This section is kind of my melting pot collection of writings. You could find anything in here, at any time, based on any whim. I warn you, 75% of it will be made up of rants that I couldn't get off my chest to anyone in particular, and decided the world should see.

Your Boughten Lives

Look at your lives, everyone. Look really close. What are the things that come to your mind first? What’s the most important? For those of you who have children and that was the first thing that came to your mind, you’re excluded from this article. Go home, you’re doing it right. For those of you who have children and didn’t think of them first, you’re swine. Formalities aside, how do you feel about your life, everyone? If you feel satisfied and content you should also stop reading. Now, for the rest of us.. The “few” that just can’t seem to get what they want and the truly unhappy with the way society is run.

Our lives are boughten, and we’re being controlled by fucktwits. Was it hard to see coming? How the hell did they dupe us into this? When someone comes into this Earth they are given rights to a few select things. Air, water, food, and a home. Stop the press! I just realised, most of us have all this! *sarcastic gutteral noises* How many of you find it strange that after 6-12 hours of working for some fat half-retarded control freak you can still have a chance of starving to death , or even worse, your children.

Today’s miracle of life will give your infant an all expense paid trip into the puppet strings controlled by some greedy self righteous politician or big buisness owner. The American Dream, to use the term used by so many other men, is to rise up and make a living for yourself in the United States of America. To have oppurtunity that isn’t normally supplied to you in any other country. At the price of what? You become their property. Spending the rest of your days trying to earn peices of linen and paper that are dyed green. Heaven forbid you try to be “dishonest” and create some of your own little green currency. Your life will be spent in a concrete compound far away from anything you’ve ever enjoyed if you do something that atroscious. You can’t even inhale the bi-product of a flaming plant from an “illegal” peice of glass. “OH MY GOD I’M LISTENING TO A DRUG ADICT!”, some of you might say. You people can stop reading now aswell.

We need to start forming our beliefs off of what is truly right in the world, and what we can see. Believers of a higher purpose or some kind of God would be smart to note that they can’t really prove that these things exist, and if they can, they won’t convince us all. God becomes irrelevant at that point, and we should start focusing on the basic laws of right and wrong. If we can’t decide right and wrong for ourselves, then we’re already losing the battle. If you accept the goverment’s opinion on right and wrong, you’re immidiately sucked into their control. I’d much rather a world where if someone does something terribly wrong, we lock them up and throw away the key as a community, and not leave something so important up to a bunch of greedy capitalists.

Look at simple facts. The government, if left alone with the decision, would simply dump away with a low income possible “future criminal”. They don’t have anything to gain by letting him back into society, so why not just kill him? Why doesn’t he get bail, when some scumbag, peice of shit CEO (who could very well be a multiple felon) can? Worse yet, why can the CEO get away with it? Because he does less work and gets more linen? Hasn’t busted his ass over any real work in years, yet neglects his growing ball of disfunction which can only be called his spawn. The only thing that kid will ever be taught is how to abuse people who are “lower than him” and how to be a scumbag too. There are a few exceptions. Why haven’t we weeded aside the lowly moraled in the positions of power?

How organized do you really have to be to make a change in our world? To educate the community and ignore the degenerates in our world? I’m not going to define who is who in our world. We’re all different. Please look at the beginnings of Earth to find the things that are really right and wrong, and go from there. Reason and compassion are your best weapons against a bad government. Most of all, though, is a severe hate of being controlled and boughten.

Why are so many young people in today’s society focused on dragging their peers through the mud for things they see as weakness? In almost every situation I’ve encountered of a peer trying to “drag me down” it’s almost always been based purely on things such as material posession or physical ability that they may have or that I/you may not have. These are not things that will ever matter at the end of the road and given the fact that half of the things you’ll encounter them taunting you for aren’t usually earned by their hard work, either. It’s usually something as simple as you can’t do that and I can. Now, please take note that a lot of time this is teasing and I do understand that much, but when are young people going to take their life as a serious issue? When they own a house and raise a family? The trend tends to be that they spend their next 60-70 years of life worrying over the things that they own and worrying far too much about what their child is doing in life.When is the personal development ever implemented there?

So far the only thing I’ve described is one personal flaw that is found in many adolescents(sadly, some carry it into their adult life) and the fact that today’s society is growing more and more materialistic. People have the right to rejoice and mope over these things, but I wish when people would look at my more serious demeanor that they could learn something from it. Shits, giggles, and nickels is not what I’m about to waste the entirety of my life hanging around.

I’ve seen that there is a lack of faith in the majority of the younger generation also. I can’t honestly say that this will carry on into their adult lives, though.. I can say that some of the older adults I’ve met and respect have told me they started having faith only when they went through a dark time in their life. That makes me question if the people I associate with now that have a good faith base will be the people I respect when I’m older. Or is this all simply some idiotic phase the world’s youth goes through and some will grow out of it by some means or another and there’ll be a few who don’t have the capability/will to be saved from it? .. do I even make sense anymore now that everything has been so complicated?

Please note: I’m not advocating the use of any substance in this peice of literature. It is simply my opinion on certain substances that I do in fact partake of. I do not, however, use many of the drugs there are available(sadly, available) and some of these to name are; Heroin, PCP, Cocaine (I have used it before, but I don’t plan on using it again), and many more to name. The ones however, I -do- believe are harmless if used responsibly, are; Marijuana, Psychadelic Mushrooms, and if there is a time I feel like burning out and never using my mind again... I might use LSD. Thank you for reading this disclaimer and please, don’t use any substance if you’re not ready to accept the consquences.

Why do I use drugs? The mystery of life is gone, to me. There’s nothing sacred that people haven’t ruined and there’s not many people in the world who aren’t to blame. The blame isn’t a bad one, I suppose. It was inevitable that life would draw on dully, corrupt people would take control of what could be alive and fresh; music. Or that you would starve if you were going to spend your life creating images to fuel people’s emotions; art. I’m not talking about that computer generated art that people are making money off of now. That’s all fine and dandy, but when do you see that art inspiring anyone? In the galleries of museums or in the halls of a political building to fill one’s breast with the devine feeling you’d get from looking at generation’s past arts? Or how about something close to home with me, in that of literature? One with the intent of releasing their word to the masses through one of the few ways there are, a publisher, would have their work shredded apart if it didn’t see to the needs of text that they think will sell and bring them money. Subjects they think will sell are more than likely to be trash, or watered down philosophy. I wouldn’t place the blame on the publishers themselves though. I’d place the blame on how our society is materialistic and more caught up in how they look or how comfortable they’re going to be for the next few years. With the main goal being, be as comfortable and live as lushly as possible with doing as little work as possible. Sure, but how many people do you see out there doing no work at all, still bringing in tons of money, and not furthering themselves as a person in any way except for their pampering at the $3,500 spa at noon?

Back to the original question, though. I’m not trying to sell grass and other mostly natural drugs on to anyone in any way, and in fact if you look closely; this article isn’t about drugs at all. It’s just my way of experiencing something that is new and fresh almost every time. Something spiritual and something that can make the simple actions of current times more mysterious and enjoyable. Sure, some would call it a cheap escape. I might call it that too. Though, what my point is... Is it worse than corrupting the things that were mysterious and sacred to begin with? To use them for your own personal, material gain? For the sake of nothing but -comfort-? Honestly, it disgusts me.