Sometimes I
think about what love's given me
And for some
reason, I know this was all meant to be
Even though
it feels like a punch in the face
This is all
something I can't erase
I often think
about the way things were, between us
And how this
love, started out as just a little crush
I'll never
forget how you sounded that first time on the phone
I really thought
I wasn't in this alone
Even though,
at one point things turned for the worst
I will never
forget how you were my first
...my first
soul I saw into
And my first
time, the words meant more than just "I love you"
You'll never
know exactly how much you mean to me
Or how I had
so much faith, that we were meant to be
Remember not
once have I ever had hate for you
But sometimes,
I wish there were some things I didn't have to go through
I hope one
day, your wife will love you like I could
And that she
will do everything, that I would
That she will
really know how lucky she is
And may you
have many beautiful kids
Teach your
kids everything you taught me
About true
love and how it can be
...teach them
about all the love you can see, just by looking into one's heart
And to never
have fear in anything, from the start
And if you
ever find the need to look around
You won't
have to look very far from down
You'll find,
Im's right where I've always been
...surrounded
in the love, that surrounds me from within
*this poem is my favorite poem*