My Poetry Page
This page is Dedicated to all the Ppl who has ever Loved someone So much and Lost it.. I have now Moved On with my Life thankful to some wonderful ppl in mine and my childrens life.So to all the ppl who has had their hearts litterally ripped out I hope you enjoy and please sign the book...
FALLEN FAST
I'm Standing here at work trying to pass the time and of course you are on my mind.. When I think of you I try not to be blue because i know someday I will be with you..I can't believe I alrady feel this way how fast I fell for you and let you threw.. How happy I am now to know your here, even tho your gone I will have no fear I know you will always stay with me threw thick or thin cause you have already put me on my way past what seemed like the worst heart break in my history Im grateful for you for putting my heart on the mend .. and I pray it's you who will stay with me who will see me threw the rest of my unknown history...
FOOL
I am worthless, I am stupid, I am ingrant, I am useless, I am a fool, A fool to believe your lvoe was true, A fool for not seeing you wanted you cake and eat it to . A fool for trusting in you words, A fool for not seeing what you really were.. A fool for opening my heart backup to you for you to break and rip from my chest. But you was a foolnot to see what you really meant to me. A fool for not believing in me, A fool for believing only want you wanted to believe.. Now it's to late that time is gone.. You said I lied to you and made you blue.. Look in the mirror cause you lied too......!!!!!!
YOUR FANTASY
I was stupid to believe you cared for me.I see now it was just another piece of ass you seen to add to your collection for all thw rold to see, So here I am standing alone.. tired of living ready for dying or hiding away where noone can see.. You plaed me hard but you cant see all the bad you've done to me. I was a fool to think youd be a better man to me, how wrong I was to believe your'd ever change your ways and how crazy I was for loving you unconditionally.. You've llied to yourself for so long you fell into your own fantasy of how you thought the world should be, instead of joining me you wanted to rule me and I allowed iit to be till I seen how you wanted things to be, your way or no way is all I recieved never able to live up to that fantasy life you didnt want to leave.. You never loved me like you said you've lied all this time,how could i been so belind and not see how could i've let this be you never believed anything about me your've nit picked all the love and joy away. you left me and as noone would see but you were wrong now he whole world sees into your fantasy world that you would leave....!!!!
AWAKE
She dreamt of a day she would wake up and hear you say "Good Morning Baby" What a dream sh'd been living, she's awake now se sees it's time to move on and as she look's you in the yes and see's threw all your lies and your head games and as the sun rises upon a new day she realizes you never loved her anyway that you only loved yourself.. Soon her tear drops will end and the memories will fade away. she's ready to begin a new day by the time you awake and realize outside yourself she will be gone and with her she will ake the Perfec" uncondionsal love she and her kids gave, now you are alone in a world you hae.. On day you will see her and her children laughing and playin with someone new someone who wont hurt or use them and make them blue, and its then it will hit you at the love you have thrown away to never have another day...!!
UNCONDITONAL LOVE
i woke up this morning and stumbled out of bed wondering about the fights we've had and all the things that were said .. the way i was told things were my fault boy what a lie that was told and how I was ripped apart. Do you know what love is? I really gotta know if not here let me share with you what i've come to know.. Love is unconditonal it can not be broke, it's loving someone for who they are and not what you can get. I'ts being there threw thick or thin and in good times and or bad it's never someting that will leave you after something bad, It's all the lil joys all rolled up inside from watching them sleep or eat, I've learnt you cant run and hide from it no matter how you try.. I love you unconditionally no matter how much it hurts, it's something deep inside of me I just can't let loose so you said you loved me .. so now i need to know is it unconditional and if so HOW COULD YOU LET IT GO....!!!!