Mood:
not sure
So this is my first blog, web page... my first everything ;) lol. Well not quite but you get the point. I'm not quite sure what I'm really doing with all this, I'm a little confused. One of these days i'll catch on an have a pretty rockin site! I really just wanted to make a page where I could keep all my poems online, but hm not sure where I'm gonna do that on here... maybe in my blog space? NO IDEA!!
So many things are goin through my head right now. Too many guy problems, they seem to be taking over everything. Maybe there's just too many guys? They all want the same thing and thats something I can not give to any of them. I'm not ready to be in a serious relationship right now, definately having fun meeting new guys and having fun without commitment. NOT that I'm sleeping with them all, only 1. He is hmm what is he to me, not quite sure. He asked me to go condo shopping with him, told me to come stay with him, but that is all just way too much for me. I have no idea what I want but I am not good in relationships, I always end up hurting someone... so for right now... it can't be that way. Maybe some day. Well enough blogging lol gotta figure the rest of this shit out!!