She Told Me.........
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: Strata-Never There
Topic: Soon to be Gone.....
She told me....She told me she was dieing.....God why?!.......I can't stop crying, I can't breathe, you sent me angel, now your taking her away from me, I've love her, she's everything to me, the love I feel for her burns hotter than the sun, and shines brighter than the brightest star, I see the sky in her eyes and the sunrise in her smile, I've waited my whole life for this girl, and now she's dieing, GOD WHY?!, if this is your way of punishing me....Lord please.....just please take me instead, she's to beautiful to die, her soul's to pure, let her live, let her walk the earth, bringing happiness to every depressed soul, I can't do anything but cry, and think about suicide, if you take her you take a part of me, I need her, she's my heart, shes my blood, she's my mind, she's my soul........She's leaving my life as quick as she came in, I HATE THIS!.....I feel so empty, and broken, I LOVE YOU JENNY....I'll never forget you, and will always love you..

Suicidal Meadow
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: Deftones-Change
Topic: End of......
The daunting shadows of past battles, fought on a present day,an empty meadow,alone and stripped,emotions scarred,conscious ripped, stands a porcelain figure, so fragile,so cracked and chipped,he stands there,barrel against skin,finger on the trigger,the safety clicks,armed and loaded,a pain now noticed,the last tears fall,there's no stopping a bullet,the crashing echo,empty and hollow,breaks the peace,and leads to follow,his life so sad ends with the tragic fad, SUICIDE, he lived a lie, he deserved to die,count your tears and remember your smiles,life takes turns,and kills another child.........

Jenny
Now Playing: Deftones- Digitalbath
Topic: Jaded
You lied.....you pushed me down to level so desolate........everything i thought and everything i dreamed ..........died...the question is, should i bury them or sit here and watch them decay?.......i don't think i can handle the pain.........so i submerge these bullshit notions in the dirt....and walk alone in the rain.

Optional
Mood:  cool
Now Playing: Strata-The Panic
Topic: Pick and Choose
Today is emotionally serene, but the climate is optional, the sun could shine or the clouds could befall, the choice is mine, weighing the balance, the side has yet to be signified,...EmovErenal Desaise....

New Beggining
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Spineshank-Fuck Integrity
Topic: Sever Your Old Life
A Wrinkled past, I'm forced to fold, a future blank and creasing, with the lies I've told, releasing a mind thats old and freezing time with a heart so cold, love brings hate, from what I know, and hate corrodes the soul, bring me to life, and forget the things you know, take a knife and cut out what is old, sew on a false mold of a life unknown.

Langian Dauthi
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Mudvayne-Happy?
Topic: (longing death)
Being caught in a moment, brings pressing matters, if life is to be lived through prioritys, you live with eternal sorrow, hold on to passion and dreams, or dream like me......Langian Dauthi.

Pressure Applied
Now Playing: Chevelle-Panic Prone
Topic: Two Hearts, Broken Apart
You keep pushing, so I push back, starting to crack, I fall back, laying broken and in disarray, you weep then evade, you claimed the names of everyone you played, but with me, you broke your own heart, by pushing me away, I cried and complained, but valor i displayed, you're the one to blame, you'll always remember, that day in December, alone and cold, I'm gone from you forever, cry as the book covers fold, a tragic story of a girl left to die alone.......,

A Lost Love
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Slipknot-Vermilion Pt. 2
Topic: A Dieing Romance
Sometimes only tears can explain a pain…and sometimes words are just not enough…..but with us our feelings speak for themselves…..we hold them close and cherish the moments…..….I smile when I reminisce.….and frown, for your touch I miss…..for once I’ve felt the warmth of bliss…..and felt a sensual kiss..…..days grow longer and feelings slip….but I promise you I will never forget.
It could've just been a fad ….or just a desperate grab, for a love we’ve never had….now I know it's a romance with an ending so sad….

A Lost Notion
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Slipknot-The Blister Exists
Topic: Pseudo-Discovery
Today I thought I discovered something in me, some kind of lost purity, as I separated doubts from desperation, I concluded a Pseudo-Discovery, a false enlightenment, it was just another emotion in disguise, it's hard to find the truth in a pool of lies...

Every Day
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Slipknot-The Virrus of Life
Topic: Days
Every day is the same....I can't hold on much longer, my grip is slipping and my skull is splitting, sanity is seeping through my pores, the same scene lingers behind every door, the windows are fogged and my visions blurred, so I listen, but suicides call is thee only thing heard..