I keep trying
to tell myself
That God wanted
it this way
But sometimes
that's so hard
When
I feel I've been led astray
It's really
over
I can't believe
this is the end
It makes me
so sad
Because
I always thought you'd be my friend
Part of me
doesn't believe it's real
I'm in disbelief
and shock
And the other
part of me remembers time will heal
...though
I'm at a loss