I wrote
this a week and a half before the thanksgiving break of the Fall semester 2002
Still in
love
After so
long
Warm
weird feelings growing strong
Still not
with you
Still
life's sad
Don't
mistaken it's not bad
Often
times my friends would say
"You
don't love her." "Don't be gay."
"It's
not true." " You never kissed her."
"Shut
up " i'd say
"I
really miss her"
But
overall my big dark cloud
Feels
like cutting veins while getting blood
Dying
slowly part by part
First my
soul and then my heart'
My love
though will never go
Past my
body it will grow
Up in
heaven with white clouds
I know
you'll say you're still in love
