InSanitized

	eye absolutely s#%k at business.  eye can't pull it off.  a normalcy faker, faking being a business person, it gets convoluted, confusing
	eye hate the way eye act sometimes - embarrassing the tar outta myface
	the constant battle against anxiety, depression, a bad attitude
	have to fake being sane. while hallucinating, panicking, or whatever the lovely anxiety brings. have to go against 'normal' instincts - and stay away from people
	can't let anyone know. you can lose your job, get persecuted, blackballed, etc. no joke, v'had to deal, to this day, so for 32 years they've been warning me about 'coming out' - bout being bitroller distroll bombastico
	it's too late in this real world - already out. crazy as a loon. if eye can't trust my imagination, ov being part of humanity, here, then where can eye go? :)  cyberspace is my only refuge against the crazy world, and madness.
	emotions times ten, ugh - worms crawling in and out of my skull through the eye sockets
sometimes it's great, don't get me wrong.  but please take it along with a song.  wish eye could listen to music at work but eye'd be too distracted this time of year.  deep winter most tolerable, uh, balanced, it seems...
music saves my soul
that ole black hole
listen to sleep
listen to deal with a bad day evenings
listen like breath

:) Jason Mraz - you're mine too - add me to your fans
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