I keep on trying to find a life
A life of my own apart from you
But my feelings stab through me like a knife
A feeling I know you share too
And these feelings are a cancer to my soul
Feelings that I cannot control
What is going on inside me
Why is it all I feel is pain
And a feeling of shame
How can these feelings be
When I have nothing left to loose
Is this really the life I shall choose
But why is the thought of losing this pain my biggest fear
Maybe because its all that?s left to remind me of you
And this pain I feel is were I go to
The place I go to feel my sorrow and shed a tear
But for now I am destined to retrace my steps that have led me here
And I am still lost
But I am determined to find a way out no matter the cost
To banish these feelings from here
And to feel like there is still a hope
But it is the pain for you that makes me want to wake another day
And it's your love that keeps this darkness away
And for this I do see some hope
