As she was busy setting up what was now his dinner, Justin caught a quick glimpse of himself in the mirror that hung on an adjacent wall and he was absolutely HORRIFIED by what he saw. His gray sweatpants and matching tee were wrinkled beyond belief and his face was marked with creases from lying on the couch. And, to top off his, hey, I look like I crawled from under a rock look, he had a gigantic hole in his sock from which his big toe stuck through with pride.
While Raquels back was turned, Justin desperately tried to straighten his clothing, as if his hands were going to magically morph into an iron. He realized he was fighting a losing battle when she turned around and began to laugh.
Calm down
Ive seen guests looking worse. Raquels chocolate brown eyes conveyed her sincerity. In fact, she continued, Im flattered because you actually care how you look in front of me.
Really? Wow. I completely won you over without being shady and reaching into my bag of tricks. Keep it real. I gotta remember that one. he finished with a huge smile.
Won me over? she asked with a hint of sarcasm. I wouldnt go that far. Mildly impressed is more like it. Raquel teased.
Justins head was swimming. Man, shes cute. he thought to himself. Justin began to imagine unraveling Raquels bun hairstyle so her curly raven hair could caress his fingertips. She doesnt have on one ounce of make up and shes wearing a frumpy ass hotel uniform and still
.shes simply amazing! In response to what he was thinking, a cheesy lop-sided grin crept across his face.
Raquel narrowed her eyes at him.
Are you okay? Raquel asked. Youve got this weird creepy look on your face.
Huh? Oh
.uhhh
.sorry for zoning out like that. Uhhhh
its just that mmmm
Im really hungry
yeah, thats it
and
I
I
havent eaten yet
and yeah
soooo
. I
guess
uh-huh, Im just hungry.
Raquel rubbed her chin in confusion. Yep, someone hit the pipe a wee bit too hard this evening. she thought to herself with a smile.
J, come on, youre babbling like an idiot! he mentally scolded himself. Youre starting to sound like JC. He stifled a laugh.
Justin took a deep cleansing breath
and tried again
with more clarity.
Raquel, Im really sorry for stammering like an idiot. Hey, Ive got an idea. Why dont you have dinner with me? Theres plenty here. I eat a lot
but not this much. So, whaddya say? Pleasure me with your company.
Raquel was stunned. Why in the HELL is this gorgeous guy asking me to have dinner with him? Maybe it was, Be Kind to the Hotel Help Week. Or, some sort of practical joke. But, he seems so genuine. So sweet. Life lessons have taught Raquel how to spot a bullshit artist from a mile away. Justins motives appeared to be legitimate, but still, she was hesitant to accept his invitation.
I dunno
she said as she checked her watch.
Do you have to get back to work or something?
Actually, Im off the clock now. Raquel said as she fidgeted with sleeve of her shirt due to nerves. You were my last call for the evening.
Well, there ya go. So please have dinner with me? Please? Justin batted his baby blue eyes and stuck out his bottom lip for the full please, dont make me eat dinner by myself effect.
Raquel laughed in response. This guy is too cute. she thought to herself. How could she resist?
Ill continue to grace you with my presence on one condition. Raquel stated as she crossed her arms against her chest.
Name it. I like it when women grace me.
You have to tell me your name.
It was as if the ominous storm clouds of despair parted and a bright ray of sunshine that carried beams of hope lit the heavens. Okay, that was a little melodramatic, but thats exactly how Justin felt. This girl had absolutely no idea who he was. Finally, a nice evening spent with a nice girl in anonymity. This Valentines Day was beginning to look A LOT better.
Im Justin, Raquel. He extended his hand.
Nice to meet ya, Justin. As Raquel took Justins hand, she prayed that her quickly- turning-to-jello knees wouldnt give out on her. She imagined, with horror, the vision of her falling on the poor boy. But, the more she thought about it, maybe that wouldnt be such a bad thing.
Come on, Raquel. Have a seat. Justin said as he led her over to the dining room table. So what are we having?
Raquel raised an eyebrow as she sat across from him.
Uhhhh
.Justin. You should know. You placed the order, right?
DAMMIT!! Justin cursed to himself. He rapidly began to fabricate a lie, but, he decided against it. Keep it real. He decided. Keep it real.
Actually, Raquel
earlier, when I said that I didnt order room service and then I was like..oops
yeah I did
well, I really didnt order. There must have been some sort of mix up. But...but...I said I did order because I wanted to talk to you. Im sorry. Justin confessed as he looked down in his lap.
Raquel leaned back in her chair and eyed Justin.
Justin felt her gaze and looked up at her.
Justin, why are you apologizing? You lied, or as I like to say, slightly misconstrued the truth, because you wanted to spend time with me. Now, this time, youve won me over.
Raquel, then, reached over and lovingly touched Justins hand.
Justin reached over with his other hand and placed it on top of hers.
In response, she placed her other hand over his.
Justin, raised an eyebrow, pulled his hand out and placed it back on top hers.
Raquel began to laugh. Are we gonna do this all night?
Hey, you started this. Justin said as he laughed in return. Lets have some dinner.
**45 Minutes Later**
Man, that was good. Justin sighed as him and Raquel made themselves comfortable on the couch.
Really? I couldnt guess by how you left practically NOTHING on the plates. she teased as she leaned her head back on the couch. I thought you said you dont eat a lot.
Hee hee haw
hee hee haw. Justin remarked. Im a growing boy. I need my nutrition, woman. he chuckled.
Well, then
boy
how old are you anyway? Raquel asked.
Twenty one. You?
Twenty seven.
Justin looked over at her. Really? You look about eighteen.
Raquel leaned over and placed a kiss on his cheek. Thank you.
Justin smiled brightly. Did I say eighteen? I really meant to say you look twelve.
Raquel narrowed her eyes at Justin and laughed. Dont push it.
So, Justin began, How is it that you started working here?
Im working here trying to pay off an evil thing called student loans. Raquel groaned. Actually, this my night job. During the day, Im a social worker. Since Im just starting out, the pay is kinda low.
How did you get interested in social work? Justin inquired.
Raquel looked over at Justin. Well, Im from Caracas and
Justin gave her a blank look.
Caracas is in Venezuela, Justin.
Ah!! Got ya!
Back home, she continued, theres a shortage of social workers and Ive always wanted to help people. I came to the States to attend school and become affiliated with the International Service Agencies. When I gain enough experience, Im going back to Caracas. Raquel said as she rubbed her neck and shifted her position on the couch.
Are you comfortable? Justin asked. Here, you can lay on me. he said as he put his arms out. I promise, I wont bite
unless you want me to. he stated with a devilish grin.
Ha ha. she responded.
Raquel scooted closer to Justin and laid her head on his chest. He enveloped her in a strong warm embrace. Im going back to Caracas echoed in Justins mind. Ive met this awesome girl, and shes going away. Justin lamented. He knew this girl for all of an hour and a half
but his heart was already beginning to form some sort of emotional attachment the he just quite didnt understand. This is just crazy. He reasoned. Justin was definitely not the sort to believe in love at first sight. In fact, he thought the whole notion was something that heartsick teenies believed in when their panties got moist at the sight of the object of their affection. Lust at first sight
definitely. Now that made sense. But, love?!?! NO WAY!!!
Raquel raised her head to look at Justin.
What are you thinking, Justin? Raquel asked barely above a whisper. You look so serious.
He returned her gaze and leaned his face closer to hers. As he did so, he briefly closed his eyes and inhaled her sweet scent. Like lavender, he thought. He gently caressed her cheek and her skin was like satin against his fingertips. Justin opened his mouth to reply to her question
he had absolutely no idea how he was going to put into words what he was feeling
but Raquel rescued Justin by ever so lightly brushing her soft supple lips against his. Immediately, his breath caught in his throat and at that moment, he knew that what he had to tell her
words would not do him justice. Justin caressed her cheek and returned her kiss
but with more heat. He explored Raquels eagerly awaiting mouth with his tongue. A soft purr of fulfillment escaped her lips. Justin shifted his weight so he could lay on top of her. Raquel could feel Justins hot breath against her face as he trailed his lips from her neck and down to the rise of her breasts.
With this
her mind began to race. What she was feeling now was not just raw attraction for this guy, but something more
something deeper than the physical act that was unfolding between them. Raquel knew she was in some serious trouble. The all too familiar litany of, What does he want from me? Is this just a one-time thing? Will he want to see me again after tonight? began its well-choreographed dance through her head. Her train of thoughts rapidly derailed when Justin undid her blouse and gently nipped at her breasts through her black lace bra.
Justin
Raquel panted.
Raquel.. he answered breathlessly.
Justin looked into her eyes and could sense her apprehension.
Raquel, if you dont want to do this
if Im moving too fast, then Ill understand, sweetie. Its okay. He smiled and kissed her cheek to express his sincerity.
Raquels heart melted at that moment. She had been in situations such as these where the guy would say something similar to that, but only as a well-orchestrated card game type of move. It was as if in their minds they would be thinking, If I seem truly concerned, then shell think Im truly concerned. She always figured that those guys must royally suck at playing Poker, because their eyes ALWAYS gave away their true intentions. Assholes!
But, Justin was not like the others
In his enchanting deep blue eyes
she saw a true genuineness
Justin, Raquel whispered. I want you
please
dont stop
Justin answered by pulling her up into a sitting position so he could unhook her bra. Raquel, then, reached up and pulled off his shirt. Unfortunately, she didnt have time to admire his well-sculptured torso, because Justin immediately nudged her back into their horizontal position on the couch.
Raquel could feel Justins growing erection on her inner thigh, so she reached down, and began to massage him painfully slow. He positioned himself to the side of her to grant her better access.
Uhhh
.thats it, baby. Justin groaned. He took Raquels leg and placed it across his hip. He reached down and pulled up the hem of her skirt
and found the treasure that he was searching for. Justin hooked his finger in the waistband of her panties and slid them down to her knees. He placed his index finger into the folds of her hot wetness. She was so tight. Justin couldve exploded just imagining pumping his throbbing erection inside her. Raquel was inflicting sweet torture on him with her touch
and he wanted to be sure that she was right there on the brink of ecstasy with him.
Justin maneuvered himself to Raquels side, but unfortunately, he miscalculated how much room they had on the couch.
**THUD**
Are you okay? Raquel asked as she rubbed her head.
Justin laughed. I should be asking you that. You broke my fall.
She shook her head and smiled up at him.
Raquel! How ever will I thank you?!? You saved my life! Youre my hero! Justin exclaimed in a mock swoon.
Raquel raised an eyebrow. Youre a weird one, Justin, she continued with a seductive grin, but, uh, you can re-pay me by (one) getting off me cuz youre heavy and (two) picking me up, carrying me off to your bedroom, and finishing what you started.
YES, MAAM!!
Without missing a beat, Justin quickly rolled off of Raquel, lifted her up in his arms, and trotted in the direction of the bedroom; sweatpants around his ankles
and Raquel giggling the whole way.
**In The Bedroom**
Justin placed Raquel tenderly on the bed. He hovered above her, admiring her beautiful naked body in the dim moonlight that filtered through the picturesque balcony window. Raquels long raven hair, long freed from its bun hairstyle, encircled her head on the pillow, only adding to her splendor.
Raquel looked up at Justin and his face conveyed all the warmth and compassion he felt for her. Any remaining inhibitions she may have possessed, were immediately melted away by his tender smile.
Justin lowered himself on top of her and kissed her ravenously. The tip of his erection was just at the entrance of Raquels hot center. It took all the control that Justin had not to ram all his length into her and piston himself in and out of her moistness like some greedy overzealous lover. No, he wanted to pleasure her. He wanted to make her feel like a woman worshipped.
Justin entered the tip of his shaft inside of her and paused. He wasnt trying to tease her. Hell, this was torture for him. Justin just wanted to prolong the ecstasy that they would soon both share.
He continued to slide his length into her
little by little
until she brought her legs up and wrapped them around Justins back. She clung to him in a tight embrace.
Justin
please
she begged in a hoarse whisper, uuuuhhh
please
Thats all he needed to hear.
He began to move this throbbing erection in and out of her hot wetness
ever so slowly
but quickly, he picked up the pace.
Their breaths came in short pants as Justin established his rhythm. He took Raquels hands and placed them above her head. His lips captured hers in a tongue-dueling feverish kiss.
Uhh
baby
Justin groaned. Raquel matched his with her own. They were both on the brink of ecstasy. As far as they were concerned, Justin and Raquel magically created their own world
like a dream
Raquel turned her head to the side as a violent orgasm overtook them both. As she did so
a single tear cascaded down her cheek.
**The Next Morning 8 AM**
The early morning sun spilled into the darkened suite
hitting Justin right in the face. Mornings were never his favorite part of the day. But this particular morning, he really didnt care. He had been blessed with spending a blissful night with a beautiful creature whom he felt had changed his life forever.
A smile began to form on his lips as he rolled over to
.
an empty right side of the bed.
Justin sat up. His brow furrowed. Relax jackass, he mentally calmed himself, she must be in the bathroom or something.
Raquel
sweetie.
No answer.
Justin rubbed his head in confusion. Out of the corner of his eye, on the nightstand, he spotted a red carnation with a letter under it.
He unfolded the letter and began to read
.
Justin,
I have a feeling that you are going to wake up this morning wondering where I am. Well, at least I hope you are wondering where I am. ~smile~
Last night, while you were sleeping, I looked at you and imagined how we would wake up together in the morning
our bodies so intertwined that if a person were looking at us they wouldnt be able to tell where my body began and yours ended.
I know myself, Justin, and my flaw is I always look for emotions in others that simply arent there. I want to see love so badly, that I seem to project it on to other people. When in reality, its me
at the end
with a broken heart.
Last night was so beautiful. So beautiful in fact that I couldnt bear hearing that speech one more time. I guess, Justin, this is me being selfish. For the first time, I wanted to walk away with a memory of love
and not the harsh sound of, I dont feel the same way about you. Sorry.
Justin, you have given me a precious gift. Please, let me have this perfect recollection. I know now what it feels like to be loved.
Thank you so very much with all my heart.
~Raquel~
Justin gently folded the letter and leaned back on the plush pillow. He could still faintly smell her sweet lavender scent.
No, Raquel
thank you.
**THE END**