Mood:
chillin'Now Playing: What's good
What's good everybody, my name is Mz.Poetic but my real name is Jamokayh. I am from Montego Bay Jamaica but I now live in Northwest Philly. I moved down here at least 2 years ago, and personally I wish I had stayed on the island. I mean it's alright at Dobbins but it's definitely not what I thought it was going to be. I worked my butt off to go to that schoola nd it's like a regular neighborhood school.
But anyways, I am a nice down to earth person. I will tell you the truth weather you like it or not but hey, I can say sometimes I get a little to happy with it. I am single, thick and very intelligent and did I also say pretty. I'm not concided at all. I love to go to parties, and hang out with friends. And of course I love my Jesus Christ, I am a devouted christian, I gave my life to the lord a couple of years ago and I feel better than ever. Now god has given me wisdom.
If you don't believe in god I still love you, I mean I don't hate you. As long as you don't come at my religon i'm chillin which means I won't have to get on yours. I am not a person who will talk the talk I will just have to hurt you. If i'm really mad I just write poetry or stories about what i'm going through.
Last year I had lost 3 of my best friends to drugs and violence, and basically sex. Man oh man it was tuff, I saw some get shot, die from an overdose, and and die from aids. I hated myself, I felt like there was no reson to live until I found god. I mean like he really did spare my life, I could have been gone just like them but I had the courage to get back up and try again.
But the thing about me is I bounce back, I can't just keep my mind on the bad and not think of the good. I mean don't get me wrong I did have to go to the shrink, and a couple of classes but I made it. Now i'm helping my mom take care of all of my best friends kids. I guess you can say my life was pretty messed up. I lost my little sister to drugs and my real mom to the world, and i've only had my dad and my 13 brothers and sisters to bring me through.
Now my step mom treats me better than my mom ever has and I thank god for my parents. They encourage me in everything I do. My mom passed a couple of weeks ago and to my surprise I didn't cry, I was mad and sad but not enough to make cry, she died from full blown aids and I think she is probably going to regret not making things right with me.
But now I am a 11th grader and I am a all a student, I am looking at colleges and I am working for a scholarship. Now i'm going to shout out all my homies from the hood.
MY FRIENDZ
Kamira aka NAY NAY
Jasmine aka JAZ
Kya aka KY KY
Katelin aka KATHY
Rondai aka DAI DAI
Arianna aka ARIEY