I want something...
I want anything that can make me whole..
I want an object on which I can fixate all my passion,
all my feelings.
Something that can make me bubble like a child
getting my first bike. This feeling will
grab me by the hair and thrust me into the sky, with my only choice being to fly or
drop down...
I want my knees to go weak.
I want to be overpowered with emotion of any kind.
I want to dance and never stop spinning.
I want to share my soul,
my inner self with everyone...
I want to walk down High Street,
proud of who I am..
I want to know exactly who I am that
I am proud to be.
I want to pour my heart out and for it to
fill up again.
I want to run outside in the rain and
dance until I am flying.
I want to care about something so bad I
will burst into a thousand busted cells if it leaves.
When I find this feeling, this sensation,
nothing else will matter.
I will fight for it as if it were the only cure for Cancer,
a single vial in my hand
and everyone's trying to take it. I will breathe all my life into it like a
mother reviving a
child who has drowned.
I will take this object, feeling, person and with it I will be
free.