I Was There

Dedicated to Matthew Krystkiewicz

You used me
Mentally abused me
Does it feel good
To put others down
You wanted help
So I was there
I always cared
Made you feel
That someone was there
And in return
What do I get
A big handful of shit
You say
That you don’t
Want me around
What did I do
To make you so sad
You told me
I made you glad
What happened
To make you think
You’re so much better
Without me
I cared
I was the only one there
I helped you through
All the shit life gave you
I put aside
All the shit you gave me
I fell in love
Thought you did too
But you lied and deceived
That’s all you know how to do
You needed me
So I was there
As it turned out
I’m such a fool
For believing you
You took for granted
All my faith in you
And I’m ashamed
Of being with you
You took everything from me
My mental stability
You took me for granted
You never cared
The only thing you cared for was you
I’m finally through
With all of you