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>>My 411<<< ~Name~ H@i Nguyen Aka: Mathew ~Location~ Toronto, Ont ~DOB~ March 8, 1987 **INTERNATIONAL WOMANS DAY** ~POB~ Long An, Vietnam ~Ethnic~ 70% Vietnamese, 15% Cambodian, 15% Chinese ~Status~ EyEz ArE OpEn ~Likez~ Importz, Trance, Rave, Gurlz, Writing Poemz ~Hates~ A lot OfThingz ~MSN~ lord_asian@hotmail.com ~Yahoo~ lord_asian2000@yahoo.com ~WaNt To KnOw MoRe? ThEn AsK!!! Heres Da Link to Ma pages creator!

Dearest Poemz From My Untold Mind ~Because Of You~ why do I bother, why do I care, why do I see you everywhere... why am I sad, why do I cry, why don`t I just let the days go by... why do I love you as much as I do, when you don`t ove me as I love you... it brakes my heart, my soul inside, it feels as like all my feelings and thoughts have died... I hide my unhappiness, my easyness too, I feel this way because of you... ~THE ONE I CARE~ No one knows but I want to share, I want to tell the world, but it is you that I hope will care. I have kept this feeling all bottled up, but seeing you is making it hard enough. I want you to know my secret, but for some reason I just keep it. I want you to know how I feel, this feeling for you must be real. I go to sleep thinking of you, hoping that someday you`ll know me too. I want to tell you this secret, I really do, it is very simple, I have fallen for you. ~IF I TOLD YOU~ If I told youIloved you, wouldyou push me away? Or would you let mefall into your arms, where, forever, I would stay? If Itold you Ineeded you, would you feel the same? Could you let me need you everyday, forever and eternity? If I told you I hated you, would youbelieve the words I say? Would you turn your back on me and leave me alone to pray? If I told you I was crying, would you be right by my side, to put your arms around my shoulders until the feelings pass me by? If Itold you everything, could you still feel the same? Now that you know exactly who I am, would you still be mine to claim? If I told you.. ~SOMEONE SPECIAL~ There`s someone special in my life Who doesn`t know I care I wish I could let her know it But let in show,I wouldn`t dare I don`t want to even risk it I don`t want to even try For if she knew I felt this way I`d feel insecure and shy I never thought I`d feel this way I never thought I`d can There`s something in that smile of her That makes me stop and stare How can I tell if she likes me? Will she ever look my way? I`ll keep my feeling hidden for now And serve them for another day. ~No longer Friends~ One little word Thats all it took To change my life To a different book She is mad at me I wanna say sorry I just want our friendship back To the way it used to be But until that happens We are destened to be No longer friends. ~I`LL WAIT~ As I look up to the heavens Like gazzing in your eyes I know I fell in love with you My heart and soul won`t lie I`m so confused I cannot think I don`t know what to do I cry myself to sleep at night Cuz I am not with you For you I would do anything Your wish is my command Try my best to keep you happy Do everythingI can I onlywant you in my life To hold you in my arms And shelter you fromall that`s bad I promise youno harm Buttodream is all that I can do Cuz in reality I know that you likesomeone else And it`s not you and me To wait for you is what I`ll do But timesnot on my side Until your feelings change for him My feelings I must hide. ~CAN I LOVE YOU?~ I gave my heart to you I set my standards high I laid my eyes on you, I laughed and cried with you, Itold youmy hopesand dreams, My Love and Fears. My tears I shed all over your shoulder. In the end, I came to see that you were the only guy I could ever trust. When I see you, my face lights up with aspiration, and happiness. When we talk, I can feel the load unload with soothing words from you. I havethe feeling of love in my heart. In my mind, I say "You don`t mean a thing. " In my words, I say "You are just a friend. " But in the deep end of my heart, I think of only you When I tell you my expectations of a guy, You tell me never to fall short of what I want. But only one thing stands in the way - You are a friend. Can I still love you the way that I do? ~MY FRIEND~ I would hate to say it, but our friendship just can`t last. The wonderful times we shared together, have faded to the past. I told you it would happen, that our friendship was bound to end. Although I know you care, I cannot consider you as a friend. Please don`t try to argue, just try to understand. That time can change people, as the tide can change the sand. Our friendship has been lovely, but you see it has an end. For now I fell in a different way, I`ve fallen in love with you my friend. ~Inside a mind~ Inside a mind there is a story that awaits, a hurt that cantbe described. Inside a mind there are thousands of memories, memories that are ancient, magical. Inside a mind therearescreamsofanger from the pain of a break up. Inside a mind there are favorites, enemies and love. ~Friends~ My friends always told me That you would make me cry Myfriends always told me That you would always lie My friends always told me That I will find some one new But my friends never told me My heart will always want you.

Dearest Poemz From My Heart & Soul ~Is This Luv~ I will still be loving you until the end of time I cant describe this love I have for you the only thing I know is that its true and when the sun goes away you brighten upthe rest of my day I cant describe the way I feel my heart tells me that this love is real I go to sleep in my cold dark room thinking about our happy times wishing in my dreams that someday you will be mine I will still be loving you. ~First Kiss~ When you kissed me my whole body shook I didn`t know what to do I didn`t know where to look I gently closed my eyes And put my hands on your face And I felt my heart start to race We looked at each other And smiled in bliss Because you were my first true kiss. ~Crazy Over You~ Girl, why do you always make me crazy! Everytime I look at you Im not sure what to do. You make me smile and happy to. My heart races faster and I begin to blush. From head to toe. ~Questions Unanswered~ Why don`t she want me Like she used to do? Why don`t she care for me Like she always used to? Why don`tshe Loveme Like she used to say she would? Why don`tshe want me forever Like I thought she could? Whydon`tshewantme Like she used to do? ~You~ You helped me laugh Because of you... I have no fears. Together we live Together wegrow Teaching each other What we must know You came into my life And i was blessed I love you hun Youare the best Release my hand And say goodbye Please don`t worry I`ll try not to cry I promise you this Its nottheend Because like i said You are my only one! ~U~ I`ve fallen for U, I`ve loved u since the day i met U, I`ve only known U a year, The thought of us together, Only brings me a tear, Because i know it will take a lifetime, For U to finally see, How much U really mean to ME. ~Feelings Inside~ My feelings for You My heart flutters, My hands shake, My feelings foryou are beyond heaven`s gate, Those feelings I have for you are pure, This I know for sure. Without you I am incomplete, Because your love for me is so sweet!! ~Miss My Hun~ I miss you so much Whyd you have to go? You left in such a horrible way The crash, the sound, the blow I`m still crying Theyre hoping its not true Looking at old photos Remembering everything of you I play our song out loud Tears start flowing from my eyes As I walk up to your casket And I start to say goodbye My sweaty palms hold the key You said it was to yourheart You promised that wed be together You said wed never part People say that Ill find another But I know that its not true You were my first, and will be my only love Ill remember you in everything I do.