Why must i be left to die this way

I really tried to keep my emotion at bay

But you are too angelic for me to resist

Despite how hard i try to desist

I set myself up for this fall

I've crushed myself against your wall

I knew for you, i would never be good enough

It's one reason that this is so rough

I tried so hard, and still i failed

Like the devestation of a train derailed

My heart's been smashed, same with my soul

How could i have been such a fool

I tried to fight it with all my might

But there seems to be no way to make it right

I'm sorry to have caused you so much pain

I tried to make you happy, but my efforts were in vain