Raw Numb Rubbed
Masturbation numbs
everytime you come
at your own hand
you waste away
land deep in desert grains of sand
which blow
sucked
dissipated into the wind;
you rub your skin away
rub your sins away
feel the cherry blossoms bloom
and flutter your eyes
as transcendental butterflies
search for the skies just to surrender.
You neglect to see what you are rendered!
roll a ball up a hill
deeper and deeper
for a thrill; a fill
steeper and steeper
until it turns on you
and burns
you
Raw.

I tawt I taw a cherry blossom!