April 26, 2003So last night I went out with some friends... it was
good times. Mm i had power! MUAHAHAH. *cough* Anyway. Today I've
been a lazy ass and have done NOTHING other than sleep, read, and talk to
people. Probably because I was on the phone till 3 am. That
might have something to do with it. Oh well... I just hope I didn't do
too much damage to people today. Great things are happening... I
just hope I can be a big girl and go through with them.

April 24, 2003
Now, I'm a generally well mannered person, but today
I am about two minutes from ripping my clothes off and running around campus
screaming and ranting and raving about the end of the world... just for fun.
Now, I won't actually do that, but it's a thought. The past three days
have been rather close to hellish. All this school work is just not
working for me. I mean, really, who's bright idea was it to assign
allllllll that work in those few short days. A 4 page paper, a poetry
presentation, an art project, a ten page paper with a 15 minute
presentation, another 15 minute presentation and all that reading for
classes to boot. Really now, how fair is that? Can't the prof's cut us
a little slack and at least stagger the projects? Why is everything due the
week before finals! It's cruel!

April 21, 2003
Well... the weekend is over and it was better than I
ever imagined it could have been. Had a great time Friday with my
niece and nephew and with my friend that evening. All good things
occurred and I am grateful for all of them. Saturday was nice
and calm, just relaxed with the family. Sunday spent the day at my
sister's again. MmM Easter Bunny candy. Yummy! Now it's Monday
and I'm back at school and dreading the week to come. Who's bright
idea were final exams anyway? What sadistic mo-fo decided it was a good idea
to test us on everything from the semester? Evil! Oh well, two more weeks
then home and I can enjoy myself more. Very good.

April 16, 2003
One more day and then I get to go home for the
weekend. One class tonight, two tomorrow and then FREEDOM...until
Tuesday when classes start up again. But it's really ok because this
semester is almost over with, like I only have classes until April 30.
Wow, 14 more days till the end... kinda sad, I'll miss being here in
Raleigh. I have no one to hang with in Virginia anymore. Guess
I'll just have to go to Maryland to have any fun.
I really should be working on my resume, and not doing this but oh well.

April 14, 2001
Yeah, so I had a fun weekend. Friday night
Rocky with Amber, Shawna and Steve. Good times were had by all.
Then the smoke detector starts beeping once a minute. Saturday beeping
is still occurring, tried sleep most of the day, clean my room, Dairy Queen
and studying at State's library until 1am. Yes, I know I am a dork.
Sunday more beeping I still kept trying to slept a lot and studied some just
kind of chilled. Now, it's Monday, the beeping is STILL going on and
I'm about 2 hours from smashing my smoke detector to pieces. If they
don't fix the fucking thing I am going to bitch-slap my RA, my RD and the
head of Residence Life.
And on another note... this week is going to be great. Thursday
starts Easter break. Going home, going to see my sister and going out
with the beautiful man who shall remain nameless... Oh sexy man! I am
so glad I don't have any huge projects to do over this break. I can
just relax and finish my art-lit project.. coloring, hard shit!
Anyway. Here's hoping the week goes well for all.

April 11,2003
I took today off. No work, no classes, no
responsibility. I slept, pampered myself, cleaned my room, and just
relaxed. After the way this week has gone I needed it. Tonight
I'm going out with Amber and we're going to misbehave! I'm all for
being a bad girl... must release stress. Rocky here I come!

April 10, 2003
Today was such a long friggin day. I guess it
will be ok now, cause its OVER. A test this morning, a paper due this
afternoon, my computer DIED and I lost everything I had on my HD and then
work. Now I am about to curl up with mindless TV and ignore the world.
Ahhh, the joys of my only Friday class being Children's Lit. MUAHAHAHA!

April 9, 2003
Ok, so you know how sometimes you say things in the
heat of the moment that you mean but then come to regret? Well in
doing that I think I lost someone I truly care about. Yeah, so I was
upset, worried and tried and let my mouth just shoot off about things I
never should have said out loud, ever. In the process I lost someone I
cared about. I really hope someday he forgives me and we can be
friends again. I miss him.
Meanwhile, back at the ranch... I feel like shit today. Slept until
my 11:15 more or less. My head hurts, my throat hurts and I just wanna
sleep. Alas, I have a test at 5pm that I am bound to flunk if I don't
do some studying between now and then. Ah the joys of college.

April 8, 2003
Today I got bored and decided to completely redo my
web page. I think it looks prettier, I like the layout more and my
guestbook is far cooler than it was before. I think it makes it a bit
more accessible. Anyway, today has been a very long day and I have no
voice so I can't bitch to anyone out loud. This makes me a sad sad
Sammy. Anyhow, since I didn't go to work today and I didn't do
anything fun or educational I'm going to be up all night writing an essay
that's due on Thursday. Guess I should have done that rather than
this, eh? Oh well!
Check back soon for frequent updates and daily (almost) information on
the dumb shit I get myself into.