The more I look, the more I see
Just how much he means to me

Sitting here, listening to the songs
Reminding me of how much my heart holds on

I don't want it to be this way
Trust me, I'd change it if I could, any day

Sometimes I blame myself
Then realize, he's still with that someone else

He never wanted to give it another try
Mabey if he did, I wouldn't have drained myself, cuz now I can't cry

11 months that he's been gone
Yet I'm here, and he's moved on

Oh, how I wish I was her
Then I wouldn't have to keep looking for some cure

She so lucky to get to look into those green's
Does she know, their not only as beautiful as they seem?

If I was her, I wouldn't change a thing about him
He's more than enough to satisfy my heart, within

I wish I had a second chance
With all this love, I know I could make it last

*I wrote this after we had no contact, for 11 months*