This once seemed all so grand,JFCarey2004JFCarey2004212004-09-28T09:04:00Z2004-09-28T09:13:00Z2004-09-28T09:13:00Z12351342N/A113157411.5604This once seemed all so grand,But you’ve forced me to change where I stand,Forced me to change with your want and demand,When what I want is to try and understand…So now even you’ve turned your back on me,Why can’t this be the way I want it to be?Maybe you could give me some kind of guarantee,Something tangible that I could see…Nothing left after all this effort,And I always return to these words for comfort,I never asked for more than your simple support,But even that seems to be a last resort…And I wish that you could only know,But it seems that you’d rather get up and go,And once again we’ve reached our highest plateau,Seems like we’re always saying our first hello…So there’s the door, I beg you, take your leave,I can’t believe I’m always so god damn naïve,I wish I didn’t feel that there was more here to achieve,But you make it so easy to want to believe…Blow out the candle of my desire,Watch the smoke rise up from the fire,There’s nothing left of you for me to admire,You’ve shown me I’m all I require…Deep down I know you’ll die all alone,And there’s nothing you can do to prevent or postpone,I’ll sit and watch the flesh decay to bone,Watch while you slip away into the great unknown…So I bid you one last adieu,I want to thank you for giving me a different view,For allowing me to make a new debut,Allowing me to see what really is true…I think it’s time I go out for a little drive,Doesn’t really matter when I arrive,I want you to know that I’m going to survive,I can’t remember the last time I felt so alive…Title Goes HereByJeremy F. Carey