WELCOME TO MY DIARY

3^TH APRIL 2004

I woke up late today because I got headache. Mother scolded me because I woke up late but they don’t know why. I went to town with my brother and mother. I took them to Pizza Hut and to Fajar. We came back around 7.15 p.m. I spend all of my money, then mom gave RM20 and she bought ticket for me. Aji called me then again called me I were at the bathroom so my brother answer the phone call but Aji put the phone down. Mother started suspect me that one called me is Aji but I lie to her that I don’t know who called me. Then Salahuddin start to tell that I’m lying but just make don’t know because I don’t want to do argument with him.

At night I receive a message from Sharah, she told me that there is no meeting and please inform that to Aji, so I send Aji the message later he reply beck to me and that time I were sitting at the hall and my handset at the room. Suddenly Salahuddin said that he want to read my message, I told him why he what to be busybody, I didn’t do anything to him but he said to that since I come home I’m the one giving problem and starting quarrel between him and mother. That word really hurts me. I ask him when I did like that. I also told me that I’m the one is busybody at the house.

I feel so hurt, I straight go to room and start to cry and he is not stopping telling I’m the making the family embracing and bringing back man to house. Started from that I already take a decision that I’m not going back anymore and told that to mother. Kother advise me to be bold and just ignore him but I can’t do that. For me I only have my family and even one of them started to hate then I will be far from them. I promise that I my heart before that.

I think that for now I only have Aji to share everything with me. I told him what happen to him.