One moment I'm in control of everything
I know what I want, what I need
But the more I try to hold on to my mind
The more I lose all of my sanity

And I go down
And I fall hard

And my drug, my only pick-me-up
Sometimes also makes me frown
Self-pity is abound
Crazy thoughts can't sleep soundly
Since this senselessness has found me

Sometimes I start to like the tiresome
The unknown cause of tears on normal days
What point is there to aim for happiness
When everyone's so fucked up anyways

And I go down
And I fall hard

And the only time it gets better is with you
And we're both miserable
Aren't they all

I try to hold the most madness inside
But I can even see it in you

And I go down
And I go down
And I go down
And don't you realize you always pull me up!

The doctor will not fill my prescription
The doctor will not fill my prescription
"Wait another week for your prescription"
But I need it today!

Or I'll go down
Yes I'll fall hard

And in a pool of lunacy I'll hide
While no one else is around