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{The following is another sampling of the wonderful work of Heather Vineall from the years 1999-2002.}
---written by Heather Vineall ® 2001
Am I really beautiful..
Is this how its supposed to be...
Lord...I don't feel special..
Make me...make me...
I don't want to feel so useless..
I don't want to cry.
Am I wearing another mask..
is it wrong for me to try.
Try and hide these tears..
and The feelings I've had...
for some...odd..years.
Jesus, make me whole..
Because I'm falling into sadness once again.....
I feel so out of place..
Lord..please be, my friend...
I'm crying...
Because I'm ashamed..
Of the person I see....
The person that is me.
I'm running far....
I'm trying to find my way..
Sometimes I feel so hopeless
despite the things they say.
They try to help....
But my heart hears lies....
And my soul weeps..
as it know my heart, my fire dies.
Lord give me strength...
Cuz I've lost the words....
They think they know....
But their actions absurd...
I hold back....
I cover my face..
Am I really a friend..
or just a disgrace.
Why do I feel..
soo low..
Someone tell me..
I'd like to know..
I put it in Jesus hands..
Is it just another test..
Can't I have a break...
Just some rest...
From feeling so tired...
from feeling so scared..
Maybe he's telling me...
it's about time...I've shared...
My testimony...
My heart that is his...
I want to tell them..
But what if they miss..
Miss the point...
and I say it wrong..
Lord I've been so scared..
and it's been so long...
Please come Lord..
and touch me now..
Set me apart...
I don't want to be part of that crowd.
I want to be with you..
and I know you can heal..
This heart of mine...
Only you can feel what I feel..
I pray please Lord..
don't let me stray..
Show me your plans for me...
So I can follow the way.
{This page was written by Heather Vineall and Created by Kenny Mitchell for WebUplifterMinistries ®2002}
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