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Sometimes it’s
not all that tough and other times... he knows he has to keep an outward
balance.
There are times
when he’s got to be calm, keep it all controlled even when it’s burning up his
insides like hell fire.
Sometimes he lets
it show and that’s OK, ‘cos it’s what he does. He’s the best at what he does.
And it ain’t pretty neither.
So it’s all good. Even when his howling at the night and gouging holes into rock and warm flesh. Because it’s him, it’s Logan, it’s Wolverine. And he does it for us, the children.
(GREED)
Her greed is no
secret, though she’s good at coveting secrets. She keeps everything close to
her, separates what’s hers and what’s not. She’s so frightened she’ll loose everything,
you see. She feels she already has little enough anyway.
Sometimes, she
takes without asking, a quick swipe at school, a smallest touch in the
corridor, a brief, stolen kiss at night.
Then she has a
glance at what she’s missing, then she knows greed. And it is destroying her,
bit by bit.
Soon, we think,
it’ll destroy everything about her. Then her greed will be all she has left.
ust
It’s not as if she
doesn’t know. He knows she knows.
He just can’t figure
out why she doesn’t do anything?
He’s becoming
increasingly desperate, though he doesn’t show it. Each sweaty, sticky night is
filled with crimson dreams and nasty, pallid stains.
So far he’s safe,
he has a bedroom, a key and a myriad of fantasies. They run through his mind
whilst he watches her. She turns and gives him an angry, disgusted look.
He becomes redder
than her hair.
It’s a constant cycle
of desperate lust, denial, and more lust.
We wonder how long
before he snaps?
ride
No one hates her
because she’s beautiful.
In fact, as far as
she knows, no one hates her at all. She’s perfect and proud of it.
She knows her
worth, knows what she can do. She’s coach of the net-ball team. And, as she
always says to them on their pep-talks, you can do anything if you put your
mind to it.
Some people are
jealous, but she doesn’t bare them any ill feeling.
She’s better than
that.
She would say
she’s better than everyone, if that weren’t too prideful.
But she knows
she’s too good for such petty sins.
luttony
Burgers, pop-corn,
chocolate bars, a thousand and other tasty knickknacks of food are crammed into
his mouth each day. He finds comfort in it.
It’s soon burned
off in the danger room, anyway.
People can spurn
him, hurt him, degrade him, but food never judges There’s almost no food he
dislikes. He’s extremely open-minded like that.
He remembers,
years ago, being nearly cooked alive. Screaming, begging the mob for mercy and
crying because he’d never get to taste his mothers cooking again.
His mother isn’t
around, but the still food is.
And he loves all
food.
Except, perhaps,
barbequed stake.
Sloth
His reports say he
should try harder, if he wants to get anywhere.
But he knows he’ll
never make the mark. Never be as good as they want him to be, as good as the
goddess, his aunt.
It’s too much to
live up to. An impossible goal.
What’s the point
of fighting for the unreachable?
Some say that’s
the point, get as high as you can, even if you don’t reach your target.
How can you be the
best, if you don’t even try?
He thinks that’s
stupid.
What’s the point
in trying if you can’t be the best?
Envy
When she was
younger, little geeky Jewish girl, too small and thin, she’d wanted to fit in.
Fade away. Become one with the crowd.
Now she can fit
in, she doesn’t want to any more.
She sees them,
Scott; strong leader. Rogue; mysterious Goth. Jean; perfect at about
everything. Evan; cool scater boy. Kurt; one of a kind.
She doesn’t want
to fade any more. Doesn’t want to stand out either. She wants to be different
and similar all in one. Wants to be noticed and accepted.
Wants so much what
she thinks everyone else has.
If only she knew…