Wednesday, 9 March 2005
This Night
The revolution has begun, The wheels have already been spun, The rest of the world, Will now come undone. Some day you'll see it my way, You don't believe in me, I haunt you everyday, Come join me and see. I'm tired of crying at night, About nothing at all, This feeling just ain't right, This feeling ends tonight. This night I feel used, Definitely abused, I don't wanna do it, But I feel like using you. I wish you could watch me die, See my soul beneath my eyes, Watch my life escape from me, As I look up to the skies.
Tuesday, 3 August 2004
MurderLoveMurder
At first I thought I wanted you Now I know, I need you... You are all that I desire And after all, I have lost you... Wrists are bleeding Face is screaming Leave me there As I lay sleeping I wish this was easy And you would come back to me Yet I sit here and wonder Why you fucking HATE ME!! Wrists are bleeding Face is screaming Leave me there As i lay sleeping You thought that I was a perfect drug Now I'm a virus a fucking bug! I don't want to but I have to I will kill you to love you
Suicidal Tendencies
My whole life is full of shit Some fear death, I pray for it Don't want this shit, I'm sick of it I've dug myself a bigger pit My own mother, overseas Can't stop these suicidal tendencies If only she could see What this girl has done to me With Hitler as my idol And the devil as my guide I know I will be safe As long as Satan's by my side My love, My hate, My tender fate All of this is desolate None of it matters anymore I feel like I'm bleeding on the floor I am in a world of pain And you've changed the way you act Feeling all of your disdain It's like your heart's been painted black With Hitler as my idol And the devil as my guide I know I will be safe As long as Satan's by my side
First Love
I wanna love you like I did before Back when you weren't such a whore Baby I am beggin you please Don't make me get down on my knees Soon I'll have no place to go My stepmom's such a dirty ho It is all that I can hope That she would just go grab a rope I just want to be alone With my first love on the phone We'd talk about memories Memories of you and me Times when we were together And things couldn't have been better Times when your love was affordable Like our first time, behind the portable My life will never be the same It will never get back on track I know that this sounds lame But I really want you back
Insincere
What do you do when you fuck up everything Do you sit and mope, and give up all hope Or maybe some of us go for a rope You never notice what they do Until they se-per-ate from you Whatever you do don't cut and bleed This Bitch ain't worth it, there is no need Fuck her, Fuck me, Fuck the Embassy Don't need your apologies, they're full of shit Don't want your speech, I'm sick of it You couldn't even give me time Time to try and make you mine Time to try and make up my mind I'm through with you, I've found someone new Only if you knew, now what the fuck you gonna do? I hope you realize this was your fault You gonna sit and mope, and give up all hope Or even better, maybe now you'll go for the rope...
Wounds Of Love
Caught in the whirlpool of dreamers Around us, fantasy keeps escalating With nothing but fear consumers We embrace the endless time of loving We thought we were meant to be That our future was foreseen That we're the only ones too ever see What true love really means At first, it started out great It was too good to be true It was more than just a date It was simply me and you But too soon we loved And too late we knew That our time was shoved When our love was still new With the value of us misjudged We had to pay the price Misery was created Along with a love dice The dice recklessly thrown And falls hard does the first mistake To us it is shown Love can't be forcibly made To begin, our feeble trust strains To continue, our love evolves into hate To remain, our last hope drains And to end, sadly we blame fate Though it's easy to pretend What's the point of it then? Can the guilty really mend As time repeats again? Our love is a dying patient Suffering undeniable pain Reading the doctor's diagnoses Saying there's nothing to be gain Our love was left to mime And only reminisced as the ashes of us Despair commits the perfect crime And tricks us into broken trust And even though we say We want to love evermore Inside we crave each day To get away from the love that sores Ensnared by truth and lies Lost in the subway of eternal vow The pleasure of loving cries Where do we go now? We gambled our love away Thinking we could last Instead we both strayed And kept wishing for the past We hurt each other too much By loving too quick to last With our hope still in misery's clutch We pray this would end fast Now we wish for everything to be The way they used to be But unfortunately, it will never be The way we've always wanted it to be We swim in unbearable pain A polluted pool of us We're both going insane Our love evaporating like cold dust The simplicity of us The complexity of love The innocence of one's lust The mistake from up above There's no comfort in the truth Pain is the heart you buy Glasses breaking the silent soothe Knowing our love will soon die Realizing truth hurts We part as dying friends Realizing this hurts We part hoping love mends Maybe it's better this way Because we hurt each other so With all the things we want to say We just have to let it go Wounds to deep to heal Time to short to see What we really wanted to feel The meaning of you and me
Candie
You are the reason I live, You are why I get up each morning and face the world, All those faces staring back at me, And the only one I really see is yours. You are my everything, Even though we're just teens, You say that you're my princess, But really, you're my queen. I've fallen for you, Fallen a long way, with many tears, I will keep falling, for many more years. I dream about you all the time, Dreams that I could make you mine, Not only just for a day, But for a whole eternity. Out of all the guys you could have with your beauty, I'll never forget, that you chose me. I love you Candace.
Monday, 2 August 2004
Untitled
It seems that everyone is against me Including my own family I just wish that they could see The real person inside of me You have seen it in many ways I have shown it on many days You might not see it on my face But the sight of you takes my breath away I can't stand to hear about you and other guys But i guess it's just my demise, Because every girl i've ever known Has fallen for another guy I just can't let that happen You mean too much to me Would you run or come back If I were to set you free
Inside Of Me
Some say the world is coming to an end I say, it's just the beginning Some say, God will come back to us I say, He was never here in the first place What is it that we do? On this planet we hardly knew Why not have some fun? And undo every screw Cut my wrists, just to see how much it bleeds Tease it with the dripping blood, just to watch it when it feeds This pain is all I need To keep the beast inside of me Why not choose what we want to do? Instead of listening to some "awesome power" You CAN do what you want to do This thought makes the weak men cower People think that I'm a psycho Because I have different thoughts But little do they know That I'm planning all their death plots Cut my wrists, just to see how much it bleeds Tease it with the dripping blood, just to watch it when it feeds This pain is all I need To keep the beast inside of me
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