Lobsters of the Sun
hey all it's your good ol' firend alison

Hello to you too.

omg can you believe that camp is only 3 months away! sirously i can't wait

I believe that camp is only 3 months away, because time is nothing but fading but ticking.
so how has everyone been doing?
I have enjoyed myself immensely, because I am alive and that is the only thing I am able to do. I have also been depressed every now and then, because the world in which we partake in life does not foster the essence of living.

well i just thought i should catch up on everyone see what you all have been up to

Catch up with me. You can try; but I am running too fast,
and I can't help it
even though
I know
walking slow
is the way to go,
all I can do is run away from the fact of the matter in circles.

well i have had a pretty packed year so far! ok well not only did one of my best firends make homecoming court but she won for the freshmen class!

she made homecoming court.
But the question remains:
did the judge wear a funny white wig?
Did he pound his wooden mallet authoritatively or rhythmically?
or did he rather shake his mallet as if a baby's rattle
as he prattled off his whims running out of his mouth
like branded cattle
dehorned rhinoceri
the ground rumbling,
drool tumbling
from his purple lips.
Was the judge one,
or was it many,
was it he/she
me
you
or even we?

Well i have been on the pom pom's team for the whole year now and let me tell you it has been fun. we came 4th in state this year and 2nd in regionals. and soon we are off to another state comp.

I hope your pom poms were the fluffiest of them all,
whether on your winter hat or your summer hands,
i hope the sun shone
as you jumped and held them high
and i hope the sun gleamed
off of them
unto the audience
and it is too bad the judges did not see it,
or perhaps you would have been first in your state
(Illinois, or Ohio, or both?)

What else can i tell you well on a sad note our school lost an amazing young boy by the name of andy davidson he dies of a herion overdose. he not only was one of my friends but he was one of the school social icons everyone loved him for everthing. andy davidson 1983-2001 you will be missed

A sad note, which the troubador Leonard Cohen played most beautifully:
"I know that kind of man
It's hard to hold the hand of anyone
who is reaching for the sky just to surrender.
And then sweeping up the jokers that he left behind
you find he did not leave you very much
not even laughter
like any dealer he was watching for the card that is so high and wild
he'll never need to deal another.
He was just some Joseph looking for a manger."

well people e-mail me back with your school year so far has highschool been a blast or has it been total shit you tell me cause hey i want to know well e-mail me back

I just ate weird sticky chicken and fun wet tortollini noodles.
And I am sucking an herbal lemon japanese coughdrop that Koshin gave to me.
I am listening to Leonard Cohen's "The Stranger Song"
and singing (or moaning) the lyrics at the top of my esophagus.
It is a fun moment,
for I am alive
and I am taking advantage of the innate sensuality
of all living things.
ears, and tongue
which relate music, and taste
sensational hedonic forces
that sustain the spirit, and the body (respectively)

i'll see you all in 3 months

I shall be glad to see you in three months,
for is it not the most wonderful thing
that we have Life Blood Force Spirit Soul Godhead
in our veins and in our brains
and we each choose to manifest it
in unique, even contradictory fashions.

peace out

You say "peace out",
and you are correct
because peace has certainly
ran
scared
from our world.
You say "peace out",
and I wish peace upon you too
and I wish peace upon me too
and I wish peace upon all too,
and I wish peace,
but will it come?