes wrong. We'll see you there, the plane lands in ten minutes." He nodded and got into the car with Heechul, Junsu, and Jaejoong. Yoochun waved and smiled, walking over to his car. "Junsu is going to flip."
(1:20 AM) boojae:Changmin sat in the passenger side of Yoochuns car, buckling up his seat belt. "I feel like we're prisoners by the way they talk to us. I mean Yunho had to give you permission to go brush your teeth. What was that about?" he asked, shaking his head. "Not like we're gonna sex on the way to the airport."
(1:22 AM) junsu:"He just didn't want to be late to get Hyukjae, that's all. And I usually do take forever in the bathroom." Shrugging, he buckled up and drove off, reaching over to take Changmin's hand. "He just cares about us, Changmin. All of the guys do. I think they want to look out for you more than me, though. I'm sure they think I will take advantage of you."
(1:23 AM) boojae:"What?" he said, his eyes wide as he turned around to face Yoochun. "Thats bullshit, I know you would never do that. I've given you permission to touch me, and I know if you haven't then you wouldn't. What do they take you for?" He felt his anger boiling.
(1:25 AM) junsu:He stopped at the stop light and looked at Changmin, biting his lip. "Hey," Leaning over, he cupped his chin and kissed him gently, closing his eyes. He slowly deepened the kiss, sliding his tongue into Changmin's mouth before pulling back and driving off when the light changed.
(1:26 AM) boojae:Changmin melted like ice cream left out in the raging heat, nearly falling forward when Yoochun pulled away. A faint blush crept to his cheeks when he realised the deep kiss left him half hard. He smiled back, giggling dumbly.
(1:28 AM) junsu:When they arrived at the airport, he grinned and unbuckled, turning off the car. "I can't wait to see Junsu's face when he sees his suprise." He looked at Changmin and smiled, getting out of the car and going over to the passenger side.
(1:33 AM) boojae:He climbed out of the car and instantly rushed over to Yoochun, taking his hand and squeezing it. Hyukjae was just getting off the plane when they saw the guys. He shouted and ran over, glomping them both in a wide hug. "Yah! I missed you guys, this is surreal!" he exclaimed.
(1:36 AM) junsu:Yoochun grinned and hugged Hyukjae, laughing and ruffling his hair. "We missed you too, man. Come on, we have to get to the mini golf court. Let's get your luggage." he nodded and smiled brightly, walking towards baggage claim.
(1:43 AM) boojae:About half an hour later they arrived at mini golf, Hyukjae unable to stop smiling as he hid himself behind two dozen red roses. Changmin helped him out since he couldn't see. "Junsu hyung," he sang, tapping him on the shoulder. "You ready for your surprise?"
(1:47 AM) junsu:Junsu turned away from looking at the man made pond that was on the course and looked at Changmin. "Huh?" He looked at the roses and gasped, putting a hand to his chest. "Hyukjae sent me roses?" His voice came out in a slight whisper, walking over and taking the card, opening it to read. "I love you. Oh my god, he makes me feel like a girl!" He giggled, holding the card to his heart.
(1:48 AM) boojae:Changmin laughed, patting Junsu on the shoulder. "Take the roses, hyung, the surprise is not just the flowers, it's the person holding them." He nodded as Hyukjae thrusted them forward, making sure his face was still hidden.
(1:52 AM) junsu:"Why would I want the flower delivery boy?" He laughed and took the roses, sniffing them before setting them down. When he straightened back up and saw Hyukjae, he gasped and leapt to him, wrapping his arms and legs around him tightly.
(1:53 AM) boojae:Hyukjae laughed and braced himself, wrapping his arms around Junsu and nuzzled his face into the squeaky mans cheek. "Hey, gorgeous!" he said in English, still laughing. Changmin grinned and tugged on Yoochuns arm, taking him to the first hole on the golf course. Jaejoong watched with a big smile, surprisingly not covering it with his hand.
(1:56 AM) junsu:He was soon in tears as he pressed his face into Hyukjae's shoulder, hugging him tightly and stroking his hair. "I'm so happy to see you." Pulling back slowly, he wiped his eyes and smiled at Hyukjae, nodding. Yoochun walked over to the first hole with his red ball and club, a smile on his face. Looking at Jaejoong, Yunho smirked and tilted his head. "There's my smile."
(2:08 AM) boojae:Hyukjae placed his hands on either side of Junsus face, brushing away his tears as he too was crying. "I couldn't wait, I just had to come see you. I figured, since it's the weekend why not? So here I am," he sniffled,  and pecked Junsus cheeks. "I love you." Changmin hummed to himself as he waited for Yoochun to take his shot, grinning mischeviously as he leaned in and pinched his butt.
(2:14 AM) junsu:Smiling, Junsu kissed Hyukjae's lips quickly, nodding. "I love you too." He took his hand and walked over to get their gear from Jaejoong. As Yoochun yelped when Changmin pinched his butt, which caused him to tap the ball, Yunho laughed. "One point so far!" Yoochun's mouth fell open. "INTERFERENCE!"
(2:15 AM) boojae:Jaejoong whipped around, tilting his head in confusion. "What?" he called over to them, cupping his hand around his ear. Changmin laughed, taking his spot after dropping a hot pink ball. "I like this game," he said with a big grin.
(2:16 AM) junsu:"You are so not getting a kiss." Yoochun grumbled when he stepped away, crossing his arms over his chest in a big pout. Holding Hyukjae's hand, Junsu talked a mile a minute about absolutely nothing at all, looking only at him.
(2:18 AM) boojae:Hyukjae obsorbed every single word, tugging the bubbily man to a park bench and sat down. He started to talk as well, which only made Jaejoongs head spin as he watched them. "How do they even know what they're saying?" he asked, turning around to place his baby blue golf ball down and poised to hit it. He wiggled his butt a little as he got into position, which made Heechul laugh.
(2:20 AM) junsu:Yunho shrugged, taking down the points with everyone's turn. "You know them, they have alien speak. Here Joongie, let me help you." He smirked and put the pad and pencil down, walking over and standing behind Jaejoong. Purposefully pressing against him, he put his hands over Jaejoong's, helping him swing.
(2:21 AM) boojae:Jaejoongs mouth fell open as he felt Yunho press against him, then quickly regained his compuser. "Yunnie, is that a flashlight in your pocket?" he asked innocently, wiggling his butt against Yunhos crotch with a sly smile. "Mm, no. You're REALLY happy to see me!" Heechul burst out in laughter again, nearly falling over. Changmin cheered when he got his ball in, dancing around Yoochun.
(2:23 AM) junsu:He leaned in and nibbled on Jaejoong's ear before moving back to his spot to take score. Yoochun looked at Changmin and shot his hands out, pulling him close for a hug. "I think you owe me a kiss for making me miss such an easy shot, Changminnie."
(2:26 AM) boojae:"Oohh not the ear," he purred, almost dropping his golf club as he ground himself back against Yunho again, pursing his lips. Heechul cleared his throat, turning away so he didn't have to see his friends being dirty. Changmin grinned and wrapped his arms around Yoochun, leaning in slowly as if to kiss him but pulled back, giggling.
(2:29 AM) junsu:"After the game, BooJae." He nodded and kissed his neck, backing away. Clearing his throat, he picked up the pad and smirked to himself. "Hey, no fair." Yoochun pouted and looked at Changmin, huffing. He leaned in and kissed his lips, holding him close.
(2:31 AM) boojae:Changmin dropped his golf club and wrapped his arms around Yoochuns waist, deepening the kiss much like Yoochun did in the car. Jaejoong adjusted himself in his pants, mumbling to himself as he gripped his golf club again and swung to hit his ball.
(2:32 AM) junsu:Junsu looked over at Yoochun and Changmin, ceasing his chatter with Hyukjae to walk over, tapping their shoulders. "Public place, no walls to keep cameras out." He gave them a look, then walked back to Hyukjae.
(2:33 AM) boojae:With a disgruntled sound, Changmin pulled away and picked up his golf club again, tucking his hair behind his ear. Hyukjae took Junsus hand when he returned, playing with his fingers. "You're so mature, Ducky, when did this happen?" he grinned.
(2:35 AM) junsu:He smiled and watched their hands, shrugging. "I'm not mature, really, I just want them to be careful. And Yunho isn't doing his job of messing up their sex life, so I decided to step in."
(2:49 AM) boojae:After a few hours of mini golf, the boys returned at home with tummys full of food and a bit tired from the afternoons events. Heechul held onto the pink teddy bear he won in one of the games, taking a seat in the living room to watch some Japanese tv. Jaejoong rushed off to Yunhos room, giggling like a little boy.
(2:54 AM) junsu:Yunho smiled and walked off after Jaejoong, locking the door behind him as he walked over, wrapping his arms around the other man's waist. "Hello, gorgeous." Holding Hyukjae's hand, Junsu led him to the room he shared with Changmin, taking off his jacket. He also took off his belt before shutting the door, yawning. "Let's take a nap, Hyukkie."
(2:56 AM) boojae:"If you insist," he said, tossing his dufflebag onto the floor and climbed onto the bed, pressing his back against the wall until Junsu laid down. Jaejoong grinned, turning in Yunhos arms so his back was against his chest. "Who, you mean yourself? Because you're very gorgeous, Jung Yunho."
(3:01 AM) junsu:He moved back against the wall side of the bed, holding the covers open for Hyukjae with a smile. Smirking, Yunho held Jaejoong's hips, nibbling his ear gently. "Joongie..I want to try something. It's kind of weird, though.." He bit his lip and rested his chin on Jaejoong's shoulder.
(3:05 AM) boojae:Hyukjae couldn't stop smiling in return as he crawled under the covers with Junsu and snuggled up against him, peppering his face in kisses just to hear that adorable raspy laugh of his. Jaejoong shivered, biting his bottom lip. "Mm, what do you want to try, Yunnie?" he asked, his voice thick with lust.
(3:09 AM) junsu:Junsu laughed and closed his eyes, wrapping a leg playfully around Hyukjae. "You're so cute, Hyukjae. When did you start being this playful?" He smiled and opened his eyes, looking at the other man. Clearing his throat, he gently tugged Jaejoong's shirt off, dropping it aside. "I want to grind on you..with no clothes on this time.."
(3:12 AM) boojae:Jaejoongs mouth fell open in a silent gasp and a slight flush came to his cheeks, making them turn pink. "Ok," he whispered, nodding incase Yunho didn't hear him. Hyukjae shrugged, touching Junsus face. "I've always been playful, what are you saying?"
(3:14 AM) junsu:"If you don't want to, I'll understand. I just..I want to try it." He nodded slowly, taking his own shirt off and placing it aside. Junsu giggled, shaking his head. "I mean cutesy playful." He tilted his head to Hyukjae's hand, looking into his eyes. "I'm not saying I like it, because I really do."
I don't like it*
(3:17 AM) boojae:He shook his head, turning around to look at Yunho and smiled. He stepped away and undid the belt holding his pants up, pulling it out before undoing the fly and letting his jeans pool at his feet. Hyukjae ran the very tips of his fingers against Junsus face, offering a small smile. "It's because I'm not afraid to show you that I love you."
(3:21 AM) junsu:Yunho undressed down to his undershirt and boxers, biting his lip. He put a hand on his shirt, then let go and cleared his throat. "Please lay down on your stomache..on the bed..when you get undressed." Nodding slowly, he smiled a bit. Junsu leaned in, kissing Hyukjae gently. "I love you too, a lot. I'm really glad you came to see me."
(3:27 AM) boojae:Jaejoong pulled off his boxers and crawled onto the bed, laying down on his stomach with his arms above his head, resing his head on them. The fact that Yunho was telling him what to do was turning him on like he never imagined. Hyukjae played with Junsus hair, making little horns everywhere. "Go to sleep, Ducky. I'll be here when you wake up ok?"
(3:29 AM) junsu:Pulling off his shirt and boxers, Yunho gently crawled onto the bed and hovered over Jaejoong for a moment. He pointed his member down so it was resting between his boyfriend's mounds when he carefully laid on top of him. "I'm not squishing you, am I?" Junsu giggled and nodded, hugging Hyukjae as he closed his eyes. As soon as his head hit the pillow, he was out cold.
(3:30 AM) boojae:"Nope," Jaejoong said softly, tilting his head to the side and looked over his shoulder. The image of Yunho hovering over him so powerfully made him shudder and moan, even though he hadn't done anything yet. "Yunnie," he said in a raspy voice. "I like it when you boss me around, it turns me on."
(3:37 AM) junsu:"I don't want to be too harsh," He shook his head slowly, laying down with his elbows on either side of Jaejoong. Getting quiet, Yunho kissed Jaejoong's shoulder and ear, starting to rock his hips, grinding his member skin against skin with his boyfriend's bare backside.
(3:41 AM) boojae:He pushed his hips up against Yunho, turning his head a bit more to give him access to his ear. "Mm, but I like it," he panted, the sheets rubbing against the head of his sensitive cock. "This might sound strange, but it's been one of my fantisies to have you totally dominate me."
(3:45 AM) junsu:Blushing brightly, he put a hand on Jaejoong's hip, the other keeping him up by resting on the bed. "Re--um.. Don't talk, Jaejoong." He tried to use a strong voice but ended up squeaking, making up for it by grinding more against the other man.
(3:47 AM) boojae:He fisted the sheets, his nuckles turning white as he felt Yunho grind against him, pushing him further into the blankets. A few choked moans and gasps left his lips, but he said nothing more.
(3:51 AM) junsu:He nibbled Jaejoong's neck as he grinded more against him, hardening at the feel of his lover's skin against his member. Moaning softly, he started sucking Jae's neck in full hopes to leave another hickey.
(3:52 AM) boojae:"Oh, Yunho," he purred turning his head in a strange way so his gorgeous neck was exposed to Yunho, his vein protruding slightly. He'd forgotten he wasn't supposed to speak and bit his lip.
(3:57 AM) junsu:"Jaejoong," he growled, sucking Jaejoong's neck harder as his grinds for slower. Using his feet, he spread the smaller man's legs to expose his entrance more, shifting so he slid across that entrance with each grind and thrust.
(3:58 AM) boojae:By now he'd had enough and wanted him, every inch of him inside right now. He lifted up onto his elbows, turning a bit to look back at Yunho. "I can't take this, please," he licked his dry lips, his eyes hooded. "Make love to me, Yunho."
(4:02 AM) junsu:A scared look came across his face as he heard Jaejoong, and was about to say something when Yoochun burst into the room. "I cut my finger!" Taking one look at the couple, Yoochun gasped and shut the door, just as Yunho whispered "I'm not ready."
(4:04 AM) boojae:Changmin tore his eyes away from his game when Yoochun came back with a stupid look on his face. "Chunnie?" he said, tilting his head to the side looking confused. Jaejoong sighed softly, laying flat on the bed again and nodded. "Ok, sorry. I just got.. caught up in the moment."
(4:07 AM) junsu:"They were naked." Was all he said as he rushed into the bathroom to mend his bleeding finger. Yunho slowly moved off of Jaejoong, taking his hand. "It took all my courage to even do this..I'm sorry if I disappointed you.."
(4:09 AM) boojae:Jaejoong rolled onto his side, cupping Yunhos face with his one hand. "No, you didn't disappoint me at all, Yunnie," he said softly, stroking his boyfriends face. "I knew I was pushing it by asking you, I just got ahead of myself because it felt so good. I liked it, really. You don't need to be shy, though. I mean, I pierced my nipple again for you," he blushed, pointing to his repierced nipple.
(4:11 AM) junsu:He looked at Jaejoong's nipple and blushed, smiling a bit. "I did like your nipple piercing.." Nodding slowly, he kissed Jaejoong gently, sighing. "Yoochun cut his finger, I'd better go check on him." Yoochun came out of the bathroom with a fresh paper towel around his cut, holding medical tape and bandages. "Heechul, can you wrap my finger, please?"
(4:13 AM) boojae:Heechul looked up from his manga and nodded, getting to his feet. "Where are the actual bandages?" he said, leading Yoochun into the bathroom as he searched. Changmin rushed into the bathroom, looking frantic. "Yah! You hurt yourself? What did you do?!" he exclaimed.
(4:15 AM) junsu:"In the cabinet. Minnie, I'm fine. I just cut myself not paying attention cutting strawberries. It's not even that deep." He shook his head and threw away the paper towel, washing the residue off his finger, which wasn't pouring blood, but was a little more than a slow trickle.
(4:16 AM) boojae:He found the bandages and dried off Yoochuns finger before applying it, then giving it a cute kiss. "There, all better!" he said with a laugh, leaving the two alone in the bathroom. Changmin got a bit misty eyed and took Yoochuns hand, pouting. "You have to be careful with knives, Chunnie."
(4:22 AM) junsu:Yoochun looked at Changmin and smiled, moving closer. "I will be, I promise. My finger will heal before you know it, like it never even happened." He nodded, kissing the younger man's lips. "You'll never believe what I saw."
(4:24 AM) boojae:Changmin smiled, draping his arms around Yoochuns neck as he shrugged his shoulders. "What did you see?" he asked, tilting his head to the side.
(4:25 AM) junsu:"I saw Jaejoong face down on the bed with Yunho on top of him, and he was thrusting. They were naked this time." He nodded, grinning brightly as he ran his fingers through Changmin's hair.
(4:26 AM) boojae:His eyes widened and he made an O shape with his lips. "Do .. were they ..." he paused, making a face. "Hey, that's not fair. If we can't do anything then they shouldn't be able to either. It's only fair."
(4:28 AM) junsu:He shook his head, touching Changmin's cheek. "They weren't doing that, Yunho-sshi couldn't possibly be ready for that. I think they were just thrusting or whatever."
(4:30 AM) boojae:"Ooh, but still," he pouted, putting his hands on his hips and jutting his one hip out like he normally stood. "It's not fair."
(4:31 AM) junsu:"We'll have to break the rules then, and do things when we want to. Umma and Appa most likely won't notice." He shook his head.
(4:33 AM) boojae:He grinned, draping his arms around Yoochuns neck again and leaned in, pressing his lips to the other mans. He started to kiss him deeply before gently slipping his tongue into the other mans mouth.
(4:38 AM) junsu:He closed his eyes and kissed Changmin deeply, sucking his tongue gently as he put his hands on his hips. Yunho walked passed the bathroom, stopping and stepping back. "YAH! Don't get in that shower. I plan on taking a shower later."
(4:39 AM) boojae:Changmin jumped, growling low in his throat. This was the third time he'd be interrupted from kissing Yoochun. "I'm not going ot take a shower!" he said in an angry tone.
(4:40 AM) junsu:Jumping a bit, Yunho looked at Changmin. "Okay, geez, don't bite my head off." He walked off, going into the ktichen. Yoochun looked at Changmin, stroking his hair. "Calm down, cutie."
(4:42 AM) boojae:Jaejoong was already in the kitchen, dressed only in a loose fitting pair of pajamas that obviously belonged to Yunho since they covered his feet and he stepped on them as he walked about. "Hi!" he said to Yunho when  he came into the kitchen. It was clear that he wasn't even wearing underwear, things seemed much more... free.
(4:45 AM) junsu:"Hey. Changmin is getting really testy, he just snapped at me." He sighed and pulled a bottle of water out of the fridge, sipping it slowly. "I don't know what I did to make him hate me so much."
(4:46 AM) boojae:"What was he doing when you walked in?" he asked, squshing the bread on his sandwhich before cutting the crust off - just the way he likedit.
(4:47 AM) junsu:"Making out with Yoochun. Anyone else could walk in on them and make a joke, but if it's me..he bites my head off." He sighed and closed his eyes, shaking his head.
(4:49 AM) boojae:He took a bite of his sandwich, leaning his hip against the counter. "Nah, it's not you. It's the fact that he got interrupted. Junsu stopped him earlier at the mini golf game and I did as well. He's just annoyed that people keep walking in on it."
(4:51 AM) junsu:Looking at Jaejoong, he shrugged. "If he'd choose the right places to do it, or shut the door, then he wouldn't get walked in on." He kissed Jae's temple and walked off into the living room, going over to sit beside Heechul. "Hello, friend."
(4:53 AM) boojae:"Howdy!" he said in English, grinning brightly. "How're you doing? Pretty good from what I heard." He winked at Yunho, nuding him with his elbow.
(4:54 AM) junsu:He shook his head, looking at Heechul. "It's nothing like that. Nothing happened." Keeping his voice low, he shifted and laid his head in his friend's lap.
(4:57 AM) boojae:He laughed a bit, brushing his fingers through Yunhos hair. "I know, I just like picking on you." He leaned down to press a kiss to his forehead when a pained cry came from the kitchen.
(4:58 AM) junsu:"Joongie..!" Jumping up off the couch Yunho raced into the kitchen, nearly falling over since he was wearing socks. "Jaejoong, what happened?"
(4:59 AM) boojae:Jaejoong was sitting on the floor, holding onto his knee. "I twisted my knee," he whimpered, tears rolling down his cheeks as his other hand dug into his thigh roughly, expressing the pain surging through him.
(5:00 AM) junsu:He cursed under his breath and gently picked Jaejoong up, setting him on the counter. "We need to take you to the hospital." Nodding, he cupped Jaejoong's cheeks, wiping them with his thumbs.
(5:01 AM) boojae:"No!" he cried out, but didn't struggle. "Yunnie, please. I can't take them telling me not to dance for another six months. I'll die inside. You know how hard it was for me back then."
(5:02 AM) junsu:"Jaejoong, something might be seriously damaged in your knee, you have to go. They might just tell you to wrap it and ice it for twenty four hours, but I'm going to take you to the hospital." He gave him a look, nodding.
(5:04 AM) boojae:Changmin came into the room, looking at Yunho and Jaejoong who was now holding onto Yunhos arm tightly. "What happened? I heard someone scream."
(5:06 AM) junsu:"Jaejoong twisted his knee. Please go get him a shirt, Minnie." He nodded and managed to reach his keys, holding them and looking at Jaejoong. "I know you're scared, and so am I, but this is for your own good."
(5:09 AM) boojae:He nodded and left the kitchen. Heechul came over, already dressed and ready to go. Jaejoongs tears started rolling down his cheeks again as he squeezed Yunhos arm for what it was worth. "Ugh, I want to rip it off!" he whimpered to Yunho, burring his face in his neck.
(5:12 AM) junsu:Frowning deeply, Yunho nodded and rubbed his back, kneeding his fist into Jaejoong's lower back. "I know you do. I've got you, just keep squeezing my arm." He looked over at Heechul. "Can you write a message on that dry erase board on the fridge to Su and tell him we're at the hospital, please?"
(5:15 AM) boojae:Heechul gave a quick nod and wrote on the dry erase board, his heart breaking as he heard Jaejoong start to cry softly. La la la. Changmin took a seat in the waiting room, puffing out his cheeks as he held onto Yoochuns pinky. Heechul was pacing nervously back and forth, playing with strands of his hair.
(5:20 AM) junsu:Yunho sat in a chair far away from everyone else, his eyes closed and his hands in praying stance as he waited for the doctor to come out. Looking at Changmin, Yoochun leaned over and kissed his cheek, resting his head on his shoulder.
(5:25 AM) boojae:Changmin wrapped his arm around him and sighed softly. A few moments later the doctor arrived, taking a seat. "I wish I came to you to tell you good news, but it isn't good." He removed his glasses and put them in his pocket. "Kim Jaejoong has torn some ligaments in his knee. He won't be able to dance for at least five months. If this keeps happening, he will require knee surgery again." He stopped talking so the others could ask him questions. Heechul dropped himself into a seat and groaned, shaking his head. "Oh man, oh man."
(5:30 AM) junsu:Yoochun closed his eyes and groaned, putting his head in his hands. Shaking his head slowly, Yunho stood and looked at the doctor. "No..there has to be something you can do to get him back on his feet sooner." He shook his head again, tears coming to his eyes. "His knees are his life, they help him dance. If he can't dance..you don't understand.."
(5:33 AM) boojae:"The best we can do is give him a knee brace, but he will be in a lot of pain if he dances even with it. It could cause more damage that could take away his ability to dance or even walk correctly. I am sorry, I understand that you are all passionate preformers," he stood, touching Yunhos shoulder. "There is only so much I can do, the rest he has to do himself. You may go see him." He bowed, then left the room.
(5:35 AM) junsu:He nodded slowly and bowed in return, thanking the doctor. Closing his eyes, he sighed and shook his head, rubbing his temples. "I just hope this doesn't send him into a depression." He whispered, walking into Jaejoong's room, biting his lip.
(5:36 AM) boojae:Heechul took Yunhos hand and followed, Changmin and Yoochun close behind. Jaejoong was laying on the hospital bed with his knee propped up with pillows to release some tension. He was staring out the window, off in his own world.
(5:39 AM) junsu:Yunho gave Heechul's hand a squeeze before letting go, sitting beside Jaejoong's bed. He gently took his hand and watched him, staying quiet as Yoochun sat with Changmin on the small couch.
(5:40 AM) boojae:He was silent for a few moments before he looked at Yunho, his face crumpling. "Yunho," he whispered before starting to cry, covering his eyes with his free hand, turning away so Yoochun and Changmin didn't see him so emotional.

Session Start: May 27, 2007

(12:16 AM) junsu:It had been two weeks since Shiwon was released from the clinic. But early that morning, around five, he was admitted again for falling back into his old habits. He sat in the office while he was checked in, just staring at the wall with his hands wrapped around the bottle of water he was given.
(12:17 AM) forrest gump:Yunho was going through his file, filling in the blanks that was left for him to fill in his admittance fourm. He handed it to Dongwook, standing back to watch him admit Shiwon. He was still training, but eventually he'd be able to do these things on his own.
(12:19 AM) junsu:Taking the file, Dongwook signed a few things and looked over at Shiwon, sighing softly. "I really thought he could make it." He shook his head slowly and put the file away, walking with Shiwon down the hall. Since he'd been promoted from head nurse to therapist trainee, Dongwook could make decisions about when residents could spend time together. "I'll show you your room soon, but I'm going ...
(12:20 AM) junsu:.. to let you say hello to an old friend first." He nodded and walked to Heechul's room, opening the door and turning on the light. "Heechul, wake up." Shiwon stood outside the door, leaning against the wall.
(12:22 AM) forrest gump:Heechul made a grunting sound and rolled over onto his side, opening his eyes. "What? It's not breakfast is it?" he asked, sitting up. Yunho stood by the door with Shiwon, watching him and Heechul curiously. In the tv room, Junki sat down in Changmins seat, puffing on his smoke. He watched Jaejoong in the corner, curious about the fair haired young man.
(12:24 AM) junsu:Shiwon walked through the doors slowly, wearing wearing the ugly resident outfit and looking as if he hadn't slept in a week. He tried to smile, but it faltered as he lowered his head in shame. "I couldn't do it, Heechul.." His voice came out in a rough whisper, shaking his head slowly. Feeling someone's eyes on him, Jaejoong looked up and over at Junki. He pulled his sweater around himself more..
.. turning so his back was to Junki.
(12:28 AM) forrest gump:Junki looked away and did the same as Jaejoong, but didn't turn his back to him. He took a long puff off his cigarette and saw an extremely angry looking Changmin coming towards him in the reflection of the tv. Heechul crawled out of bed and rushed over, throwing his frail body at Shiwon and hugged him, crying. Yunho bit his lip as he watched, almost ready to stop Heechul since he thought the other man would fall to pieces throwing himself at Shiwon in such a force.
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(12:42 AM) junsu:"I'm so sorry, I let you down." He sobbed lightly as he held Heechul close, though not too tight since he knew the man was frail. "I'm so sorry." Dongwook stepped out of the door, looking at Yunho. "You are only to step in if one of them starts to get angry, alright?" Walking in behind Changmin, Junsu took his hand.
(12:44 AM) forrest gump:He shook off Junsus hand and grabbed Junki, throwing him off the couch. "THIS IS MY SPOT!" he screamed loudly, making everybody around him jump or cry out. Yoochun had just come out of his room and was about to ask for a light for his smoke when he saw the incident, his mouth falling open. Heechul nuzzled against Shiwon, shhing him. "It's ok, I'm here. We can get better together this time, ok? I love you," he mumbled into his boyfriends ear. Yunho nodded, turning when he heard a rucus in the tv room.
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(12:55 AM) junsu:"On no.." Junsu covered his mouth and backed away, staring at Changmin. He'd never seen him act like that in the months he'd been there, and it scared him. Hearing the commotion, Dongwook rushed into the tv room and over to Changmin. "What happened here?" Shiwon turned his head and kissed Heechul, his brea