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Debralee Pagan


The Last Time I Saw Sheila



Well, my dear, she's dyed her hair -
yes, really! -
and she's lost weight since '62.
But honestly, I couldn't say more.
Well yes, we did spend
the whole afternoon together;
over coffee, you know, and then
shopping at Magnin's and of course
talking the whole time fit
to beat the band!
...Oh, about everything
significant, I suppose ...
my husband, his salary -
her career in
advertising, her salary -
automobiles, old times,
theshockingstateofcurrentaffairs...

But of course, it
wasn't like old times,
so I just don't know what
I can tell you.
You see,
the last time I saw Sheila,
neither of us
was there.

Bruises



Leave me in bruises
when you go
for purple is
a sacrament.
Love me with bruises.
We both know
there is no such thing as Safe Sex.
I want to wear your need of me
like black pearls strung on silver.
I want to invent
a religion of lust:
let my corpuscles congregate
to worship us
in seven secret places.
Let your thumbs press round stained windows
into the bones
of my morality.


I am the Bible's best idea
of how to raise a Christian child.
Spare the rod, and spoil the child!
So, lover, never
spare the rod!
Thy rod and they staff,
they comfort me.
Allow me to suffer
gracefully.
I no longer question
the shape of my sin;
just let me arrange
for the blows to fall
myself.


© Copyright Debralee Pagan

Bio: "Debralee Pagan is a native Bay Area redhead. Well, almost. Her life has been largely internal, except for a microscopic marriage in 1982. She has spent oodles of time in churches, 12-step meetings, and mental wards. As a result, she is philosophically skewed and highly allergic to Missionaries.

Debralee has produced about 5 books of poetry, 2 of which will be available, a greeting card (ditto), and an award-winning comedy-romance novel. She has recently moved to Walnut Creek, and has not yet been arrested for not owning a car or a retirement account. She works 12 hours a week in Berkeley for a library and a psychologist. She is not sure what she does with the rest of her time, but suspects it involves a great deal of brooding."

Debralee has been quietly producing oftentimes stunning works through a career that has seen her perform at some of the best known venues around. Both the quirky poem below and the stunning poem you can see on the Word Beat website (go to http://www.angelfire.com/poetry/wordbeat and click on Debralee's name once it is highlighted after I've updated the website) are examples of her wide range. Debralee utilizes intuitive understanding and creative description combined in unusual ways to draw out her poems for the audience. She doesn't read as often nowadays so I strongly recommend coming to hear her read Thursday. DGK


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