Let the boy live! Permetta che lui viva la sua vita come sceglie... Dat is alle ik vraagt. Key'n y'hi ratzon. Oho!

Things I live for...

Mirrors Lie
(Copyright 2007, S.I.D.)
Mirrors lie all the time
They never show the face that's mine
The boy within is drowned in sin
girlish images projected by this skin.

Mirrors lie. They do.
They tell you you're not good enough.
Not small enough.
Not strong enough.
Not man enough.
Not thin enough.
Not buff enough.
Not girl enough.
Never ever enough.

The blade shows every lie you've ever been told by the deceitful surface.
What sort of life is defeated in silent but swift injustice?

"'It's going to be okay.'
And like a child I want
to believe him, and like an
adult, I know I can't."



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Interesting Links

Humorous Links
Anorexic Web - NOT a pro-site, but still has thinspiring pics!
Mercy Ministries - Christian Addiction Program free for girls ages 13-26
UntilWeMeetAgain's Oasis Magazine site
Not sure if this site is still up, I went to it a lot during high school...
Song lyrics search engine
Orlando Union Rescue Mission - where I stayed at one point
Landmark College
Planet Out - GLBT site
University of South Florida - Tampa, FL - Fall 2000
University of Central Florida - Orlando, FL (aka Under Construction Forever) - Fall 2001
CWD - The place to be if you've got diabetes!
PumpGirls - They're from Cali!
Shattered Selves - an MPD site
Self-Help for Self-Injury
Befrienders International
Suicide Help
Rape, Abuse, Incest National Network
Panic, Anxiety, and Depression - The Road to Recovery
The FUNNIEST jokes online!
A website for young Catholics (18-25?)
FrumTeens
The Joy Project
Links I find important