My Angel Baby

Have you ever wondered when a baby dies, where it goes to live?
Have you ever wondered when a baby in the womb dies what happens?
Have you wondered when a baby dies who holds it tightly and loves it?

When a baby dies it goes to heaven in the loving arms of God and Jesus
I cry tears of sorrow and of my loss, however, just knowing that you, my baby,
in the arms of angels and cuddled in the warmth of their love brings some comfort.

We never got to meet or say hello to one another nor did I get to hold
you in my arms and love you and I will miss that for the rest of my life,
I know you are in a better place and you will be happy and peaceful.

I want you to know that I love you and I am sorry I could not bring you
into the world to live with us. I want you to know my little angel you were
loved from the day I knew I was pregnant with you and I’ll cry for you daily.

My heart died a little with you and my soul will bleed forever for you, just
knowing that I’ll never hold you close to my breast or count your toes and
fingers one by one is enough to feel enough sorrow for a life time and more.

I will always wonder if you were going to be a girl or a boy, if you would have brown hair and eyes like your daddy or like me, your mommy. I will
never know your laughter or cry, I’ll only know now I have a baby angel
above me, watching.

I never wanted you to go away, I wanted you to stay and be my baby but God
said “No” and called you back baby to be with him some more. To play in his
garden and bring laughter and joy to his courtyard, God now has you in his arms.

I will always love you and I will always miss you even though we never got the chance to fall in love with each other and touch for the first time
or set eyes on one another for even a short period of time. I’ll love and miss
you for the rest of my life.

Your mommy

A.M.
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