slowly weening
not wanting to stop just yet
scared to lose my source of chaos
then it led to gagging myself
after an intake
your poison running thin
IV draining
scared at first
would it hurt?
but life without seemed more appealing
throwing you up felt better
stronger, no longer weak
the taste more bittersweet
with your acidic pills collecting dust
i'm seeing a light through the must
my final step to being free
my dark clouds have opened
my blind eyes able to see
it feels so much better just being me
my closure came with no pain |
