Today, when I woke up I felt very slow, tired and lethargic. My eyes feel very heavy, and I think that today might not be as good for me as Saturday (yesterday) was. I really miss having music to listen to. I want to ask about it, but I'm pretty sure that it would be a big deal to get to doctor to approve something like that for me. I was so excited, and anxious yesterday. I'm not really sure why. But it was an awesome day from the moment I woke up until the second I went to bed last night. Maybe this medication is kicking in?!? Mom and Dad sent me a BEAUTIFUL English Ivy today. It was, and still is, the talk of the loony bin. Anytime someone comes by the room, they peek in , look at it, and smile. Im gonna talk to her today (the ivy). Im also going to name her, but Im not quite sure about the name yet. It really helps the mood of the room, and improves my spirit just to have her here. Im gonna talk to her today, and encourage myself to get better.