I'm upset, just a little bent

My heart is heavy, borderline spent

I feel as if i've already lost you, it's too much to bear

And yet, this mask i must continue to wear

It seems to me you like him best

I guess despite my efforts, i failed your test

I won't ask you for another chance

I've lost my step, i can no longer dance

I put too much of me into this

But the game was worth the risk

Now, i've lost it all, got no reply

It's my everything, my very existance you deny

I'm stronger than that, I refuse to cry

Instead i lock myself away for eternity, to wonder why