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Embracing Negativity
by s1ckend
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prolongation. 10/22/2001
anger fills the depths of these eyes to their fill; to the point of a convex curve of its surface tension.

where is that blissful ignorance?

where is my ability to simply accept and move on?

too many times i try to focus on things that dont exist:

love.
religion.
inner beauty.
the faith in something human......

so where is that dumbfounded moment of true euphoria directly followed by empty judgements and noted flaws?

i'm fucking sick to my void fucking soul.

maybe it's just me.

 
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no, no, no. i can safely say that it's not just you. fear not, you are not alone in this world of piss, sh*t and worthless wishes. i've been here most of my life. [Undertow371]

Faith in humanity...sometimes you get lucky enough to meet someone who will pull the plug if you ask nicely, but they always stray from convictions and promises just like everyone else. Or so I've been told. [Tom Mix]

ryn: nice build.

[Dammitall]


F*ck that. Suffer, for as much as you have to. Then move on. [Mercurio]

RYN in SaladinCham’s diary: not all Mexicans are bitches. I am not an exception, but not all of them are. [Mercurio]

non no its not just you, i think like that too. i dont believe in any of those things either. kinda sad isnt it? [amber*]

isn't it odd how you always think that you are a good guy and they are the bad guys, when really everyone is screwed up and all around every one is that bad guy. And love... love is a joke cause you will just fall out of it... [Magnilia]

so here is doctor i hate myself's remedy to those blues mister......find a small bunny, chipmonk, or hamster (you know something cute) and rip the things legs off and watch it roll around. ha ha ha ha. that or jerk off more. later. [I Hate Myself]

No Prob if you ever need anymore advice please just ask! [XxDevilxX]

i love the new format/diary description. ah, something about "serial killer" quotes that makes me tingle. but i don't consider manson to be a serial killer. anyways, sharon tate was sexier after she was butchered by the family. [Undertow371]

Must have missed this entry.

You couldn't possibly have lost your inner beauty, considering you leave me such marvelous notes. (I should note to you, by the way, that the "Mexican" is actually an Italian, I call him that because of a nickname of his). Certainly it's just you.

Yours, [SaladinCham]


RYN: Yes, I could, but then I don't think it would mean what I want it to mean. [Plain_old_Meggz]

you definitely have inner beauty...well, you used to until you allowed someone to rip your soul out and stomp on it...but who am i to say you didn't enjoy it?.......on a lighter note i still believe that you are beautiful inside and out! [lost_soull]

It's not just you, it's everyone and everything. The vacancies are in every nook and every cranny. The world is filled with emptiness, so much so that it feels full, complete somehow. The void isn't a void, it never has been. (umm, I'll shutup now, I'm in a mood and quite possibly making everything worse) :-)

RYN: Mmmmm.....thanks for the note and my ass still hurts. [And Its A Mess]


nope definatly not just you [punk pixie]

Ignorance, pain, void, joy...everything is a choice. You are where you are because it serves a purpose for you at this time. Only you know what that purpose is. [Kaisy]

I hate being angry. It seems like it consumes you. Fortunately, it goes away. I guess the trick is to get mad for a while and then let it go. [xouxou]

I gave up focusing on the intangibles a while ago. Philosophical issues give me a headache cause there seems to be no answer. For all the striving people do to find the meaning of life, life seems to go on pretty much the same. Sha, la, la, la, live for today. [xouxou]

everybody's sick like that. am i soooo redundant. so class of 91. sorry. [maddieblaylock]

 

   
 
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