You may not understand the decision I made
I am not going to lie to you I was afraid
So I thought it would be better if I stayed
My options so many times in my mind I weighed
When I thought the step is what I could take
I couldn't stop thinking about the hearts I would break
And guilty is something I could not bare to feel
So I figured I would hang in and simply deal
With everything even though I know things probably will never change
But now everything between you and I feels so very strange
But for what it is worth I miss you more then you know
Without you the void in my heart continues to grow
I do not want to loose the friendship we did create
The silence that exist now I have to admit I hate
Never think it is you I never want to talk to
I just pray one day I will once again hear from you
You and I hit it off right from the start
And I want you to know you'll always have a place in my heart.
Pamela Lawson
©April 22, 2006
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